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 Posted: Sun Jan 09, 2011 4:44 pm
Gah I ve been thinking about competing bad bad I could if Im stable and everything s ok after the two months but I d probably only qualify for light weight or welterweight
heh
I dont know
Im confused
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Posted: Sun Jan 09, 2011 4:46 pm
Kamilucis Gah I ve been thinking about competing bad bad I could if Im stable and everything s ok after the two months but I d probably only qualify for light weight or welterweight heh I dont know Im confused I'm 3 pounds too light for lightweight, but I can outlast the rest of the lightweights AND welter weights, so i say if you think you can do it go ahead.
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Posted: Sun Jan 09, 2011 5:04 pm
Song Riter227 Yesterday sucked. Every year I normally spend my birthday alone, walking around and slipping into a nothingness that i create around myself to prevent much interaction. Yesterday I had so many problems, I hate my birthday. Earlier I cut myself again. I patched myself up and then walked over to the park and just sat there alone. I feel myself slipping more and more everyday into the depression that i thought was over. You never would have thought that the guy who always looks on the brighter side, the guy always joking around and flirting with everyone wouldn't have problems like this. Sadly its something I push down and down and hope it never comes out.
I'm sick of being the way I am. I just want to change. I would give anything to not feel the way I do every day. But that's not the way the world works and I must work with the cards I am dealt.
Oh well it seems that I feel a small bit better than when i started typing this out. Thanks for letting me vent. *hugs* sorry to hear =/ what happened to friends and such? do you have anyone you can confide in?
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Posted: Sun Jan 09, 2011 5:07 pm
cow of the null So the girl I liked asked me to Sadies hawkins( SP?) in a very cute way. She made a post for me asking if I wanted to go and she drew Pokemon all over it.. This seems oddly familiar... except mine asked me in the hallway. She does draw me pokemon though. My christmas card has a Drifloon on it.
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Posted: Sun Jan 09, 2011 5:08 pm
Song Riter227 Kamilucis Gah I ve been thinking about competing bad bad I could if Im stable and everything s ok after the two months but I d probably only qualify for light weight or welterweight heh I dont know Im confused I'm 3 pounds too light for lightweight, but I can outlast the rest of the lightweights AND welter weights, so i say if you think you can do it go ahead. scarily, I was a heavyweight until I got sick =/ at the moment weight wise I d only be able to train and weigh in at one of those two categories, not sure if I can but I might aswell, Its good fun, painful but worth the experience
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Posted: Sun Jan 09, 2011 5:18 pm
Oh, my mom's office is closed tomorrow because of the snow. So I'm not gonna be home alone tomorrow. Guess that means no cutting... yet.
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Posted: Sun Jan 09, 2011 5:36 pm
Kamilucis Song Riter227 Yesterday sucked. Every year I normally spend my birthday alone, walking around and slipping into a nothingness that i create around myself to prevent much interaction. Yesterday I had so many problems, I hate my birthday. Earlier I cut myself again. I patched myself up and then walked over to the park and just sat there alone. I feel myself slipping more and more everyday into the depression that i thought was over. You never would have thought that the guy who always looks on the brighter side, the guy always joking around and flirting with everyone wouldn't have problems like this. Sadly its something I push down and down and hope it never comes out.
I'm sick of being the way I am. I just want to change. I would give anything to not feel the way I do every day. But that's not the way the world works and I must work with the cards I am dealt.
Oh well it seems that I feel a small bit better than when i started typing this out. Thanks for letting me vent. *hugs* sorry to hear =/ what happened to friends and such? do you have anyone you can confide in? friends all ran off with their special other. and i don't confide in people because normally I'm the person who people confide in and I solve all the problems even if it hurts me to do so. Oh and about your weight thing, yeah it does suck but at least you can at least compete, I can't because my area doesn't have a Featherweight league. So sadly I train and train and train and nothing ever happens.
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Posted: Sun Jan 09, 2011 6:28 pm
Miss Perfection •○♣☼♣○•
You don’t think it’s easy to believe God exists? If you seek, you shall find!
•○♣☼♣○•
Sure, I think it's easy to believe God exists.
It's also easy to believe he doesn't exist, or any god for that matter.
The person who said this made it seem like believing in God was the easiest thing and being an atheist took too much effort so why bother?
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Posted: Sun Jan 09, 2011 6:45 pm
Nim, I love you. ;-;
I want to squish you and hide you and baby you and make you feel better. /mother hen complex
To everyone:
Please don't let [person/item/situation] upset you so badly. You'll be free of them all some day, and be surrounded by [people/item/situation] who make you happy. Just try to make the best of the situation that you're in.
Yes, it can get worse. But you must believe that it will get better. Because if you don't have hope, you have nothing. It's hard to exist when you have nothing. This is coming from someone who has gone through many horrible things. Really. Without optimism and hope, I'd probably have killed myself a long time ago. ._. And I wouldn't have gotten to experience a great many wonderful things that have happened in my life.[/rant]
HOPE AND OPTIMISM! scream
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Posted: Sun Jan 09, 2011 6:49 pm
Maris Pallitax Nim, I love you. ;-; I want to squish you and hide you and baby you and make you feel better. /mother hen complex To everyone: Please don't let [person/item/situation] upset you so badly. You'll be free of them all some day, and be surrounded by [people/item/situation] who make you happy. Just try to make the best of the situation that you're in. Yes, it can get worse. But you must believe that it will get better. Because if you don't have hope, you have nothing. It's hard to exist when you have nothing. This is coming from someone who has gone through many horrible things. Really. Without optimism and hope, I'd probably have killed myself a long time ago. ._. And I wouldn't have gotten to experience a great many wonderful things that have happened in my life.[/rant]HOPE AND OPTIMISM! scream
I'm not pissed off at anybody but myself. And I'm stuck with myself for the rest of my life, sadly.
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Posted: Sun Jan 09, 2011 7:04 pm
Jedi Sasquatch Maris Pallitax Nim, I love you. ;-; I want to squish you and hide you and baby you and make you feel better. /mother hen complex To everyone: Please don't let [person/item/situation] upset you so badly. You'll be free of them all some day, and be surrounded by [people/item/situation] who make you happy. Just try to make the best of the situation that you're in. Yes, it can get worse. But you must believe that it will get better. Because if you don't have hope, you have nothing. It's hard to exist when you have nothing. This is coming from someone who has gone through many horrible things. Really. Without optimism and hope, I'd probably have killed myself a long time ago. ._. And I wouldn't have gotten to experience a great many wonderful things that have happened in my life.[/rant]HOPE AND OPTIMISM! scream
I'm not pissed off at anybody but myself. And I'm stuck with myself for the rest of my life, sadly.
Do I need to separate you and yourself until you can learn to get along?
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Posted: Sun Jan 09, 2011 7:07 pm
epic-writer42 Jedi Sasquatch Maris Pallitax Nim, I love you. ;-; I want to squish you and hide you and baby you and make you feel better. /mother hen complex To everyone: Please don't let [person/item/situation] upset you so badly. You'll be free of them all some day, and be surrounded by [people/item/situation] who make you happy. Just try to make the best of the situation that you're in. Yes, it can get worse. But you must believe that it will get better. Because if you don't have hope, you have nothing. It's hard to exist when you have nothing. This is coming from someone who has gone through many horrible things. Really. Without optimism and hope, I'd probably have killed myself a long time ago. ._. And I wouldn't have gotten to experience a great many wonderful things that have happened in my life.[/rant]HOPE AND OPTIMISM! scream
I'm not pissed off at anybody but myself. And I'm stuck with myself for the rest of my life, sadly.
Do I need to separate you and yourself until you can learn to get along? YES!
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Posted: Sun Jan 09, 2011 7:08 pm
epic-writer42 Jedi Sasquatch Maris Pallitax Nim, I love you. ;-; I want to squish you and hide you and baby you and make you feel better. /mother hen complex To everyone: Please don't let [person/item/situation] upset you so badly. You'll be free of them all some day, and be surrounded by [people/item/situation] who make you happy. Just try to make the best of the situation that you're in. Yes, it can get worse. But you must believe that it will get better. Because if you don't have hope, you have nothing. It's hard to exist when you have nothing. This is coming from someone who has gone through many horrible things. Really. Without optimism and hope, I'd probably have killed myself a long time ago. ._. And I wouldn't have gotten to experience a great many wonderful things that have happened in my life.[/rant]HOPE AND OPTIMISM! scream
I'm not pissed off at anybody but myself. And I'm stuck with myself for the rest of my life, sadly.
Do I need to separate you and yourself until you can learn to get along?
Is... Is that possible? o.o
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Posted: Sun Jan 09, 2011 7:16 pm
Jedi Sasquatch epic-writer42 Jedi Sasquatch Maris Pallitax Nim, I love you. ;-; I want to squish you and hide you and baby you and make you feel better. /mother hen complex To everyone: Please don't let [person/item/situation] upset you so badly. You'll be free of them all some day, and be surrounded by [people/item/situation] who make you happy. Just try to make the best of the situation that you're in. Yes, it can get worse. But you must believe that it will get better. Because if you don't have hope, you have nothing. It's hard to exist when you have nothing. This is coming from someone who has gone through many horrible things. Really. Without optimism and hope, I'd probably have killed myself a long time ago. ._. And I wouldn't have gotten to experience a great many wonderful things that have happened in my life.[/rant]HOPE AND OPTIMISM! scream
I'm not pissed off at anybody but myself. And I'm stuck with myself for the rest of my life, sadly.
Do I need to separate you and yourself until you can learn to get along?
Is... Is that possible? o.o
I DON'T CARE IF IT IS OR ISN'T! I will find a way to do it if I have to.
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Posted: Sun Jan 09, 2011 8:12 pm
@ Maris--I apparently have some sort of youngest-child-that-is-forever-a-child syndrome, so yay for squishhidebabyness? I dunno, but yeah.... usually I can at least think happy thoughts, but I just couldn't this time. I think I'm just wearing thin at the moment with all the college stuff I'm doing...
And somewhat related.
I feel like I'm going to throw up at any moment.
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