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Posted: Mon Jul 09, 2007 9:38 am
@K-chan: So your turning 18 in November? Gah, your super old for your grade. I'm turning 18 in July.. ^^;; We're almost the same age. I'm sorry all your friends already graduated. Ironically enough, most of my friends were Juniors last year so I sorta left them... O__o;; Either that or they are already in college.
Haha, my doujin are all incomplete. I think most of them are Irateshipping.. I've also got a few Fakeshipping, and then one with Chaseshipping thrown in. Gah, I can't even remember I've been writing them since Sophmore year - but I've yet to finish one. I sorta suck I guess... maybe I'll do a short one as a sample for you guys? I dont know, cause most people don't like my comics. crying My one friend told me my writing is really, really cliche and then the other one said it doesn't make sense. So, erm.. pretty much I'm cliche and I don't make sense? GAH. I think I'll stick to doodling now. They hurt my feelings.. *pout*
Haha, Jounouchi in said Pac Man shirt is one of my trademarks. I have it in at least every story I write, since I started doing it. I also give him those spiffy wristbands with chains on um, and an earring. As for Malik, a lot of the times I give him a headband (Can't explain this one) more than one earring hole on each ear, and sometimes I'll draw his hair longer and stick a ponytail in it. I think it's fun to mess with their appereances. =D
@M2K: Ninja's are cool! But pirates are cooler! XD I wanna see these Ninja comics! =D Haha, your sleeping pattern is very... yes, very weird. But that's okay! I'm not a morning person, so waking up everyday is an eternal struggle for me... crying I'm really crabby too... people don't like me in the morning.
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Posted: Mon Jul 09, 2007 9:46 am
Yeah, I was *this close* to being in the year above me, but I was slightly too young... XD;; So your birthday is this month? o.o What day? And I don't care if they're incomplete or cliche or whatever! XD;; I wanna read them. <3 From all I've seen in your roleplaying, anything that is normally cliche you make better. I mean... how cliche is it for Malik to be haunted by Yami no Malik? (not to mention, that was my cliche idea in the first place. XD;; ) But you make it so much more interesting with the dreams and how Yami on Malik's not really there and stuff... and if your stuff doesn't make sense to your friends, then that's their problems. D: If it makes sense to you, then it's gotta make sense to others also. They just can't see it. And wow, those sound like really awsome appearences! XD Sometimes I'll give Jounouchi more hair and a single earing, but usually he stays pretty canon... but you've inspired me! I wanna try designing some new outfits for characters now. X3 I'm a rare breed as far as sleeping goes... I'm a morning and a night person... I love staying up late, but I also love getting up early. As you can imagine, that doesn't really mix well... but usually once I get up in the morning, no matter how early it is, I'm awake for the day. I can't sleep during the day time, not even nap. XD;;
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Posted: Mon Jul 09, 2007 7:29 pm
@K-chan: My birthday is on Thursday... the 12th. Tehe, fear teh Cancer-ness. >=3
Haha, well I don't have any recent doujin so I'd be impossible to show you.... ^^;; (My old art is scary!) Maybe one day you'll see. XD; When I'm better at art.. and English. Tehe, I remembered I also had an AnzuxMalikxJou one. That was enjoyable. I wish I finished... maybe I'll work on something soon.
*cries* You say such nice things!! Why?! My friends never say such nice things! They tease me all the time! *whines* I'm the comic relief of the group... crying ... how lovely. Whenever I throw a hissy-fiss, my friend starts mimicking me and quotes Malik, (We whine oh-so-simularly) noting how foolish the both of us sound. It makes me laugh.. but still! It's very, very WRONG of her. *pout*
Still! You make me happy! I don't think my ideas are cliche. I mean... I've never met many other Malik roleplayists, so I guess I have nothing to compare my roleplaying too, but I have read fanfics, and many people make him really black and white. He is either really, really nice or really, really mean. But I think there is more to him than that. Actually, I don't think any Yuugiou character is really black and white at all. So, it's stupid of anybody to think that way. *those people bug me*
Yea, I've never done a supernatural type roleplay before. It's fun. <3 I'm pretty big on dream sequences and stuff. I think dreams are really symbolic. And fun cause you can let just about any crazy thing happen without getting out of the story line. heart I'll probably do more of that! I want to know what happens, but then... le duh, we haven't written it yet. ^^;; I get ahead of myself sometimes.
(Ahaha, but is Yami Malik really just an illusion? Or is he really there and Malik just believes it to be a dream? Mwuahaha. XD;; I think the true haunting is the guilt he still feels in his heart... that's why he won't go away until Malik can figure out how to deal with himself... dun dun dun. Ah'll stop now.)
Actually, I hope you throw Mai in there a bit. I got an idea..... *light bulb above head* (Please don't fall on me light bulb!!) Super special awesome idea.....!
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Posted: Mon Jul 09, 2007 9:21 pm
((Ooh, awsome. X3 There's so many July birthdays... my sister in law's was today, my friend Morgan's is tomorrow, and my brother's is on the fifteenth. XD;; Canceeeeer...! :O Ah, I see. XD;; Understandable; all I have is an old Sailor Moon doujin and it is so incredibly old and crappy... I would never show anyone it, so I won't pressure you. XD Of course... that was like before I even knew what YUU*GI*OU was. o.o (might've even been before YUU*GI*OU was created...) And... I dunno, I guess I just do...? XD;; I can also say quite cruel things though... guess I just say what I feel is appropriate and true. But I love Malik's hissy-fits, so your's must be fun too. X3 But I'm sure whatever your friends say is all in good heart. Friends make fun of friends; it's just the way of teh friendshiplawl... <3 And I know what you mean with the black and white thing... XP But then again, Yami no Malik is kind of black and white, eh? I don't think I've ever seen him do anything good ever... he's just made completely of fear and darkness... but Omote no Malik is definitely in the grey area, and I love how you portray that! ^^ That's awsome; I really enjoy writing dreams. In an old DBZ roleplay, we had a whole story arc about Piccoro's dreams being manipulated, so I got to write a lot of crazy, on-crack and angsty dreams. ^^ <3 But things are going really cool right now, so just keep it up! ^^ I can't wait to see what other dreams you come up with for Malik. So basically... as long as darkness exists in Malik's heart, that darkness will continue to recreate Yami no Malik? ^^ Pretty interesting. I can totally see that working. Even though Yami no Yuugi destroyed Yami no Malik, his ultimate source was the darkness in Malik's heart, so unless he's really purified a lot, why *wouldn't* Malik create another dark personality unintentionally? ^^
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Posted: Mon Jul 09, 2007 9:32 pm
Gah WTF? My friend Morgan's birthday is tomorrow also! Gah!!! O____O;; We're currently working on the cake for his surprise party! *is very scared* His girlfriend was just reading your post and she practically spazzed out. XD;;
Yea... I know, they probably think it's really cute. or something.. -.-; *sometimes* (Sometimes I do get a bit too crabby and jealous, but the hissy fits are an everyday occurance... I get moody easy but it never sticks for long.)
Actually, my online friend Kara... she made me see the dimensions in Yami no Malik, she told me she feels quite bad for him. And that, since he was born of hate and fear he really has no place in our world and inside he's a bit lonely - sure thatlonely spurns into anger, as all of his emotions get channeled too - but it's not like he can do anything about it. He's pretty much like the second personality of a MPD person, somebody who exists and yet... they really don't - they are really just part of someone else. And in that sense, Yami no Malik doesn't really know what he is... which kinda makes me sad. T__T
*nod* I like the way you restated that. I beat around the bush too much! ^^ And yea, basically that's it. I mean, even if he did fess up and say sorry, the memories are still there, etched into his mind - and they were traumatizing for him, not something that can be easily forgotten. I think Jounouchi can help him. I think he just needs someone to be there for him, really. He's just a vunerable Hikari after all. heart
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Posted: Mon Jul 09, 2007 9:38 pm
0__0 Wow... I have no idea what you guys are talking about pertaining to the roleplay thing. Don't get me wrong, I have an RPC and I like to do that but... Writing is something special to me, and I treasure everything that comes out of it (save for the fanfics I make...) and everyone I create I respect and admire and enjoy watching them grow and learn as I write. ...But I just can't take characters I didn't create that already have established personalities and traits and lives of their own and control them to my own will. (Which is why I don't do fanfics anymore...) But other people who do that is fine, it's just I can't do it. I feel I'm being disrespectful or something. *whacks self on head* Uh... Ninja... Ninja is a stick comic. I have a bunch of stick Yuugiou comics too that deal with stuff my friends and I made up *which were actually kind of funny* and then I have a Death Note comic that's drawn in chibi form. But one thing my friends know about me best... When I write/make something... it's really hard to get me to share it because I'm just too shy. X0 It was a mistake actually when my friend CD got a hold of my short stories and part of my novel. X0 Ohgodohgodohgod... but she did say she liked it, and she's one to speak her mind so that gave me confidence. Ack! Never mind I'm blathering... ((Writing is my passion, which is why I blather like this))
But I'd love to see anything you guys come up with! I'm sure it'll be just as funny and random as the two of you are! ...And about my age... I moved to GA from AL and they were like: Wow, you're from the state where people marry their sisters. You'll stay back a grade (8th to be exact) so I stayed back a grade. *sigh* But that's cool with me. Got lots of friends now.
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Posted: Mon Jul 09, 2007 9:56 pm
@Akila: Ha! That's really funny! XD But my Morgan is a girl so... Hmm... that's a really interesting way to look at Yami no Malik... but at the same time, if all he really is is a part of Malik, shouldn't that not bother him? All he seems interested in is pain and darkness. He seems... happy that way. XD;;; <3 @Marik: That's... an interesting way to look at fanwork. XD;; But that doesn't bug me; directing already-existing characters, because creators of anime and manga do their work for us, the fans. The characters may be "property" of their respective creators, but ultimately they exist for us, and we have permission, as fans, to view those characters as we wish. However, while I do believe that it is good and all to write fanfics and direct these characters, I think some take it so far that they are not themselves at all. OoC... gosh, such a thin line now that I think about it. XD;; Sorry for the ramble... it doesn't make any sense, does it...? XD;; I still wanna see your Ninja Comic! :O And... that's really sad that you got held back just because of where you used to live... XD;;;
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Posted: Mon Jul 09, 2007 11:02 pm
X3 You'd have to see the Dartz comic before you would understand who ninja is, because that's when ninja first appeared. I didn't know how to draw a stick .. uh... Amruda (I know I didn't spell that right in the least bit... but that dude in the Doom saga that practically stalks seto) so I just replaced him with a ninja... Ninja... *chuckles to self* How I luff my ninja..
Well,... the common joke here in GA is 'why do all the trees in GA lean to the east? ...because Alabama blows.' And then it's followed up with 'why do all the trees in Mississippi lean to the east? ...because Alabama sucks.' T _ T It's totally why they made me stay back, but I made cool friends by staying back and worked out some kinks in my personality that wouldn't have done too well in high school. XD A teacher in my high school in freshmen year noticed my yuugiou plastered binder and asked if that was YUUGIOU then told me that there were demons in that show and if I liked it I would go to hell. ... ... ... I hate her... She still pops up even now.. Ah, but something really cool that I can't believe I didn't tell you.... When I had just moved I had Marik all over my binder. There was this kid in my class that I was obsessed with.. because he looked JUST LIKE MALIK. And if that wasn't weird enough, my teacher at the time looked at my binder and then pointed to the boy and said '...that looks just like him' XD I always stayed my distance from the kid,... but like a good fangirl I never took my eyes off him. XDDD Man those were good times...
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Posted: Mon Jul 09, 2007 11:09 pm
You mean Amelda? XD;; So you made him a ninja? How interesting... And wow, Georgia is really mean to Alabama, isn't it? o.o Here in Arizona we're mean to... ourselves. XD;; We always talk about how it's too hot here, then reply lamely, "But it's a DRY heat!! XB" But I'm glad you made some friends even after that. ^^ Ew... creepy teacher! gonk Gosh, those psychos who will say anything is of Satan are... well, psycho. XD;; But that is sooo awsome that you have a kid that looks like Malik! o.o I want a kid that looks like Malik!
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Posted: Mon Jul 09, 2007 11:40 pm
Well if someone tells me that 'it's satan's game' or whattever.. Then that means I go play it. Because I'm just like that... even though I'm christian... supposedly... I think... *pauses* I don't know what the hell I am. I can't be catholic, however (my aunt was one and took me to mass one time... *shiver*) because no one will accept who I am. The catholic are strict against gays apparently, but see... I'm not gay. I'm not bi either cause I don't check out women all the time. I'm just... eh... well man or woman, it doesn't matter. If I fall in love with you, then I fall in love with you. I let that slip a while ago and the church wouldn't let my aunt bring me back. ...Isn't that a little prejudice? But yeah... I hate people like that. 'this is satan' 'that is satan' 'blah is satan' ... I mean, damn there's a lot of little satan's running around out there according to them... *pauses rant* Okay that's enough of the rant. Please excuse me while I shut my mouth, er... well... you know.
Yeah, Ameruda is how I've seen it spelled... which is probably the J version now that I see you spell it Amelda. X0 But the kid who looked like Malik isn't at my high school. He went to the same school as my best friends and they left me with a crappy school on crack. *sigh* I'm sure you've seen people who look like anime characters before, and got freaked out. For the longest time I seriously thought it was Malik *I have a strong imagination* in flesh form or something. XD
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Posted: Mon Jul 09, 2007 11:47 pm
I'm really not a fan of churches... I'm Christian, and pretty hard-core Christian at that. I strongly believe in God and Jesus, but churches just creep me out... I get panic attacks when in churches, and people are just so... cult-like! *shivers* And that is really prejudice! Not to let you back in just because of sexuality. D:< According to the Bible, it is sinful to be with someone of the same gender, but also according to the Bible, everyone sins and everyone should forgive everyone for sinning, because no one is perfect. Isn't that contradicting that there are "certain sins" that they don't forgive and don't allow into their community? That's just horrible. XP Oh, and you know what else? My parents' church wouldn't let my cousin baptise her son there because she had him with a guy she's not married to. (I mean, they were both in their thirties and they lived together! They practically were married except without the liscense!) I thought that was just horrible... And yeah, I've always spelled it "Amelda," but I'm not actually sure if that's correct. XD;; *pokes Malik look-alike*
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Posted: Tue Jul 10, 2007 1:34 am
I made the mistake once to go into our regular church *which was baptist ... heh, no dancing for me... so they think... <.<* with they purse/bag that had my Sesshomaru pin on the strap. X-0 Our pastor had this weird thing near the beginning of the sermon where he'd tell you to get up and shake 5 people's hands and then we'd start singing. ... So while we're doing that some stuffy old lady shakes my hand *she came outta nowhere, I swear to you* then goes 'oh that's cute *pointing to Sesshomaru pin* Is he a fairy?' And me being an idiot was like "no, he's actually a dog demo...n..." I realized what I said near the end of the word demon... The old bag was like 0__________________0 'o...oh... that's... that's nice dear... *scoots away*' XDDD It made me laugh. Blech. Church bores me. And I think the bible is full of lies. it was men who found the books and scrolls, and then it was men of england and the damn king who translated it to english. THey just changed whatever the hell they wanted. I know one of the verses they changed and what it actually says originally. *growls at picture of King* That sucks... but I don't belive you need to be baptised anyway. If god loves you, then he's gonna love you whether or not you get dunked in some nasty water in front of a whole bunch of people you don't even know.
XD Jesse was the name of the guy who looked like Malik. And he had the personality of Malik during Battle City. He was pretty bratty, and leader of his group of thugs *yes he was a bad person... but I loved him* and smarted off to his superiors... hated his sister and never shut up about how much he wanted to get away from her. XD I think if you poked him he'd be like: How dare you touch I, JESSE, the great and powerful. XD
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Posted: Tue Jul 10, 2007 8:58 pm
Haha, well at least the old lady didn't tell you you were gonna go to hell. XD And at least she knew that Sesshou was a guy. And that's a good point. I agree that a lot of things in the Bible probably aren't as they were. I just hope that the original general message is still there. And I also agree about the baptism. XD As John the Baptist said: I can only baptise you with water. But God can baptise you with the holy spirit. Human baptism in smelly water is just a ritual. And Jesse... sounds like Malik's clone. XD
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Posted: Tue Jul 10, 2007 9:05 pm
He is! HE IS! I bet you anything a fangirl managed to make a living copy of Malik and one night while she was sleeping... he escaped. XD And then he enrolled in a middle school.
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Posted: Wed Jul 11, 2007 9:14 am
.... okay, I really missed something.
B-BUT THERE IS NO ONE WHO CAN LOOK LIKE MALIK-SAMA!!
gonk Malik-sama, is Malik-sama, and he is the only one damn it!! gonk
(AND IF he is by any chance real, I will stalk him all the way from California so you better be fibbing! )
I dunno, I don't mind comparing people to him - but I don't like people who think they are him. I'm not a big fan of these gaia cosplayers who come on my profile, and say, "I'm Malik - I can see your a fan by your user name..." and bleh bleh bleh. I don't mind that people want to roleplay as him, but it just bothers me to read these people's profiles. I just wanna correct them or tell them they are off on this and that, but then I have no justification to do so.... erm... I just complain about it in my head.
gonk scream gonk scream gonk scream
*Akila would like to apologize for being insane... gomen...*
EDIT: Oh yea, and your Sesshy-demon story was really GREAT. Seriously, I was hysterical. And I don't go to Church anymore... I'm not really religious actually. It's hard to pick one thing to believe in, when every religion has good points to it and such. I think it'd be funner to study it than practice it, but that's just me.
My Nana was upset about me not being baptized, and she tried to do it in my sleep. @_@ She got some holy water from the church and told us she was gonna pour it on our heads once we're asleep. -.-;; I wonder.... sweatdrop
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