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 Posted: Sun Dec 18, 2005 10:38 pm
And like that, Sydni was cut off from the others heart, almost like he had been cut lose from his ship.
To drift in a mind boggelign ocean of aloneness.
He nodded at the other still, shivering.
"I do not deserve your love," He cried out, shaking his head.
"You did love me, like family." He said softly, shaking tears away as he shook on the ground.
"And I shall hold that pain close to my heart," Sydni said softly, looking up at the other wit tears in his eyes.
"So, to ever be reminded of my sins."
"Thankyou."
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Posted: Sun Dec 18, 2005 10:45 pm
Sash-suna didn't look back at the other, the second he said those words it was like the old him and fludded back in, the cold, sad one. "....... He'll be here soon.... and when he is... I will leave with him...." he looked down at his tummy. and gently rubbed it. "......... My dear little baby....." He turned to the other and smiled gently. "Thank you, i thought that maybe he could have a normal life living with you, Tori, Shota and mysielf. But now i see life here wasn't meant for him and I... So thank you for ruining both his and my fruture here."
((OH THATS KINDA SAD.))
((JUST A LITTLE INFO: snow clan emembers have baby in there tummys for only 5 mounth tops, then if the baby is going to be a seme when he get older, he grows fast.. really fast. ANd then stopps growing at a sertin age sweatdrop i know pretty gay sweatdrop ))
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Posted: Sun Dec 18, 2005 10:51 pm
Sydni shook, trembling on the ground, his heart shook, his hole body aced with sorrow.
"I'm sorry." he whispered, but knew it wasn't enough, he had seen Sash-suna reject others that he had loved.
Trice, he flet so sorry for him now.
"I'll help you prepare to leave." The other offered, still shaking on the floor.
He couldn't even bring himself to look at the other, simply keeping his face down and out of the others view.
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Posted: Sun Dec 18, 2005 10:57 pm
"I will except you offer, but if Trice does come back here looking for his seed, tell him he will never again see the child." he slwoly stood from his bed and walked over to the windlw and sat down on the rim, gently humming to his baby. He gently smiled sadly, "what sou; di call you little one?"
((YEAH WHAT SHOULD WE CALL HIM, HE IS HALF TRICE'S sweatdrop ))
two mounth past and Sash-suna's stomach got bigger, that was the only thing on his body that didnt' look right, but his face and other part stayed slender, he had been in his room , for the past week his legs had become to weak to hold him up for long, so all he could do now was lay in bed until he had his baby
((WJAT THE HELL DO WE CALL HIM gonk gonk gonk ))
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Posted: Sun Dec 18, 2005 11:07 pm
(I don't know, Tri-suna!? heh, no really? if he's pretty, Daction, Ky, kyru,
No!
His name MUST be Tenka and that is it.
It means everythign he was ever born of.)
shota had cried for the three weeks of the first month she learned that Sash-suna was leaving.
But no matter what she did, she could not convince the white haired man to stay.
Sash-suna would have none of it.
He was set on leaving.
Although the twins were nolonger together, Sydni had commited suicide a few short weeks after he was severed from Sash-suna's heart.
And Tori wasn't doing so well after his twin died.
He was sickly and poor little Shota was left to care for both of the men.
She, herself, was growing up.
Turned eight a week after Sydni died.
She was growing up so fast.
She nolonger had any time to play.
She had to take over the chorse and try to scavange enough food for her and the others to live off of.
The doctors said, Tori didn't have much time left.
Shota, was strong.
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Posted: Sun Dec 18, 2005 11:13 pm
Sash-suna groaned, he was going to have Taken soon, he could tell. He opened his eyes from his long nap and called Shota into the room. When she came in he gently smiled at her, he could see the sadness in her one happy eyes. He was about to ask her if she could bring him some water be as he opened his mother something else came out. ".....come with us......." his eyes filled with tears and he slowlt sat up and held out his arms to the other. "COme with me and Taken when we leave... If your brother dies you'll have notihng left here, please Shota, don't be like me..... I don't what to loose you too."
((ONG I CAN'T BEALEAVE HOW SAD THING ******** RP IS, I'VE CRIED THREE TIMES ALREADY crying crying crying crying crying crying ))
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Posted: Sun Dec 18, 2005 11:21 pm
Shota pulled herself up onto the bed with Sash-suna, letting her hands wander over the others swolen stomach with a sorrowfull smile.
"Why do you have to leave?" She asked still, her eyes looking up at the other.
"When Tori dies, I will have no one here, I'll be so alone." She said, her small hands still on the others tummy, her head leaning on Sash-suna's chest.
"Why must you leave me, when everyone else is leaving?" She asked still, snuggling up to Sash-suna, the tears in here eyes never seemed to go away.
They seemed to be constantly there, like a shadow of her eyes.
"Why?" She felt so comfortable in that mans arms, after Syni died, Sash-suna was like her brother.
Tori was never her brother.
"Stay with me, we can love together here, just the two of us."
(because, I'm writing it.)
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Posted: Sun Dec 18, 2005 11:26 pm
Sash-suna gently smiled, "because me and him where not meant for the real world." he looked down at her and smiled sadly at the little girl. ".... will you... or will you not come with us?" he asked calmly. tears streaming down his flustered face. His heart ached for some thing...someone, 'Trice....' he tought and closed his eyes sobbing hard as he held onto the other. Suddenly he felt a sharp pain in his lower reagen, then felt wetness under him. His water had just broken.
((WANNA SKIP THE DETAILS OF THE BIRTH, CUZ I DON'T REALLY WANNA KNOW ABOUT THEN...BELEAVE ME gonk AND FOR A MALE TO HAVE A BABY AND NOT HAVE A C-CETION, OYU CAN SEE HOW THATS GANNA BE sweatdrop ))
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Posted: Sun Dec 18, 2005 11:30 pm
(Yes, please, spare me.)
"Ok." Shota said softly, hugging tightly to the other before she ran out of the room.
Her eyes in tears, her light hair all in a whirl.
She made her way to Tori's room, the other was barely breathing, she rested her head on her older brothes cold chest.
Tears streaming down her face, Tori's hand moved to grasp her's.
ans although she didn't feel it, the others chest stopped risign and falling.
She continued to cry.
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Posted: Sun Dec 18, 2005 11:38 pm
((ok......YADAYADAYADA BIG DERMADIC BIRTH SEAN))
Sash-suna gasped for air as the other left the room, he hadn't even looked down at the baby yet he was just too weak right now, but he could feel it moving around in his arms. He gently smiled, his eyes over flowing with tears his body trembling. He could hear the other in the room beside his. he sighed. Tori was dead. He shook his head an dfinely looked down at his baby, a loving smile slid across his face. Taken was beautiful.
shaggy short new born hair almost as white as his mothers, pale skin once again almost as pain as his mother, but when he opened his eyes to look up At sash-suna, Sash-suna say the silver eyes that belonged to Trice. He could tell Taken was going to be a Seme... just like his father.
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Posted: Sun Dec 18, 2005 11:46 pm
Although Trice was bery far away, in a place where he could meditate, try to find himself after that incedent with Sash-suna.
He still felt the others birth.
He knew, somehow, his child was now breathing air, now, he could picture a happy Sash-suna holding his child.
Tears streamed down his face, he picked up his things, starting on the journy.
Home.
Shota heard the newborn cry, her tears forgotten in a moument of surprise and love.
She lifted her head, racing into Sash-sunas room, her eyes alight with joy once again as she laughed, watching Sash-suna and his child.
She squeeled, jumping on the bed and softly putting a hand on Sash-sunas shoulder, watching the baby with so much love.
She looked up at Sash-suna.
"He's beautiful.." She said, her eyes pleading for a chance to touch the child.
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Posted: Sun Dec 18, 2005 11:54 pm
He looked over at her, smiling as loveingly as her. "do you wanna hold him?" he asked tears streaming dow his face.
((LETS MOVE ON TO WHEN THEY LEFT OK 3nodding ))
Sash-suna carried Tanek against his body and Shota rode next to him and the baby. The two of them had left the village a week after the baby was born, Sash-suna couldnt' beleave how happy he was. Just to have two of the most importent things in his life close to him. "..... We should have enough money for the rest of the month, as soon as I an able i'll get a job, an you can stay home with him and take care of him..... right?" eh asked leading his won white horse along with the girls pant horse. "We should find a small village not to far from here i gope, Taken might catch a cold if he's out here, sleeping in the cold forest for more then 3 nights in a row...." He turned to the other and smiled. he could hear Taken sleeping soundly in his arms, he boy look like he was now 5 month old, even though he was only tree weeks.
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Posted: Mon Dec 19, 2005 12:00 am
"Yeah, I can take care of him Sash-suna." She said, her small hand on Sash-sunas, she looked up at him and the child.
"I can carry Taken if you want." She offered, shifting her own small pack.
She held out her arms, Sash-suna had put her hair in braids again, like they had always been before her brothers died.
Sydni always put her hair up for her before this happened.
Now, Sash-suna did.
She liked living with the other, he was good to her, kind to her.
"Your arms must be getting tiered"
(Should I bring Trice back in?)
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Posted: Mon Dec 19, 2005 12:10 am
"no, thats quit all right, I'll be fine...." with that the two of them contiued to ride, they did find a village and they manged to find a small house to rent, it wasn't very big, but it had two bed rooms, a kitchen and a bathroom. Sash-suna found a job working at a resterant, it wasn't easy concedering he had never really worked before. but at least he got good pay and very good tips.
((Skipping 4 months OK??? lol ))
Sash-suna walked into the house Shota was already a sleep. he put out all of the lights and walked into his room, his body ached from work. he saw Taken laying on the bed, snuggled up under the covers. Sash-suna gently smiled and walked over to his closet and gegan to undress, Suddenlt he felt small arms around his legs he looked down and saw Taken He had already laurned to talk and walk. "Mommy i miss you...." he said and looked up. Sash-suan nelt down and picked up the boy and walked over to the bed and cuddled into his son. "yeah...i know, but guess what."
"what...?"
"I have no work tomorrow... so mommys ganna spen it all with you ok???"
'OK...' he that the two of them fell asleep
((Yeah sure bring him in, but not just yet.))
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Posted: Mon Dec 19, 2005 12:19 am
Shouta snuck into Sashf them were sleeping, her small chook hold of the others.
Snuggling up to Sash-suna, she sighed.
She also missed the other, She hoped that Sash-su would find someone who woudl take care of him.
the twins took care of eachother.Sje fll asleep with the other two.
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