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 Posted: Thu Sep 20, 2007 7:08 pm
"Here move over."
Otaki backed up as much as he could and started running towards the door. He hit it with full speed but failed to break it.
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Posted: Thu Sep 20, 2007 7:08 pm
Shadow looked up at Otaki. "Nah, she'll realise it's a mistake. She has friends who care for her. She wouldn't kill herself. I didn't and I only had 1 friend." He said as he put the guitar on his lap and played and sung "What If" by Plain White T's.
"What if nobody likes me
what if I don't succeed
What if I give it all that I've got
and I still don't got what they need
What if I don't get anywhere at all
Will I consider myself a failure
will I be that small
What if she doesn't like me
what if I'm not her type
What if all the girls that ever like me
Are not the kind of girls that I like
What if I meet the right one and screw it up
Will I consider myself a failure
will I give up
I'm gonna keep trying
getting denied just makes me want it more
I'll keep trying and each time push harder than before
I can't live my life always worried about what if
'Cause what if I die tomorrow
Then I never even lived
What if they don't like me
what if they think I'm a joke
What if they act nice to my face
But they hate me and I don't even know
What if they end up stabbing me in the back
Will I consider myself a failure or will I fight back
I'm gonna keep trying
getting denied just makes me want it more
I'll keep trying and each time push harder than before
I can't live my life always worried about what if
'Cause what if I die tomorrow
Then I never even lived
What if nobody likes me
what if I don't succeed
What if I give it all that I've got
and it's not good enough till I bleed
What if I don't get anywhere at all
Will I consider myself a failure
will I be that small
NO!
I'm gonna keep trying
getting denied just makes me want it more
I'll keep trying and each time push harder than before
I can't live my life always worried about what if
'Cause what if I die tomorrow
Then I never even lived
I'm gonna keep trying
getting denied just makes me want it more
'll keep trying and each time push harder than before
I can't live my life always worried about what if
'Cause what if I die tomorrow
Then I never even lived"
((http://youtube.com/watch?v=fmEagy5LGXA&mode=related&search= What if))
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Posted: Thu Sep 20, 2007 7:09 pm
Quickly she got out of the bath. She pulled the liquied bandaid stuff from her sweater pocket and applied it to the cut. It stung for a few minutes but when that was over she applied some foundation. It looked liked nothing had happened. She hid the blade and opened the door. "Jesus cant i take a bath in peace?" She showed them her left wrist. "See nothing. I cant do anything to this one because of the splint." She grabbed the towel with her left hand and showed them her right.
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Posted: Thu Sep 20, 2007 7:10 pm
((WHY AM I ALWAYS LATE crying crying xd xd Otaki, mind changing that pls?))
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Posted: Thu Sep 20, 2007 7:12 pm
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Posted: Thu Sep 20, 2007 7:12 pm
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Posted: Thu Sep 20, 2007 7:13 pm
Shadow sighed. "Rose, this isn't really the smartest choice. Besides, your not very good at cleaning up the evidence." He joked pointed to the bath, with some red in it. "Just realize there are people who are they for you and care for you. It works out in the end" He said showing his cut up wrist.
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Posted: Thu Sep 20, 2007 7:14 pm
"I guess I had my share too."
Otaki pulled up his long sleeves and showed them his cuts.
"I wasn't always the 'obnoxious jerk' i am now."
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Posted: Thu Sep 20, 2007 7:17 pm
Shadow heard what Otaki said, "Hey I'm supposed to be the obnoxious jerk!" He joked. ....even though that was his part. He turned back to Rose. "What's your favorite song?"
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Posted: Thu Sep 20, 2007 7:17 pm
Elli looked down. She hadn't done anything of the like, so she backed off a bit, and put her hands behind her back.
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Posted: Thu Sep 20, 2007 7:18 pm
Otaki put his head up behind his head and stuck his tongue out. He went inside the bathroom and pushed Rose out.
"I got to use the friggin' bathroom."
He shut the door and sat down on the toilet.
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Posted: Thu Sep 20, 2007 7:19 pm
She pushed passed them and ran outside pulling on her hoodie. Rose tugged her jeans on as she stumbled down the stairs. Barely realizing Theron was there, she turned the car to AC to listen to music. She blasted a song and cried to herself. She wanted to get away from here.
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Posted: Thu Sep 20, 2007 7:21 pm
Shadow sighed again. "We need to find out WHY she is cutting herself in the first place, because I'm starting to doubt it's about not having friends."
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Posted: Thu Sep 20, 2007 7:24 pm
Otaki stepped out of the bathroom and noticed Rose was gone.
"What'd I miss?"
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