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well, I've figured out what I want to do with my life.
After I graduate in September of this year (2006) I want to continue my education and go for a bachelors in Digital Entertainment and Game Design.
As far as my research goes (and from what several of my teachers have told me) The Portland, Oregon campus of ITT is the #1 best school for DEGD.

Now the plan is revolving around how my student loans work. I don't have to start payments on them until 6 months after I graduate, however, there is a catch, being this: If I start my education again BEFORE that 6 month period is up, the payments default to the NEXT 6 month period. This means I won't have to pay ANY of my loans until I graduate to recieve my bachelor's degree, and hopefully by then I will have a fairly decent job.

As I said before I gradaute in September of this year. The 6 month grace period ENDS in march of 2007. My plan is this, I would really really like to spend one last thanksgiving and one last Christmas with my family before I move so far away (I live in pennsylvania). Which would put my move to the middle of january/ beginning of february. I hope to be moved into an apartment and in school again by March of 2007.

well there it is.

You're so lucky <3
Have fun n.n

I would demand getting paid for my work.

But I volunteer too much as is; I'm such a hypocrite.

I know I'm not online as much as I used to be, but it'll be shortened even moreso this week. In lieu of an awesome spring break, I'm getting all four of my wisdom teeth pulled.

It's gonna be a party. :D Make me feel better, guys, knowing I'm not going to vomit on Vicodin. Or whatever crap they're giving me. If it's any less than codeine I shall be pi-ossed.

Awww thats so romantic~
Sounds like you had a good time, despite the rioting.

Guys, I have come to a stark realization, a horrid one at that, and I am going to take a hiatus from my computer, and really the Internet in general for a while.

I have serious self-esteem issues, despite being a PYPer, and after I finally look at myself in the mirror, I'm disgusted. I've gone from practically both ends of the spectrum. Whereas a few years back I had the nerve to muster an eating disorder, a combination of bulimia and anorexia, I lost a good bit of weight, getting to the lowest I had been was 130. I'm 5'8". After looking at a scale for the first time in about three months, now I weigh about 190; about 25-30 pounds up from my usual of around 165. I've never weighed this much in my life, and I'm going to do my damned best to get rid of it, to make me happy. But I'm not going to follow the path I did previously, at least I hope not.

It's embarrassing, becoming one of those fools who use food as a comfort tool. My house has been insanely stressful and tense recently - my twin brother isn't helping matters now that he has decided to "mature," blossoming into a royal a** who does nothing but berate me constantly.

So, yes. I'm on a quest to try to actually like myself and be happy. I've officially stopped my medication, though that was about four months ago. ******** therapy right now - I'd rather the rest of my family go seek counseling, but they won't. I'm going to hit the gym, eat healthily, and try to perhaps talk to my father, though he in itself is another problem.

I have a lot of problems to deal with.

So, bye for a bit, loves. Impy, if you would, give my cell phone a call and leave a nice message. xDD I'm in dire need of kind words; really a hug.

Holy crackmonkeys that album still exists... >.>; And...holy god...I still exist... eek ;

ninja *cling!*