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*She didn't looked up and stared at the floor.* "No It's my fault. . . . I guess I should be used to it." *She finally looked up and a smile was on her face as a stray tear fell.* "Don't read too much into it." *She whipped her face slowly.*

*she shrugged* "I don't care all that much. . . . . " *She smiled and hugged him ten shortly let go.* "I didn't know I was so bad to you yet. . . . . . . . I guess. . . . . . " *she shook her head then breathed in and smiled.* "I'm fine really. But why did you?" *She shrugged.* "No never mind I don't care" *She told herself more then him then gripped her hair a little but the smile still implanted.*

*She smiled and tried hard to not make it looked forced.* "Ya right. . . . . I ignored your needs or whatever the ********. . . . . . . " *She shrugged then leaned forward and kissed him.* "I'm sorry sorry sorry" *She kept repeating it as she kissed his neck lightly.* "What do you need?" *She pulled back and looked at him, her brow furrowed and bit her bottom lip.*

*She shook her head almost violently then leaned forward and kissed him hard wrapping her amrs around his neck.* "I don't care anymore. . . . " *She kissed him again ignoring as a few tears fell and hit his face.* "I just want to know why?. . . . . " *She shook her head again and kissed him harder her tongue exploring.* "I want us to have a connection too. . . . . . "

"I'm sorry I don't mean to cry and sharing well isn't a big deal but. . . . . . . I want you more. . . . . . . . I'm sorry I'll stop." *She back away and rubbed her cheeks friviosly.* "And I don't care I just. . . . . . " *She searched for the right word then gave up looking down again.* "How can you not know Muko. . . . . . . I just want you to explain why ya know. . . . a simple explanation. . . . . . . " *She didn't look up this time but redrew her knees in and stared at nothing inparticularly.*

*She looked at him her stare going back to her normal one of amusement.* "If you think I'm jealous your horribly mistaken my lovely pet." *She giggled knowing he disliked it.* "I don't need to cry. . . . " *She shuddereed and hoped he wouldn't notice.* "Things just aren't going how I planned and well It makes me mad. .. . . . not getting my way." *she decided it would be better to leave the hurt part out and bury as she always did.* "I don't want you to want someone else. . . . . Lavender is well persuasive in a way. Most people around her feel merely seduced but she's so much more." *she said this with a bit of admirement in her voice.* "So I guess it really doesn't bother me as much especially considering it was her. . . . . . . . " *She stood and paced a little the walked back over and sat on his lap.* "No one else can have you Muko. . . . " *She growled the last part but was still tilting her head up for a kiss.*

"Mean it?" *She broke the kiss and looked at him her eyes slightly worried.* "If you taste for Lavenders blood though I won't care. . . . . . . . or her lips." *She raised an eyebrow.* "And I'm not saying that as a trap I mean it no matter how much I would rather you come to me I don't mind. . . . . . . . . . . . . You don't act like a pet Muko you act more like a lover. . . . . " *She bite her lip then started kissing his neck slowly.*

*She pulled back and looked at him* "you don't have to swear cause then if you break I'll kill you." *She said that last peice completely sweet and cute.* "Oh and don't think I won't get you back. . . . . hmmmmmmmmm which do you think would be more fun to tease you with . . . hmmmmmm I could get my Darling Lavender . . . course there is Draconus. . . or even Wolf but he's more like a little brother but I'll get over it." *She burst out giggleing and shrugged.*