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 Posted: Wed Feb 03, 2010 3:19 pm
I need to stop taking these flu tablets, they're making me a bit slow thinking... not sure if it's cos I'm actually ill, or the tablets D: XD
I also feel really bad laughing in class when we looked at some symptoms of a schizophrenic person, and the symptom on them feeling like they're under control of an alien made me laugh D:> I felt bad. Also, that video we watched was also horrible to see... considering what they have to go through <3 I should alao go tbed too. xD
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Posted: Wed Feb 03, 2010 3:20 pm
Iunno, I guess I should be glad that people at least bother to pretend...seeing as I'm really not used to that. But for the very same reason, I only wish I could be sure...taking one's word for it, or for anything, never managed to creep into my nature what with the constant stream of minor backstabbings. (I mean, when you're eight years old, how backstabby can you really get? xp )
I also wish I were better at showing that I do, in fact, care about other people. Even when I'm trying to empathize, I always end up making it about me (e.g. "I really hate that you're going through all this"), and the more I try to revise it, the more selfish it sounds. sweatdrop
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Posted: Wed Feb 03, 2010 3:21 pm
Kestin Sha I keep on freaking out over smaller and smaller things and it keeps getting worse every time and I can't calm myself down and I can't make it stop happening. In case anyone's noticed how I keep getting upset over remarks not intended to bother me...that's part of it. I know I look totally ridiculous and that the whole thing is moronic but I just end up panicking anyway...it's like the emotional part of my brain and the logical part are not only separate, but don't communicate at all. I hate what I'm turning into and I hate how you all are probably starting to see me. I don't know why my skin is thinning so drastically. It's probably almost as miserable for me having to go through it as it is for those who actually have to put up with me panicking over nothing. I have ways to calm me down (not quickly, but they exist), but the problem is more the fact that I get upset in the first place, and that I can't control.
I'm sorry. I know how sick of me you're all getting and I don't know how to change what's happening or if it'll stop eventually and revert back to my normal extremely-thin-skinned-ness-but-not-nearly-as-bad-as-it-is-now... sweatdrop I wish I could get this out to everyone, but not everyone looks at this thread, and I'm too afraid to make my own threads anymore. I flipped at the "skin is thinning," I though you meant literally. My brain screamed "DOCTOR NOW!" then I was like...duh. My skin is literally thicker than the average person, I would share with you if I could. sweatdrop
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Posted: Wed Feb 03, 2010 3:23 pm
@Shiori - I watched that video x) It reminds me of my sister's project she has to do. She's doing it on Parkinsons instead to raise awareness, and because her course is all animation etc, she's added a lot of concept and research into it, and it's interesting to ead about yours. <3
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Posted: Wed Feb 03, 2010 3:25 pm
Kestin Sha Iunno, I guess I should be glad that people at least bother to pretend...seeing as I'm really not used to that. But for the very same reason, I only wish I could be sure...taking one's word for it, or for anything, never managed to creep into my nature what with the constant stream of minor backstabbings. (I mean, when you're eight years old, how backstabby can you really get? xp ) I also wish I were better at showing that I do, in fact, care about other people. Even when I'm trying to empathize, I always end up making it about me (e.g. "I really hate that you're going through all this"), and the more I try to revise it, the more selfish it sounds. sweatdrop I'm not the type tae back stab. An' that's merely your view. I'd say I'm the same way, yet I'll not wager anything on that self diagnosis. Kestin Sha Little Miss Fortune Kestin Sha Divine_Malevolence Sick o' ye? Now, what'd give you this idea? You couldn't make me get sick o' ye if you gave off as much radiation as a nuke. Even if I believed that, there's still the matter of the rest of the guild. ^^;
I'm not sick of you either.Still most people. ^^; It is good to know one or two that aren't (or are willing to pretend they aren't), but I'll bet there's at least twenty-five zCBers who used to be fine with my presence, but now want me gone, and would never say so out loud. I mean, if I were anyone else, I'd want me gone too. xp Come to think of it, I do want me gone...albeit in a somewhat different way.An' who would these twenty five be? An' how easy would it be for me to take 'em out with one arm tied behind my back?
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Posted: Wed Feb 03, 2010 3:26 pm
Shiori Miko Kestin Sha I keep on freaking out over smaller and smaller things and it keeps getting worse every time and I can't calm myself down and I can't make it stop happening. In case anyone's noticed how I keep getting upset over remarks not intended to bother me...that's part of it. I know I look totally ridiculous and that the whole thing is moronic but I just end up panicking anyway...it's like the emotional part of my brain and the logical part are not only separate, but don't communicate at all. I hate what I'm turning into and I hate how you all are probably starting to see me. I don't know why my skin is thinning so drastically. It's probably almost as miserable for me having to go through it as it is for those who actually have to put up with me panicking over nothing. I have ways to calm me down (not quickly, but they exist), but the problem is more the fact that I get upset in the first place, and that I can't control.
I'm sorry. I know how sick of me you're all getting and I don't know how to change what's happening or if it'll stop eventually and revert back to my normal extremely-thin-skinned-ness-but-not-nearly-as-bad-as-it-is-now... sweatdrop I wish I could get this out to everyone, but not everyone looks at this thread, and I'm too afraid to make my own threads anymore. I flipped at the "skin is thinning," I though you meant literally. My brain screamed "DOCTOR NOW!" then I was like...duh. My skin is literally thicker than the average person, I would share with you if I could. sweatdrop Eep, sorry. ^^; I'm actually really thick-skinned in real life too...[whited for the squeamish] I once poked a needle right through my fingertip and it ended up coming out half an inch away, only having pierced through the outer layers...I didn't feel anything, and I didn't bleed at all. I wonder if there's a way to take literal thick skin and graft it onto figurative thin skin. xp
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Posted: Wed Feb 03, 2010 3:30 pm
@Divine: You'd take out zCBers just because they happen to dislike me? xp Makes me curious if...nah, I won't ask. But hell, there's plenty of people I happen to dislike, just cause their personality rubs me the wrong way...not only is it my right, but it's not even under my control. ^^; I'd expect people don't just consciously decide not to like someone.
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Posted: Wed Feb 03, 2010 3:31 pm
Kestin Sha @Divine: You'd take out zCBers just because they happen to dislike me? xp Makes me curious if...nah, I won't ask. But hell, there's plenty of people I happen to dislike, just cause their personality rubs me the wrong way...not only is it my right, but it's not even under my control. ^^; I'd expect people don't just consciously decide not to like someone. If they decided to make something of it.
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Posted: Wed Feb 03, 2010 3:33 pm
I'm eating the sweets my mom told me not to. xp
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Posted: Wed Feb 03, 2010 3:35 pm
Divine_Malevolence Kestin Sha @Divine: You'd take out zCBers just because they happen to dislike me? xp Makes me curious if...nah, I won't ask. But hell, there's plenty of people I happen to dislike, just cause their personality rubs me the wrong way...not only is it my right, but it's not even under my control. ^^; I'd expect people don't just consciously decide not to like someone. If they decided to make something of it. ...I'm tempted to ask, but you'd really hate me if I did. ^^; Besides, I think I know the answer already. [/utterly pointless post]
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Nespin Fernagon Vice Captain
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Posted: Wed Feb 03, 2010 3:42 pm
Iwa_Clay_Birds I'm eating the sweets my mom told me not to. xp You rebel you. @Kestin: Who wants you gone is immaterial. Unless you break our rules, and pretty seriously at that, we're not going to kick you. If any of those 25 are reading this, be aware that trying to drive someone else out is definitely not allowed.
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Posted: Wed Feb 03, 2010 3:45 pm
Nespin Fernagon Iwa_Clay_Birds I'm eating the sweets my mom told me not to. xp You rebel you. @Kestin: Who wants you gone is immaterial. Unless you break our rules, and pretty seriously at that, we're not going to kick you. If any of those 25 are reading this, be aware that trying to drive someone else out is definitely not allowed.
And no1 'llowed to mess wit u UPC Leen, or they mess wit da skunk. twisted
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Posted: Wed Feb 03, 2010 3:46 pm
Nespin Fernagon be aware that trying to drive someone else out is definitely not allowed. No matter how tempting it is sometimes D:
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Posted: Wed Feb 03, 2010 3:47 pm
Valheita Nespin Fernagon be aware that trying to drive someone else out is definitely not allowed. No matter how tempting it is sometimes D:
Don't be a meanie face D<
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