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Sajuuk only stopped for a moment when he was through the portal to the desert realm of Nehekara. He could feel the searing heat on his body It felt strange to him now but something he could manage. He walked a little before Rose came flying through the portal behind him. "There is nothing to explain Rose. Everything is perfectly clear now, all those actions. Yes there are something you just cannot help but be and for me that is what I am. Something that cannot be helped." Said Sajuuk. he was a wash with different emotions that he normally kept in check but right now he could not help it. "You had best get out of here. Nagash doe snot always take kindly to others in his realm."

"Maybe I should yes, maybe I should do something that I want but that is difficult when you do not know what you want. And yes new beginnings do scare me, far more than you can feel because I know the consequences of my actions, the potential damage that could be done. I can't just do something without thinking, it is not my way." Said Sajuuk. he was not ready for this, it was all still too new to him, so much to deal with beyond his relatively simple life beforehand. He needed time to absorb everything, time to figure everything out. "I can't just give in, it is our history. Giving in leads to blood lust, blood lust leads to death on a massive scale. it is our curse Rose. We cannot just give into things, we must always be calm, controlled, watchful. Especially when you are in my condition, a designed weapon, to have something like myself just go rouge and act without thinking could cause a lot of damage." He said and paused for a moment. "You had best get out of here, like right now." Said Sajuuk. he could feel something in the air, something that was not right for this place.

"You also speak with out listening Rose. I know what you mean, I am just pointing out why I cannot just give in. Giving in to one thing makes it far easier to give into other things. The blood lust eventually becomes one of those things as our history has shown us." Said Sajuuk. he slowly started to walk towards one of the dunes in the distance, feeling somewhat drawn to that direction. "I am more machine than man. They say that every time you kill another being that you lose a part of yourself. I can safely vouch for that, you do lose a part of yourself and I have lost far more than any one should." Said Sajuuk. he did have to admit that he had felt something, it was strange, alien to him, something that he was taught never to approach but he liked it. "You already know the answer to that one Rose. So why bother with me saying it." he said as he formed a slim blade of ice. Shortly after he did that a jackal headed man leapt from above the dune only to be cut in half with a swift cut of Sajuuk's blade, only for it to dissolve into the sands. "You have all of your answers Rose. You never need to ask when you can already feel." he said.

"Yes we are all alike in that sense but then again it is not that hard. We have the smallest clan over all. We have not grown in years. Father has killed basically all of them. We are all that truly remains of our clan. Such a small collective of people. Traits are common within small lines." Said Sajuuk. if it was not for their lines inherent command over the undead and their inherent curse then their clan would have been annihilated long ago. "Don't forget that you are only half Von Carstine, the curse does not flow as strong within you. The other half of you has been mixed in with everything form this realm for a very very long time so it will be far easier for you because you have that human side to help you." Said Sajuuk. That is how it worked, that is what made things easier for their line. "I see me as what I am Rose, I am this thing, what I was made to be. All you see is an echo of what I was previously. This is all I have known." he said. "I am not denying anything, I do not say what does not need to be said. When someone already knows the answer then why bother saying it again." Said Sajuuk. he was conflicted on what to do, once he opened this door there would be no closing it again, no turning back. He let out a small sigh and just went for it. he placed a small kiss upon Rose while with his right hand, forming three ice spears the throwing them towards more jackal headed beings. Something was going on here in this realm, something that was not meant to be happening.

Sakura slowly came to a stop when Sajuuk and Rosaline passed her and Alexander, running back toward the manor. Without even trying to she managed to get images of what had happened between them, a shocked look coming across her face. "...I'm sorry....I gotta go..." she said to Alexander, following them back to the manor. She had managed to sneak in through the portal, without even being noticed by the others. "....Why, Rosaline?...I thought you two were siblings......" she whispered softly, tears falling from her eyes as she stood there just watching them.

Alice smiled softly as she looked down at him, feeling him take her hand. "Maybe. Though who knows the future right." she whispered softly with a giggle. She then leaned down a kissed him softly and passionately on the lips.

Hitome giggled softly as she heard him outside the door. "Alright. You can come in." she said softly, though still holding the door. She wanted to tease him a little since he was always teasing her.

Seth couldn't help but smirk slightly when he heard Sevren's comment. "No. I don't call many things cute. There are very few things in this world that I call cute and you are one of them!" he said softly with a smile. He then moved his lips down to Sevren's neck and kissed it softly, but with passion.

(Man why is it that I'm on when no one else is? I've been so bored today.....)

Kaden smiled wide when he heard her agree with a simple maybe though let out a soft chuckle when she asked 'who knows the future' and shook his head a bit "I know a few" he said witha playful smirk. "yesterday's history, tomorrows a mystery, and right now... Right now is all that matters at the moment" he said before returning her kiss

Kaine frowned a little to himself, it was rather obvious to him that she was getting a kick out of this, though after a moment he came to a simple resolve to only tease her more the next chance he got. Putting a hand on the door he could tell she had yet to move "you say that but you don't act" he responded lightly shaking the door for effect

Sevren smiled a little, admittantly rather happy to hear the others comment on him being one of the few things Seth found cute even if the word bothered him a bit, but that was probably just the masculinity, what little there was after the squeaky wound befor, bugging him. "I hope so if cute has that double meaning" he tried to joke though the half laugh that was building in his throat was over powered by a soft moan he tried to bite back. Something about that spot on his neck, it made sparks dance up his spine.

"I know you will if I let you but right now is neither the time or the place for such talk. Surely you can feel that something strange is going on here.... well maybe you can't actually. I do not know if you have ever been to this place before but trust me, something is deeply wrong here." Said Sajuuk. he had never seen these Jackal headed beings here before, Nagash had no need for such things since he was the true master of necromancy and there was no shortage of dead in this place. "Do me a favour and wait right here I will be back in a second. I need to do a little scouting. I will be back in just a moment I promise." Said Sajuuk. He had a bad feeling about this, a very bad feeling but he needed it confirmed before he did anything else. Sajuuk quickly moved off over the Dune and towards the temple that Nagash had made his home.

Alice giggled softly as she placed her glass on the table, before slowly wrapping her arms around his neck. "Yup. Right now is all that matters." she said softly with a smile. She then kissed him softly on the cheek before standing up straight again, removing her arms from around his neck. "Well I better get the dishes done so we can head back to the manor, so I can introduce you to everyone." she said with a smile.

Hitome giggled as she finally let go of the door, allowing Kaine to enter. "Whoops, I must have accidently locked it when I closed it. Sorry." she said softly with a coy smile.

Seth smirked slightly when he heard Sevren moan slightly from his kiss. He then let out a slight sigh when he herd a knock at the door, making him climb off Sevren. He then heard Marcus's voice from the other said asking them to join them for breakfast. "It's up to you, Sevren." he said softly, looking over at him.

Sakura slowly walked into Rosaline's view, tears falling down her cheeks. "I wasn't spying on you. You just never noticed that I was here." she whispered softly, a slightly sad and angry look on her face. "I don't get you Rosaline. You have Raven and now you are going after Sajuuk, your own brother!" she said, trying to hold herself back from snapping at her. "And I followed you right through your portal. So you don't have to worry about me, I know how to get back myself. I inherited a few things from my so called mother." she said, referring to Lilith.