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"Hmm... funny I figured you would care and it was just Edward who could care lessnow. Atleast that is what he said right?"

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Blair rolled her eyes. "Stop your bawling. My god I thought you were stronger than that." She loosened her grip on Kiara. "Here's a tip. Don't let love or any of those passionate emotions hold you back. That's your weakness, you love too much. It's unhealthy." Blair said seriously

Blair stumbled back slightly, "That's the thing little Kiara. You aren't human, so why bother to pretend like you are?"

"Well what do you want me to od? Throw a punch or two? Please Kiara you are too weak to fight and you arent even worth it in your state of mind." Blair said with a shrug.

"Change of plans Charisma." Sirius said entering the alley pretending to glare at her. He put his head down then looked up at Kiara with his 'hypnotizing eyes'. "Kiara it seems to me as if you are in a pickled. Well I know how to get you out of that. Why don't you stick with us for a little while. That is be one of us....be rogue." he said trying to hypnotize her. "Just think about it. Obviously Edward doesn't trust you. He thinks that you are a monster. Deep down I'm sure that is what Envi thinks too. Your sister Envi, doesn't want you anymore. All of your friends may agree. And all because why? Because of what you are? Yes. But, you can show them, show them all, or just Edward. You have proof of how he feels at least. Come with us a little while. I will train you. Maybe somewhere out there is a beta position waiting for you........but the main thing is....show Edward the monster that you can be, prove to him that you can do things on your own." he said very calmly and somewhat slowly. Trying to convince her, all while he continued with his hypnotism act.

Kiara listened to Sirius and for some odd reasone something seemed to wash over her, she couldn't free herself from his gaze. All of the sudden a dizzing feeling hit her and she almost fell over then caught herself. She didn't want to listen to what he was saying, but his words kept ringing through her ears. And with her eyes locked on his, they slowly turned at deep crimson black, cold as ice, hardened over, showing no emotion like never before. And just like that she seemed to forget.......Forget that she still had Envi, Fang, Vlad, Grimm, Xagetta, Sakura, all of her friends still there for her. She seemed to forget that without Edward she was a broken half. Lately he had been her sanity, and without him there was no way she could make the smart decision now. And just like with the cigarette she made an impulse discision based on anger, and now she was filled with hate. "Alright." Kiara agreed breaking away from his gaze, though she remained cold and rigid. And what she didn't even take one second to think on was that this desicsion just like the smoking, would cause her to choke in the end. She was like a wounded soldier, giving up....giving in. She let the hate wash over her, and something happened that noone, excpecially Edward and Envi, would ever expect to happen on her. She hardened over. No feelings, sour and bitter. On the road to becoming a rogue if she wasn't snapped out of it. "So you say you will train me..How do you intend to do that?"

Blair stepped towards him her fists cletched together. "Stupid stupid fool." She hissed only hearing the bitterness in Kiara's voice knowing she'd turn over soon. But right now she still had a brain left. She grabbed Sirius's throat and pushed him against the wall. She placed her mouth close to his ears as she spoke. Blair spoke so quietly even a lycan right next to her would have trouble interpretting it. "I had told you no." Blair whispered harshly