⎾ MOROSIS ⏌

[xDarkWinterx]

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Kissing Miguel, he pressed against him. Kirean ran his hand over Miguel's a**. He caressed him as his fingers slipped down further. Kirean sought out his opening to tease him. He let his fingers run against his opening. Kirean pressed, testing the muscles. He had expected tightness but that was not the case. Kirean was surprised then his mind understood. Miguel had most likely been with Abel. It left him wondering what he was doing with him then if he had Abel to satisfy him. He tried not to dwell on it and push past his unwanted thoughts.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Holding on to Kieran, he continued to kiss him. He felt his fingers slip between his legs as he softly caressed him. Although he was a little impatient, he couldn't deny that he had missed his gentle touch. His cheeks warmed as Kieran reached for his opening and pressed against him. He felt the hesitation. If Kieran asked, he wouldn't lie to him. Lying to him would probably hurt more than the truth. Sure he could tell him that he had gone a few rounds with one of his toys. But the fact was that he had slept with Abel. That said, it didn't mean that he didn't love Kieran. He wouldn't have fought so hard if he didn't. What they had, it wasn't the same as what he had with Abel. He didn't want him dwelling on it either. Jakob gave him one more kiss before pulling back slightly. "Did you miss my a** that much?" he teased. He didn't know if a joke was the best way to go, but hopefully it would at least get his attention.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

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While Miguel's relationship was different between Kirean and Abel, it didn't mean they both didn't hurt. However they both put up with it after all, what choice did they have? Although Abel knew Miguel's feelings for him didn't compare to how he felt for Kirean. He had thought time would have put distance but it hadn't. Abel was mistaken and allowed the hurt to coat him.

His thoughts were disrupted as Miguel pulled back from their kiss. Kirean listened as Miguel teased him. He wasn't surprised though it prompted a cruel response though he held his tongue. Kirean moved his hips, twisting them down against Miguel. ”I don't know, you tell me…Did you miss me that much?” He teased as he withdrew his hand from Miguel's a**. Kirean knew that the bag of items Abel had bought was on the table beside them.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

It hadn't been his intention to hurt either Kieran or Abel. However, that seemed to be exactly what he was doing. No matter what he said or did, he just kept finding new ways of putting a strain on both relationships. If he had known Abel's feelings sooner and there was a chance for some kind of future for them maybe he would have stayed. But he had been so clear that he didn't want a relationship or anything beyond what they had been doing. Now he had a chance for something new with Kieran and he didn't want to screw this up. His heart was stuck between them both and he didn't know what more he could do to keep each relationship from falling apart at the seams.

Pulling back from the kiss, Jakob tried to lighten the mood by teasing Kieran. He was well aware that his humor was not always appreciated nor wanted. Still, he didn't think what he had said would hurt him. He noted the slight change in Kieran's demeanor as he grinded against him. When he spoke, he heard the teasing tone but the words felt a little off. He tried not to think much on it. However, the truth was that he did, more than Kieran could possibly know. He smiled and nodded his head. "Too much." he replied just as Kieran withdrew his hand. Sliding his own hands down Kieran's neck, he was afraid to let go of him. He felt if he did he would be exactly where he was two years ago. Naked, alone, and abandoned in a hotel room.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

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Kirean had missed Miguel's teasing tone though still never got used to it. He couldn't help but be annoyed by his words though had thought he'd hidden his feelings. It appeared not. Kirean watched as Miguel nodded, responding to his question. He felt his hands slide down toward his neck holding onto him. Kirean wasn't running, not yet at least.

He leaned down to kiss Miguel, his lips crushing against his with hunger. Kirean ran his hand back down to caress Miguel's thigh. He pulled back after a few more breathless kisses. Kirean released Miguel as he shifted to reach the bag of items from the store. He poured the items on the bed reaching for the lube.

Kirean moved back from Miguel as he got onto his knees. He reached down to undo his pants. Kirean pushed down his pants and boxers. He shifted out of them as he tossed them aside. Kirean looked over Miguel before him. He allowed his eyes to roam over Miguel's naked form freely.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

The shift in Kieran had been so slight that he almost didn't catch it. Jakob hadn't meant to be insensitive, then again his sense of humor always seemed to be lost on others. When the man teased him, he worried he had gone too far and replied honestly. Sliding his hands down Kieran's neck, he waited for a response, his searching his face as if it held the answer.

Jakob was taken aback by the sudden kiss. It was much rougher than the previous ones they had shared. Full of hunger and need, he did his best to keep up. Somewhere in the series of kisses he felt his hand move against his thigh. Jakob moaned softly against his lips as he held on to him. His heart hammered in his chest as his lungs began to burn. Together they shared a few more before Kieran pulled back. He laid there panting softly as he watched the male shift above him. Hearing the rustle of plastic, he tipped his head back and watched as the forgotten bag from earlier was dumped on the bed.

After grabbing the lube he watched Kieran settle back between his legs. He couldn't help staring as the male proceeded to undo his pants and strip them away. When he was completely naked Jakob felt his cheeks warm with renewed flush. His eyes eventually raised back to meet Kieran's own only to find the male staring back at him. He felt shy beneath Kieran's gaze. There he was scarred, pierced, and covered in another man's markings. The latter making him the most nervous. Abel had done his best in staking his claim, especially around his neck especially around his neck where the other man's hand print lied.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

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Kneeling before Miguel, he watched as his eyes grazed over him. He couldn't help but get a better view in the light. Kirean noticed markings against Miguel's neck having felt guilty about his own though knew there were more covering his own up. He wasn't surprised after all Miguel's and Abel's relationship still seemed to have gone on behind his back. Kirean though didn't want to draw attention. He shifted moving closer as he opened the bottle of lube. Kirean poured some onto his fingers, coating them. He set the bottle aside then slipped his hand down between Miguel's legs. Kirean ran his fingers over Miguel's opening as he coated him. He took a few minutes teasing him before he pressed a finger against his opening. It wasn't too tight that he couldn't get it in. Kirean could only guess he'd been sexually active recently. He thought to ask and tease him but knew it wasn't fair.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

There was no denying that he had been with Abel previously. The marks alone told him so. Jakob watched the male, scared that he would change his mind, and want nothing to do with him. Had Kieran asked him, he would have told him everything that had been going on with Abel. But he wasn't sure he even wanted to hear it. It wasn't long before Kieran seemed done with his inspection. He watched him reach for the lube once more and open the bottle. There he poured it on to his fingers and reached between his legs. Jakob relaxed as Kieran brushed his fingers against him, teasing him slightly before pressing inward. He wasn't at all surprised that his a** was still a bit loose. Once again, Abel's handiwork had made itself known. He was glad that Kieran didn't ask him about it, though he had no doubt that he already knew. As he laid there, he waited to see if the man was going to continue or not.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

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Indeed Kirean did not want to know about what Miguel and Abel did. He rather remained oblivious as he always did. Kirean could easily force Miguel to be his and only his but could he be faithful? He hardly thought so and didn't have the patience to try. Kirean also didn't think he could keep them apart. He was selfish in his own right to want Miguel for himself. Kirean knew Abel cared for Miguel though just not how deep.

He could feel Miguel's eyes watching him. Kirean thought to ask what he was thinking about but didn't want to know. It would only cause a likely argument, one he didn't have the energy for right now. Brushing his finger against Miguel's opening, he pushed it inside. He could feel it go in without much resistance. Kirean pushed it all the way into the last knuckle. He took a few seconds before he started to move his hand.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Whether Kieran wanted to know or not was his choice. If he asked him any questions, he would answer them. If not, they could continue to ignore what was obvious to them both. Though the idea of forcing him to no longer see Abel seemed a bit extreme. After all, he hadn't seen Abel in person the whole time he had been back home, and their texts never went beyond that of simple pleasantries and friendship. Jakob imagined that their relationship would continue as such when Abel went home, whether out of jealousy or punishment, or both. He wouldn't be at all surprised if their communication even diminished thanks to his renewed relationship with Kieran.

As Jakob laid there he couldn't help staring at Kieran. He knew that he must have thoughts about the marks among other things. Whatever his thoughts were Kieran kept them to himself. He supposed if it kept them from arguing then he was grateful. The last thing Jakob wanted was another argument. Not after they seemed to finally have come to some sort of place of understanding. Feeling the male press inward, he watched and waited, scared that he had somehow managed to turn him off that quickly. However it wasn't the case as the male sunk his way deeper inside of him. Jakob gasped and willed himself to stay relaxed. It wasn't long before Kieran started to move his hand. Slowly, he eased the digit back and forth. Although it was obvious that he didn't need much prep he enjoyed it all the same.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

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Being talking or seeing, he highly doubted he could stop Miguel or Abel. Kirean hadn't realized their relationship had continued even by the simple amounts of communication. He himself had given up talking to Miguel the day he left two years ago. Kirean had ditched his phone not wanting to be tracked. He'd even gone as far to prevent Abel from finding him by using money he'd gotten from his mother's estate.

At the moment Abel didn't know where he stood with Miguel. He had no one but himself to blame, after all any affection Miguel had presented for him in the past or present had been pushed aside. Abel could simply be there for support and nothing more.

While he wasn't exactly thrilled at the moment, he was hardly turned off. Kirean listened as Miguel gasped as he entered him. He glanced up as he took a few seconds before he started to move his hand. Kirean felt himself move with ease. He didn't think Miguel was ready enough to take his c**k however. Kirean continued to move his hand slowly working to coat Miguel with lube and prep him thoroughly.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

Whether Kieran knew it or not, he might actually get his wish. While Jakob saw no reason to give up either relationship that didn't mean he would get the final say in the matter. Sure he may have had a more intimate relationship with Abel in the past, but now he wasn't so sure. Between Kieran's jealousy and Abel's anger, he worried that by the end of this trip he would have neither man in his life. At this point it felt as though there was nothing he could say or do to make their situations better. No matter what he said or how much he apologized it all ended up being his fault.

Laying there, Jakob was patient while Kieran took his time with him. He couldn't help the soft gasp that escaped his lips as he pushed his finger deeper into him. Blushing softly, he met the male's gaze, silently assuring him that he was alright. Together they waited a little before Kieran continued. When he started to move again, he relaxed. Even though he didn't need nearly as much prepping as usual, he was still grateful to the male's actions. Kieran could have very easily been cruel and decided to move on to ******** him or ending everything all together. Thankfully he chose neither and carried on with his task. As Jakob laid there enjoying himself, he felt a little nostalgic. Here they were post fight, a hotel room, and the promise to do better for their future.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

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Abel was selfish in expecting more from Miguel than he could give. He also could hardly give in return. Abel was jealous of Kirean, he couldn't understand how Miguel was so easily forgiving of Kirean. He didn't know how much longer he could be a surrogate to Miguel. Abel cared for Miguel though and time apart did nothing to diminish his feelings, only expand them.

Kirean could have easily stopped. He could also be cruel if he wanted to. Kirean however could hardly do either. He shifted his hand feeling how easy his finger moved. Kirean pushed at the muscle adding another finger. He took a moment as he stretched his fingers. Kirean thought of teasing Miguel though was sure it would likely backfire on him. He moved his hand, thrusting his fingers in and out.

 

[Pure Acid Dreamer]

He kept thinking back to that day on the porch. If something was said or he was given some kind of clearer indication, could things have gone differently for them. Long before today, Jakob had suspected that Abel had some feelings for him. But to what extent he never knew. He sometimes wondered what would have happened if Abel had told him he loved him sooner. Would they still be here. would his own heart be so conflicted. As for forgiving Kieran, he couldn't explain it, or at least not in a way that would ever make Abel understand. Perhaps he truly was foolish in wanting to see the good in him, to put trust in all of their good times and somehow make them outweigh all of the bad. Though perhaps he was also too scared to put Abel first.

Jakob was relieved that Kieran didn't stop or leave. He didn't think his heart could take it if he were abandoned by him again. Nor would he be able to face Abel again. After all that talk and crying and wanting to be forgiven. It would have been for nothing. However, it seemed all his worrying had been for nothing as Kieran started to move his hand. While there was hardly any tension there he still enjoyed the motion. Kieran must have come to the same conclusion and soon added another finger. Jakob moaned softly as he felt Kieran stretch his fingers. He didn't mind if the male wanted to tease him. If anything it would probably help him from overthinking their entire situation. Jakob concentrated on the movement between his legs as his c**k began to stir. While he was starting to want for more, he wouldn't rush Kieran.

 

[xDarkWinterx]

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Abel would never ask Miguel to put him first. He doubted he would be able to put Miguel first. If he had, then he would have visited a long time ago. Abel didn't know how to deal with the events currently. He figured leaving had been best. Abel knew they would need to talk privately away from Kirean. He wasn't so sure though he'd get the opportunity.

Adding another finger, Kirean heard Miguel moan as he stretched him. He hardly thought Miguel would like his teasing. His words may not have been so kind. Indeed rushing him hadn't changed since they were together. Miguel could try to rush him along but he wanted to take his time. While his fingers moved inside Miguel, he could see his c**k stirring between his legs. Kirean though let his focus be on his a**. He moved his fingers, pumping them in and out of his a**.