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 Posted: Mon Jun 11, 2007 8:00 pm
A few tears fell down upon Nixsi's cheeks and she tried to shake them away; to stop her pathetic weeping... To do anything then look like an emotional fool in front of the stallion. One of what times? The mare asked herself; wondering what Kai meant. She shook her head; knowing she wouldn't be able to comprehend what he meant even if she thought about it. Nixsi allowed Kai to persuade her toward a tree residing nearby and lay down beneath it. His voice was soothing and sympathetic towards her; and she appreciated it. Resting her head against his side she let out a few more light sobs. "Are-are you going to leave?" She managed to ask with a hiccup thrown in from her crying. The stallion caressed her mane and she began to settle down a bit; just wishing that Kai would stay with her for the night.
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Posted: Mon Jun 11, 2007 8:31 pm
Oh great. He made her cry.. What a kindhearted and considerate person he was. Momentarily at a loss for words, Kai could advert his gaze towards the night sky as if too look at the stars and moon for help.. or some advice. Trying to soothe her tears, He gave her a slight caress and a nuzzle. She had every right to cry. But it made him feel like crap, for making her cry. Although he had to admit, that it was nice just laying here beside her.. If only the reason -why- they were lying there wasn't so downcast.
As he asorbed the sound of her faded sobs, He could only hold her. He didn't allow himself to do anymore.. "Sleep. I'll stay by you.. As long as you need me to." He whispered. It was the least, he could do to comfort her. He may have sounded like some big-shot but he was sincere. He was already feeling over-protective of this mare.. But he knew that he shouldn't have allowed himself any sort of feelings for her.. But he couldn't prevent it either.
If he fell in love.. The wheels would start to turn.. and turn in a motion that he couldn't prevent. He would be leaving 'her' behind.. And he didn't want that. But Nixsi was a different mare that was here now, in the present.. But he couldn't bring himself to choose the past.. or the present. He wanted to stay where time didn't move.
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Posted: Mon Jun 11, 2007 9:28 pm
Nixsi rubbed against him. "Thank you." She whispered very quietly; afraid that if she were too loud then she would break the serenity of the situation. She wished however that she could ask more of him... Promise? Being the only word she would inquire of him; Nixsi truly didn't want the stallion to leave. She was becoming weary however; but she was afraid that if sleep took her she would wake up alone. But... he had said he'd be there as long as she needed him and his voice was lathered in reassurance that Nixsi felt pleased with; at least for the moment. What had happened to her today? She had felt so enthralled by the stallion and he had just... pulled away from her. Now she was trying to recover from an emotional breakdown and also contemplating the idea of sleep. A few mumbling sounds escaped her before she closed her eyes; feeling content to do so and simply hope for the best at that point in time.
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Posted: Mon Jun 11, 2007 9:50 pm
"Your welcome." His voice soft, and promising. If he had left.. Who knew what would happen to the mare? He didn't have any intention of leaving either.
He studied the mare intently for a minute or so.. She had fallen alseep fairly quickly. It was probably due the emotional strain of the day. It must have exausted her. "To think.. If I wasn't here.. you wouldn't be going through all of this." He murmured. He had only known the mare for a few days.. yet he wanted to cause her no pain. but he would continuously be doing so if he was near.
Drawing his brows together, He could only stare down, his eyes filled with remorse and sorrow. "Don't open my touch my heart.. or heal my wounds. I don't want the scars to disappear.." His voice softened. "She's waiting for me.. In the dark depths of the ocean." Kail stared at the moon for a long while until the clouds finally covered it, before falling asleep.
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