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 Posted: Mon Dec 27, 2010 1:00 am
=====☠========☠========☠========☠========☠========☠========☠========☠===== ☀═══☀Happy☀═══☀Funny☀═══☀Loving☀═══☀Sweet☀═══☀Protective☀═══☀ ☠═══☠Violent☠═══☠Mean☠═══☠Hardheaded☠═══☠ ╔════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╗ ☀Șɒѷɐπαӈ☠ ╚════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╝ ✌ஐ ☪ Savanah saw Adrian's expression and laughed softly. She walked over to him, and kissed him breifly. "Let's make a new memory...then let me show you around my hometown." She smiled, and clicked off the light. ~TimeSkip~ Savanah rumaged around her parents bedroom, until she found her old baby...holder thing. It was pink and green. She smiled at it, and walked lightly down to her room. She gently and softly picked up Julia, so not to wake her up, and set her inside the soft seat. She adjusted it, so Julia was laying back, then found a little soft pink blanket. It was hot pink, and pretty (like my big one at home). Savanah wrapped it gently around the baby, and picked up the handle. She walked down the stairs, and found Adrian, where she had instructed him to wait. She held out Julia's new baby chair for him to see. "Like it? I figured it would be easier to cart her around with this, instead of holding her. I'll go get the baby milk, I put it in the fridge." She sat Julia's chair gently on the floor, and skipped into the kitchen. She pulled out a couple of baby bottles, found a leak proof black bag, and set them inside. Then, she went into the hall closet, and got the stroller that allowed the baby chair to hook onto it, so you wouldn't have to carry it around. "Come on. I'll show you a haunted resteraunt." She smiled, and carted Julia and her supplies out to the three car garage. The garage itself was weird, because seeing the size of the house, people usually thought the garage would fit at least six cars. But it was only big enough to squeaze in three. She unlocked the door, and found one of the two cars that inhabitied the place. It was an old fashioned Chevy Eagle. She patted the hood affectionatly. "This is Rally. My daddy found him in a junk yard when he was 16, remodled it himself, and kept it in shape all though the years. He named it Rally, because he thought this car belonged in a race car track, for some reason. It drive's nice, but doesn't go an inch over 70 miles per hour." She put the stroller in the back, then strapped Julia into the seat. Savanah smiled at Adrian. "You want to go see a real haunted house? This place was around in the Cival war time's. People would come in at night, and see guys in old fashioned clothes talking. But when they came close to them, they dissapered." She grinned mischiviously.
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Posted: Mon Dec 27, 2010 1:07 am
❝ You don't ever have to read my min
You can see it when you close your eyes
Don't believe it when you lose your faith
Another moment is a moment of wait... ❞  ╔══════════════╗
☽ Јeϯ ☾
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♥☠♥ ღ⊱═══≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ≎≎≎≎≎≎≎═══⊰ღ
♥═══♥ Loving ♥═══♥ Caring ♥═══♥Kind ♥═══♥ Poliate ♥═══♥ Under-Spoken ♥═══♥ ☣═══☣ Depressed ☣═══☣ Self-Loathing ☣═══☣ Pained ☣═══☣ {OOC}: ❝ The only thing that our hearts are made of
are the acts of forgiveness and love
The only thing real when push comes to shove
are the acts of forgiveness and love... ❞ ღ⊱ ═══≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ± : . : ± : . : ± : . : ± : ≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ♥ ≎≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ± : . : ± : . : ± : . : ±≎≎≎≎≎≎≎═══ ⊰ღ ((I just wanted to make this so I would have the code for later. Ignore this right now)) ღ⊱ ═══≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ± : . : ± : . : ± : . : ± : ≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ♥ ≎≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ± : . : ± : . : ± : . : ±≎≎≎≎≎≎≎═══ ⊰ღ ❝ Cuz in the end no one losses or wins
The stories begin, again and again
With forgiveness and love... ❞   
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Posted: Mon Dec 27, 2010 1:22 am
❝Hey mom look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up acroding to plan
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do
But it hurts when you disapprove all along ❞  ╔══════════════╗
☣ Ⱥdɍiᾀn ☣
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✡⊱═══≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ≎≎≎≎≎≎≎═══⊰✡
♥═══♥ Loyal ♥═══♥ Loving ♥═══♥ Protective ♥═══♥ Fatherly ♥═══♥ Loving ♥═══♥ ☣═══☣ Cold ☣═══☣ Fearful ☣═══☣ Cut Throat ☣═══☣ {OOC}: ❝ Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand ❞ ✡⊱ ═══≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ± : . : ± : . : ± : . : ± : ≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ♥ ≎≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ± : . : ± : . : ± : . : ±≎≎≎≎≎≎≎═══ ⊰✡ I smiled brightly. I was really starting to love this day
~*TimeSkip*~
I waited pleasently for Savanah, and when she came down I couldn't help but just smile. I stroked Julia's hair. "You really do have every thing." I said brightly.
I happily followed Savanah into the garage. I looked at the old car. I wasn't an old car person, but it was nice. I looked up at Savanah alittle concerned. "Sure but, I don't think it's a good idea to take Julia there. She's only three months old and I don't think ghostes are the best thing for her now." I said with a shy smile. I know I was being perinoid, but hey, this is my baby. I've never been responcible for another life. Especially one so delicate and beautiful. I sighed. "Let's just go. I can chicken out half way there." I shook my head and storked Julia's hair. I don't know why I do that so much. I guess it reassures me that she is real. And not some cruel dream I would wake up from any second, and have this wonderful thing stolen from me. I was determent to breake those stupid steriotypes about teen fathers. them being stupid and so distent. I wanted to give my baby girl the best life possible. "Are you sure this is a good idea." I let the words slip past my lips, my eyes never leaving Julia.
I sighed, looked up at Savanah and smiled. "I'm sorry. I'm being such a kill joy. I didn't mean to become this... stick in the mud." ✡⊱ ═══≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ± : . : ± : . : ± : . : ± : ≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ♥ ≎≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ± : . : ± : . : ± : . : ±≎≎≎≎≎≎≎═══ ⊰✡ ❝ 'Cuz we lost it all...
Nothing last forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect❞   
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Posted: Mon Dec 27, 2010 1:40 am
=====☠========☠========☠========☠========☠========☠========☠========☠===== ☀═══☀Happy☀═══☀Funny☀═══☀Loving☀═══☀Sweet☀═══☀Protective☀═══☀ ☠═══☠Violent☠═══☠Mean☠═══☠Hardheaded☠═══☠ ╔════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╗ ☀Șɒѷɐπαӈ☠ ╚════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╝ ✌ஐ ☪ Savanah laughed good naturedly. "It's a resteraunt. (Its real. I went there before with my aunt that actually does live in Georgia. It was sooo much fun) It's kinda small, but it has good food. And when do ghosts come out in broad day light, in a crowded place? Beside's, the haunted part is in the upstairs part, cut off from the actual resteraunt." She reasured him, and hopped into the car. She had to rev it a few time's to get it going, but when it started up, it roared loudly for a split second before settling into a growling purr. She pulled out, and headed toward's her destination. The building wasn't big. It was small, but tall. The cellings were high, and it was slightly creaky, from being old. Savanah grabbed Julia's chair, and carted her inside. The inside had a kind of arty feeling, with a whole bunch of paintings, and pictures on the walls. Savanah settled into a two person table, and sat Julia between her, and Adrian. The place was bright, and happy. You wouldn't think that just above your head, was a very haunted room. Savanah started pointing out things on the menu. "If you want brunch, the omlets are really good. Or, you could try a Georgia tradtion. Get a french dip. I used to eat them all the time. Do you like sweet tea? Like, extremly sweet tea? That's the only kind you'll get here. I miss it..." She laughed. (The tea taste's like sugar with just a dab of tea. Not kidding. Its hard to get down if your not from the south west...) "Oh! What about if we get both, and we can share? I'll get the tea, and you can try it, to see if you like it." She was smiling so brightly. Savanah loved her hometown. She was so excited that she could share it with Adrian.
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Posted: Mon Dec 27, 2010 1:56 am
❝You don't ever have to read my mind
You can see it when you close your eyes
Don't believe it when you lose your faith
Another moment is a moment of wait... ❞ ╔══════════════╗
☽ Јeϯ ☾
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♥☠♥ ღ⊱═══≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ≎≎≎≎≎≎≎═══⊰ღ
♥═══♥ Loving ♥═══♥ Caring ♥═══♥ Kind ♥═══♥ Poliate ♥═══♥ Under-Spoken ♥═══♥ ☣═══☣ Depressed ☣═══☣ Self-Loathing ☣═══☣ Pained ☣═══☣ {OOC}: ❝ The only thing that our hearts are made of
are the acts of forgiveness and love
The only thing real when push comes to shove
are the acts of forgiveness and love... ❞ ღ⊱ ═══≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ± : . : ± : . : ± : . : ± : ≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ♥ ≎≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ± : . : ± : . : ± : . : ±≎≎≎≎≎≎≎═══ ⊰ღ I was truely was getting tired of being alone. It made you think about your problems more. I sighed and walked back into the house.
I could easily tell I had missed alot. But I ignored it. There was some thing I had to do. If I didn't, then I would never get better. I had been thinking long and hard for the past few days, and I finally got my mind straight.
I slipped through the house and eventually found him. Kaidne. He wasn't alone like I was hoping. He was with Melody, Rudi, Dimitri and Carter. "Crap." I muttered to my self. But that seemed to be enough.
Kaidne looked over at me. His stunning green eyes sad. I just looked at him for a second. He truely looked sorry.
I cleared my throat. "Um.... can I talk to you?" I asked softly.
Kaidne nodded. "Yeah, sure." He said then, not saying any thing to Rudi, Melody, carter or Dimitri, walked over to me. I turned around and headed up stairs, Kaidne followed.
I made my way to our room, then shut the door. Then, the thin thread keeping me together, snapped. I threw my self at kaidne, wrapped my arms around hims burried my face in his shirt. A few tears slipped my control.
Kaidne wrapped his arms around me lovingly. "If you say your sorry, I hurt you." Kaidne joked.
I laughed softly and looked up at him. "I'm sorry." I smiled. "So. You going to hurt me now?"
"Naw... I lied." Kaidne said with a smile, then hugged me tighter. "I am so, so, so sorry." He paused for a second. "I love you." He muttered.
I didn't know what to say to that. So I simply didn't say any thing. I pulled out of the hug slightly. I smiled and kissed Kaidne. I pushed Kaidne down on the bed and smiled mischiviously. I crawled on top of Kaidne. His smile was pleasent and happy.
I pressed my lips to Kaidne's. He wrapped his arms around me and pulled me close to his body. I moaned softly as his hand cearessed my back. Kaidne sat up, arms still around me. I was now straddling his lap. Kaidne's hand slipped up my shrit. He ran his hand along my body, chest and scars. I shuttered and our kiss was broken as i drew in a sharp pleasured breath. I laced my fingers through Kaidne's hair and started kissing his neck. I could hear a soft moan slip from his lips. Kaidne slipped my shirt off, the proceeded to take off his own. I stroked his beautiful body in awe. My hands fell from his hair and started undoing Kaidne's jeans. I left him to do the rest as I pulled off my own jeans. I pulled away for a second as Kaidne pulled off his jeans. With a pleasureful, hungery look in his eye, Kaidne positioned me on his lap, and I moaned in pleasure. ღ⊱ ═══≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ± : . : ± : . : ± : . : ± : ≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ♥ ≎≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ± : . : ± : . : ± : . : ±≎≎≎≎≎≎≎═══ ⊰ღ ❝ Cuz in the end no one losses or wins
The stories begin, again and again
With forgiveness and love...❞
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Posted: Mon Dec 27, 2010 2:13 am
❝Hey mom look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up acroding to plan
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do
But it hurts when you disapprove all along ❞ ╔══════════════╗
☣ Ⱥdɍiᾀn ☣
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✡⊱═══≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ≎≎≎≎≎≎≎═══⊰✡
♥═══♥ Loyal ♥═══♥ Loving ♥═══♥ Protective ♥═══♥ Fatherly ♥═══♥ Loving ♥═══♥ ☣═══☣ Cold ☣═══☣ Fearful ☣═══☣ Cut Throat ☣═══☣ {OOC}:I'm from the South West, and I hate sweet things. razz ❝ Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand ❞ ✡⊱ ═══≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ± : . : ± : . : ± : . : ± : ≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ♥ ≎≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ± : . : ± : . : ± : . : ±≎≎≎≎≎≎≎═══ ⊰✡ I looked around the resteraunt. It was nice. Beautiful. To think I was aftraid of it. I smiled and my eyes fell on Savanah. I laughed softly. "Hey, I have no idea what to do here. You pick and I will simply follow." I said cheerfully. "But I will be brave and try that tea. And I am starving so I'm kind of fine with any thing. As long as it doesn't have dead pig in it, I'm good." I smiled.
I returned to looking around the place. I also noticed being here made Savanah so happy. And if Savanah was happy, I was happy. A thought came to mind. My eyes locked on savanah again. "Hey, you love it here. You think we could get Jorden to move every one down here?" I asked with a smile. ✡⊱ ═══≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ± : . : ± : . : ± : . : ± : ≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ♥ ≎≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ± : . : ± : . : ± : . : ±≎≎≎≎≎≎≎═══ ⊰✡ ❝ 'Cuz we lost it all...
Nothing last forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect❞
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Posted: Mon Dec 27, 2010 5:11 pm
=====☠========☠========☠========☠========☠========☠========☠========☠===== ☀═══☀Happy☀═══☀Funny☀═══☀Loving☀═══☀Sweet☀═══☀Protective☀═══☀ ☠═══☠Violent☠═══☠Mean☠═══☠Hardheaded☠═══☠ ╔════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╗ ☀Șɒѷɐπαӈ☠ ╚════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╝ ✌ஐ ☪ Savanah sighed wistfully. "Oh...I wish...it's always warm here, even if its a little humid sometime's. And everyone could meet Mama. I swear, they would like her. It would be good for them, don'tcha think? We need a mama, especially Mama. She'd make everyone feel good, and she'd help Carter, and Julia, and she'd help Kaidne with his adiction, like she helped my uncle with his drinking problem. She'd help Jet feel better, she'd make Jorden feel good...And we could live in my house, and I'd clean up the front room. No one's touched it, because it scared them, but I could do it." Her voice was getting excited, and she was talking faster. But then, she shrugged, sighing, still smiling wistfully. "But I couldn't make Jorden and everyone move. That's his house, filled with his stuff...and I couldn't make him leave that behind. It wouldn't be fair." She smiled. "We'll just have to make the best of the time we have here now!"Eventually, she decided on getting a cheese omlet, a chicken french dip, and some mashed potatos for Julia, if she was hungry, or woke up. She also got the tea, and a coke, if Adrian didn't particularily enjoy it. (Your from Texas! Not the south west, this is allll the way across the country! Your from the...um...south south... blaugh ) When the food arrived she cut the omlet, and sandwich in half, pushed one half of each on one plate, the rest on the other. She gave one to Adrian and herself. The liquidy brown sauce, she put in between them. "I have no idea what that crap is, but the sandwich doesn't taste half as good without it." She grinned, and sipped on the tea. "Would that be little miss Savyanna sittin' over there?"Savanah looked up. She vaugely recignised that voice... Three very tall, very pretty, and very blonde girls sauntered up. The one who had spoken was in front. The one to the left had a pouty, bitchy look to her face. The one to the right had an airy, dumb blonde look to her. Sweet, innocent, and bubbly, but not that bright. Savanah recignised them imidiently. She smiled faintly at them, and rested her head on her hand. "Hello...Kristina, Baylie, Jordan." She went from the girl in front, to the bitchy one, to the air head. They all smiled. Kristina, a kind of cheerleader type smile. Baylie, a shadow of one. Jordan, happy, and exstatic. Jordan squealed all of a sudden, and rushed forward to hug Savanah. "Savy! Savy, Savy, Savy!" She squealed happily. "I missed ya'll so much!" She stepped back then, clapping her hands together. These were Savanah's old friends. She'd been particularily close with Kristina. She liked Baylie's cool, and calm exterrior. And she was alway's very protective of Jordan. She always worried that the girl was going to choke on the lolli pops she had an endless supply of. Kristina beemed at Savanah. "So...did'cha decide to come on back to the peachy state?"Savanah smiled softly. "Vistin' Mama. I'm goin' back home soon, though."The three girls' eyes went to Adrian then. Kristina's was slightly searching. Baylie's was mildly bored. Jordan's was happily curious. Baylie spoke then. "Who's the dude?" Unlike Kristina's and Jordan's thick Georgia accents, Baylie's had more of an English accent, even though she'd never set foot in England once in her life. Savanah seemed to remember Adrian then. It was weird, having him here, with her old life. Bizarre. She straightened up, flustered. "Oh. This is Adrian, my boyfriend. He live's with me, and a few other roomates."Kristina's eyebrow's went up into her hair. Baylie seemed to look more interested. Jordan was sucking on a lolli pop. "You...live with boy's? How many?"Savanah remembered that tone, and that look. It ment 'Whore Alert'. She didn't mind though. Who care's if her old pom pom friends didn't agree with her? "I live in a bording house. Jorden, the landlord, Micheal, the docter, Willem, the butler, are all guys. Then, the guys that live there are Kaidne and Jet. They are dating. Dimitri, and Rudi. Rudi's with his girlfriend Melody. Then there's a little boy named Carter, and Coal and Teyson live there too."Kristina nodded. "So that's where Coal ran off to. I thought Teyson was killed."Savanah ignored that. Jordan smiled, giggling, at Adrian. "Your really, really hot." She started to come forward slightly, but her toe tapped Julia's chair. She looked down in mild shock. "Ohmigosh, it's a lil' baby!" She smiled in delight. Baylie raised an eyebrow questioningly. "That's Julia. She's Adrian's daughter.""Adopted, right? Or did you get knocked up?" Kristina said unkindly. Savanah's eyes narrowed the tiniest bit, but her shadowed smile stayed. "Nah, she's not mine, I'm sad to say. She's Adrian's old girlfriends."Kristina nodded, buisnies like. She gave a silent message to the other two girls, and Jordan pouted. "I don't wanna go! We haven't seen Savy in soooo long!""She want's to eat with her boyfriend and his b*****d child. Come along, Jordan. Ta ta, sweetums." Kristina waved her fingers at Savanah, and they left. Savanah sighed, rolling her eyes. "I swear, don't you pay attention to what she said. She's a b***h. She make's other girls feel bad about themselves, because she doens't want anyone to know that she's not as rich as she say's she is. No one'll question a girl that'll just spray paint 'whore' on your locker if you cross the line." She sighed, and smoothed out Julia's dark hair. "What they say isn't worth a s**t. We, and everyone that matter's, know's Julia is an angel sent to us durring a bad time. You got that? And if you steam over what they said, you'll just let her win." She looked pointedly at the tea glass. "Try it. I wanna see if you like it." She smiled and pushed the glass towards him, dipping her sandwich idly into the sauce, and taking a small bite.
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Posted: Mon Dec 27, 2010 6:36 pm
❝Hey mom look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up acroding to plan
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do
But it hurts when you disapprove all along ❞ ╔══════════════╗
☣ Ⱥdɍiᾀn ☣
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✡ ⊱═══≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ≎≎≎≎≎≎≎═══⊰✡
♥═══♥ Loyal ♥═══♥ Loving ♥═══♥ Protective ♥═══♥ Fatherly ♥═══♥ Loving ♥═══♥ ☣═══☣ Cold ☣═══☣ Fearful ☣═══☣ Cut Throat ☣═══☣ {OOC}:That reminds me of some thing Marcel said. He was saying how every anime fan loves Top Roman. He said it's like there's not a black person on earth who doesn't love Koolade and fried chicken. And he said it so seriously. ❝ Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand ❞ ✡⊱ ═══≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ± : . : ± : . : ± : . : ± : ≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ♥ ≎≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ± : . : ± : . : ± : . : ±≎≎≎≎≎≎≎═══ ⊰✡ I was willing to smile at Savanah's friends at first. But as soon as the started talking, I didn't even try. The whole time I had been watching them with a bored, f*ck off, expression. But as soon as the mentioned Julia, I had to force my self not to stand up and punch her in the face. I had no problem hitting my girl. Every one says wemon should be treated just as well as guy's so, why treat them differently. I was reliefed when they finally left. I sighed. "There's one bad thing about here." I said, sounding tired.
I looked at the tea Savanah had pushed infront of me. I thought about it for a second. I wondered if this was really a good idea. But, I was going to be brave. I grabbed the glass and took a sip and ... wow. Um... It was hard to swallow. It tasted like nothing but suger. And I never really liked sweet things. It was like a sweet over load.
I manged to get it down with out fuss. my hand was now lightly over my mouth, kind of shocked. "Why'd I do that?" I laughed. I shook my head. "Holy crap. That's not tea!"
I looked over and saw Julia watching me ceriously. "What? You wanna try?" I looked over at Savanah. "I wonder. Liz loves sweet things." I grabbed the glass and ever so carefully, gave Julia a taste. She made a horrible digusted face. I laughed, but felt bad. I sat the glass back onto the table and grabbed a napkin. I wiped the tea she had spat out off her face. I was laughing. It was funny. I dropped me head, a hand still on Julia's back. "I'm so mean." I laughed. I looked up at Savanah. "Look's like she takes after me." I smiled amusingly. I looked back at Julia. "I'm so sorry." I said to my daughter, and I swear, she was giving me a dirty look, which only made me laugh more. ✡⊱ ═══≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ± : . : ± : . : ± : . : ± : ≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ♥ ≎≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ± : . : ± : . : ± : . : ±≎≎≎≎≎≎≎═══ ⊰✡ ❝ 'Cuz we lost it all...
Nothing last forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect❞
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Posted: Mon Dec 27, 2010 7:14 pm
=====☠========☠========☠========☠========☠========☠========☠========☠===== ☀═══☀Happy☀═══☀Funny☀═══☀Loving☀═══☀Sweet☀═══☀Protective☀═══☀ ☠═══☠Violent☠═══☠Mean☠═══☠Hardheaded☠═══☠ ╔════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╗ ☀Șɒѷɐπαӈ☠ ╚════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╝ ✌ஐ ☪ Savanah laughed. "It could be that, or its not the same as boob milk. But, I can tell she's gonna be a daddy's girl, aren'tcha, babe?" She reached down to tickle the baby's stomach. She pushed the Coke over to Adrian and downed it. She shrugged. Taste's good to me... she thought. Once they finished eating, she took them back to her house. "Hey, I think my baby room is still intact. Mama didn't want to take it down, so I moved to another room. It's on the second floor, the fifth door to the left. You can see if Julia want's anything from there." She was looking in the storage closet by the kitchen, and found cleaning supplies. "Even if no one's movin' here, I'm cleaning that room. It'll make me feel better." She ripped down the curtain and dumped a cleaning powder on the floor, then put water on it. It fizzled and bubbled, doing its job. Slowly, the white powder turned murky red. Savanah grinned, and got a carpet cleaning vaccum. Once the carpet was clean, she washed the walls until they were in its orignal condition. She grabbed the presents and stowed them away in the garage, after cleaning the bike. She didn't know what to do with the furnature. There wasn't anything special, or significant about them, like they'd been handed down through the years or anything like that. So, she pushed them out on the curb, and ordered dupilacates from Galaxy (her secret store's name. I finally came up with one razz ). ((You can make anything you want in Savanah's baby room. It look's like this, and this. You can make her baby clothes whatever you want, it just has to be hot pink and black, or little yellow dresses, or white one's. You can make whateva toy's you want too, no color needed.)) Savanah got her furnature on speed order, and aranged it in the correct spots. She stepped back, and asessed her work. Nice. It looked like it did all those years ago. She smiled, flashes of memory of that night flying through her mind. She'd never be able to comfortably be in this room, and every detail of the slaughter room was burned into her mind...but now it was okay. She could still see Maple's little hand prints, and the volcano shape that her blood had made. She'd never forget that. But who would? It's not an easy thing to forget. She threw away the tarp, letting sunlight into the room, and crashed in the living room ajacent to it.
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Posted: Mon Dec 27, 2010 7:53 pm
❝Hey mom look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up acroding to plan
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do
But it hurts when you disapprove all along ❞ ╔══════════════╗
☣ Ⱥdɍiᾀn ☣
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✡ ⊱═══≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ≎≎≎≎≎≎≎═══⊰✡
♥═══♥ Loyal ♥═══♥ Loving ♥═══♥ Protective ♥═══♥ Fatherly ♥═══♥ Loving ♥═══♥ ☣═══☣ Cold ☣═══☣ Fearful ☣═══☣ Cut Throat ☣═══☣ {OOC}: ❝ Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand ❞ ✡⊱ ═══≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ± : . : ± : . : ± : . : ± : ≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ♥ ≎≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ± : . : ± : . : ± : . : ±≎≎≎≎≎≎≎═══ ⊰✡ I looked around the room. I like it. It fit Julia. Okay, I know she's only three months old, but I know my baby girl. I sat her bag down. After I changed her I looked through the assortment of cloths. i smiled gittily at what I found. I carefully slipped the shirt on Julia so carefully. It kind of scared me. She was so fragile I felt like I was going to break some thing. the skirt was easier. After Julia was dressed, I grabbed a bottle from her bag. "I'll be right back sweetie." I told her and stepped out of the room. I went into the bath room and did as my mom told. I ran the bottle under hot water. Once the milk was at a nice temperture, I went back to the nursery. I scooped Julia into my arms and sat down in the chair. I propped Julia in one arm and offered her the bottle. Julia drank the milk greetily. All I could do was smile. People ever say how rewarding it is to be a father. I might have become one too soon, but I see what they are talking about. Once the milk was gone, I burped Julia like my mom told me to. I looked down at my daughter. Her eye lids grew heavy. "How long can you sleep in one day?" Julia hicuped then nuzzled her head on my arm. I stood up and layed Julia in the crip. I reached over and grabbed a pacifier and placed it gently in Julia's mouth. She sucked on it adoaribley as she fell asleep. I walked back over to the chair and sat down. I was tired. I leaned my head back then thought about some thing. I hadn't gotten any thing ready for Julia back home. Crap. I pulled out my phone and searched through my contacts until I found Jorden's number. I texted him: Hey, Jorden, I just want to know if there is enough space there for Julia... my little three month old daughter. I think I'll be moving into savanah's room, and I want to fix up my room for Julia. Just want to know if I can do that. Thanks I put my phone away and sighed. I didn't want to leave Julia's side. Before long, I drifted asleep. ✡⊱ ═══≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ± : . : ± : . : ± : . : ± : ≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ♥ ≎≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ± : . : ± : . : ± : . : ±≎≎≎≎≎≎≎═══ ⊰✡ ❝ 'Cuz we lost it all...
Nothing last forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect❞
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Posted: Mon Dec 27, 2010 9:10 pm
=====☠========☠========☠========☠========☠========☠========☠========☠===== ☀═══☀Happy☀═══☀Funny☀═══☀Loving☀═══☀Sweet☀═══☀Protective☀═══☀ ☠═══☠Violent☠═══☠Mean☠═══☠Hardheaded☠═══☠ ╔════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╗ ☀Șɒѷɐπαӈ☠ ╚════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╝ ✌ஐ ☪ Savanah jogged up the stairs, and pushed the door open to her nursery. She saw Julia in her old crib, and Adrian passed out on the felt rocking chair. She snorted, and went to check on Julia. Oh...my God. She was wearing the outfit her aunt gave to her. It was the only one of its kind in her wardobe. Daddy had found it funny, and amusing. It scared Mama, especially the pacifier. Aunt Mackenzi had always been an exotic one... Savanah pulled Adrian over her shoulder, half carrying him, half dragging him, down to the room across the hall. This had been Teyson's room when he stayed over. Teyson used to stay over a lot, which allowed him and Savanah to get extremly close. She settled Adrian into the kingsized football bed in the football room. Daddy had been overjoyed to design this room, and went a little overboard. It made her think that he sometime's wished that he had gotten a little boy, instead of a girl, but then he would come up to her, snatch her up, and call her his 'little princess Annie Baby'. Savanah went back to Julia, and sat down on the rocker, huming 'Silent Night' softly.
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Posted: Mon Dec 27, 2010 9:58 pm
❝It's raining today
The blinds are shut, it's always the same
I tried all the games that they play
But they made me insane ❞  ╔══════════════╗
✦⊷ Ɉorȡҿn ⊶✦
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⊱⋠ ☪ ⋡⊰ ✦⊷ ⊱═══≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ≎≎≎≎≎≎≎═══⊰⊶✦
♥═══♥ Protective ♥═══♥ Caring ♥═══♥ Ill ♥═══♥ Loving ♥═══♥ Fragile ♥═══♥ ☣═══☣ Weak ☣═══☣ Cruel ☣═══☣ Stressed ☣═══☣ {OOC}: Damnit!! I spent all this time on the profile and finding just the right picture, and I just found I already made one for him! ❝ I'm ready to fall
I'm ready to crawl on my knees to know it all
I'm ready to heal, I'm ready to feel ❞ ✦⊷⊱ ═══≎≎≎≎≎ ± : . : ± : . : ± : . : ± : ≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ♥ ≎≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ± : . : ± : . : ± : . : ±≎≎≎≎≎═══ ⊰⊶✦ I was rubbing my head when my phone went off. I sighed in disgust. "What now." I looked at the message and my expression lightened. "Hm... didn't even know Adrian had a daughter." I said simply. "Looks like we're gonna need a nursery." Micheal placed a hand under my arm and helped me to my feet. I turned around and saw Williem was standing there. I jumped, not expecting him to be so close. Williem smiled. "Did you say a nursery?"I looked over at Micheal, who looked slightly frightened. I turned back to williem and nodded. "Great." He said cheerfully. "Let's get to work." He walked past me and walked towards the upstairs, but then paused. "A boy or girl.""Girl." I said carefully. "Great. Now," He looked from Micheal to I alittle annoyed. "Get to work."Both me and Micheal sighed. Williem loved to home decorate. Thank you very much Adrian. After getting Adrian's simply furniture out of the way, we, Micheal and I, preped the room to paint the walls. Williem came in with cans of paint. He dropped them down infront of me. He opened then reveiling a deep shade of pink. He handed me a paint roller and Micheal a paint brush. "Now, get to work."I sighed and started painting. Williem went to get the furniture. Micheal looked over at me disgruntledly. "Hey, don't blame me.""I blame you." He said in a joking tone. But then he sighed and got to work. Micheal was working on the oppisate side of the room from me. "Hey Jorden, can you bring that paint can over here?" He asked, working on the high parts of the wall I couldn't reach. "Sure." I sat down my paint thingy and broght the can over to him. I dropped it on the ground alittle to hard and paint splattered on Micheal. Micheal looked at me astonished. "Oh no you didn't." He said almost like a warning. I started walking back to my side of the room. "Hey, not my fault." I looked back and I saw some thing evil in Micheal's eyes. "No, no, no. Don't even think about it." But he did, Micheal dipped the paint brush in the hot pink paint, he flicked the paint at me. I covered my face with my arm. The paint got on my arm, side of my shirt and hair. I looked at the paint on me then looked at the hair that draped over my shoulder, now spattered slightly with paint. "You. Got. Paint. In. My. Hair." I glared at Micheal. I was about to do the same to him when Williem stepped back into the room. "Don't you think about it Gethro." He said in a very stern father-like voice. I gasped and looked from him to Micheal, who just laughed like nothing happened and got back to work. "Get back to work." He told me. I scowled and continued to paint. ~*TimeLaps*~ I stepped back and looked at the room. I smiled and nodded in aproaval. "I like it. Turned out better then I thought."Micheal sighed. "I hate painting." He complained as he come back into the room after putting away the last of the paint cans. "At least it's done." I said with a sigh. "Thank you both." Williem smiled. Him and Micheal left. I was left standing there, staring at the room. I sat down in the chair and fell asleep. ✦⊷⊱ ═══≎≎≎≎≎ ± : . : ± : . : ± : . : ± : ≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ♥ ≎≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ± : . : ± : . : ± : . : ±≎≎≎≎≎═══ ⊰⊶✦ ❝ They're telling me it's beautiful
I believe them, but will I ever know
The world behind my wall
The sun will shine like never before
One day I will be ready to go
See the world behind my wall ❞   
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Song in my head
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Posted: Mon Dec 27, 2010 10:28 pm
❝Hey mom look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up acroding to plan
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do
But it hurts when you disapprove all along ❞ ╔══════════════╗
☣ Ⱥdɍiᾀn ☣
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✡ ⊱═══≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ≎≎≎≎≎≎≎═══⊰✡
♥═══♥ Loyal ♥═══♥ Loving ♥═══♥ Protective ♥═══♥ Fatherly ♥═══♥ Loving ♥═══♥ ☣═══☣ Cold ☣═══☣ Fearful ☣═══☣ Cut Throat ☣═══☣ {OOC}: ❝ Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand ❞ ✡⊱ ═══≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ± : . : ± : . : ± : . : ± : ≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ♥ ≎≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ± : . : ± : . : ± : . : ±≎≎≎≎≎≎≎═══ ⊰✡ I looked around and I was back home. I was in my room. Every thing was dead silent. It was creepy. I slinked quietly from my room. I looked down and noticed I wasn't wearing any thing besides loose blue jeans. It was strange but I shrugged it off and continued walking down the hall. I looked carefully around the corner and through every open door I passed. the house was empty. I jumped when my cousin Joehsia ran around the corner. His eyes where terrified. He paused only for a second to look at me, then continued to run down the hall. He stayed silent. It was like he was running from some thing. Suddenly I was scared. I hurried down the hall and down the stairs. Every thing was still quiet. I searched through the down stairs. I walked into my front room, the living room. I froze. The sight stopped my heart.
Blood. Blood every where. Then I saw the people. Men, wemon, children. I looked closer and could make out faces, the ones that wheren't mangled and bloody. I saw mom, dad, my cousins, uncles, aunts. My eyes drifted over the people in horror. My breath was cought in my throat when I saw a large black wolf staring at me. it's eyes where icey and insane. It's paws where covered in blood. And in his mouth was a child. It was Julia. her beautiful face mangled and bloody. Suddenly, a salt and pepper colored wolf(jared) jumped from beside me and tackled the black wolf. I fight broke out. I walked numbly into the blood soaked room. I knelt down besides Julia's small lifeless body. I stroked her face, my hand shaking. I looked up and saw my yenta (Grandmother) standing there. Her face was sad and pained. She shook her head as a tear slipped her eye.I jolted awake with a gasp. I shot straight up in a bed. I looked around confused. How did I get here. I didn't care. I tried to get my breathing under control. Julia!!I shot out of the bed and hurried back to the nursery. I rushed over to the crip and breathed a sigh of relief seeing Julia sleeping peacfully. Nothing happened to her. I crossed my arms over the crip railing. I took my glasses off and dropped them on the floor. I burried my face in my arms. still breathing heavy in fear. I sobbed softly. I had never been so terrified in my entire life. ✡⊱ ═══≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ± : . : ± : . : ± : . : ± : ≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ♥ ≎≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ± : . : ± : . : ± : . : ±≎≎≎≎≎≎≎═══ ⊰✡ ❝ 'Cuz we lost it all...
Nothing last forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect❞
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Song in my Head ▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄ Perfect
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Posted: Tue Dec 28, 2010 12:31 am
=====☠========☠========☠========☠========☠========☠========☠========☠===== ☀═══☀Happy☀═══☀Funny☀═══☀Loving☀═══☀Sweet☀═══☀Protective☀═══☀ ☠═══☠Violent☠═══☠Mean☠═══☠Hardheaded☠═══☠ ╔════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╗ ☀Șɒѷɐπαӈ☠ ╚════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╝ ✌ஐ ☪ Savanah smiled when Adrian came in, but then frowned. He was crying, looking at Julia. She stood up, and started towards him, concerned, when her mind reached unconciously out to him, and saw what was troubling him. Oh. She stopped, arm lowering down. She should have expected this. It was only natural. She'd killed everyone, everyone she loved, hold three people. Who wouldn't dream that? I'm a monster. And he know's it now, too. She sighed silently, and slipped from the room. She morphed, and ran out of the house, heading towards her safe haven. The hospital. Staying close to the shadow's, nearly one with them herself, she ran at full speed, getting there in one forth the time it took by car. She shifted back, and hurried to her mama. She pushed the door open, tears stinging her eyes, but stopped. Mama wasn't alone. There was a...man. No, an older teen, around 19 or 20 with her. Mama looked like she was listening, idly. The guy was guesturing wildly, talking in hushed tones. His back was to her. All she could see was his wavy, dark brown hair, going just past his shoulder's. He was tall, almost as tall as Dimitri. Mama waved her hand dismissivly at something he said, and his back stiffend. He looked over his shoulder the same time Mama did, seeing Savanah, curiously looking at them. "...Mama?" She said tentitivly, moving forward slowly. Mama glanced darkly at the guy, and motioned to Savanah as if to say 'well, there you go'. The guy, who was wearing a simple white tee, with dark washed jeans turned fully around, and walked towards her. He didn't stop, but kept coming, hooked his arm's around her waist, and litterally dragged her out of the hospital. Savanah went kicking and muttering. "What the hell is going on? Why were you talkin' to Mama? Who are you?" She grew her wolf claws and was about to scratch him, when he dumped her on the manicured lawn to the side of the hospital. He looked down at her with an expression of slight annoyance, interest, and boredom. "So. Your the infamous Savanah Parker." He said darkly. Savanah bared her teeth at him. "So? Why were you talkin' to Mama!?"The guy used his foot to push her chest down when she tried to get up. It wasn't a rough gesture, but it wasn't nessisarily gentle either. "I'm Ray. You've heard of me, right?"Savanah's eyes turned the blackish purple tone they had when she was in wolf mode. "I'm going to kill you..."He brushed off her comment. "Savanah, I'm your lawers son."Savanah raised an eyebrow, and he continued. "Well, you've been getting some bad publicity from being in Georgia after running away for so long. And the look...it isn't helping." He guestured to her borrowed clothes. "So...my dad think's if you want this to blow over, he think's we should get married."Savanah paused, searching his face. No, he wasn't kidding. He looked slighlty disgusted, and angry...but there was apriciation under it, probably for her bright hair, and strange eyes. She burst out laughing, dropping back on the grass. She laughed for a while, then sat back up again. "Are you nuts!?" She gasped. He shook his head. She laughed again. "No. No, no, no, oh, and no! I'm not stupid, and I don't care about reputations." She stood up, easily brushing him off of her. "Get out of my life. I have enough crap going on without you terrorizing me." She started back to the hospital. "Your an outcast. A loner. Not acepted. Your boyfriend's messed up with his own problems. You live in an outcast home." He said behind her. She stopped. "I don't have that. They do. You stay with them, you'll have to deal with all of their problems, on top of your own. It'll drive you crazy, Savanah. I know it. With me, I don't have any problems. I live in a apartment, upscale. I have money. I have a job. I have a life, and then some. This life your trying to live is built on unstable ground. Eventually...its going to fall down. With me, though, I'm stable." His voice went softer, persuasive. Savanah didn't turn around. She kept going, and went to her mother. She didn't say anything. Mama didn't either. She only moved to one side of her bed, and Savanah laid beside her, them both falling asleep instantly.
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Posted: Tue Dec 28, 2010 1:14 am
❝It's raining today
The blinds are shut, it's always the same
I tried all the games that they play
But they made me insane ❞ ╔══════════════╗
✦⊷ Ɉorȡҿn ⊶✦
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⊱⋠ ☪ ⋡⊰ ✦⊷ ⊱═══≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ≎≎≎≎≎≎≎═══⊰⊶✦
♥═══♥ Protective ♥═══♥ Caring ♥═══♥ Ill ♥═══♥ Loving ♥═══♥ Fragile ♥═══♥ ☣═══☣ Weak ☣═══☣ Cruel ☣═══☣ Stressed ☣═══☣ {OOC}: Damnit!! I spent all this time on the profile and finding just the right picture, and I just found I already made one for him! ❝ I'm ready to fall
I'm ready to crawl on my knees to know it all
I'm ready to heal, I'm ready to feel ❞ ✦⊷⊱ ═══≎≎≎≎≎ ± : . : ± : . : ± : . : ± : ≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ♥ ≎≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ± : . : ± : . : ± : . : ±≎≎≎≎≎═══ ⊰⊶✦ I regained conciousness a few hours later. Which was strange for me. I normally slept five hours minimum. No matter what time of the day it was. I shook it off as I sat up straight. Only then did I realize I had dried paint still in my hair. I growled in disgust. No body messes with my hair. Or my cloths. But mostly the hair. I stood up and looked at the room. Ih had wondered where I had seen this furniture before. Then it hit me. This use to be Annie's things. My little siter Annibelle. My mom had picked every thing out her self, and dad asembled all of it. Of course, I was happy to help. Excited to get a sister. Any thing was better then my stupid hateful brother. My dad and I where sitting on the foor, all this crap layed out infront of us. Mom was asleep, Colt was off doing his drugs. The house was quiet and peaceful. The light middle eastern air flowed in the window and through the house. My father tried despretly to read the instructions, but they made no sense. So we had to asemble the crib and all the rest of the furniture by ear. Trying hundreds of different things before one piece finally fit. Also, he would sing, I would sing. We where a very musical family. It took use all day to do what should have taken an hour or two. It was fun. Later, my dad confessed that he knew what the instructions where saying, but he wanted to make thing's fun. Now, music haunts me and fun was a distent memory. I smiled at the pleasent memories this simple room brought. "I would give any thing to have that back." I sighed. "Allah, why must you be so cruel." I muttered. Before long, I knew the good memories would only bring me heart ache. So I turned and left the room. I walked into my room. I looked around at the row of pictures surrounding my room. I walked along them until I came to one of a little girl. She was so happy. Her big purple eyes burned into my memory. It was little Annibelle. She reminded me so much of Savanah. She was the same age that Savanah would have been at the time. And those eyes. She was the sweetest little girl. She didn't deserve to die. SHe would have been 16 today if it wasn't for me. "Happy Birthday Annie." I said sadly. I bit my lip and tore my eyes from the photo. I walked into the bathroom and stripped down. I stepped into the shower to get this paint off me. ~*Timelaps*~ I was going to kill Micheal. It took me over an hour just to get the paint out of my hair. I slipped on a black pair of jeans and an, I'm with stupid, tee shirt. I sighed and sat down on by bed, my wet hair draping infront of my face. I wondered how things where going with savanah and Adrian. I grabbed my phone off me desk and attempted to call Adrian, but he didn't pick up. Then I dialed Savanah's number and waited. ✦⊷⊱ ═══≎≎≎≎≎ ± : . : ± : . : ± : . : ± : ≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ♥ ≎≎≎≎≎≎≎≎ ± : . : ± : . : ± : . : ±≎≎≎≎≎═══ ⊰⊶✦ ❝ They're telling me it's beautiful
I believe them, but will I ever know
The world behind my wall
The sun will shine like never before
One day I will be ready to go
See the world behind my wall ❞
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Song in my head
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World behind my wall
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