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 Posted: Wed Jan 03, 2007 2:48 pm
Lady_Valentine aw, what the hell. how come i never have those moments. whee sweatdrop u should! Just look in the mirror, being only you with no make up, hair not done and all, and see where the true beauty lies....
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Posted: Wed Jan 03, 2007 2:55 pm
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Posted: Wed Jan 03, 2007 2:58 pm
I dress up. I always feel sexy when I dress up and do my hair and put on make up.
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Posted: Wed Jan 03, 2007 4:19 pm
I don't have many self esteem issues any longer.
It's better to have curves than the build of a ten year old boy. wink
._. one time I made the mistake of calling myself ugly around my boyfriend while we were playing super mario world (00tz 00tz super nintendo) and he paused the game, stared at me, said my name then pinned me down kissed me and told me never to say that again.
o.o'
I do have moments where I still feel like an ugly ducking, then I look back at pictures of me during my awkward years when people made fun of me (12-14) and I feel better. Looks aren't everything but it's nice to see how far your beauty has progressed throughout the years and how wrong those little cunts at school were. DONKEY PUNCH MILLY TO GET A STEAMBOAT WILLY
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Posted: Wed Jan 03, 2007 7:42 pm
I sincerely thank you for the encouragement,
But this is a problem I've dealt with for years,
and I dunno the more I seem to stress to myself that I'm pretty,
the worse I seem to make myself feel.
[If that makes any sense]
I dunno, but hopefully, I can get through my self-esteem issues the way so many of these girls have y'know?
I wish me luck hehe.
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Posted: Wed Jan 03, 2007 10:57 pm
Fuzzy Necromancer Maybe you haven't had enough time being fawned over by adoring FAs? >.> Lol, unfortunately, no. xP
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Posted: Wed Jan 03, 2007 11:05 pm
Lady_Valentine I sincerely thank you for the encouragement, But this is a problem I've dealt with for years, and I dunno the more I seem to stress to myself that I'm pretty, the worse I seem to make myself feel. [If that makes any sense] I dunno, but hopefully, I can get through my self-esteem issues the way so many of these girls have y'know? I wish me luck hehe.
Honestly, my best advice is to realize it only matters how you feel about yourself... You are beautiful, and the sooner you let yourself accept that fact, the better. Your beauty has nothing to do with anybody else, nobody has any control over it except you.
I felt horrible when I had people pick up on my sensitivity to my weight tell me I was fat, I felt terrible when I had people who thought my weight was hot tell me I was too skinny--I don't know if they assumed I'd gain weight because I liked the attention or if I just assumed they did (probably the latter), but it just made me realize that I'm never going to be everybody's cup of tea, the only person I can count on is myself to like me the way I am, and by god I'm going to do it. Even the most beautiful woman in the world has days where she feels ugly, I'm sure. It took me years to get to the point where I could spot myself in the mirror and think "Damn, I look good"... if you had told me years ago I'd think that, I would have laughed in your face.
I don't stress to myself that I'm pretty, honestly, I'm finally allowing myself to appreciate how beautiful I am. Of course, because I know I'm beautiful, I'm doing more to improve my appearance I'm obviously more confident which makes me even more attractive, I'm sure. -If you looked at old photos of me as a highschooler you'd laugh at me. It's not the easiest thing to get to that place, but I hope you do ^_^
In fact, here's my yearbook photo from my Junior year... I looked like a goob, but it's not as bad as I remembered either... hrm.
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Posted: Thu Jan 04, 2007 5:52 am
Goober nothing, that photo looks beeeeaautiful. ^___^
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Posted: Thu Jan 04, 2007 9:22 am
I generally write about my problems in a journal. Or I buy a few new books and drown myself in information.
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Posted: Thu Jan 04, 2007 9:31 am
Fuzzy Necromancer Maybe you haven't had enough time being fawned over by adoring FAs? >.> And I can tell you that really helps. mrgreen *is dating the cutest FA right now*
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Posted: Thu Jan 04, 2007 11:38 am
The Dread Pirate Ghosty Lady_Valentine I sincerely thank you for the encouragement, But this is a problem I've dealt with for years, and I dunno the more I seem to stress to myself that I'm pretty, the worse I seem to make myself feel. [If that makes any sense] I dunno, but hopefully, I can get through my self-esteem issues the way so many of these girls have y'know? I wish me luck hehe.
Honestly, my best advice is to realize it only matters how you feel about yourself... You are beautiful, and the sooner you let yourself accept that fact, the better. Your beauty has nothing to do with anybody else, nobody has any control over it except you.
I felt horrible when I had people pick up on my sensitivity to my weight tell me I was fat, I felt terrible when I had people who thought my weight was hot tell me I was too skinny--I don't know if they assumed I'd gain weight because I liked the attention or if I just assumed they did (probably the latter), but it just made me realize that I'm never going to be everybody's cup of tea, the only person I can count on is myself to like me the way I am, and by god I'm going to do it. Even the most beautiful woman in the world has days where she feels ugly, I'm sure. It took me years to get to the point where I could spot myself in the mirror and think "Damn, I look good"... if you had told me years ago I'd think that, I would have laughed in your face.
I don't stress to myself that I'm pretty, honestly, I'm finally allowing myself to appreciate how beautiful I am. Of course, because I know I'm beautiful, I'm doing more to improve my appearance I'm obviously more confident which makes me even more attractive, I'm sure. -If you looked at old photos of me as a highschooler you'd laugh at me. It's not the easiest thing to get to that place, but I hope you do ^_^
In fact, here's my yearbook photo from my Junior year... I looked like a goob, but it's not as bad as I remembered either... hrm.
Ugh-A!!!! Why do you have such fricking pretty hair!! DX ANYWAY You are very beautiful <333
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Posted: Thu Jan 04, 2007 12:07 pm
I usually decide to hang out with the guys. Nothing takes your mind off things like going bowling or setting things on fire.
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Posted: Thu Jan 04, 2007 7:44 pm
DarknessAngel63 I usually decide to hang out with the guys. Nothing takes your mind off things like going bowling or setting things on fire.
Agreed.
Though I personally enjoy setting off illegal fireworks near annoying neighbors at nighttime. Nothing says "please turn down your music" like a giant crack at two in the morning. redface DONKEY PUNCH MILLY TO GET A STEAMBOAT WILLY
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Posted: Thu Jan 04, 2007 10:54 pm
Lady_Valentine Ugh-A!!!! Why do you have such fricking pretty hair!! DX ANYWAY You are very beautiful <333
Also, thank you Fuzzy xp
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Posted: Fri Jan 05, 2007 11:04 am
steamboat milly I don't have many self esteem issues any longer.
It's better to have curves than the build of a ten year old boy. wink
._. one time I made the mistake of calling myself ugly around my boyfriend while we were playing super mario world (00tz 00tz super nintendo) and he paused the game, stared at me, said my name then pinned me down kissed me and told me never to say that again.
o.o'
I do have moments where I still feel like an ugly ducking, then I look back at pictures of me during my awkward years when people made fun of me (12-14) and I feel better. Looks aren't everything but it's nice to see how far your beauty has progressed throughout the years and how wrong those little cunts at school were. DONKEY PUNCH MILLY TO GET A STEAMBOAT WILLY Hahahahaha yeah when I look back at the pictures from my awkward stage I always wonder how I managed to get so many boyfriends. I would post a picture from my 7th grade year but seriously I look they they should have shoved a helment on my head and stuck me in a special ed class. *shudders* thank god I'm so friggin hot now xd
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