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Chieftain Twilight Captain
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 Posted: Thu Apr 19, 2012 8:51 pm
Twin-Lit Blade Chieftain Twilight Twin-Lit Blade Chieftain Twilight given my track record.... plenty bad enough. I've lost quite alot of friends, including members of this very guild. they couldn't justify being associated with me after hearing the things I've done. doesn't realy matter what's changed or what hasn't -- I'm not the 100% good guy that friends often want to think I am. I'm Chaotic Neutral alignment, if that makes any sense to you or explains anything. oh yes, I've done plenty of good things and for good reasons; but I've also done terrible things for terrible reasons, and still have baggage to carry. are you afraid? It couldn't be as bad as my damn, psychotic, ********' sister. She tied me to a chair with cuffs and rope as she slowly tortured our beloved cousin in front of me within an 18-hour life span. I can still remember the screams as her limbs were torn, raped from men, bondaged, and all the most horrible s**t while I was in the background crying. They injected heroine, made me swallow EX, and made me do acid, shrooms, and other various things I can't remember cause I was too much brain dead to remember because I was only 14 years old when it happened. It can't be THAT ******** bad compared to what I had to go through. Damn, I'm crying... you're right. I don't have that in me, because I've seen it myself. I've watched it, been a victim of some of it, not all of it, but never committed it. I have done terrible things, but never as bad as that. :wraps a blanket over your shoulders gently and pets your back.: .... I'm sorry.... I'll listen to your story, if you care to share it. in a PM or in a thread in the Member Residences. you don't have to, but I'll listen. Trust me. It's not a story I'm not fond of to remember but I'll share it... someday. *Sigh* Its about time for me to go to sleep but I can spare some more minutes as I cool down some. :nods.: cup of tea. ^_^ remedy for everything. I've got a silly little icon about to, here. xd it's a .Gif http://i283.photobucket.com/albums/kk312/guardiandream/tea.gif
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Posted: Thu Apr 19, 2012 8:59 pm
Chieftain Twilight I gotta admit... I feared far worse repercussions, and I don't think a year or two behind schedual is enough to force you to reconsider your career. ^_^ still, I join you in your anger. evil it's ******** bullshit to have you stuck in the wage-slavery game like a good little proletariat. damn capitalism.... iii-_- I swear, I hate it. democrats, republicans, socialists, communists.... doesn't realy matter, any of them. it's all the same. I'm gonna see if I can't find customers for you around here. =w= a friend of mine quit his job and his G.I. bill and Tax Return have made it that he is pretty much set to not need a job for a whole year! ^_^ A year or two is everything when you're my age. And universities don't like large gaps in your education. It makes you look lazy and uncommitted. The 2nd BA will take a year, two at most, and the DVM program takes 4 or 5 years, depending on specialty. Then there's the externship and the licensing process. I'd like to be a licensed, practicing doctor before I'm 35. You know, so I can compete with all the other 25 year old doctors.
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ScarletFrost Vice Captain
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Posted: Thu Apr 19, 2012 9:00 pm
Chieftain Twilight ScarletFrost Chieftain Twilight I'd feel bad for mexican inmates if they did that... they're probably better off with the complete lack of TP they have now than if they had your job to wipe their asses on... talk about scratchy material... realy, I'm about ready to see your job have an... accident. leastways one as bad as the one that happened to my mom's job. and on top of that, find you some unemployment compensation and a new job with better pay and hours. are you and your household going to get through this alright? if this sets you back from graduation, will you be able to graduate next semester, or will you have to start the program from the beginning again? I don't know how much this would set me back. But if I don't get my first BA, I can't go to Colorado State U for my second BA, which would push back my vet program eleigability by at least a year--possibly 2. Unless I get certified by the end of May, I'm up s**t creek without a paddle and need to completely rethink my career choices. GRRR. BTW, Shameless Plug: I'm offering cheep commissions on Deviant Art, Hentai Foundry, and Fur Affinity. So of anyone wants some art, let me know! mrgreen I gotta admit... I feared far worse repercussions, and I don't think a year or two behind schedual is enough to force you to reconsider your career. ^_^ still, I join you in your anger. evil it's ******** bullshit to have you stuck in the wage-slavery game like a good little proletariat. damn capitalism.... iii-_- I swear, I hate it. democrats, republicans, socialists, communists.... doesn't realy matter, any of them. it's all the same. I'm gonna see if I can't find customers for you around here. =w= a friend of mine quit his job and his G.I. bill and Tax Return have made it that he is pretty much set to not need a job for a whole year! ^_^ Trust me when I say I'm fine. I'm not the scared little girl I was 4 years ago. The help I received can't do anything to recover the feeling, which means I'll live with it for a long time. *Shrugs* Why do you think I'm so nonchalant most of the time. Thanks for that, but no thanks Chief. I'll enjoy myself when I'm on a boat and travel around the world. Who knows? It could be fun biggrin
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Posted: Thu Apr 19, 2012 9:06 pm
ScarletFrost Chieftain Twilight I gotta admit... I feared far worse repercussions, and I don't think a year or two behind schedual is enough to force you to reconsider your career. ^_^ still, I join you in your anger. evil it's ******** bullshit to have you stuck in the wage-slavery game like a good little proletariat. damn capitalism.... iii-_- I swear, I hate it. democrats, republicans, socialists, communists.... doesn't realy matter, any of them. it's all the same. I'm gonna see if I can't find customers for you around here. =w= a friend of mine quit his job and his G.I. bill and Tax Return have made it that he is pretty much set to not need a job for a whole year! ^_^ A year or two is everything when you're my age. And universities don't like large gaps in your education. It makes you look lazy and uncommitted. The 2nd BA will take a year, two at most, and the DVM program takes 4 or 5 years, depending on specialty. Then there's the externship and the licensing process. I'd like to be a licensed, practicing doctor before I'm 35. You know, so I can compete with all the other 25 year old doctors. yeah... fair enough.... and I'd be more willing to trust a doctor in their 40s than on under 30. confused
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Chieftain Twilight Captain
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Chieftain Twilight Captain
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Posted: Thu Apr 19, 2012 9:08 pm
Twin-Lit Blade Chieftain Twilight ScarletFrost Chieftain Twilight I'd feel bad for mexican inmates if they did that... they're probably better off with the complete lack of TP they have now than if they had your job to wipe their asses on... talk about scratchy material... realy, I'm about ready to see your job have an... accident. leastways one as bad as the one that happened to my mom's job. and on top of that, find you some unemployment compensation and a new job with better pay and hours. are you and your household going to get through this alright? if this sets you back from graduation, will you be able to graduate next semester, or will you have to start the program from the beginning again? I don't know how much this would set me back. But if I don't get my first BA, I can't go to Colorado State U for my second BA, which would push back my vet program eleigability by at least a year--possibly 2. Unless I get certified by the end of May, I'm up s**t creek without a paddle and need to completely rethink my career choices. GRRR. BTW, Shameless Plug: I'm offering cheep commissions on Deviant Art, Hentai Foundry, and Fur Affinity. So of anyone wants some art, let me know! mrgreen I gotta admit... I feared far worse repercussions, and I don't think a year or two behind schedual is enough to force you to reconsider your career. ^_^ still, I join you in your anger. evil it's ******** bullshit to have you stuck in the wage-slavery game like a good little proletariat. damn capitalism.... iii-_- I swear, I hate it. democrats, republicans, socialists, communists.... doesn't realy matter, any of them. it's all the same. I'm gonna see if I can't find customers for you around here. =w= a friend of mine quit his job and his G.I. bill and Tax Return have made it that he is pretty much set to not need a job for a whole year! ^_^ Trust me when I say I'm fine. I'm not the scared little girl I was 4 years ago. The help I received can't do anything to recover the feeling, which means I'll live with it for a long time. *Shrugs* Why do you think I'm so nonchalant most of the time. Thanks for that, but no thanks Chief. I'll enjoy myself when I'm on a boat and travel around the world. Who knows? It could be fun biggrin I don't doubt it. smile but you'll understand if I'm still worried about you. we both know it ain't safe. it's not a matter of you can handle yourself, it's just the fact that I don't like my friends going off into danger.
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Posted: Thu Apr 19, 2012 9:18 pm
Chieftain Twilight I don't doubt it. smile but you'll understand if I'm still worried about you. we both know it ain't safe. it's not a matter of you can handle yourself, it's just the fact that I don't like my friends going off into danger. You and another of my female friend. I swear, you both worry about friends going off to have some danger. Trust me, I'll do all I can to survive so I can be back here on Gaia. *Exaggerated yawn* Time to hit the damn hay. Night, Chief. *Quick hug and runs off after patting your shoulder*
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Chieftain Twilight Captain
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Posted: Thu Apr 19, 2012 9:20 pm
Twin-Lit Blade Chieftain Twilight I don't doubt it. smile but you'll understand if I'm still worried about you. we both know it ain't safe. it's not a matter of you can handle yourself, it's just the fact that I don't like my friends going off into danger. You and another of my female friend. I swear, you both worry about friends going off to have some danger. Trust me, I'll do all I can to survive so I can be back here on Gaia. *Exaggerated yawn* Time to hit the damn hay. Night, Chief. *Quick hug and runs off after patting your shoulder* :returns your hug with a grunt.: night... Peace~
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Posted: Thu Apr 19, 2012 9:48 pm
Chieftain Twilight yeah... fair enough.... and I'd be more willing to trust a doctor in their 40s than on under 30. confused Right, but that's because they've been working in the field since their 20's. sweatdrop
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ScarletFrost Vice Captain
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Chieftain Twilight Captain
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Posted: Thu Apr 19, 2012 9:52 pm
ScarletFrost Chieftain Twilight yeah... fair enough.... and I'd be more willing to trust a doctor in their 40s than on under 30. confused Right, but that's because they've been working in the field since their 20's. sweatdrop ..... ninja :escape from logic with llamas.: dramallama dramallama dramallama dramallama
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Posted: Sat Apr 21, 2012 7:48 pm
HE SAID YES!!!!!!! heart heart heart
I probably shouldn't realy have jumped in like that, but... it isn't like I havn't known him for years, and... I dunno, I just... it just happened. i asked him. and he... said... YES! eek
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Chieftain Twilight Captain
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ScarletFrost Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat Apr 21, 2012 8:47 pm
Chieftain Twilight HE SAID YES!!!!!!! heart heart heart I probably shouldn't realy have jumped in like that, but... it isn't like I havn't known him for years, and... I dunno, I just... it just happened. i asked him. and he... said... YES! eek Congrats! mrgreen
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Posted: Sat Apr 21, 2012 9:29 pm
ScarletFrost Chieftain Twilight HE SAID YES!!!!!!! heart heart heart I probably shouldn't realy have jumped in like that, but... it isn't like I havn't known him for years, and... I dunno, I just... it just happened. i asked him. and he... said... YES! eek Congrats! mrgreen
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Chieftain Twilight Captain
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Chieftain Twilight Captain
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Posted: Tue Apr 24, 2012 2:24 am
yay for new avi art! I love buying art. 
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Posted: Mon May 07, 2012 8:34 am
Just got back from beach camping last night. Also got to see my new niece. (SHE'S SO CUTE!!!) I'm heading out to Arizona tomorrow. No rest for the wicked, it seems. mrgreen
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ScarletFrost Vice Captain
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Chieftain Twilight Captain
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Posted: Wed May 09, 2012 3:54 pm
I love kids! biggrin not so much the beach....
glad you had fun. ^_^
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