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 Posted: Sun Nov 20, 2005 7:01 pm
((awww, Mie, attacking the children... again.... the good news is that you've never attacked me before... which is good biggrin a basic sign of our burning platonic straight cute love affair)) Isaac watches Akio, his face mostly apathetic as usual, but a small glimmer of sadness was in his eyes. He could understand secrets. Heck, he kept secrets... But Akio secrets were actuallydoing damage to the green-haired boy's body and mind. He could see it so clearly, especially at times like these... If only he knew them, then maybe he could help...? he didn't know what to do, but the fact that he couldn't do anything if Akio kept quiet was gnawing at him from the inside out. He shivers a little, watchign Akio as he stepped back into sight. He was asking him not to leave. Isaac didn't know what to do. He lets his eyes wander to the floor, waiting for a moment in thoughtlessness before he sank to the carpeted floors, sitting Indian-style (haha *sarcasm*) with his acoustic in his lap. He slips the pick from beneath the strings strumming lightly, no apparent tune, just musings, so soft they could barely be heard. He finally lifts his eyes to Akio, "I don't know any of the crap you've been through." He stops strumming suddenly, quickly silencing the strings. He stares up at Akio now, as if undecided whether he was angry or hurt... or both, "But it hurts you, and if you think you can keep the pain from me, you're dead wrong.... I'm notangry at you, I'm angry at the fact that I can't do anything when you shove me out.... If you don't want me in you life, then just tell me Akio."
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Posted: Sun Nov 20, 2005 7:22 pm
((I feel popular all of a sudden... cool ))
"Why wouldn't I want you in my life...?" Akio sat down Japanese-style (xP meaning on knees) so that his knees were only an inch or so away from Isaac's crossed-legs. "I... it's... hard... to even think about it... Ma-chan... Ma-chan's my mum..." The hot tears spilled down over his cheaks, but he couldn't wipe them away. His hands were frozen, clenched at his knees to prevent him from shaking all over. "She's a ******** whore. I have two older siblings, a brother and a sister, and none of us know who our fathers are. She... doesn't care about any of us. She's too drunk to even n-n-notice that we're an-n-nything at all..." He stuttered a bit as his body shook. "A-and we h-had... had t-to g-get the m-m-m-money for th-the fam-mamily..."
((Okay, I know it sounds weird, but this is how it sound when I cry... sometimes... >.>))
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Posted: Sun Nov 20, 2005 7:24 pm
Salem grinned and looked a few people in the eye and was tempted to say something until he found himself kissing Daiki and accidentally squezzed Daiki's a** very hard. Salem grinned and caught Daiki's tongue with his teeth and pulled it back into his mouth and frenched Daiki roughly.
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Posted: Mon Nov 21, 2005 2:46 pm
((Don't let it go to your blonde little head, Mie, hehe blaugh ))
The guitar had been flung to the ground in seconds and Isaac had immediately pulled Akio up in his arms. Maybe it was his ever-present affection for him that made him like this, but for some reason he couldn't stand seeing Akio cry. He was already rubbing the boy's back before he had even finished, his hands working in firm soothing circles. But he didn't hold Akio too close at first, he wanted to keep eye contact. After a moment, he kissed the boy's forehead, only able to wonder about how Akio and his siblings "got the money." He tenses, feeling a sudden hatred for the boy's mother coursing through him. But it faded quickly. He could tell that Akio obviously liked his mother. For all teh messed up things she did to him and his siblings, he still liked her. Isaac considered that and pulled Akio closer, hugging him as if letting him go would cause him to fall and break. Isaac couldn't have imagined this much.... He nuzzles Akio's neck and hair, strokign back teh green locks. He had pulled back again soon, gazing at Akio's face and beginning to brush away a few of the tears, unsure of what to say. Isaac suddenly felt horrible, he had pressed Akio so much to share that he didn't realize how painful it would be for him. His hands stil rubbed his back, soothing out the hiccups and stutters and gasps as if it was simple a wrinkled sheet that needed smoothing (by the way, I get the exact same way when I cry, its pretty pathetic for me because it only makes me looker younger than I already look *sigh*). He finally whispers softly, "Akio.... Jeez, Akio.... I don't know what to say.... I wish there was something I could do but... I don't know what there is to help..."
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Posted: Mon Nov 21, 2005 5:28 pm
(( xP Why not? And it makes me look younger, too. And I don't need it, either. Some people think I look like a fifth grader... ;___;
By the way, about the "got the money" thing. You'll see. cool Oh my, I feel so evil. But it's not what you think. It's connected to the money, but it's not how Akio made money... >.>;; And it's not exactly affection he feels for his mother. He's like a little puppy purply devoted to even thr cruelest master, and trust me, his mother pretty much hates him... ><))
"S'n-not what y-you think..." Akio said through his hiccups and convultions. He could tell Isaac was worried and thought he had had to... follow in his mother's footsteps. He smiled weakly, a smile that clearly showed that his self-hatred was still present ((an affect of his mother's feelings, no?)). "I've w-w-worked ev-veverywhere, right? M-mum h-h-hates me... I d-d-d-don't l-l-l-look like h-her... I l-look l-like D-dad and she h-hates m-me... Onee-chan an' Onii-san are o-k-kay... TH-they... l-l-look j-j-just like h-her and she l-left them al-l-lone... B-b-but... sh-she d-did s-s-stuff t-to m-m-me l-like her m-mum d-did..." His voice cracked and he couldn't speak any more. His eyes streamed with more and more tears and his whole body was shaking. His lower-lip trembled slightly and he collapsed into Isaac, unable to support himself.
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Posted: Mon Nov 21, 2005 6:52 pm
((awww, poor Akio, you just love messing with his poor innocent little soul, poor boy... i HATE looking young, grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..... I swear, its annoying.... If I'm not mistaken for a girl then I'm mistaken fora twelve year old stare I hate it..... especially cuz I'm not a uke by heart... oh mie, what will I do, hehe?)) Isaac pulls the boy closer, nearly cradeling him now. This spill of information couldnt be easy on Akio and Isaac knew it. He whispers softly, "Shhh.... shhhh... its ok... if you don't want to tell me then don't...."he strokes the boy's hair, wiping at the tears each time a new own sprouted. He didn't know why this boy's mother hated him, but Akio wouldn't lie about something like that. He leans down, kissing his friend's brow and forehead, then working to his tear-striken cheeks, "Well..... atleast you aren't around her anymore...." He gazes down into the bloodshot already pink eyes and tries to give a weak smile. He didn't know how to help Akio, but there had to be some way.
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Posted: Mon Nov 21, 2005 7:16 pm
((Nuuu, not really. It makes me feel very sad.... >< But he is soo like an abandoned puppy, don't you think? Looks so sweet, but is bitter and resentful at first, but once you gain his trust is extremely sweet and dependant.))
Akio burried his head in Isaac's shirt. He had, at some point, moved his hands and they were now clutching Isaac's shirt somewhere below the collar. His "shivers" grew steadilly les violent as he calmed down, forcing himself to think only of this here and now and not of his mother or siblings. He clinged to Isaac, entirly dependant on the other boy's strength and kindness. "S-so... you won't... leave me...?" He moved his face slightly so that he could look into Isaac's eyes, while the lower part of his face was still engulfed in Isaac's shirt (he pulled the shirt up with his face). He looked for all the world like an abandoned puppy.
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Posted: Tue Nov 22, 2005 2:50 pm
((i concur)) Isaac suddenly grips Akio tighter, "Leave?! Why would I...." He stos suddenly, remembering that he was about to go for a walk. He shivers suddenly, surprised and horrified. "Akio, I wasn't going to leave you..." he says softly, "I'd never leave you... not when you are like this.... and I'll never leave for good, I.... oh Akio.... I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to make you think... No... No, I'm not leaving you... never...." He hugs Akio, in a mixture of sorrow and happiness. Akio relied on him this much, cared for him this much.... but he shuddered to think of what Akio had been through and if he had to choose between Akio being cold and silent to him and this... he would much rather have Akio feeling better. He hugs the teenager tighter, kissing his forehead once more, hugging him like he'd never let go, and for all he knew he wouldn't. He realized that he had never meant to hurt Akio, but he did anyways, and Akio certainly didn't need anymore pain right now. Akio hated himself and now was probably sure that Isaac was about to leave him... Isaac begins kissing his cheeks lightly, whispering, "shhh.... I'm not leaving... I can't... I love you too much.... so please.... please stop thinking of yourself as inferior, she may hate you but I never will... and you certainly shouldn't either..." ((awww, this is getting sweet))
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Posted: Tue Nov 22, 2005 3:17 pm
((I knooow! whee Oo. You need to check out the "I couldn't resist doing this" thread if you haven't yet. Suuu cute. =3))
Akio relaxed finally and slumped into Isaac's arms, like a ragdoll, but warm and living. All the stress and worry had really been hard on him and he fell asleep almost at once (yes, he can fall asleep ANYWHERE and at any time. xD). Before he closed his eyes, he smiled and moved closer to Isaac (snuggling?). It was so warm here, not like outside where it was bitterly cold. His eyes closed and his breathing grew steadier. He mumbled incoherently in his sleep and his fingers wiggled slightly. Just small movements that were cute, but not enough to wake him.
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Posted: Tue Nov 22, 2005 4:14 pm
Isaac blinks, surprised, then smiles, cradelling the young boy closer as he fell asleep. It was official. Akio had now won the cuteness award and all other participants were heading home. He smiles warmly, lightly nuzzling his face into the green hair for a moment. After a long few minutes of just gently cuddling, he lets his arms support Akio as he stands up, cradling Akio actually now. He walks carefully to the couch, sitting down and laying Akio in his lap. He readjusted the sleeping form to a comfortable position before letting his arms wrap back around the slightly smaller body. He whispers, "Goodnight, Akio..." And falls asleep.
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Posted: Tue Nov 22, 2005 8:02 pm
Daiki relaxed slightly, and enjoyed Salem taking control for a moment. Then he pulled back, his breathing a little bit fast, and he grinned. "Food," he whispered. His stomach chose that moment to growl, illustrating his point. "I'm in the mood for some...." he paused, licking his lips and thinking for a moment. "Fries. Definitely. Whatever I have, it needs to be salty greasy goodness. Perfectly unhealthy, unbelievably yummy." He turned and realized that they were still in the middle of the group. "Oh," he said blinking. "Well, we're gonna... go...now, but if you wanna follow us, I'm sure we'll do something else fun!" Winking, he wrapped his arms around Salem's waist. "Ready?"
((Awwww.... Akio is so cute! ^^))
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Posted: Wed Nov 23, 2005 9:54 pm
Salem grinned as Daiki pulled away. "Yeah, food is sounding pretty good..." He smiled as Daiki claimed his craving for french fries, "Well I'm craving pizza, real bad..." He looked around the group that had gathered and winked at a few, who blushed and looked away. Hehe, Daiki is so much fun
He looked at his companion and nodded, smirking and cupping Daiki's a**. "Ready."
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Posted: Thu Nov 24, 2005 7:58 am
((xD What happened to Daiki being all shy and what-not? Also, ca we PLEEEEEASE have it be winter? >w< Eee! I'm in Michagan and we have snoooooow! *luffluffluff* It's my second time in y life seeing snow. We have like six incheshere. Last year (still in my hometown) we got like... two millimeters. Dx
and yuss, Akio is sooo friggin' cute.))
Akio woke up and blinked. He was now on the couch and in Isaac's lap. When had that happened? He remembered falling asleep, but he must have been moved. Well, he was a very heavy sleeper. He was about to get up, wen he remembered Isaac and realized that moving would probably wake him. He looked out the window and saw a gentle stream of white flakes falling. "Ahhhhh." He smiled and his eyes widened. He hadn't seen snow for a long time. It must be the first of he season.
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Posted: Thu Nov 24, 2005 7:20 pm
((YES!!! SNOW!!! I'm still mystified... bcause up until... now... I've only lived in Ga and La, so now in NYC, I'm like skipping down the sidewalks, pissing people off cuz I'm so excited about it!! The most snow I had seen before this was... about 4 inches... hehe, I love NYC)) Isaac's dream was just too good to wake up from. He felt something move in his lap but his subconscious said 'screw it' and decided not to wake him up. Isaac's face scrunches up for a moment, and he makes a small whimpering noise. His upset sleep-laden face went peaceful again, but not before nuzzling itself away from the greyish glow of light from thesky out the window and into Akio's hair and neck. He was too comfortable, too warm to even contemplate waking up. And whatever he was snuggling was much too soft... well, not soft... but it fit against him, like a puzzle piece. His arms tighten slightly around it, holding dearer to Akio and hoping to god not to wake up from the dream that his sweet companion himself was in.
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Posted: Thu Nov 24, 2005 7:30 pm
((Stupid me did so in my jazz shoes (which were built to be able to slide on stages, by the way) and fell like ten times. So, now it hurts whenever I walk because my knee's swolen... Dx))
Akio felt Isaac's grip on him tighten and it pulled him down until he was lying almost directly on top of Isaac (but he's slightly to the side). He couldn't move without waking Isaac and he didn't know what to do. He finally sighed in resignation and just relaxed as much as he could in this situation. What would Isaac say when he woke up? Akio was so short that once he relaxed his face was now firmly held against Isaac's chest. He couldn't speak out because his mouth was full of shirt, and he had to focus just to be able to breath.
((Please still be on! ><))
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