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 Posted: Thu Apr 19, 2012 3:45 pm
Chieftain Twilight Twin-Lit Blade Chieftain Twilight xd fair enough. I just have a vendetta cause in my town, yu-gi-oh swept in like a fad and drove pokemon out. I kinda blame yugioh for pokemon going down the dark path it did... but I also start with Tododile, but I almost never keep Feraligatr in my final party. I use Lugia, Kingdra and Dewgong, don't have room for another Water-type. I always have Typhlosion, Ho-Oh, Entei, Rare Gyrados, Arcanine, and a random Pokemon. I was kind of weak back then. sweatdrop Never like Yu-Gi-Oh that much. I played it but for a very short time. o_O; that's four Fire-types, potentially 5! and two of your pokemon are Flying! my team consisted of Eevee, Kingdra, Dewgong, Exeggutor, Crobat and Ninetails. ^_^ used to have Donphan and Lugia, but I prefer Crobat and Ninetails. alternatively, I'll have Rapidash instead of Ninetails and teach it a decent Electric move such as Spark. I also had all 5 of the Eeveelutions and an unevolved Eevee; was a kickass team! whee Yeah, always was single-minded. But any who, how've you been, Chief? Mind if I asked, what feminine side are you not repressing?
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Posted: Thu Apr 19, 2012 3:56 pm
Twin-Lit Blade Chieftain Twilight Twin-Lit Blade Chieftain Twilight xd fair enough. I just have a vendetta cause in my town, yu-gi-oh swept in like a fad and drove pokemon out. I kinda blame yugioh for pokemon going down the dark path it did... but I also start with Tododile, but I almost never keep Feraligatr in my final party. I use Lugia, Kingdra and Dewgong, don't have room for another Water-type. I always have Typhlosion, Ho-Oh, Entei, Rare Gyrados, Arcanine, and a random Pokemon. I was kind of weak back then. sweatdrop Never like Yu-Gi-Oh that much. I played it but for a very short time. o_O; that's four Fire-types, potentially 5! and two of your pokemon are Flying! my team consisted of Eevee, Kingdra, Dewgong, Exeggutor, Crobat and Ninetails. ^_^ used to have Donphan and Lugia, but I prefer Crobat and Ninetails. alternatively, I'll have Rapidash instead of Ninetails and teach it a decent Electric move such as Spark. I also had all 5 of the Eeveelutions and an unevolved Eevee; was a kickass team! whee Yeah, always was single-minded. But any who, how've you been, Chief? Mind if I asked, what feminine side are you not repressing? oh, well my own, of course! ^_^ I'm genderneutral. I've been just accepting the masculine identification from others because it was easy. I would still explain to people that the reason I tend to seem "gay" to them is because I actually am genderneutral, but I don't think they ever fully understood it. I've recently began wearing women's clothing again on occaision. and this time, I actually got alot of positive responses from it! the campus I go to is alot less hateful about it... see, last time I wore a skirt (about 4 or 5 years ago) I wasn't just told how wrong it was... I was objectified and broken down to a piece of meat and harshly criticized... told just how ugly I am.... the stigma was so great that I refused to ever do it again. I realized at that time that women's clothes realy are just sex costumes... but the desire to feel pretty in a dress never went away. I took a leap of faith during a masquerade ball, mostly because someone else said he was also going to wear a dress... and it actually turned out great, and I got so many compliments, and made a new friend! biggrin
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Chieftain Twilight Captain
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Posted: Thu Apr 19, 2012 4:24 pm
Chieftain Twilight oh, well my own, of course! ^_^ I'm genderneutral. I've been just accepting the masculine identification from others because it was easy. I would still explain to people that the reason I tend to seem "gay" to them is because I actually am genderneutral, but I don't think they ever fully understood it. I've recently began wearing women's clothing again on occaision. and this time, I actually got alot of positive responses from it! the campus I go to is alot less hateful about it... see, last time I wore a skirt (about 4 or 5 years ago) I wasn't just told how wrong it was... I was objectified and broken down to a piece of meat and harshly criticized... told just how ugly I am.... the stigma was so great that I refused to ever do it again. I realized at that time that women's clothes realy are just sex costumes... but the desire to feel pretty in a dress never went away. I took a leap of faith during a masquerade ball, mostly because someone else said he was also going to wear a dress... and it actually turned out great, and I got so many compliments, and made a new friend! biggrin That is the most interesting background story I have heard. That must've been a very rough past then, Chief. I would have NEVER guessed that about you. You amaze me every single time we have an idle chat biggrin
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Posted: Thu Apr 19, 2012 4:37 pm
I hate my job. I loath my job. My job should burn in the fiery depths of Hades and suffocate on its own bullshit, shoved so deep up its own a** that it pukes all over itself and asphyxiates. My job should be recycled into TP for a Mexican jail.
I'm not working at all next week. I didn't work at all last week. I worked 12 hours this week. Which means, for the month of April, my family is making do on $200 and the rest of my school savings, which means I might not graduate this May. Their reason? I didn't turn in all my time sheets. Except that I did--two weeks ago, I mailed in all the late time sheets at once (I even turned in this week's time sheet 5 days before it's due!)--and they haven't updated their records.
Getting butt raped is better than this. And yes, I would know. burning_eyes
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Posted: Thu Apr 19, 2012 7:57 pm
Twin-Lit Blade Chieftain Twilight oh, well my own, of course! ^_^ I'm genderneutral. I've been just accepting the masculine identification from others because it was easy. I would still explain to people that the reason I tend to seem "gay" to them is because I actually am genderneutral, but I don't think they ever fully understood it. I've recently began wearing women's clothing again on occaision. and this time, I actually got alot of positive responses from it! the campus I go to is alot less hateful about it... see, last time I wore a skirt (about 4 or 5 years ago) I wasn't just told how wrong it was... I was objectified and broken down to a piece of meat and harshly criticized... told just how ugly I am.... the stigma was so great that I refused to ever do it again. I realized at that time that women's clothes realy are just sex costumes... but the desire to feel pretty in a dress never went away. I took a leap of faith during a masquerade ball, mostly because someone else said he was also going to wear a dress... and it actually turned out great, and I got so many compliments, and made a new friend! biggrin That is the most interesting background story I have heard. That must've been a very rough past then, Chief. I would have NEVER guessed that about you. You amaze me every single time we have an idle chat biggrin heh. ^_^ I suppose it is amazing... I never realy thought of it that way, but then again I marvel at the simplest things that everyone else just ignores. amazing realy is a matter of opinion. thing is, this isn't even one of those times that I'm trying to be impressive! xd I'm always the most impressive when I don't try. I dare you to keep probing my brain, I love answering questions after all. and you'll probably like to hear all the stories that I save for those who ask. smile
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Posted: Thu Apr 19, 2012 8:01 pm
ScarletFrost I hate my job. I loath my job. My job should burn in the fiery depths of Hades and suffocate on its own bullshit, shoved so deep up its own a** that it pukes all over itself and asphyxiates. My job should be recycled into TP for a Mexican jail. I'm not working at all next week. I didn't work at all last week. I worked 12 hours this week. Which means, for the month of April, my family is making do on $200 and the rest of my school savings, which means I might not graduate this May. Their reason? I didn't turn in all my time sheets. Except that I did--two weeks ago, I mailed in all the late time sheets at once (I even turned in this week's time sheet 5 days before it's due!)--and they haven't updated their records. Getting butt raped is better than this. And yes, I would know. burning_eyes I'd feel bad for mexican inmates if they did that... they're probably better off with the complete lack of TP they have now than if they had your job to wipe their asses on... talk about scratchy material... realy, I'm about ready to see your job have an... accident. leastways one as bad as the one that happened to my mom's job. and on top of that, find you some unemployment compensation and a new job with better pay and hours. are you and your household going to get through this alright? if this sets you back from graduation, will you be able to graduate next semester, or will you have to start the program from the beginning again?
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Chieftain Twilight Captain
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Posted: Thu Apr 19, 2012 8:08 pm
Chieftain Twilight Twin-Lit Blade Chieftain Twilight oh, well my own, of course! ^_^ I'm genderneutral. I've been just accepting the masculine identification from others because it was easy. I would still explain to people that the reason I tend to seem "gay" to them is because I actually am genderneutral, but I don't think they ever fully understood it. I've recently began wearing women's clothing again on occaision. and this time, I actually got alot of positive responses from it! the campus I go to is alot less hateful about it... see, last time I wore a skirt (about 4 or 5 years ago) I wasn't just told how wrong it was... I was objectified and broken down to a piece of meat and harshly criticized... told just how ugly I am.... the stigma was so great that I refused to ever do it again. I realized at that time that women's clothes realy are just sex costumes... but the desire to feel pretty in a dress never went away. I took a leap of faith during a masquerade ball, mostly because someone else said he was also going to wear a dress... and it actually turned out great, and I got so many compliments, and made a new friend! biggrin That is the most interesting background story I have heard. That must've been a very rough past then, Chief. I would have NEVER guessed that about you. You amaze me every single time we have an idle chat biggrin heh. ^_^ I suppose it is amazing... I never realy thought of it that way, but then again I marvel at the simplest things that everyone else just ignores. amazing realy is a matter of opinion. thing is, this isn't even one of those times that I'm trying to be impressive! xd I'm always the most impressive when I don't try. I dare you to keep probing my brain, I love answering questions after all. and you'll probably like to hear all the stories that I save for those who ask. smile But, if I keep asking, then it wouldn't be fun. I like to hear lots of stories from friends that like to tell it without being nagged at.
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Posted: Thu Apr 19, 2012 8:15 pm
Twin-Lit Blade Chieftain Twilight Twin-Lit Blade Chieftain Twilight oh, well my own, of course! ^_^ I'm genderneutral. I've been just accepting the masculine identification from others because it was easy. I would still explain to people that the reason I tend to seem "gay" to them is because I actually am genderneutral, but I don't think they ever fully understood it. I've recently began wearing women's clothing again on occaision. and this time, I actually got alot of positive responses from it! the campus I go to is alot less hateful about it... see, last time I wore a skirt (about 4 or 5 years ago) I wasn't just told how wrong it was... I was objectified and broken down to a piece of meat and harshly criticized... told just how ugly I am.... the stigma was so great that I refused to ever do it again. I realized at that time that women's clothes realy are just sex costumes... but the desire to feel pretty in a dress never went away. I took a leap of faith during a masquerade ball, mostly because someone else said he was also going to wear a dress... and it actually turned out great, and I got so many compliments, and made a new friend! biggrin That is the most interesting background story I have heard. That must've been a very rough past then, Chief. I would have NEVER guessed that about you. You amaze me every single time we have an idle chat biggrin heh. ^_^ I suppose it is amazing... I never realy thought of it that way, but then again I marvel at the simplest things that everyone else just ignores. amazing realy is a matter of opinion. thing is, this isn't even one of those times that I'm trying to be impressive! xd I'm always the most impressive when I don't try. I dare you to keep probing my brain, I love answering questions after all. and you'll probably like to hear all the stories that I save for those who ask. smile But, if I keep asking, then it wouldn't be fun. I like to hear lots of stories from friends that like to tell it without being nagged at. heh. once you hear them, you'll understand why I need to be asked. wink there's a reason I only give people answers as specific as the questions they ask. my stories are always available though. if it helps motivate you, I'll give you a list.
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Posted: Thu Apr 19, 2012 8:20 pm
Chieftain Twilight Twin-Lit Blade Chieftain Twilight Twin-Lit Blade Chieftain Twilight oh, well my own, of course! ^_^ I'm genderneutral. I've been just accepting the masculine identification from others because it was easy. I would still explain to people that the reason I tend to seem "gay" to them is because I actually am genderneutral, but I don't think they ever fully understood it. I've recently began wearing women's clothing again on occaision. and this time, I actually got alot of positive responses from it! the campus I go to is alot less hateful about it... see, last time I wore a skirt (about 4 or 5 years ago) I wasn't just told how wrong it was... I was objectified and broken down to a piece of meat and harshly criticized... told just how ugly I am.... the stigma was so great that I refused to ever do it again. I realized at that time that women's clothes realy are just sex costumes... but the desire to feel pretty in a dress never went away. I took a leap of faith during a masquerade ball, mostly because someone else said he was also going to wear a dress... and it actually turned out great, and I got so many compliments, and made a new friend! biggrin That is the most interesting background story I have heard. That must've been a very rough past then, Chief. I would have NEVER guessed that about you. You amaze me every single time we have an idle chat biggrin heh. ^_^ I suppose it is amazing... I never realy thought of it that way, but then again I marvel at the simplest things that everyone else just ignores. amazing realy is a matter of opinion. thing is, this isn't even one of those times that I'm trying to be impressive! xd I'm always the most impressive when I don't try. I dare you to keep probing my brain, I love answering questions after all. and you'll probably like to hear all the stories that I save for those who ask. smile But, if I keep asking, then it wouldn't be fun. I like to hear lots of stories from friends that like to tell it without being nagged at. heh. once you hear them, you'll understand why I need to be asked. wink there's a reason I only give people answers as specific as the questions they ask. my stories are always available though. if it helps motivate you, I'll give you a list. When has that ever stopped me? But... A list? That's quite a stock full of stories stuck in there o_o It couldn't be bad enough for me to stop being friends?
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Posted: Thu Apr 19, 2012 8:25 pm
Twin-Lit Blade Chieftain Twilight Twin-Lit Blade Chieftain Twilight Twin-Lit Blade Chieftain Twilight oh, well my own, of course! ^_^ I'm genderneutral. I've been just accepting the masculine identification from others because it was easy. I would still explain to people that the reason I tend to seem "gay" to them is because I actually am genderneutral, but I don't think they ever fully understood it. I've recently began wearing women's clothing again on occaision. and this time, I actually got alot of positive responses from it! the campus I go to is alot less hateful about it... see, last time I wore a skirt (about 4 or 5 years ago) I wasn't just told how wrong it was... I was objectified and broken down to a piece of meat and harshly criticized... told just how ugly I am.... the stigma was so great that I refused to ever do it again. I realized at that time that women's clothes realy are just sex costumes... but the desire to feel pretty in a dress never went away. I took a leap of faith during a masquerade ball, mostly because someone else said he was also going to wear a dress... and it actually turned out great, and I got so many compliments, and made a new friend! biggrin That is the most interesting background story I have heard. That must've been a very rough past then, Chief. I would have NEVER guessed that about you. You amaze me every single time we have an idle chat biggrin heh. ^_^ I suppose it is amazing... I never realy thought of it that way, but then again I marvel at the simplest things that everyone else just ignores. amazing realy is a matter of opinion. thing is, this isn't even one of those times that I'm trying to be impressive! xd I'm always the most impressive when I don't try. I dare you to keep probing my brain, I love answering questions after all. and you'll probably like to hear all the stories that I save for those who ask. smile But, if I keep asking, then it wouldn't be fun. I like to hear lots of stories from friends that like to tell it without being nagged at. heh. once you hear them, you'll understand why I need to be asked. wink there's a reason I only give people answers as specific as the questions they ask. my stories are always available though. if it helps motivate you, I'll give you a list. When has that ever stopped me? But... A list? That's quite a stock full of stories stuck in there o_o It couldn't be bad enough for me to stop being friends? given my track record.... plenty bad enough. I've lost quite alot of friends, including members of this very guild. they couldn't justify being associated with me after hearing the things I've done. doesn't realy matter what's changed or what hasn't -- I'm not the 100% good guy that friends often want to think I am. I'm Chaotic Neutral alignment, if that makes any sense to you or explains anything. oh yes, I've done plenty of good things and for good reasons; but I've also done terrible things for terrible reasons, and still have baggage to carry. are you afraid?
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Chieftain Twilight Captain
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Posted: Thu Apr 19, 2012 8:32 pm
Chieftain Twilight given my track record.... plenty bad enough. I've lost quite alot of friends, including members of this very guild. they couldn't justify being associated with me after hearing the things I've done. doesn't realy matter what's changed or what hasn't -- I'm not the 100% good guy that friends often want to think I am. I'm Chaotic Neutral alignment, if that makes any sense to you or explains anything. oh yes, I've done plenty of good things and for good reasons; but I've also done terrible things for terrible reasons, and still have baggage to carry. are you afraid? It couldn't be as bad as my damn, psychotic, ********' sister. She tied me to a chair with cuffs and rope as she slowly tortured our beloved cousin in front of me within an 18-hour life span. I can still remember the screams as her limbs were torn, raped from men, bondaged, and all the most horrible s**t while I was in the background crying. They injected heroine, made me swallow EX, and made me do acid, shrooms, and other various things I can't remember cause I was too much brain dead to remember because I was only 14 years old when it happened. It can't be THAT ******** bad compared to what I had to go through. Damn, I'm crying...
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Posted: Thu Apr 19, 2012 8:36 pm
Twin-Lit Blade Chieftain Twilight given my track record.... plenty bad enough. I've lost quite alot of friends, including members of this very guild. they couldn't justify being associated with me after hearing the things I've done. doesn't realy matter what's changed or what hasn't -- I'm not the 100% good guy that friends often want to think I am. I'm Chaotic Neutral alignment, if that makes any sense to you or explains anything. oh yes, I've done plenty of good things and for good reasons; but I've also done terrible things for terrible reasons, and still have baggage to carry. are you afraid? It couldn't be as bad as my damn, psychotic, ********' sister. She tied me to a chair with cuffs and rope as she slowly tortured our beloved cousin in front of me within an 18-hour life span. I can still remember the screams as her limbs were torn, raped from men, bondaged, and all the most horrible s**t while I was in the background crying. They injected heroine, made me swallow EX, and made me do acid, shrooms, and other various things I can't remember cause I was too much brain dead to remember because I was only 14 years old when it happened. It can't be THAT ******** bad compared to what I had to go through. Damn, I'm crying... you're right. I don't have that in me, because I've seen it myself. I've watched it, been a victim of some of it, not all of it, but never committed it. I have done terrible things, but never as bad as that. :wraps a blanket over your shoulders gently and pets your back.: .... I'm sorry.... I'll listen to your story, if you care to share it. in a PM or in a thread in the Member Residences. you don't have to, but I'll listen.
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Posted: Thu Apr 19, 2012 8:39 pm
Chieftain Twilight I'd feel bad for mexican inmates if they did that... they're probably better off with the complete lack of TP they have now than if they had your job to wipe their asses on... talk about scratchy material... realy, I'm about ready to see your job have an... accident. leastways one as bad as the one that happened to my mom's job. and on top of that, find you some unemployment compensation and a new job with better pay and hours. are you and your household going to get through this alright? if this sets you back from graduation, will you be able to graduate next semester, or will you have to start the program from the beginning again? I don't know how much this would set me back. But if I don't get my first BA, I can't go to Colorado State U for my second BA, which would push back my vet program eleigability by at least a year--possibly 2. Unless I get certified by the end of May, I'm up s**t creek without a paddle and need to completely rethink my career choices. GRRR. BTW, Shameless Plug: I'm offering cheep commissions on Deviant Art, Hentai Foundry, and Fur Affinity. So of anyone wants some art, let me know! mrgreen
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Posted: Thu Apr 19, 2012 8:44 pm
Chieftain Twilight Twin-Lit Blade Chieftain Twilight given my track record.... plenty bad enough. I've lost quite alot of friends, including members of this very guild. they couldn't justify being associated with me after hearing the things I've done. doesn't realy matter what's changed or what hasn't -- I'm not the 100% good guy that friends often want to think I am. I'm Chaotic Neutral alignment, if that makes any sense to you or explains anything. oh yes, I've done plenty of good things and for good reasons; but I've also done terrible things for terrible reasons, and still have baggage to carry. are you afraid? It couldn't be as bad as my damn, psychotic, ********' sister. She tied me to a chair with cuffs and rope as she slowly tortured our beloved cousin in front of me within an 18-hour life span. I can still remember the screams as her limbs were torn, raped from men, bondaged, and all the most horrible s**t while I was in the background crying. They injected heroine, made me swallow EX, and made me do acid, shrooms, and other various things I can't remember cause I was too much brain dead to remember because I was only 14 years old when it happened. It can't be THAT ******** bad compared to what I had to go through. Damn, I'm crying... you're right. I don't have that in me, because I've seen it myself. I've watched it, been a victim of some of it, not all of it, but never committed it. I have done terrible things, but never as bad as that. :wraps a blanket over your shoulders gently and pets your back.: .... I'm sorry.... I'll listen to your story, if you care to share it. in a PM or in a thread in the Member Residences. you don't have to, but I'll listen. Trust me. It's not a story I'm not fond of to remember but I'll share it... someday. *Sigh* Its about time for me to go to sleep but I can spare some more minutes as I cool down some.
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Posted: Thu Apr 19, 2012 8:45 pm
ScarletFrost Chieftain Twilight I'd feel bad for mexican inmates if they did that... they're probably better off with the complete lack of TP they have now than if they had your job to wipe their asses on... talk about scratchy material... realy, I'm about ready to see your job have an... accident. leastways one as bad as the one that happened to my mom's job. and on top of that, find you some unemployment compensation and a new job with better pay and hours. are you and your household going to get through this alright? if this sets you back from graduation, will you be able to graduate next semester, or will you have to start the program from the beginning again? I don't know how much this would set me back. But if I don't get my first BA, I can't go to Colorado State U for my second BA, which would push back my vet program eleigability by at least a year--possibly 2. Unless I get certified by the end of May, I'm up s**t creek without a paddle and need to completely rethink my career choices. GRRR. BTW, Shameless Plug: I'm offering cheep commissions on Deviant Art, Hentai Foundry, and Fur Affinity. So of anyone wants some art, let me know! mrgreen I gotta admit... I feared far worse repercussions, and I don't think a year or two behind schedual is enough to force you to reconsider your career. ^_^ still, I join you in your anger. evil it's ******** bullshit to have you stuck in the wage-slavery game like a good little proletariat. damn capitalism.... iii-_- I swear, I hate it. democrats, republicans, socialists, communists.... doesn't realy matter, any of them. it's all the same. I'm gonna see if I can't find customers for you around here. =w= a friend of mine quit his job and his G.I. bill and Tax Return have made it that he is pretty much set to not need a job for a whole year! ^_^
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