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 Posted: Mon Feb 08, 2010 6:55 am
₲reen acid on your Ϩʞ↕и True, Div.. But it forces me to take fault for just about anything, so long as I am involved. It's like I'm expected to straighten up instantly, but no one can do that unless they want me to block and ignore people and simply keep my mouth shut unless it's required that I speak, like a servant or something.. I don't like it yet the ones I depend on tend to keep their mouths shut until the last moment.. When things like this happen. It makes me question them.. along with others. ₣eels like you're dieing ΔɠΔ↕и
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Posted: Mon Feb 08, 2010 7:01 am
An' that's a very problematic fact.
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And one thing that I can't quite think o' a way around.
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Posted: Mon Feb 08, 2010 7:05 am
₲reen acid on your Ϩʞ↕и It will just keep happening... Others ******** up as well.. but I'm the main target over the situation, any situation even if I only speak 3 words. There is no way around it.. options are limited and damned near extinct. So instead.. I take the blame and deal with it. It confuses me.. since I've always done this. ₣eels like you're dieing ΔɠΔ↕и
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Posted: Mon Feb 08, 2010 7:51 am
That cute little girl in the preschool class...she's always talking about her younger brother, but today she told me about her sister, who died in infancy.
I can't help but wonder if that's why her eyes always look so sad.
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Posted: Mon Feb 08, 2010 11:23 am
Rayne Bloodstone ₲reen acid on your Ϩʞ↕и True, Div.. But it forces me to take fault for just about anything, so long as I am involved. It's like I'm expected to straighten up instantly, but no one can do that unless they want me to block and ignore people and simply keep my mouth shut unless it's required that I speak, like a servant or something.. I don't like it yet the ones I depend on tend to keep their mouths shut until the last moment.. When things like this happen. It makes me question them.. along with others. ₣eels like you're dieing ΔɠΔ↕и
No one's expecting you to straighten up instantly. It just doesn't make sense to me how someone could point something out that you did wrong and then you'd do it again immediately afterward. It's like when my brother won't shut up, and my mom tells him to stop, so he does it one last time. It makes it appear that you aren't really remorseful at all, you know? =/
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Posted: Mon Feb 08, 2010 11:29 am
Divine_Malevolence Maris Pallitax
I don't ever feel like I can be myself around anyone I talk to. :cMe don't want people to be like this around me. confused An' jus' thinking of the possibility makes it feel..... @.@ This thread is the only place where I actually feel like I can be myself, and that it's okay to be myself. ._. Because no one here is going to call me out for having problems, or being upset. Or tell me to 'get over it.' Whenever I lurk this thread, everyone helps everyone, or at least sends a little love their way, even if they don't reply. ; ; <3
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Posted: Mon Feb 08, 2010 12:24 pm
I told my parents they were giving me depression. Mom continued screaming while dad did nothing, so basically the usual day.
Someone please convince me to see the counselor at school. I was going to today but just didn't.
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Posted: Mon Feb 08, 2010 12:33 pm
Shiori Miko I told my parents they were giving me depression. Mom continued screaming while dad did nothing, so basically the usual day.
Someone please convince me to see the counselor at school. I was going to today but just didn't. .__. Go to the counselor. You need to talk about it to someone and just get all of it out. /convince&hug
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Posted: Mon Feb 08, 2010 12:44 pm
Little Miss Fortune Rayne Bloodstone ₲reen acid on your Ϩʞ↕и True, Div.. But it forces me to take fault for just about anything, so long as I am involved. It's like I'm expected to straighten up instantly, but no one can do that unless they want me to block and ignore people and simply keep my mouth shut unless it's required that I speak, like a servant or something.. I don't like it yet the ones I depend on tend to keep their mouths shut until the last moment.. When things like this happen. It makes me question them.. along with others. ₣eels like you're dieing ΔɠΔ↕и
No one's expecting you to straighten up instantly. It just doesn't make sense to me how someone could point something out that you did wrong and then you'd do it again immediately afterward. It's like when my brother won't shut up, and my mom tells him to stop, so he does it one last time. It makes it appear that you aren't really remorseful at all, you know? =/₲reen acid on your Ϩʞ↕и
I said it directly, once.. I never said it directly again. Do I have to limit my vocabulary or something, even if it isn't directed at someone? That's confusing.. by a lot.
And it seems that way.. Especially with how he is acting about the situation. ._.; And her... I can't drop names. D; You should know who I mean. But the other her seems to understand much better. Maybe if she talked with you privately about the situation, you would understand a bit better.. I can't seem to explain it very well. ;~;
Shiori -
Honestly.. I wouldn't suggest a counselor but a friend that you can really talk to and rant and vent with. It helps me a lot in tough situations but whenever I talked to a counselor/therapist.. eh.. it didn't help, I just kept getting angry. =/
₣eels like you're dieing ΔɠΔ↕и
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Posted: Mon Feb 08, 2010 12:50 pm
Rayne Bloodstone ₲reen acid on your Ϩʞ↕и
Shiori -
Honestly.. I wouldn't suggest a counselor but a friend that you can really talk to and rant and vent with. It helps me a lot in tough situations but whenever I talked to a counselor/therapist.. eh.. it didn't help, I just kept getting angry. =/
₣eels like you're dieing ΔɠΔ↕и It's not that I need someone to talk to, it's more that I recognize this is a real shitty envoriment for me.
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Posted: Mon Feb 08, 2010 12:55 pm
So, after reading the last few pages I gather that something happened. Something particularly bad happened? Some one want to tell me I'm wrong? 'Cause that'd be great.
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Posted: Mon Feb 08, 2010 12:57 pm
Shiori Miko Rayne Bloodstone ₲reen acid on your Ϩʞ↕и
Shiori -
Honestly.. I wouldn't suggest a counselor but a friend that you can really talk to and rant and vent with. It helps me a lot in tough situations but whenever I talked to a counselor/therapist.. eh.. it didn't help, I just kept getting angry. =/
₣eels like you're dieing ΔɠΔ↕и It's not that I need someone to talk to, it's more that I recognize this is a real shitty envoriment for me. ₲reen acid on your Ϩʞ↕и
I still suggest a friend over a complete stranger though, they understand you much better. :3 Maybe said friend can give you a place to stay for a while, it could help. <3
₣eels like you're dieing ΔɠΔ↕и
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Posted: Mon Feb 08, 2010 1:04 pm
Peoplers would like to thank everyone who was in SS with her today as you all saved my life a number of times by beating animated for me! thank you... i have now seen beneath the whirlpool and it's all thanks to you guys (so that's Sikhy, Rayne, Cow, Mega and sikhy's friend Celestial)!
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Posted: Mon Feb 08, 2010 1:09 pm
First, my glasses broke, the screw holding the glass in the frame snapped. I get blamed for it because "I didn't take care of them" when I've been keeping them in practically perfect condition. The old pair I have only hurt my eyes and she's demanding I wear them. I'm ready to just smash them against the wall.
My cousin gets my contact case and gets rid of all the solution inside. They dry up and I get blamed for not keeping them safe, I hid them under the counter behind all the bottles and cans so he wouldn't find them. Where do I keep them? Up my ******** a**?
When I got home, I go to listen to some Jack Johnson outside on the Patio to clear my head. Nope, that's technically outside, I have to come in, and my ipod is taken for being "irresponsible" with my things that I didn't have any control over.
Next, my ******** comments all disappear on me. I always liked having records of all those comments just because and having them all disappear feels like I lost a lot even though it isn't that important.
Now, I hear vague problems regarding drama between some people here and it's strangely getting to me. Most likely because I'm stuck sitting around my room in complete paranoia at night getting no relaxation or release that would calm me down during my nightly walks.
I'm a ticking time bomb right now.
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Posted: Mon Feb 08, 2010 1:14 pm
Blood: screws for glasses are not that hard to find or fix i had that problem with mine before my dad found a screw and fix them his did the samething and we both take care of them so its mostly not your fault they just get loose in time no matter how much you take care of them.
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