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 Posted: Wed Nov 02, 2005 4:17 am
Ward pulled Kuri close nuzzling him. "The closest thing I think that might help right now is a seditive. Kuir I don't know but AKash will try to help unless Ly makes him go black. We will just hope that doesn't happen." HE kissed Kuri's eyes. "Come on luv it be alright."
Noah sat down resting his head against the chair arms eyes closed. "HE has done this before? I have never become like this even with years of war and death.." HE shivered curling up in a tight ball wishing to be alone for a moment with his memories.
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Posted: Wed Nov 02, 2005 5:59 am
Kuri took a deep breath and finished crying his eyes and kissed his mate on the forehead before he looked at Noah and got up and hugged him gently before letting go "Noah, this is what Muraki and I had to put up with every day of our lives for over six years. The reason we survived is because we learnt from early on that if we left him in his room and didnt talk to him or disturb him or whatever then he will be happy just being in his room. However once we had to distub him and so we had to calm him down and make him respectable for the cops, he would of been probably taken away from us as he did something that he wasnt proud of...
Anyway we got him calmed down and ended up havin him like this. But after the police did something and made him trigger back what he had just started to keep calm about he told them to ******** off and went into his room and started sulking again.
Noah, go up there right now and get him, hold him, both of you cry together, just do whatever it takes to make him come back to us completely. If you dont then he will just go back into his room and start believing what he did before. To him, noone can love a murderer, no one can love a coward, noone can possibly want to be friends with a person like him. These thoughts are only a little of what he believed, do you want to lose Ly? Do you want to forget that a good Ly that we have had for the past few days is really beyond help? We know he is in there Noah, we know he is in that mad wolf somewhere but we need to make him remember. We need to have him know that the good thats inside of him is still there yet needs something to help trigger back those memories or else he will just end up going back to how he once was.
Noah, I love you and trust in you completely which is why I am asking you right now to go help him, go help the one person who needs to remember the good times he has been having with us and especially you. Please Noah, please help him remember Flaim, Sahil, Akash....everyone. We all care for him Noah but its only you would can help him remember this. Akash is comming around soon and if you want Noah to be around when hes here which might cause him to go black then you might as well say goodbye to him because something tells me he will be dead...." he said trailing off and fell to the floor and started to cry again, he just wanted someone to help him so much yet he knew that Noah was the only one for that job and if he didnt want to do it then he might as well say goodbye to his flatemate since noone else will be ble to help him.
Ly got up, he needed Akash and he needed him now since this wasnt going to help matters. Ly got up and put a blanket over Muaki and ran downstairs, crying his eyes as he went and headed to the dining room "Akash, can someone please call him?" he asked knowing he should of gotten the number off Muraki and walked over to Noah and knelt down beside him, ignoring Kuri as he knew Ward was there "Noah please come with me?" he asked him gently "please let us talk as I just need you right now" he said to him, wanting to be with him and just to try and have him help him forget the pictures that are in his mind. "I swear Noah, i dont want to hurt the one person who helped me before, I just want you to hold me" he said starting to cry again "please Noah, i want to talk, i just want dont want to be alone right now" he said as he kept seeing the faces of the dead wolfs children in his mind "Noah, I love you I swear right now to you that I do but I just need your help to get through this, please dont turn your back on me" he said pulling his kneeds up and crying into them .
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Posted: Wed Nov 02, 2005 6:56 am
Ward eyes closed and he picked up Kuri taking out of that room and into the kitchen cuddling with his mate resting his head against Kuri making soothing noise. Hell their was never this much emotional stress at teh caves. He kissed Kuri bunny ears nuzzling him gently.
Noah moved slowly to Ly and hugged the wolf resting his head on Ly nuzzling him gently. "I won't turn my back on you Ly but you scaried me really bad eariler." He whispered nuzzling Ly. "I...it hurt... to be so scared of you."
Akash walked threw the house his hair slightly windblowned a large bag in one hand as he walked into the house glancing around humming to himself. He was called he way to many times. "Noah? Ward get you cat butt over here!"
Ward kissed Kuri one more time going to the door. "I'll take you to Kuri he can proabably put all this in better words then I can." He said leading the healer back to the others.
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Posted: Wed Nov 02, 2005 7:18 am
Kuri wipped his eyes as he went to meet Akash and dried his eyes and walked out after him "Akash, please take a seat and let me tell you what happend." he said as he started towards the reception area fire place, talking aw he went. "In short Ly murdered another wolf and left his pack for dead when he was sixteen. He was haunted by images of his past up till the time Noah helped him through it and yet now he has gone into a relapse due to a joke me and Ward played on him. we thought he had gotten over his past and everything and so a small joke like this wouldnt matter. However he went back into his room and totally embarassed by what happend and started to think about how he was humilited back when he was banished from his pack at sixteen and started rethinking the thoughts that he had for over six years. Muraki is in his room knocked out, Noah is with Ly in the dining room but starting to calm down yet still totally confused." he said taking a deep breath and let it out as he sat on the chair by the fireplace and looked into the flames.
Ly hugged him back and tightly though not to hurt him "Noah, please forgive me. I didnt think this would happen, I didnt think I would go back to my old ways, I thought I was truely over this but now i see I need was a fool to think that. I never wanted to hurt you, I never wanted to scare you, I never wanted you to see me like this when you were the one who helped me before. I love you so much it kills me to see what i have cuased and yt I am scared I will go into another relapse some time. Im scared, I dont want to hurt anyone, I dont want to go back to how I was, I just want to move on from my past yet it seems to always come back and bite me in the a**....I am seriously stating to think that maybe I should just leave, i dont belong here with others when I will just hurt them....I dont belong with you as it kills me to see you so upset and know that it is because of me that your this way. I love you Noah, but I have never wanted to hurt you" he said as he nuzzled him a litt.e
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Posted: Wed Nov 02, 2005 7:29 am
(Giggles Kuri means chestnut kara means sweet melody that one strange name no wonder Flame calles Kurikara Kuri)
Akash hummed eyes closed thinking. "I think I'll deal with Ly first then Muraki this could of come at a better time." He shook his head with a sigh his neck bandage with gauze.He hmmmed going threw his bag begain to mix up something to calm Ly down.
Noah shook his head his tail rubbing against Ly skin. "Your not leave you idoit this is your home if you leave you will just get hurt worse or hurt someone else. Stay Ly please."
Ward kissed Kuri playing with his hair. "See Akash will set everying back in place as much as he can."
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Posted: Wed Nov 02, 2005 7:41 am
((lol strangely enough i DID get this name of a naming site but now i cant find the site i got it off. sweatdrop ))
Kuri hugged Ward and kissed him "i know sweetheart, I have more faith in him and his black side put together now then what I do in Noah right now...er....just dont let him know i said that sweatdrop . Ok sure I dont want his black side showing up but still something tells me it would probably work better on Ly when hes in this state then Akash's good side would." he said softly to his mate as he hugged him
Ly looked him and then away "like I dont deserve getting hurt after what I did at sixteen? I killed someone, left my pack for dead, somehow the whole leaving the pack for dead thing is punishable enough alone" he said picking up Noah's hand and holding it "im sorry, i shouldnt be thinking this. I wont leave, i swear i wont, I know muraki would be worried sick if i did and not to mention Kuri. Besides you those two are the ones Who i care for deeply and I dont want to hurt them more." he said as he hugged Noah tightly "oh Noah, i never want to go through this again" he said just wanting to be there in his arms.
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Posted: Wed Nov 02, 2005 7:58 am
(Well both those words where seperat Kuri is Japaness Kara is some other langane so its a mess up translation)
Sky finished with what he was making eyes closing thinking of how he should handle this. He shivered once his other side slipping over like a glove and opened his eyes pure black eyes. Eclipse picked up the drink walking into the dining room crossing his arms the glass in handle. "Are you going to sit their crying about it or drink this." He asked thrusting it at ly. "We all go threw s**t, we all have a pass now shut up push it back and understand this is your life now. "
Ward coughed listening. "Are you sure you wanted Eclipse? Because it seemed you got your wish." Eclipse voice was deeper then Sky by a little bit more crass.
Noah rubbed his finger across Ly hand stroaking his skin. "ly.." He stopped turning looking at Eclipse wondering if what was just said was going to set Ly over the edge or not.
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Posted: Wed Nov 02, 2005 8:10 am
Kuri couldnt help but softly giggle "i guess I should of kept my mouth shut in this case sweatdrop " he said nuzzling his mate. "My bad" he said smiling a little and huging his mate completely and hoped Ly was going to survive after this. "Ward, I know that your upset with Ly right now because of how he has upset me but please dont be...for me? I am used to this, I have lived with this since the age of 14 and I will never stop caring for Ly no matter what he does. Sure he has upset me greatly but all i care about is him getting better and so if that means me being upset like this then so be it but please, that is my choice Ward, please dont be mad at Ly" he beged his mate softly, still hugging him.
Ly squeezed Noahs hand gently and smiled somberly at him "yes Noah..." he said softly though was interupted when he say Akash walk in and thrust something at him. He wanted to tell him 'if it will make you ******** up and ******** off then sure' but he kept his mouth shut as he knew that wouldnt of been a smart move when he didnt want to hurt Noah or anyone else and since he knew better then piss this side of Akash off more. He snatched the glass out of his hand and drunk it in one go and then handed it back to the unicorn and looked at Noah "as you were saying Noah?" Ly was starting to wonder what he wanted to say and he was starting to settle on the idea that he wanted to break up, he wanted to forget about everything that he had worked hard for.
Ly knew that he deserved better but still he just didnt want to lose him "Noah, please dont tell me your ending what we have..." he sat there in slight shock, he was not even going to voice that thought as he knew it was stupid to think that but it just came out of his mouth. He turned away now blushing due to his stupiditiy "im sorry, that wasnt neant to be said" he said softly to him as he started to cry slightly, wiping away the tears and turned back to him just looking down at their hands, not wanting to look at Noah right now.
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Posted: Wed Nov 02, 2005 11:37 am
Eclipse took it back waltzing back in the kitchen picked up his bag and looked at Kuri, "Were is Muraki room?" He asked softly. He was smiling slight happy that Ly had drank the sedative.
Ward chuckled giving Kuri a deep passionate kiss. "I won't say mad at him for you sake luv but if he pull a other stunt like this I have to say I really don't want him by any children that we have." Hs tone was seriouse he did not want Ly by his and Kuri babies.
Noah looked up at Ly as he spoke reaching up a hand to caress away his tears. "No I don't want to leave you Ly but as he said the past is ment to ove on. Pur it behind you please." He whispered holding Ly hands.
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Posted: Wed Nov 02, 2005 11:52 am
Kuri kissed his mate "thank you and I understand. I dont want him by any children we have either dispite how much i love him. I dont want to put risk to our children" he said in agreement to him as he hugged him and then heard Akash and turned around and looked at him "its the room across from Ly's" he said to Akash, assuming he still remebered where Ly's room was so he didnt bother adding anything else after what he said.
Ly looked at Noah and sighed sadly "I want to so much, believe me Noah I do but I dont know know if i can or not..." he trailed off and shook his head "im sorry, your right, I do need to put this behind me and I can do it since I know that I have you and others around who care for me now and I dont want to go back where i was for six years, not after I have found everything I had ever dreampt of. Noah all i ask of you is that you help me" he said as he wraped his arms around Noah "and thank you for not leaving me dispite the way I acted today." he said sighing before remembering something "you needed rest and I do this before you dance tonight and this would of just totally stressed you out, im so sorry" he said as he stroaked his hair as he hugged him, feeling bad for what he did to noah alone.
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Posted: Wed Nov 02, 2005 12:01 pm
Eclipse nodded eyes closing and when he reopened them they where soft purple. "I'm going to see Muraki now right?" He questioned.
Ward nodded. "Yes do you need any help?" He asked running his hands threw Kuri hair nuzzling him every so often soothing his lover.
"No I can handle one undead rabbit." He smiled and left with his bags for the upstairs.
Noah closed his eyes. "Can we eat breakfast now?" He asked softly. He need food and rest now if he was going to be in any shape to dance tonight. "I won't leave you Ly. I love you to much to do that."
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Posted: Wed Nov 02, 2005 12:09 pm
Ly smiled at Noah "I love you also Noah" he said standing up "i will go make coffee" he said as he bent down and kissed Noah on the head and made his way to the kitchen and turned the jug on.
Kuri moved away from Ward "please ward, go to the kitchen and have something to eat but please excuse me for a second, I wish to be there with Muraki and to hear what is going on with him" he said kissing Wards head and started up the stairs after Akash.
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Posted: Wed Nov 02, 2005 12:17 pm
Ward kissed Kuri letting the rabbit go and walked into the kitchen pouring himself a coke and opened the boxes. "MMMMmmm good pancakes and syrup."
Akash walked into Muraki room walking over to the undead bunny and placed a gentle hand on his forehead feeling the skin gently for where he went unconsious.
Noah leaned back against a chair resting eyes half closed pleased that everything was over with.
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Posted: Wed Nov 02, 2005 12:25 pm
Kuri walked into the room as soon as he reached the top of the stairs and sat on the bed, letting Akash work. He just wanted to be there incase Akash needed anything or if Muraki came around or whatever.
Ly made two cups of coffee and walked over and put them on the table, one next to Noah and the other where he was sitting and walked back to get milk and sugar for if they needed it and sat down, he said nothing, he couldnt, he just has upset everyones day and for all he knew could of killed Muraki. He put two sugars and a bit of milk in and stired and then picked up his coffee and opened up the back door and shut it behind him and walked out to the gazebo and sat down and put his feet up on the seat and just sat there thinking.
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Posted: Wed Nov 02, 2005 12:36 pm
Akash cleaned the area putting a heavy cream on it to reduce an sweeling and to keep Muraki from bruising before putting some banadages. He put a glass down on the bed filled with a dark liquid and gently shook Muraki. "Muraki I need you to drink something." He called gently.
Noah took the coffee smiling at him adding some sugar in his coffee and sipped it letting thw warmth trickle into his body. He paused. "Ly?" He called gently as the ohter left.
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