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Posted: Fri Dec 17, 2004 8:12 pm
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Posted: Fri Dec 17, 2004 8:13 pm
sup viper!
@ Trine: My Join Request was sent ^_^
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Posted: Fri Dec 17, 2004 8:20 pm
hey, guys! actually, my life is going great! right now, I just started a new job irl...I'm working for an amerisuites! it doesn't sound too glamorous, but the job is the best! I drive the shuttle, whichearns tips, and I help out around the hotel when not driving. that and my managers are total nice guys! it's just a great environment, WAY betterthan my last job. how are you two?
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Posted: Fri Dec 17, 2004 8:21 pm
guardianviper hey, guys! actually, my life is going great! right now, I just started a new job irl...I'm working for an amerisuites! it doesn't sound too glamorous, but the job is the best! I drive the shuttle, whichearns tips, and I help out around the hotel when not driving. that and my managers are total nice guys! it's just a great environment, WAY betterthan my last job. how are you two? Im doing pretty good myself, out of college until Jan. 10 so enjoying my break and glad that the finals are over sweatdrop
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Posted: Fri Dec 17, 2004 8:25 pm
I've been having some girl issues actually xp (refer to Journal for details, if you dare)
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Posted: Fri Dec 17, 2004 8:29 pm
Mako18 I've been having some girl issues actually xp (refer to Journal for details, if you dare) *looks at Mako's journal* dude, I'm sorry. if it's any comfot to you, I've been there, man. actually, the first girl I actually loved (or had any serious feelings for, for that matter) didn't like me as anything more than just a casual friend.
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Posted: Fri Dec 17, 2004 8:30 pm
guardianviper Mako18 I've been having some girl issues actually xp (refer to Journal for details, if you dare) *looks at Mako's journal* dude, I'm sorry. if it's any comfot to you, I've been there, man. actually, the first girl I actually loved (or had any serious feelings for, for that matter) didn't like me as anything more than just a casual friend. Same here, your not alone, most guys go through something like that, just keep your head up, you'll find someone eventually 3nodding
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Posted: Fri Dec 17, 2004 8:32 pm
thanx guys that makes me feel much better It just bothers me that every girl that I've had feelings for (3 now) doesn't like me more than as a friend sad I mean, geez, I'm a senior in HS already and I've never had a gf yet
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Posted: Fri Dec 17, 2004 8:34 pm
Mako18 thanx guys that makes me feel much better It just bothers me that every girl that I've had feelings for (3 now) doesn't like me more than as a friend sad I mean, geez, I'm a senior in HS already and I've never had a gf yet If it makes you feel any better, im in my 2nd yr. of college and never had a g/f crying
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Posted: Fri Dec 17, 2004 8:35 pm
actually, I think this might be appropriate to post here: it's the lyrics to Bob Franke's "Hard Love" an old folk song from the 70's. just reading the lyrics made me feel better, because it wasn't hard to connect with it's point. again, my condolences, mako.
I remember growing up like it was only yesterday Mom & Daddy tried their best to guide me on my way But the hard times & the liquor drove the easy love away And the only love I knew about was hard love
It was hard love, every hour of the day When Christmas to my birthday was a million years away And the fear that came between them drove the tears into my play There was love in daddy's house, but it was hard love
And I recall the gentle courtesy you gave me as I tried To dissemble in politeness all the love I felt inside And for every song of laughter was another song that cried This ain't no easy weekend, this is hard love
It was hard love, every step of the way Hard to be so close to you, so hard to turn away And when all the stars and sentimental songs dissolved to day There was nothing left to sing about but hard love
So I loved you for your courage, and your gentle sense of shame And I loved you for your laughter and your language and your name And I knew it was impossible, but I loved you just the same Though' the only love I gave to you was hard love
It was hard love, it was hard on you, I know When the only love I gave to you was love I couldn't show You forgave the heart that loved you as your lover turned to go Leaving nothing but the memory of hard love
So I'm standing in this phone booth with a dollar and a dime Wondering what to say to you to ease your troubled mind For the Lord's cross might redeem us, but our own just wastes our time And to tell the two apart is always hard, love
So I'll tell you that I love you even though I'm far away And I'll tell you how you change me as I live from day to day How you help me to accept myself and I won't forget to say Love is never wasted, even when it's hard love
Yes, it's hard love, but it's love all the same Not the stuff of fantasy, but more than just a game And the only kind of miracle that's worthy of the name For the love that heals our lives is mostly hard love
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Posted: Fri Dec 17, 2004 8:36 pm
Trine_Edogawa Mako18 thanx guys that makes me feel much better It just bothers me that every girl that I've had feelings for (3 now) doesn't like me more than as a friend sad I mean, geez, I'm a senior in HS already and I've never had a gf yet If it makes you feel any better, im in my 2nd yr. of college and never had a g/f crying gonk actually, yes it does sorry if I made you feel bad now xp
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Posted: Fri Dec 17, 2004 8:38 pm
Mako18 Trine_Edogawa Mako18 thanx guys that makes me feel much better It just bothers me that every girl that I've had feelings for (3 now) doesn't like me more than as a friend sad I mean, geez, I'm a senior in HS already and I've never had a gf yet If it makes you feel any better, im in my 2nd yr. of college and never had a g/f crying gonk actually, yes it does sorry if I made you feel bad now xp lol, nah it doesnt make me feel bad, I just havent met the right person yet is all, im sure God has someone in mind for me
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Posted: Fri Dec 17, 2004 8:41 pm
Trine_Edogawa Mako18 Trine_Edogawa Mako18 thanx guys that makes me feel much better It just bothers me that every girl that I've had feelings for (3 now) doesn't like me more than as a friend sad I mean, geez, I'm a senior in HS already and I've never had a gf yet If it makes you feel any better, im in my 2nd yr. of college and never had a g/f crying gonk actually, yes it does sorry if I made you feel bad now xp lol, nah it doesnt make me feel bad, I just havent met the right person yet is all, im sure God has someone in mind for me yeah, man, just dust yourself off and try again. there's got to be someone out there whom you can fit well with!
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Posted: Fri Dec 17, 2004 8:46 pm
crying
Thanx again guys, ya'll truly are great friends I've got to remember God's plan, it's there and I'll get what I need when His will commands.
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Posted: Fri Dec 17, 2004 8:48 pm
well, enough about me congrats on your new job viper ^_^
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