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I kind realized/found out when I saw these two bi friends of mine who were girls making out at my table and I kept watching and actually got turned on by it. One of them was going to kiss me, but lunch ended. She said she would give me a kiss and I found myself looking forward to it and stuff despite having a boyfriend.
She kissed me at a con and I liked getting kissed and we made out actually. I've been kissed a couple times by girls and I liked it. Although, I think I'm more into guys.

I really don't know when I learned that I was Bi.It was kinda like I always had known.I knew for Sure after My first Girlfriedn and BoyFriend

when i wwas about 7 or 8 my friend came over to watch me untill my parents came home. he was bout 15. so its about 8:30pm and we were bored. at that time i had already watched gay porn but didnt understand it at the time. so he came over to me at sat down next to me. i grabbed his crotch without understanding it was gay or anything. he told me to unzipp his pants and i did and he took out his d**k and i started to suck it like in tor porn i watched. then about 2 mins. later i stopped and he zipped his pants and then my parents came home. after about 3 years when i was 11 i figured out that i was gay.

I began to notice guys when most straight people start to notice girls for the slightest bit. I mean When i was in about fourth grade. I didn't understand my Facination with guys and i tried to force it out of my head.My first "Experimentation" happened in i think 5th grade so i wont go into that..... It was just some stupid crap of exploring blah blah. Then i fell in love with a guy in 8th grade... he used me and now I've been Publicly single for three years (With exception of a 1 month relationship)
I'm a junior and I've fallen in love with someone who i'm not sure i'll ever even see in person. Who i've been with for about a year now and i'm losing my mind feeling wierd and Stupid because everyone tells me that web romance can't happen but like... It appearently just started with me. Without any start or stop and it's driving me inane that the guy i want to spend the rest of my life with is in cali and I'm in RI.

I've only just recently figured out I'm bi...and it wasn't easy.

I guess the more time I take to look back at my past, the more I realize that I was bi for a loong time but I just never realized it or acknowledged it.

The first thing that triggered me into questioning my sexuality was, of all things, dreams. I know it sounds a little quirky, but I kept having these reoccurring dreams about a good friend of mine, and eventually about random girls. The first few times I had them I didn't think much of it because I figured most people have them at some point or another, but after a few months of having them I started to question things. Was my subconscious trying to tell me something? ... I think it was, because they didn't let up until I admitted to myself that I could be bi.

But looking back, all through elementary, junior high, and high school, I've always had more female friends than male friends. I can't really say why, but I just did. I guess I enjoy the company of other females more so than guys. And when I really start to think about things, I've had crushes on girls more than I have guys. And this is super hard for me to admit to myself, which is weird because my brother is gay and I accept that fully, and I know my parents would be totally fine with it...I just seem to be having a bit of a hard time coming to terms with me not being straight. redface

And I'm with other people, I don't think something makes you bi or gay or whatever, but you slowly figure out who you are over time. Sometimes other people help you figure it out, but not all the time.

Wow, I didn't realize all that would come out...sorry for the long post guys!

Hello,
Theres a phrase that i heard, "heteroflexible" i think that about covers it. But i like guys, i've always liekd guys and i don't think i can stop liking guys, sadly. But then about a year and a half ago i met a girl. see wasn't gorgeous but i fell hard and fast. yet i didn't know what this feeling was. then i found out it was along the sexuality line. so now i think i'm bi but i, personally can't stand bisexuality. i'm not being offensive to anyone thats what i believe. so now i'm curious. Yet i'm also sort of asexual. i don't think i could ever be in any type of relationship. guys are beautiful but they creep me out. Girls are gorgeous, theirs butts can be superb, yet i'd never have to guts to talk to them. So now i think that what i crave most, is what i fear. How lame is that??? Well thats my lame story... THe girl i liked, she asked me out once. when i asked her at a later date if she meant it she lied and said she never asked me out. how can a fully trust someone with my being if i can't trust me best friend??? question question question
Break me green, i mean it, Break me!

I don't have a reason for why I am bi. I know I have always been attracted to chicks, but I also like guys. I prefer guys over chicks but when I see a cute chick and I know she is bi I want to get to know her. Its apart of who I am, and its something that isn't going to change.