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Nespin Fernagon Vice Captain
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 Posted: Wed Jan 05, 2011 8:32 pm
I have far too much fun coming up
ʎzɐɹɔ ǝןıɥʍ ƃuıʇıɹʍ ɟo sʎɐʍ pɹıǝʍ ɥʇıʍ
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Posted: Wed Jan 05, 2011 8:50 pm
My grandfather's computer has a virus or malware. Whatever you want to call it. Yet, If he had listened to me he would not have ever gotten the ******** thing. (Don't click on links in the emails from people you don't know. Hell don't even open them. scream )
Now, I can't get rid of the damn thing. He won't listen to anyone, He won't ask for help. He thinks he has found a program that will get rid of it. Yet Security Shield is stopping him from opening the damn program.
I can't do it manually either. It won't allow me access.
Call for professional help Gramps!
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Posted: Wed Jan 05, 2011 9:57 pm
I'm starting to think I might finally have a word that describes my sexual orientation, but I'm still not sure ._.
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Posted: Wed Jan 05, 2011 10:21 pm
You'd think I would feel really happy right now. I've started my blog and it's getting tons of views. And I'm excited about that.
Yet I still can't stop feeling like I'm a screwup. And I still can't stop thinking about killing myself.
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Posted: Wed Jan 05, 2011 10:54 pm
I'm being forced to go to a family reunion on the 13th and I won't be back home until the 17th. Normally this wouldn't be a problem but I won't have any internet access.
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Posted: Wed Jan 05, 2011 10:56 pm
Vinicius Fernagon I'm being forced to go to a family reunion on the 13th and I won't be back home until the 17th. Normally this wouldn't be a problem but I won't have any internet access. D: ....You're going to get back when I start finals... Though, I'm probably going to force my way online to talk to you then anyway. xD
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Posted: Wed Jan 05, 2011 11:02 pm
Jer0nim0 Vinicius Fernagon I'm being forced to go to a family reunion on the 13th and I won't be back home until the 17th. Normally this wouldn't be a problem but I won't have any internet access. D: ....You're going to get back when I start finals... Though, I'm probably going to force my way online to talk to you then anyway. xD I'll install skype on my iPod and walk around to find wifi so I can talk to you while I'm gone.
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Posted: Wed Jan 05, 2011 11:08 pm
Vinicius Fernagon Jer0nim0 Vinicius Fernagon I'm being forced to go to a family reunion on the 13th and I won't be back home until the 17th. Normally this wouldn't be a problem but I won't have any internet access. D: ....You're going to get back when I start finals... Though, I'm probably going to force my way online to talk to you then anyway. xD I'll install skype on my iPod and walk around to find wifi so I can talk to you while I'm gone. O: Mmk! >u> That sounds awesome. <333
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Posted: Wed Jan 05, 2011 11:12 pm
obliteration. . . disgust. . . nonsense. . . noone caring. . . noone. . .
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Posted: Wed Jan 05, 2011 11:33 pm
Jedi Sasquatch You'd think I would feel really happy right now. I've started my blog and it's getting tons of views. And I'm excited about that.
Yet I still can't stop feeling like I'm a screwup. And I still can't stop thinking about killing myself. Dying sucks, I hear. Y'know, more than nearly anything else.
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Posted: Wed Jan 05, 2011 11:44 pm
When I say I hug people online, I literally hug something nearby. Usually my pillow. It's like a spirit hug.
But... It kind of feels sad when I realize I shy away from physical contact IRL. People can pat me on the shoulder and I'll flinch away really sharply, and I always feel crappy about it, almost as bad as I feel about my voice being so monotone. I especially freak out when anyone hugs me, even if it's my sister or mother. Especially if it's my mother. She never actually hugs me unless I do something for her, and it makes me a bit wary. I tend to actually get high-pitched sometimes while I run away.
The only time I ever felt moderately okay when someone hugged me was when it was my gay friend, though I think that was more because (1) he wasn't interested in mah boobs, and (2) for some reason I acclimated to him and his "I am a coat" glompshout. I'm pretty sure I'd freak out if he did it now because we haven't talked much.
I'unno why I'm talking about this, it's just a thought. I wish I wasn't so easily freaked out like that, it makes me doubly more socially awkward. I'll probably delete this soon, I feel stupid just thinking about it.
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Posted: Wed Jan 05, 2011 11:49 pm
Jer0nim0 When I say I hug people online, I literally hug something nearby. Usually my pillow. It's like a spirit hug.
But... It kind of feels sad when I realize I shy away from physical contact IRL. People can pat me on the shoulder and I'll flinch away really sharply, and I always feel crappy about it, almost as bad as I feel about my voice being so monotone. I especially freak out when anyone hugs me, even if it's my sister or mother. Especially if it's my mother. She never actually hugs me unless I do something for her, and it makes me a bit wary. I tend to actually get high-pitched sometimes while I run away.
The only time I ever felt moderately okay when someone hugged me was when it was my gay friend, though I think that was more because (1) he wasn't interested in mah boobs, and (2) for some reason I acclimated to him and his "I am a coat" glompshout. I'm pretty sure I'd freak out if he did it now because we haven't talked much.
I'unno why I'm talking about this, it's just a thought. I wish I wasn't so easily freaked out like that, it makes me doubly more socially awkward. I'll probably delete this soon, I feel stupid just thinking about it. So I should give you a handshake or something instead of a hug if we meet at AX? I don't wanna freak you out if I give you a hug...
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Posted: Wed Jan 05, 2011 11:53 pm
Vinicius Fernagon Jer0nim0 When I say I hug people online, I literally hug something nearby. Usually my pillow. It's like a spirit hug.
But... It kind of feels sad when I realize I shy away from physical contact IRL. People can pat me on the shoulder and I'll flinch away really sharply, and I always feel crappy about it, almost as bad as I feel about my voice being so monotone. I especially freak out when anyone hugs me, even if it's my sister or mother. Especially if it's my mother. She never actually hugs me unless I do something for her, and it makes me a bit wary. I tend to actually get high-pitched sometimes while I run away.
The only time I ever felt moderately okay when someone hugged me was when it was my gay friend, though I think that was more because (1) he wasn't interested in mah boobs, and (2) for some reason I acclimated to him and his "I am a coat" glompshout. I'm pretty sure I'd freak out if he did it now because we haven't talked much.
I'unno why I'm talking about this, it's just a thought. I wish I wasn't so easily freaked out like that, it makes me doubly more socially awkward. I'll probably delete this soon, I feel stupid just thinking about it. So I should give you a handshake or something instead of a hug if we meet at AX? I don't wanna freak you out if I give you a hug... It's mostly only if it's without warning or I'm just not used ot it. I guess I didn't remove fast enough. xD But I wouldn't mind a hug from you. >u> /has to run, gotcaughtpostingwhichiswhyIdidn'tremoveintime, sweet dreams, Vin. <333
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Posted: Wed Jan 05, 2011 11:54 pm
Jer0nim0 Vinicius Fernagon Jer0nim0 When I say I hug people online, I literally hug something nearby. Usually my pillow. It's like a spirit hug.
But... It kind of feels sad when I realize I shy away from physical contact IRL. People can pat me on the shoulder and I'll flinch away really sharply, and I always feel crappy about it, almost as bad as I feel about my voice being so monotone. I especially freak out when anyone hugs me, even if it's my sister or mother. Especially if it's my mother. She never actually hugs me unless I do something for her, and it makes me a bit wary. I tend to actually get high-pitched sometimes while I run away.
The only time I ever felt moderately okay when someone hugged me was when it was my gay friend, though I think that was more because (1) he wasn't interested in mah boobs, and (2) for some reason I acclimated to him and his "I am a coat" glompshout. I'm pretty sure I'd freak out if he did it now because we haven't talked much.
I'unno why I'm talking about this, it's just a thought. I wish I wasn't so easily freaked out like that, it makes me doubly more socially awkward. I'll probably delete this soon, I feel stupid just thinking about it. So I should give you a handshake or something instead of a hug if we meet at AX? I don't wanna freak you out if I give you a hug... It's mostly only if it's without warning or I'm just not used ot it. I guess I didn't remove fast enough. xD But I wouldn't mind a hug from you. >u> /has to run, gotcaughtpostingwhichiswhyIdidn'tremoveintime, sweet dreams, Vin. <333Goodnight <33
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Posted: Thu Jan 06, 2011 12:46 am
@Cata- No sorry, This year is a fresh start. It should be alot better =]
thanksies though<3
@Kurai- Thanks =] it helped a good bit =], I just needed to get that off my chest heh
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