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 Posted: Sat May 14, 2005 9:06 pm
That's my kinda solution. And to think some fools beleive violence doesn't solve anything. Is it bigger than a babies arm? XxxLa Rose NoirexxX Here's my reasoning:
First of all, I don't post here that often anyway. There's nothing to say, really so I don't say anything. actually that's a pretty good reason to not leave. It's obviously not taking up a huge amount of your reasources... so why remove it? just sayin... and P.S.- stare we've talked about this before. mindset is important to magi-dom. surrendering to your insecurities is no way to unlock the secrets of the verse. anyways... not like it's gonna keep me from talking to you. later, my Sai heart
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Posted: Sat May 14, 2005 10:16 pm
May not be in your league but it does the trick man wink And yes, it is wink Not xd
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Posted: Wed May 18, 2005 10:57 am
Friend ran away from home last night. Told her mom she was going to my house after they fought. She aint here, and I spent 3 hours looking for her.
You do the math.
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Posted: Wed May 18, 2005 11:14 am
XxxLa Rose NoirexxX I really think it is irrelavant for me to make a thread about this, so here is my somewhat quiet goodbye. (:
I'm really sorry to say this in the midst of Bean's problem (even though it seems mostly solved now), but I just wanted to mention that I won't be stopping by the guild to say anything anymore, just in case anyone cared.
Here's my reasoning:
First of all, I don't post here that often anyway. There's nothing to say, really so I don't say anything.
Second, I'm really not fond of taking pictures of myself anymore. It always seems when I take pictures of myself they turn out hideously so I don't post them. And when I do post pictures, they still are ugly, in my opinion.(I don't want anyone saying anything in arguement to that, either. I truely believe that I am not photogenic and there is basically nothing anyone can say to change it.)
So, it was nice knowing some of you.
Now it is time for me to fade completely away. 3nodding
Dun leave cos of that...There are a lot of people in the pyp that rarely or don't post their pic....the pyp is more of a guild for people that wanna talk..and not just a guild for people that only wanna post their pic. You are a pyp reg....you always were...That is why you are here. Not to post pics all the time.
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Posted: Wed May 18, 2005 11:31 am
Akil Friend ran away from home last night. Told her mom she was going to my house after they fought. She aint here, and I spent 3 hours looking for her.
You do the math. Hmmm. Where else might she have gone? How far/difficult is it to get from your house to hers? What time did she leave? What was her probable form of transportation? Does she have a significant other or other friends? Most likely if she announced she was going to your house she was either intentionally putting her mom on a wild goose chase or after she left realised she gave her mom an easy way to reclaim her and made alternate plans. Let me know how this turns out and let me know if I can help. I'm very good at tracking people.
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Posted: Wed May 18, 2005 12:53 pm
Ughh.I hate my earth science teacher.
He upped the dates of the lab practical so everyone has have everything in by friday.
The a*****e wouldn't let me borrow a ********' compass so i could do my labs tonight and be able to take the regents.
If i don't take the regents, i have to take the WHOLE course over again.
i have 3 labs to do by Friday.
What an a*****e. he has like...50 compasses and couldn't let me BORROW one for a night..
My friends going to take one from the art room for me so i can do them, Because i won't have art tomorrow because i'm going to a movie with my brother <3
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Posted: Wed May 18, 2005 1:01 pm
Ninui Ughh.I hate my earth science teacher.
He upped the dates of the lab practical so everyone has have everything in by friday.
The a*****e wouldn't let me borrow a ********' compass so i could do my labs tonight and be able to take the regents.
If i don't take the regents, i have to take the WHOLE course over again.
i have 3 labs to do by Friday.
What an a*****e. he has like...50 compasses and couldn't let me BORROW one for a night..
My friends going to take one from the art room for me so i can do them, Because i won't have art tomorrow because i'm going to a movie with my brother <3 Yup, I know EXACTLY how you feel girl. gonk
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Posted: Wed May 18, 2005 2:21 pm
shadowlaw Akil Friend ran away from home last night. Told her mom she was going to my house after they fought. She aint here, and I spent 3 hours looking for her.
You do the math. Hmmm. Where else might she have gone? How far/difficult is it to get from your house to hers? What time did she leave? What was her probable form of transportation? Does she have a significant other or other friends? Most likely if she announced she was going to your house she was either intentionally putting her mom on a wild goose chase or after she left realised she gave her mom an easy way to reclaim her and made alternate plans. Let me know how this turns out and let me know if I can help. I'm very good at tracking people.
Another place other than mine would be the Church near my house. Her house isn't really that far from mine. Only about a mile. Probably less. And she would walk because she can't drive, the bike was still in her room and she really likes to walk.
I thought maybe she walked somewhere else, and I would know where but I didn't see her.
One thing that freaks me out is that there is a report fo a 'sex offender' around the area between our houses.
Knowing Rachel, she probably didn't walk far at all and just sat in the most obvious place knowing that we can't find her behind well...it's too obvious. She's done that before.
I don't know how i feel about this really. It pisses me off that she would say she's going to my house, then have her family call me at night, get me involved, because she's appearently not where she said she would be.
She's done this before, wont tell anybody why, and doesn't care if somebody affected by it. It's really selfish. If i see her I refuse to speak to her.
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Posted: Wed May 18, 2005 3:08 pm
Ninui Ughh.I hate my earth science teacher.
He upped the dates of the lab practical so everyone has have everything in by friday.
The a*****e wouldn't let me borrow a ********' compass so i could do my labs tonight and be able to take the regents.
If i don't take the regents, i have to take the WHOLE course over again.
i have 3 labs to do by Friday.
What an a*****e. he has like...50 compasses and couldn't let me BORROW one for a night..
My friends going to take one from the art room for me so i can do them, Because i won't have art tomorrow because i'm going to a movie with my brother <3 what movie? want a date? biggrin
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Posted: Wed May 18, 2005 3:11 pm
Well if this is a pattern that she's in then I'd just assume that to be the case here.
As for not talking to her when she resurfaces I wouldn't talk to her either. I don't much like talking to people who use thier drama in thier licves to complicate my existance.
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Posted: Thu May 19, 2005 3:48 pm
so ever since I was in high school I've dreamed of being a model...
I know it's a silly dream since I don't have the proper body type or appearance for most modeling.
I actually feel really stupid admitting to that dream...
but anyways...
there is a casting call for new models being held in a nearby city.
No experience necessary.
And I really want to go.
I know that I really don't have much of a chance... so I'm not going into this thinking I'm going to get hired for anything, but it's always been a dream of mine, so I want to at least give it a try.
But someone very close to me isn't supporting me.
He's saying that he just doesn't want to see me get hurt.
But I'm going into this knowing that I won't get hired.
I just want to try, I want to be able to say, "I had a dream and I went for it, and it's ok that it didn't work out because I know I at least tried."
I explained this to him and he said he said he could understand that, but then he basically told me that I was wrong and that I'm pretty much stupid for putting myself through that and that he doesn't understand why I would even try.
I don't really understand why he made such a big deal about it...
I can understand him wanting to protect me from getting hurt, but I can't understand why he would want to keep me from trying something I'm so interested in.
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Posted: Thu May 19, 2005 11:32 pm
Aki, that really sucks, seriously ^^
Gunny, look at it this way, yeah, he probably doesn't want you to feel hurt if you don't make it. Now, what if you do get accepted? They need models for other types of clothing/accessories too remember. Lets say you do get hired, even if its just to do a couple shots for some local flyer. Or worse, get a real break? Where would that leave him? I know I would be excited as f00k for you but hey, thats me. I say go for it hun, you have a good look going for you that I could see being used in many diferent alternative style magazines and clothing manufacturing ads wink <33 (not to mantion other things wink )
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Posted: Fri May 20, 2005 4:41 am
Gun Street Girl so ever since I was in high school I've dreamed of being a model...
I know it's a silly dream since I don't have the proper body type or appearance for most modeling.
I actually feel really stupid admitting to that dream...
but anyways...
there is a casting call for new models being held in a nearby city.
No experience necessary.
And I really want to go.
I know that I really don't have much of a chance... so I'm not going into this thinking I'm going to get hired for anything, but it's always been a dream of mine, so I want to at least give it a try.
But someone very close to me isn't supporting me.
He's saying that he just doesn't want to see me get hurt.
But I'm going into this knowing that I won't get hired.
I just want to try, I want to be able to say, "I had a dream and I went for it, and it's ok that it didn't work out because I know I at least tried."
I explained this to him and he said he said he could understand that, but then he basically told me that I was wrong and that I'm pretty much stupid for putting myself through that and that he doesn't understand why I would even try.
I don't really understand why he made such a big deal about it...
I can understand him wanting to protect me from getting hurt, but I can't understand why he would want to keep me from trying something I'm so interested in. I used to be a scout for a modelling agencey so let me explain a few things about how this works. Typically when you think of modelling you think glamour magazines and runway. Combined they make up about 15% of the modelling industry. Most models do commercials, advertisements and the sort. That being said the scale for the majority of modelling is much more forgiving. You basically just need even features and the ability to appeal to a demographic. Here's where I agree with your friend. The cattle calls suck. They have an open invite. You stand in line for hours waiting for your 5 minutes of being seen. They take measurements, take some pictures and send you on your merry way. After this they usually take one or two people out of the hundreds they saw that day and pull them in exclusively. Everyone else they will tell that they couldn't find a slot for them currently but that they would like to help get them started in the industry. Everyone meaning every single person who shows up whether they were qualified or not. Then they tell you that for just $500 they can put you in a database where other agencies can view you. This database access lasts a year and they usually don't even get looked at ever again. Some of the shadier agencies change thier name every 6 to 12 months to dodge and avoid lawsuits. Some of the really low class ones will silently pass off thier $500 a slot database to smaller production groups (usually adult film makers) because those people willing to pay $500 for a small bio on a website are the ones desperate enough to get into the industry to fall for the "Pornos can be a great way to start your career" bullshit. Speaking from inside experience your friend isn't wrong to be worried about you. These people are vultures with no interest in anything but using the people who show up looking for work. I'm not telling you not to go... just be aware of these things.
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Posted: Fri May 20, 2005 5:09 pm
Okay, this isn't bitching.
This is drama.
My whining.
Okay, so today was the last day for the seniors at my high school, and I have been crying all day. I am just scared that my senior friends will never talk to me again, and I hate that thought. I hate being left behind. Everyone always leaves. My entire family up and moved without us, a couple of my friends just joined, or are about to join the military and left town for training. A lot of my friends just have to move with their parents, who are active military. I am sick of dealing with this kind of bullshit.
I loose at least one friend every 6 months.
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Posted: Sun May 22, 2005 4:23 pm
In order to get a girl.
You have to be an a*****e at certain times.
Being a good guy all the time is a wasted effort.
I know.. I know.. A lot of girls are looking for good guy. And I'm lieing when I say that. But, from my experiences it's quiet true. You have to be nice, charming, romantic, and all that good jazz.
But.
You have to be a p***k at times. Stand the girl up. Or. Not show her she's not the only thing you care about. I do that.. I get nothing. Male friends I have are great.. but do things I consider not cool.. yet, they get the girl.
Haha.
Ahem. So yeah. =)
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