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 Posted: Thu Sep 23, 2004 2:44 am
yaten Cynder yaten *lurks around the thread because she is too annoyed, depressed, and stressed out to dleep* *just cries* crying I noticed you were still online earlier when I was toying with my friends list, so I kinda figured sweatdrop *hug?* That's because i'm always online... since i usually leave a gaia window open, and my computer is always on. I should probably hide my online status, due to it being so inaccurate. ...and yes.... sad I need a hug. I'm so stressed out over my exams, and now i fought with gren... and honestly, i just feel like sitting down in a dark corner and crying for a while. cry Whenever I've actually felt like doing that I have just found a corner to cry in, usually with a pillow across my face sweatdrop . It works wonders to have a good cry when you feel like you need it. On a side note, check the bottom of page two of the guild threads for a good laugh you may have forgotten about 3nodding .
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Posted: Thu Sep 23, 2004 2:47 am
Cynder yaten Cynder yaten *lurks around the thread because she is too annoyed, depressed, and stressed out to dleep* *just cries* crying I noticed you were still online earlier when I was toying with my friends list, so I kinda figured sweatdrop *hug?* That's because i'm always online... since i usually leave a gaia window open, and my computer is always on. I should probably hide my online status, due to it being so inaccurate. ...and yes.... sad I need a hug. I'm so stressed out over my exams, and now i fought with gren... and honestly, i just feel like sitting down in a dark corner and crying for a while. cry Whenever I've actually felt like doing that I have just found a corner to cry in, usually with a pillow across my face sweatdrop . It works wonders to have a good cry when you feel like you need it. On a side note, check the bottom of page two of the guild threads for a good laugh you may have forgotten about 3nodding . *cries and laughs a bit at the same time* thanks cyn. *goes off to just lay in bed*
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Posted: Thu Sep 23, 2004 2:54 am
yaten *cries and laughs a bit at the same time* thanks cyn. *goes off to just lay in bed* I do my best ^^; Rest well Yaten.
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Posted: Thu Sep 23, 2004 3:20 am
*blinks* Hmm... Interesting... *not implying any kind on mockery* Hope things can get settled down...
Cynder: I can see that you know about guns, heh. Did you just pick it up by living life or do a bit of research?
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Posted: Thu Sep 23, 2004 3:29 am
Zero Omega *blinks* Hmm... Interesting... *not implying any kind on mockery* Hope things can get settled down... Cynder: I can see that you know about guns, heh. Did you just pick it up by living life or do a bit of research? It's more of a passive hobby really, but my grandfather used to have a federal arms dealing license and both my father and uncle are decent shots, so yeah. I actually am in posession right now of my great-grandfather's 1911-A (.45), and it's one of the first ones ever issued. My real interest is more in the exotic guns you see in shows like Hellsing (Joshua [.454] and Jackal [13mm], Halconnen [20mm if I remember right], P90 with silencer and nightscope [5.7mm]). My main interest right now is the Main character's weapon from Blame (edit: gravitational beam emitter), but I need to actually find a place that has the manga, be it online or in paper format.
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Posted: Thu Sep 23, 2004 4:04 am
Cynder Zero Omega *blinks* Hmm... Interesting... *not implying any kind on mockery* Hope things can get settled down... Cynder: I can see that you know about guns, heh. Did you just pick it up by living life or do a bit of research? Member of the NRA? Heh, very interesting. I have a question, well if you have played Xenosaga you'll know what I'm talking about, Jr.'s Makarov gun; what would you classify that as?
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Posted: Thu Sep 23, 2004 4:05 am
*sits down at the computer* It's decided... or I've decided, rather... I can't handle this right now...
I've decided to leave gaia for a little while. Some of the things said to me... well... I think it's time I reassess why i'm here, exactly who I am, and most importantly... how I feel about certain things, certain people, and just... well... everything.
I hope to be back soon... but until I answer a few of these questions for myself... I just don't want to face a lot of people.
The only place on gaia that I will still frequent daily is my art thread, since it would be unfair of me to leave those people just hanging in there. I may lurk here a little, just to keep up on threads, to keep myself from getting horribly backlogged, but I won't be posting. So if you have anything to say to me, I suggest you either say it in my art thread, or contact me privately on AIM.
Also, i know a lot of you here don't know me...there are a lot of new people. Most of the people here probably don't care who I am, and some probably just don't care about me in general... but I would like to ask that no one reply to this post. If you have something to say to me, say it directly to me via AIM or Y!M. It could just be that I'm in a rather depressed mood right now... but I'd rather not lurk here just to see a bunch of people who don't know me at all, trying to sympathise with how I feel, or pretend that they know what i'm going through... because they don't know. I just really don't want to hear it.
I'm sorry if that sounds bitchy... or if people are confused... but i'd rather not go into it further in here. *bows* goodbye to you all... for a little while anyhow.
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Posted: Thu Sep 23, 2004 4:19 am
Zero Omega Cynder Zero Omega *blinks* Hmm... Interesting... *not implying any kind on mockery* Hope things can get settled down... Cynder: I can see that you know about guns, heh. Did you just pick it up by living life or do a bit of research? Member of the NRA? Heh, very interesting. I have a question, well if you have played Xenosaga you'll know what I'm talking about, Jr.'s Makarov gun; what would you classify that as? It's been a while since I played Xenosaga... let me go look up the specs. Edit: The Makarov is a real, Low calibur pistol (barely smaller that 9mm Luger). Seems like an ok Pistol for self defence, but I don't know how affective it would be in real combat, but that's not much of a worry considering Jr. is an insane shot. edit2: I hate the NRA. Guns may kill people, but it takes a person to pull the ******** trigger.
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Posted: Thu Sep 23, 2004 4:27 am
 some figurines I have haha  meh EEEWWWWW *RUNS AWAY*
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Posted: Thu Sep 23, 2004 4:30 am
Shoujo Phoenix  sweatdrop I heart U too
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Posted: Thu Sep 23, 2004 5:08 am
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Posted: Thu Sep 23, 2004 5:51 am
Jeez..my feet still hurt from working last night, and now I leave soon to work another nine hours. gonk
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Posted: Thu Sep 23, 2004 6:39 am
I am a day late and a dollar short for I have started a new job at second shift, but I sure was surprised when I saw who was in the spotlight! Congrats, Mala! xd
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Posted: Thu Sep 23, 2004 7:29 am
BEHOLD! scream My Wooden Sword Ryu cosplay!
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Posted: Thu Sep 23, 2004 7:47 am
OMG!!! I love you for this!!! heart You just made my day!!! mrgreen
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