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Bleh, have to take my math placement exam at 6. I hate mathssss. D:

AT LEAST I HAVE SHINY WEIRD PENCILS

My gramma gave me 'em. 83 *Spaztacular explosion*

HOORAY MEET THE NEW MAN PERSON DAY IS HERE. :3 I'm excited too, for some reason.

Also, your roleplay thread is very, very sexy. I love all your threads. 8D YAY MORE INFO ABOUT COVERSLUTS AND THEIR LIVESSSSSS.

crying MATHS WAS HARD U GUIZE!

I couldn't remember what a log was or... anything besides algebra... Nooooo!!!!

BLAHBLAH BLAH. I hope I only have to do ONE math class, please, for the love of god LET B BE THE UNIVERSAL ANSWER TO QUESTIONS I DONT KNOW!

Anyways, hope you have a good night. <3 Imma go home now and find SUSTENENCE. WRAWR.

Uuuuugh... *headdesk* Groan.

So I've decided to come out of the proverbial closet. O_o I've known for a while now that I'm somewhat embarrassed of my 'secret' life. That I get much of my enjoyment from roleplaying Harry Potter characters.

But so far no one other than... maybe I told my uncle and grandma, and I told my mom. But my uncle and grandma have probably forgotten.. and yeah.

So.... it's my dirty little secret.

And then we had Communications today. I'm not sure if who we got are our permanent partners for the semester... but... wow. The guy had us pick a card from a pile of index cards with characters/somethign on it. And whatever was your thing, that is who was your partner.

Anyways, I picked out a random card, and, oddly enough.. got partnered up with the only person in class that, if I could pick anyone and had first pick, I would have picked. This really tall guy with piercings and who is pretty much sort of awesome. O_o

So, you get a guy who goes to concerts and does lots of other awesome stuff I've always wanted to do but been too 'lonerish' to do. And then there's me. O_o

I read... a whole lot. I roleplay harry potter. I've climbed 3 pyramids.

D: Self depreciating aside, I know I'm a sort of anomaly when it comes to teenagers/young people. Straight-laced, clean. I want to do all that awesome stuff but I've just got no one to do it with, y'know? I'd like to go by myself but I don't know where things are, or even how to approach trying to figure that stuff out.

Anyways, if we're permanent partners for the semester, this'll be interesting. O_o Definitely the most interesting guy in class.

x_x And don't ask what you're wanting to ask. I know what it is you want to ask and I won't answer. Because it's hard enough to talk to a stranger as it is. (you pervs)

Anyways, I told him that along with the boring stuff, aaaaaaand we have to give a speech about each other on Thursday. So I'll be writing that up tomorrow, when I have a chance to sit on it and think about what I want to write. x_x

So basically the whole class will know what a dork I am. I'm hoping my inconspicuousness (My powers of social invisibility) will aid me in helping them forget everything he says about me. D:

But he's so visually... like... out there.. that everyone will probably remember. O_o But we're complete opposites, so this should be weird yet interesting. biggrin

I also became a teacher's pet and am going to time speeches or somethign. EXTRA CREDIT. I needses it, in case I suck at this. (and also apparently most everyone fails the midterm,a nd I'm trying to get a 4.0 again this semester, so I need all I can get, JUST IN CASE)

Oh god. I really hope I don't have a panic attack in that class and vomit everywhere.

Related- I had six month old pea soup last night. :3 It was still delicious.

And I tested out of the lowest math class, hoorah. So good thing is I'm not in remedial, I tested out of Basic College Algebra, and I only have to take ONE math class and pass it to complete my degree requirement. :3 So far as I know, until I apply for a business minor anyways and get slapped in the face with math.

(and then cry in a corner)

Eventful day, anyways. O_o My classes seem interesting, and I think if I actually study this semester I'll be able to keep my 4.0. Which I really, really, really need to get good scholarships and stuff. o_o

Just gotta fake 'em out for a bit longer until they show me the moneeeeyyy!!! pirate The booty. Bootay.

Y'know, the only time I'm myself, really myself, is when I'm with you guys now. It's like I'm living inside myself and that's only where I am, and the other me that lives outside here is just a.. thing.

Suppose that explains why most of the time I'm sort of convinced nothing is real except for me, but YOU GUYS really are real, just in your own universe where things revolve around you , ultimately, but not in a sort of 'hero of the book' way. In your universe, I'm not real. but people's universes can come together sometimes and they experience what I like to call 'real time action' where you can know 100% that the person is actually there with you and your worlds are touching.

Hmmmmhmm.

Oh and I also told the guy about how, y'know if there was one person in the world that you'd consider cutting off a body part of if you could and keeping it in your freezer and being a really creepy fan person?

Well I told him that was Sam Endicott from the Bravery, which he says he understands but I know my saying it was still creepy none-the-less. :3

I tend to ramble about really, really weird things when I get nervous. mad Sometimes I wish we all lived in the same place so we could bother each other IRL. D: That's the sucky thing about internet, the distance. But also the best thing. <3

Betta stop befo' I git all.. senteeeeeeee-mental. :3

In conclusion, a step in the right direction to actually bringing my life to life, hopefully it shall aid me so I can do all the things I want to do. First step- Imma go watch a movie on Thursday, where the wild things are, at the college. I haven't participated in any events yet. I need to join some clubs or something

Herpetology and Spanish club by default, I guess. Bleh.

He is taller than me by nearly a foot. So initial answer is 'probably yes.' Y'know, it's little things like that that reinforce my 'self universe' thoughts. Cuz.... sometimes things happen to you with randomness that are.. seemingly impossible or strange, but awesome. Yeah.
I'm half afraid that, because I've just said that, I'm going to snap back into reality and lose all invisible favors I have with the universe. xD

Actually he seems like a really nice guy, that's why I'm the happiest. I don't like working with people who I just.. don't like. and who don't like me and don't want to work with me. He seemed cool though. People are much nicer in college than in highschool, that's for sure.

I don't think my classes are all that hard, or will be, but I want to, y'know.. just make sure. Like, actually attempt to get good grades consciously, and not procrastinate. :3

<3 I love you guys so much, seriously. YOU ARE THE ONES WHO TAUGHT ME TO BE ABLE TO TYPE LOVE. And I can say it too. :3

Just found out I'll probably get a physical in my Healthy American class because there's a survey we'll have to take and if we answer any question with 'yes' we'll have to be checked out.

'Have you had anyone in your family under 60 who has died of a heart attack' signifies a yes. x_x There are some other things I'll probably answer yes to besides that.

But, might as well take advantage of what little health care I have.

I loves you guys. :3 I don't say that a lot, but I really do mean it.

In a creepy, stalkerish... psuedo-siblings-I've-never-met sort of way. O_o
Phew. I've been thinking that for a while and feeling somewhat awkward about saying it. :3

OMG I ARE COMMUNICATIONSING. 83

I wonder what he does for stimulation when he masturbates? Does he seem like the porn type, or the "I go on the pleasure of my hand alone" kind?

It's good that you're so motivated. ^_^ Ty really wasn't, and I think that really ******** him over in the long run. He just couldn't make himself give a s**t.

Definitely seek out any kind of physical or health care you can. But I know you will; you're taking good care of yourself now.


I love you too. <3 I really do. I think we've come a long way as individuals, and as friends. I think one day Kat and I are gonna need to fly y'all out here to visit. Then we can all be awkward and shy until someone breaks the ice and we all melt into the same old big desk guild chatter.

Buying tickets uber in advance, a round trip can be as low as $99 anyway.

When I come down to see you guys (saying it increases the chance of it happening, omfgfact)... I'll probably road-trip it just to.... get a view of america, y'know? Yeah. Or plane, whatevzzzzzzz.

...... and what? Bus guy? Or other guy?

Bus Guy= MY hand

Other Guy= Probably his girlfriend's hand (But he has rather hairy wrists, I noticed)

O_o :3 I only like bus guy so much because he reminds me of Josh.

I don't think having a crush on Josh is worse than having a crush on a celeb....... like Sam endicott, or anything else. Cuz it's equally unobtainable. Heheh.

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Holy crap I can't really believe some times how we used to be and how we are now and.. yeah. It's just kind of crazy.

Ty.
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I wanna be rich and comfortable and be able to help people with stuff, that's why I'm really committed to college. I know if I just show up and find the means to pay for classes I'll go through with it. What I don't want is a smack in the face of reality because I skivved on homework/reading or something and failedfailefailed an assignment or test. Because I know I'm smarter than I think I am so I've just got to do it and then, there it is.

My motivation comes from... I imagine myself snarling like an angry, rabid rat and just chewing/clawing my way through a metal bucket. I don't wanna stay in the bucket. I could, I'd have enough to get by provided. But I don't want to stay in the ******** bucket.

.... yeah. XD

.........

AND BY THE WAY- you are always so perverted. XD It makes me laugh.

Man, I need to loose enough weight to feel comfortable with myself so I can get laid and just do it, man.

Seriously.

.... and as to what tendancies, I won't ever elaborate.

Just in case I'm being watched.

... xD

<3 talkative. Y'know I still find it weird that you're taller so now I can't like, glomp/bearhuging all you midgets like I was feeling all superior and smarmy about. XD I AM IN LIBRARY AT COLLEGe. Attempting to get more comfortable with typing here and not worrying about people watching/reading. :3

Omfg I so know what you mean. Every time I see a guy who'se got a cute/stiff gelled hair mini-hawk I just go 'SQUEEEE!' Must be longer than 1 1/2 inches though, not just a duck tail or a point or something. PROMINENT.

*FLAILS IN THE COLLEGE SOUP WITH YOU*

I can't believe I was ever scared to go, you know? I remember I think you told me you were scared too at first. :3

A gamer's club? Ooooooh. And I DO have time, ample time.

WE COULD ALL MEET IN KENTUCKY AT JANINE'S PLACE! She's kind of in the middle....

YES, I SAY THAT'S WHAT WE DO. We stay with Janine. ^_^

AWESOME GPA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Holy crap! ^_^ <3 <3 <3

I type a lot, yeah.

Um.. ummmmm..... if I ever got a tattoo, it would be of SAM ENDICOTT IN HIS MOHAWK.

Random.

YES I AM SO HAPPY FOR YOU AND YOUR ANNIVERSARY AND AWEEE. Are you going to go out drinking like a crazy?

You raelly need to go and get smashed on your 21st, that's the only social tradition I've ever followed and it was AWESOME. So do it.

Kat still hasn't got completely smashed. We keep having work when we feel like buying alcohol and kicking back. Plus, I want a karaoke game or Twista or something like that so it's fun XD God, I've wanted to get trashed and scream the lyrics for "I Kissed a Girl" for AGESSSS.

Mike, you should do that. Sing I Kissed a Girl for me. XD

I dunno if Janine's parents would be very delighted when a bunch of unknown 20somethings showed up to hang out with her daughter. XD

But that should definitely be the plan. I don't know about driving simply because Kat's car has already endured a cross-country adventure, so maybe she and I would have to fly out, but still. We could fillllmmmm it and stuff. <3