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 Posted: Fri Feb 20, 2009 4:38 pm
I find mythology interesting in the same way I find a good thriller interesting. You must realise it's fiction, and unless you worship it, G-d has no problem with fantasy. Lol.
I sometimes imagine Jesus is surrounding me and I'm an island in an ocean of mindless Christians. That's a random one from my microwave-corn brain.
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Posted: Fri Feb 20, 2009 4:56 pm
My OCD brain makes me think about worshipping it. I used to imagine it Planet 9- style with bad special effects, but it's tough.
And don;t say what G-d thinks, though I would agee with you on that point.
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Posted: Fri Feb 20, 2009 5:08 pm
Behatzlacha-S I find mythology interesting in the same way I find a good thriller interesting. You must realise it's fiction, and unless you worship it, G-d probably has no problem with fantasy. Lol. I sometimes imagine Jesus is surrounding me and I'm an island in an ocean of mindless Christians. That's a random one from my microwave-corn brain.
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Posted: Fri Feb 20, 2009 5:15 pm
As a rule of thumb, good.
But yeah, I said Planet 9 style. Like, horns falling off of Minotaur when not meant to, flickering camera...
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Posted: Sat Feb 21, 2009 5:06 pm
It helps to make it seem fake, is all I'm saying.
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But more importantly:
I hate to sound like a commercial, but Behatz has said he'll be a counselor for those who need it and he is REALLY helpful. Just felt it was rwally relevant.
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Posted: Sat Feb 21, 2009 5:28 pm
Woop! I've been plugged! I'll be on the Late Late Show later to discuss my new book: Life, You and Why it Goes Wrong.
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Posted: Sat Feb 21, 2009 5:31 pm
If only Marc Summers' talk show Beggers and Summers were still on.. That would be interesting...
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Posted: Sat Feb 21, 2009 6:55 pm
Forgot to mention: Friday, we had 10 minutes left to do a big group poster project and I was told to glue. NO!!!!!! I told my pal I couldn't do it. He said 'Don't be stupid' a couple of times, and when I confronted him he tried to console me by putting his glue hand on my shoulder. He got evil stares from me and my Satanic friend.
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Posted: Sun Feb 22, 2009 3:32 pm
Lmao! On a similar note, I saw a massive spider today (I'm a big arachnaphobe). I ran out of the kitchen until it had been disposed of by my dad, who proceeded to call me a girl many times. He then told me I should get over my "childish fear" (as if phobias are optional...) and placed my breakfast that he had been cooking at the chair that the spider had been on. (see contamination). Not wanting to anger him further, I had to eat my food on a previously spider-infested chair.
What joy.
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Posted: Sun Feb 22, 2009 4:13 pm
I feel your pain. I once had a huge problem about food that had been anywhere near Cleaners.
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Posted: Sun Feb 22, 2009 5:47 pm
My dad asked me why I don't come to him with my OCD problems. I told him that he always says 'that's silly, stop' and it is an insult to my intelligence thaat he thinks I'll keep coming back when I'm always treated tha way. Score one for me. He'll be better now.
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Today there was a party and at one point I turned on the computer to come here on Gaia. Is it weird that I stacked some stuff in front of the CPU when I left so the power light's sleep- blinking wouldmn't be seen, in case anyone was epileptic?
Is it also weird that I think everyone I talk to might commit suicide based on something I say or do? I am VERY afraid they wil take their own lives because of me. Just earlier I posted a warning to Silent about people not liking her being an unwed mother, and got freaked out becase I thought this would be depressing and she would kill herself to get out of it. Now I am even more freaked out than I was before becuase she might now feel guilty for having made me think this and will take her life to escape that. My head has a lot of that in it.
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Posted: Sun Feb 22, 2009 5:49 pm
Or,G-d forbid, dp could take her own life becuase I didn't include her on my poll in the Schmooze even though she works so hard for the guild.. or, G-d forbid, Divash, for that matter.
And now I've given them the idea and they surely will now.
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Posted: Sun Feb 22, 2009 5:50 pm
Or the very fact that this is Gaia with deletable posts and I could take that back but didn't will anger G-d and...
Endless cycles, a lot of suicide for others in them. Tell me, Behatz, has anything I've done here made you want to kill yourself?
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Posted: Mon Feb 23, 2009 4:09 pm
Lumanny, I'll tell you this. Nothing you've done makes me want to kill myself.
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Posted: Mon Feb 23, 2009 4:37 pm
Except you bad jokes. xd rofl xd
No, you're just fine and dandy (but not as dandy as me!). I will never, ever kill myself. Not a chance. Unless it saves many lives for some reason.
I get worried about what other people say. They say something, and if it triggers a cycle in my Bipolar, I end up depressed in seconds. Mix that with paranoia and OCD and you end up with a deadly cocktail of ifs and buts which have ended many good conversations badly.
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