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 Posted: Fri Jul 13, 2012 10:58 am
Inari but her lip, thinking of how she could make him understand her words. It was too late. He was getting up, getting dressed.... Getting away. "No! Jeromy, what are you doing?" she asked. After he left, tears streamed down her cheeks. She got off her big, warm bed and slipped a tank top and sweatpants on, not bothering with shoes. She ran outside, "J-jeromy! W-where are you g-going?" she was crying freely, now. Nari sunk to the cold, dirty ground, not caring about the Brownshirt that was going to stain her clothes. "Don't leave me..." she ha thought that he was the only one that she had, well, she was wrong. She had no one.
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Posted: Fri Jul 13, 2012 11:16 am
Jeromy had heard Inari say something before he stormed out of the house, but he didn't really hear or care what was said. He was hurting because Inari didn't believe that his feelings for her were real. He'd have told her that his mind just got clouded, yet she'd said about not knowing if they would even last and that was the end of it. He saw her come outside and ran towards him before falling to the cold, wet ground. He would've gone to her, if not for her wondering if they would last. That was eating him up and he just held on to that; not planning on letting that go. He was just barely able to hear that she wanted to know where he was going and he just stared at her with a blank expression. He also heard her saying don't go. He sat in his car and wasn't going anywhere, but that also meant he wasn't going to her.
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Posted: Fri Jul 13, 2012 11:31 am
The pain between Inari's legs just hit her. It was hard to move right after, but she didn't care. She got up from the dirty ground, more pain shooting through her core. She but her lip, her face paling slightly, and jogged over to Jeromy's car, making it hurt more. "Jer, please... I didn't mean it like that..." she pleaded, more tears running down her cheeks. "I-I.... Jer, please don't leave me... You're all I have." she admitted. "Or, at least, you were all I had..." her voice broke and she felt her knees buckling, threatening to fail beneath her, again.
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Posted: Fri Jul 13, 2012 11:44 am
Jeromy had looked away, not really feeling like looking at Inari. He listened to her and he sighed, "If you didn't mean it that way, then why'd you say it that it sounded like that? And you can't be serious that I'm all you have. If I am all you have or had as you're putting it; why would you say that you weren't sure that we'd last? That cut deep Inari...." He wasn't sure that admitting that what Inari said bothered him was going to matter, but he thought that he'd say it anyways. He imagined that Inari was feeling really uncomfortable after having done what they did and he unlocked the door, indicating that she could get in to sit down. Though, if she touched him he'd tell her to get out, since he wasn't very happy right then.{ooc: Sorry for going offline so suddenly. I was switching to the computer really quick. I didn't actually log out, but gaia must've in the time I went from the Wii to the computer sad Sorry.} {Edit: Going offline again for a bit, hopefully will be back. I'm just getting on that game quick to have my mom give me something and then I'll probably be right back. Unless she starts complaining that I don't want to play the game, which she tries to keep me on that as much as she can when I play it XD That's sad really, that my mom is forcing me to play a game I don't even like razz }
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Posted: Fri Jul 13, 2012 12:13 pm
Inari quickly got into the car, thankful for not having to stand. "Jeromy... I only said that because so many relationships don't work. So many of my friends have moved so fast... And they've come crying to me that it was TOO fast." she explained. She wanted to reach out and touch him, feel him... She was yearning for the feeling of his skin; his calloused fingers brushing against her spine, his warm breath against her neck... It made Er break down again, "Jeromy... I get it. I get it... Y-you can g-go..." she got out of the car, her legs shaking, and made her way back to the cold, empty house. Cold and empty...like Inari's heart was feeling now. ((it's ok :3))
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Posted: Fri Jul 13, 2012 1:07 pm
Jeromy just sat in the driver's seat, not looking over at Inari as she spoke. He heard that she was saying about her friends complaining about going too far too fast; he knew that he and Inari moved too fast, but he hadn't wanted to regret it. Yet, he was starting to wonder if he didn't regret what they had done. He had told himself that he was ok with it and he heard Inari saying she didn't regret it either. But the way she was talking now made it sound like she lied. He watched her as she got back out of the car and went back inside. He was hurting because it seemed like Inari wished that they'd not gotten as close as they had. He sat in his car for about a half an hour and decided to go back inside. He figured that Inari expected him to leave, but he was drawn to her and didn't want to lose her. Walking inside slowly he headed to Inari's room, figuring that she'd probably be there, crying her eyes out over everything that was happening.
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Posted: Fri Jul 13, 2012 1:50 pm
Inari had been sobbing. For 15 minutes, straight, she sobbed. Now, though, she was sitting on her bed, her knees drawn up to her chest as she thought about the mess that she had just made. This was exactly what she was talking about! They always fought, and it would be very hard to live together if one of them always stormed away! She looked up as she heard footsteps. Nari didn't say anything, she just dropped her head back, glad he came back.
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Posted: Fri Jul 13, 2012 2:20 pm
Jeromy walked into the room and he saw Inari was crying. He hesitantly walked to her and sat at the edge of her bed. "I have to ask you this; do you want us to stay together? I mean we seem to fight all the time...." He then explained that he really, sincerely wanted it to work. But he didn't know if it would if Inari thought they were moving too fast and because of all the fighting. He really did love her, but he doubted that she'd really believe him and believe that he'd not leave for good. He slumped his shoulders and waited for a reply from Inari. He tried to do what he could to get her to understand his feelings for her, though he didn't know if he was going to get through to her or not. He didn't want to leave for good, but if he wasn't wanted around anymore he'd leave.
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Posted: Fri Jul 13, 2012 2:25 pm
Inari wiped under her eyes, sniffling. "Jeromy, I never said I didn't want to be together." she pointed out. She bit her lip, trying to decide if she could move to him. Ah, what the hell, she thought. He'd pushed her away before, she knew what it felt like so, yes she'd be sad, but she'd know how to deal with it. She, hesitantly, moved over to Jeromy, wrapping her arms around his waist once she got there. "Jer, I want us to be together...But I don't want to move too fast." she explained, praying he didn't push her away.
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Posted: Fri Jul 13, 2012 3:17 pm
Jeromy listened to Inari saying that she never said that she didn't want them to be together. He didn't know if he believed her fully, but didn't say anything in reply. Soon he felt Inari moving and turned his head a bit to see her coming over to him. He felt her wrap her arms around him and he actually had to fight down a growl that was threatening to rip from deep within his chest. He really didn't want touched, but he softened as he started melting into Inari's arms. After hearing her say that she wanted them to be together, but didn't want to move too fast; Jeromy laughed. "You don't want us to move too fast, yet we did what we did? You're not really making much sense right now. Considering we went way too far, way too fast just now." He turned his head away from Inari, but didn't push her away and wasn't sure what to feel about her saying she wanted them together, but didn't want them to move too far too fast. Even though they'd just had sex. God he didn't understand women! Not at all. First they want something and then they don't or want something else entirely. It was just all too confusing for Jeromy to process it all in his mind at that very moment.
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Posted: Fri Jul 13, 2012 3:26 pm
Inari sighed, he just didn't get it! "Jer, I don't mean that...I mean...that was...I don't regret it...At all," she told him. She wanted him to hug her back, but she wasn't going to push him. "But...moving in together? I barely know you, Jer...Don't take that the wrong way! Just...' she bit her lip. "I don't know. But, until my father stops glaring at you, I can't. I'm not saying he hates you, but you're not exactly his favorite person to have around...and I'd prefer you're on good terms with him..." Inari hoped that at least this would sway him. She felt a little more relaxed being able to touch him. She hadn't realized how much she needed to have him around her, hold him. "If there weren't a bunch of other issues; I'd say yes...right away!" she promised, breathing out.
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Posted: Fri Jul 13, 2012 3:40 pm
Jeromy was only halfly listening to Inari because he really wished that they could be together all the time. He really needed her and wanted her to be close all the time. She was the first person that was kind to him after so many years of cruel treatment from his father and people in foster care. They never cared for him; they only wanted the money they got from keeping him in their homes. He pulled out his iPhone that he never used, unless it was of great importance. He pulled from Inari, holding a finger up before walking to the far side of her room, to let her know he needed a moment. He called his cousin, asking for the name of the song he'd heard on her phone. She told him the name and said that it was no problem after Jeromy thanked her. Jeromy quickly looked up the song and then went over to Inari, sitting next to her and let the song play. It was Wanted - Hunter Hayes and he thought that he could use that as a way to let Inari know what he was feeling, since he wasn't sure how to word his thoughts right then.
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Posted: Fri Jul 13, 2012 3:54 pm
Inari almost whimpered at the loss of contact. She thought he was going to leave, but was at least a little relieved when she saw him just go to the other end of the room. He was talking to someone...and then came back. He turned on the song and, as she heard it, she melted. She didn't care if he was going to growl when touched him. She put her knees on either side of him and kissed him, her lips tender against his. Don't push me away, please don't push me away... she thought, desperate for him to kiss her back. If he really did want to make her feel wanted, he'd kiss her back. She had no one. Her dad cared, sure, but he wasn't home much. Her mom was dead and she wasn't in contact with any relatives. The maids couldn't care less about what went on with her. Inari pulled away,"Ok, Jeromy. I'll move in with you....If the offer is still standing..." she bit her lip, smiling shyly.
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Posted: Fri Jul 13, 2012 4:11 pm
Jeromy saw that Inari seemed to love the song and when she kissed him, he took and viciously kissed her back pulling her to him. He lay back on the bed and rolled over so that he was partially over Inari. He was kissing her neck, lips and anything else he could get his lips on. He didn't want Inari mad at him; he was over-joyed as he heard Inari saying that she'd move in with him and that made him kiss her even more passionately. He never wanted the moment to end because he was just so in love with Inari. No, it wasn't lust he was feeling just then. It was love. He stopped kissing Inari for a few seconds, but that was only when he rolled, having Inari on top. He still kissed her, but he was pulling her very close and he whispered, very sincerely, "I love you Inari and I never want to leave or lose you." He hugged her before kissing Inari's soft, sweet tasting lips.
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Posted: Fri Jul 13, 2012 4:26 pm
The only thing running through Inari's brain was He didn't push me away! and she was overjoyed. She loved the feeling of his lips on her skin; his hot breath on her neck; his rough, yet somehow soft, fingers on her. Then he said he loved her. And her world stopped. He loved her. He loves me. He loves me. He loves me...HE LOVES ME! she thought. But...do I love him? Inari didn't know the answer yet. "I never want to lose you either, Jeromy," she said, kissing him fiercely, closing her eyes. She sat up and smirked, "Does this mean you still want me to move in with you?" she teased, caressing his face.
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