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Posted: Mon Jun 20, 2005 9:33 am
March 24th, 2005 Riven: Dreams and ChimesIt was twilight in the Glade, and Riven was alone, drifting through the trees with only a group of hyvaren for light and company. They were good at both, though, casting a constant soft light and talking among themselves in soft, high-pitched voices that Riven couldn't quite make out or understand. Overhead, the trees that Ghlyssa had asked to move stretched outward in not-so-natural ways, forming the shell of a future home. Where they would raise their child. Our child, Riven marveled once again. He'd never even considered the idea at all until Ghlyssa had mentioned it with desperation and longing in her eyes. Two weeks ago none of this was real, and now Ghlyssa was pregnant and radiant, and there were the beginnings of a house here in the woods. Riven grinned to himself and held up two glass windchimes, floating up a bit higher than normal. His wings fanned outward in a useless reflex as he gently tangled the strings around a small branch. Was it his imagination, or did the tree seem to grow bark outwards to cup the cords? It was hard to tell in the shifting light. Once hung, the chimes sang lightly in the cool night air. Riven sat down on the moss carpeting the clearing and looked up through the branches at the stars, listening to the music of the chimes and the song of the brook nearby. He was content. Maybe this was why he had been reborn, to feel like this... to have these memories stored away in case he ever needed to return to the Spirit Realm and never again leave. A gift. A wonderful, undeserved second chance.
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Posted: Mon Jun 20, 2005 9:33 am
March 25th, 2005 Ghlyssa: A Beginning
Ghlyssa felt... a little odd.
Not good nor bad, not sick nor well, just... odd.
Curled up against the window in the green room at Sunny's, nibbling on tiny cherry tomatoes like candy, Ghlyssa hugged her stomach and thought.
She was always imperceptibly aware of things growing around her, and it was really more when they weren't there that she actually noticed. It was generally plants, not people, she could feel growing, but...
Ghlyssa wasn't sure if she was imagining it or not. She sat and wondered about the first stirrings of life inside her, and wondered what this was going to be like.
In the back of her mind, the Earthkeeper was quietly curious. This was, after all, an entity who had sent a piece of herself to be reborn as a Fa'e just to learn about people and animal life; she did have a curious streak about that which was outside her realm of influence.
And pregnancy was not exactly something plants did very often.
"Baby," Glee said suddenly, in the vague direction of her stomach, "I don't think I really know what I'm doing. It might almost be easier if you were a seed, and I could plant you and take care of you that way. But you're here now, and I'm very glad you are... and we'll... everything..."
She bit her lip and ate another cherry tomato.
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Posted: Mon Jun 20, 2005 9:39 am
March 26th, 2005 Session: Growth Begins, Growth Continues
Ghlyssa stepped into the grove, hugging herself. The trees were managing just fine, adjusting to their new shapes without much difficulty. She wandered barefoot among the trees, feeling completely relaxed and at peace. This felt like home already.
Riven was supposed to meet her. She hoped he hurried.
Riven, in fact, was already in the glade, just sitting on the wrong side of one of the beginning branch-walls. Hearing footsteps, he turned around and got up. "The forest is perfect for you, isn't it?" he said, tilting his head at her with a smile.
Ghlyssa jumped. "Oh! I didn't know you were there." She ran over and hugged him, laughing. "Yes. Yes, it is perfect. Even more perfect with you, though." She beamed. "And the trees are doing fine. Just absolutely fine."
"Good." Riven grinned and kissed her. "I thought the trees sort of... paid attention to me when I came a night or two ago." He indicated the windchimes dangling in what would be a window, later on. "Um... how's the baby?" He blushed a little.
"Those are nice," Ghlyssa said, peering at the windchimes.
"And the baby is fine. I think it is." She poked at her stomach. "I think it's still really really small so it might be hard to tell." She considered telling Riven about this "morning sickness" thing that was mentioned in all the helpful literature. "It's there, and it's a baby." She smiled.
Riven poked at her stomach too. "Hello baby." He looked up at her. "I wonder what it is? A girl baby or a boy baby? My Guardian went and bought some baby things. She said pink was for girls and blue was for boys, but since we didn't know she got some of both colors..."
"I don't know. I think we just have to wait to find out." Glee peered down her front, one eyebrow raised. "Blue is for boys? But I like blue. But I guess the baby can wear either, right?"
Riven shrugged. "That's what Mom said. But we can do what we want, I think. It's not a law, I hope." He wrinkled his nose.
Then he took a few steps back and looked at the trees. "Are you going to make them grow more today?" He thought they almost seemed expectant... waiting. They were the most... well, talkative trees he'd ever met, even though they didn't really talk.
"I think so. I think they want to." Glee laughed. "I think they sort of want to get all done so they can keep growing straight up like they were before. Just growing up is a little easier, I think."
She waved up at the branches.
"I brought the plan... thingie." Riven produced the blueprint they were adapting, which one of their Guardians had taken from the planning department of the Gaia Housing Commission. It was much easier to follow a pre-made plan than to make one yourself, and they could tweak it as needed. "We couldn't do the window parts yet because we don't have glass, but... more walls, maybe?" He shrugged.
Ghlyssa took the plans and looked at them carefully. "I guess we are going to need glass, so the rain doesn't come in. I think the trees could grow around it and it would stay there. They wouldn't mind... but we can do more walls today. And more roof." She peered up.
"And I really want windows." Riven wrinkled his nose. Having a house made of trees was one thing, having a windowless box made of trees was quite another. "I'll ask my Guardian about that later," he decided.
He floated back a few feet. "Am I out of the way enough?"
Ghlyssa nodded. "You're fine where you are."
She looked up at the trees again, her lips moving silently, and closed her eyes. The trees took a moment to soften, then began to shift and weave closer together, branches sprouting from the trunks as needed. Internal walls knit together, almost solid now, though not done just yet.
The trees settled into their new places, and Ghlyssa wobbled a little.
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Posted: Mon Jun 20, 2005 9:41 am
Once the branches stopped moving and the leaves stopped rustling, Riven quickly darted forward to Ghlyssa's side and grabbed her arm to support her, just in case. "Are you okay?"
"I'm okay," she squeaked. "Just a little more tired than I thought I would be." Ghlyssa clung to Riven anyway. "Maybe I did more work than I did last time. Um. I'm okay."
"Don't work too hard," Riven said, concerned. "You have the baby too now." He guided her over to one of the walls. "Sit down." It was an order.
Ghlyssa sat. "I guess... I guess I need to be a little more careful now. It's really strange, Riven... I have to look out for myself, and for the baby. I went through all this stuff with Sunny about making sure I eat enough of the right things for the baby." She pursed her lips thoughtfully.
Riven looked perplexed. "It can't eat by itself?"
"Well, it's inside me, Riven. It can't eat except what I eat. So--I think this is how it works--I have to eat enough for me and the baby." Ghlyssa waved her hands vaguely.
"Ohhhh." Riven thought about this, decided it made no sense, but also decided not to worry about it. "Like what? Should I go get some food now?" He looked at the trees as though hoping to find food there.
Glee smiled. "I'm not very hungry right now. I ate a little while ago. And I don't think the baby's hungry either. I wonder how I'm supposed to know that."
Riven shrugged, again. "I don't know. Maybe it's hungry when you're hungry. Maybe it's sleeping and doesn't know to be hungry?" He poked at her stomach again. "Babies are funny. I asked my Guardian but she didn't know a lot of things. She's never had a baby. She said she doesn't want to because it hurts." He looked at Ghlyssa with still more concern. "Did you know it hurted before you wanted one?"
Ghlyssa hesitated. "Sort of. I mean. I think the hurting part is when it comes out. I asked Sunny about it, but she said that she laid an egg, not like what most people do. She said it hurt a lot, but maybe not as much as for most people." She twisted her fingers. "I don't care. I want to do it anyway."
"I guess we can't do anything about it anyway." Riven frowned. "Just be okay, okay? But that's in a while from now... right? How long does it take for the baby to come out?" Poke, poke.
Clearly, Riven's late education in the ways of babies was incomplete.
"Um." Ghlyssa thought about this. "A few months? Something like that. I don't remember." She shrugged, blushing. "Not for a while. I have to get really really big." She had been vaguely disturbed by the pictures in the informative books. Kia hadn't seemed to mind being really big, though...
"Okay," Riven said, not quite understanding that, either, but feeling he'd asked enough questions for now - even if some very odd mental pictures had been planted. "I will look at books too," he decided. "So I won't always ask you questions." He reached one arm over her shoulders and hugged. "The house will be nice. Mom is already buying things... it's silly."
"I should probably say this before I forget," Ghlyssa said suddenly. "Um. Riven, I'm going to be gone for about a week? Okay?" She pouted. "But I said I'd go with Sunny to visit some.... um... some relative of some sort. I think she's an aunt. And I said I'd go, and I don't want to break my promise. So me and Sunny and Ray and Bronnie are going to go away for a week." She tapped her fingers together. "It's just for a week... and the trees need to rest a bit more, anyway..."
"You are?" Riven looked hurt. "How come you didn't tell me before?" He squeezed a little more tightly, possessively - and then he sighed. "Sorry. You should have time by yourself too. It's good balance," he said, grudgingly.
"I'm sorry. I sort of forgot to say. Everything got really mixed up." Ghlyssa blushed and snuggled Riven tightly. "I'll come see you as soon as I get back, okay?"
"It's okay. I still love you. And the baby," he added, snuggling back and kissing her on the cheek. His tail curled lightly around her ankle.
"It's getting cold." Indeed, though it was a nice spring day the wind cutting though the edges of the forest was a chill one. He shivered, although it was more for show than anything else. "I should take you back to Miss Sundragyn's house. Won't it be nice when we don't have to leave?"
"Yeah. That's going to be very nice. This is... it's already beginning to feel like home, I think." Ghlyssa laid her head on Riven's shoulder. "But it is getting cold. And I guess," she reasoned, "that if I get cold, the baby gets cold." Wow, this pregnancy-thing was complicated. It was like being two people.
'Yes, and babies shouldn't get cold." He fluffed one insubstantial wing over Ghlyssa's shoulders - it didn't do any good whatsoever, but it was a nice guesture if nothing else. "Shall we go?" He offered to help her up.
Ghlyssa took Riven's hand and got to her feet. "Yes. I suppose we need to go." She sighed.
A thought occurred to her. "Thank you," she called to the trees. "I'll be back soon."
Riven turned around to see who she was talking to and couldn't see anybody. "Uh, thank you!" he called out too, just on the basis that it was a good idea to thank things. Even if you didn't know what they were.
He twined her hand in his, and they left the Glade together.
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Posted: Mon Jun 20, 2005 9:42 am
April 3rd, 2005 Interlude: Ghlyssa, Driven Crazy
"Do you want me to take over?"
"Eh, I could use a rest, I guess. We'll switch in Little Fort." Sunny grinned at her brother and repositioned her hands on the wheel of the rented car.
"You can go that long?" Ray raised an eyebrow.
"I'm fine. I'm tough. Bit hungry. Glee, can you reach the cooler? Grab me some veggies to gnaw on?"
Ghlyssa blinked, roused from her thoughts as she stared out the window at the passing trees. "Oh. Oh, okay." She bent to fish around in the cooler, and passed up a little plastic bag of broccoli, carrots, cauliflower, and such.
"You should eat, too," Sunny told her. "That whole eating-for-two thing applies to you. Although at this stage it's probably more like eating-for-one-and-a-half."
"I'm not hungry," Ghlyssa said.
"I think she's still recovering from the chicken gut soup," Ray sniggered.
Ghlyssa moaned slightly; Sunny shot him a look.
This was true. While Aunt Maran and Uncle Yassik had blinked in some bemusement at Glee, they'd accepted her readily enough and offered her a generous portion of the soup Maran had become famous for: Chicken gut soup. It wasn't really made with chicken guts, exactly, but it was made with necks and hearts. Maran often didn't even bother to cut up the chicken hearts. Ghlyssa had taken one look at the heart bobbing among the vegetables, ran for the bathroom, and promptly experienced her first bout of morning sickness.
It had not been pretty.
"Try to eat, if you can keep it down," Sunny advised. "Bronnie, you want something?"
Bronwen scowled. She was scrunched in the back seat next to Ghlyssa, excruciatingly uncomfortable. Her wingspan was enough to make this exceedingly awkward. She'd managed to accidentally stab Glee in the arm with her wingspars more than a dozen times. She's apologised quickly, been forgiven quickly, and gone back to trying to find a position in which her wings wouldn't go numb. "No," she grumbled. "I'm not hungry."
"We'll be in Little Fort soon enough, we can all walk around, and we'll be home not too long after that, right?" Ray stretched in the passenger's seat.
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Posted: Mon Jun 20, 2005 9:45 am
April 6th, 2005 Session: A Meeting and a Finding
Ghlyssa clung to Riven's hand as they walked into the grove, her free hand patting the beginnings of walls in passing. "This really is feeling like home," she said.
The trees shivered in a slight breeze overhead, vaguely eager for what might come later.
"I'm so glad you're back. I missed you so much," Riven said, squeezing her hand. He'd said those words several times since Ghlyssa had returned, but he still meant them. He had missed her, a lot... for a while, he'd been afraid that it had been Chaos' manipulations again, until Ssala reassured him.
Just plain old emotions. "How's the baby?" he asked, grinning as they walked into the shell of their house-to-be.
"I missed you lots, too." Ghlyssa rested her head against his arm. Her fingers curled around the beginning swell of her belly. "The baby is... um... growing." She smiled pensively. "Some of my old clothes don't fit anymore."
Funny, that.
"And I guess the baby must be hungry, too, because I've been hungry, but that might just be because of this morning sickness thing... I don't know how I'm supposed to eat properly like this..." She sighed.
"You're sick in the morning?" Riven asked, concerned. His fingers crept down to tentatively touch the slight bulge in Ghlyssa's stomach as well. "Only in the morning? Not at night? Then you eat at night." He grinned, pleased with having solved that particular problem easily.
Glee giggled. "But morning sickness isn't just in the morning. I don't know why they call it that. I asked Sunny and she didn't know either." She patted Riven's hand on her stomach. "Sometimes I can't eat without getting sick, but it's mostly if I have to see or smell meat..." She wrinkled her nose, feeling slightly ill at the thought. "Which was sort of awkward when we were visiting Sunny's family. Dragons like to eat a lot of meat, I guess."
"Oh... any kind of meat, or just like.. meat meat? Fish?" Riven asked, curious. Sosiqui liked meat and fish, and most especially sweet eel. He rather liked the sweet eel too - it was nice and soft, for meat. "You met dragons? Were they nice?" Riven's eyes were wide - even though he'd met Sunny and Ray both, he'd never seen them being... well, dragons.
"They were nice," Ghlyssa said, blinking. "But they were just... you know... regular people. And any kind of meat, I guess." She shrugged. "I thought I was getting better about it, but... maybe not for a little while. It was sort of awkward, though, on the trip. Sunny's aunt makes soups with entire chicken hearts in it." She looked quite uncomfortable. "Just... the whole heart, not even cut up or anything."
Riven did wrinkle his nose at that. He'd never seen a heart, not a real one, outside of pictures...
For a second, a vivid, ancient memory flickered through - blood squirting from a severed neck, broken wings flailing, a head falling-
He shook his own head violently, the beads in his hair chiming together. "Um. Well, you're here now, and there's no meat here," he said, earnestly. "The trees look happy to see you."
"They're happy to see us," Ghlyssa amended cheerily. "They've gotten used to both of us. They're looking forward to when we start living here. So am I," she added, beaming. "They're very friendly trees."
"Are you going to grow them today?" Riven looked up at the rustling trees, their trunks and branches already beginning to grow fresh leaves in the 'wall' parts.
"Mmm-hm." Ghlyssa grinned. "They want to. I think we still need glass for the windows, though... but we can make a real roof, though."
She gestured up at the sky visible through the trees.
"I'll ask my Guardian about the glass part," Riven reassured her. "They really like to grow into a house now, huh?"
He floated back a few feet, to give her room.
Ghlyssa smiled at him before closing her eyes and settling down to prepare herself.
The trees began to grow and shift, weaving in and out, and the roof began to close in and form a solid and windproof form. The walls, too, shaped themselves properly, though the gaps left for the windows and doors remained overlarge to allow for later developments. They grew somewhat quicker than before, more purposeful.
It stopped suddenly, the trees settling and freezing where they were, and Ghlyssa gave a little gasp. "What... what was that about?"
"What was what about?" Riven asked, puzzled. A few leaves fell around him as he got up and drifted over to her. "Is something wrong?"
"Nothing's wrong, but..." Ghlyssa blinked up at Riven, confusion on her face. "It was... it was easier than it usually was. Everything went right where I wanted to." She looked around. The house was far from finished, but it was concievably livable now, at least if you covered up the doors and windows. "I don't understand. It couldn't... it couldn't have been that the trees just really wanted to, because they wanted to before but it was sometimes hard to make them understand what I wanted to do..."
"Maybe you're just getting stronger in your power," Riven said, grinning. He came up behind her and put one arm around her shoulders, and patted her stomach with the other. "That's good for the baby, I suppose."
"I suppose, but... I think that would mean that the Earthkeeper was getting stronger, too. And... I don't know if that's even possible. She just... she just is what she is." Ghlyssa snuggled back into Riven.
After a brief pause, she added, "She isn't. I suppose it is good for the baby, but... it's sort of strange."
"The tress grow, the baby grows, your power grows. Lots of things are growing." Riven grinned. "Even Biome is growing - they grew into really neat-looking twin dragons. Not dragons like your Guardian, though. Snakey-looking dragons." He looked thoughtful for a moment. "They're kinda big... maybe we should make a little outside house for them, with one room?"
"I guess I'd like to see Biome now, then." Even if they did still make her a bit nervous. "But a little house... we could do that for it... them. Um." Ghlyssa blinked, piecing a few things together with the ever-present voice of the Earthkeeper in the back of her mind.
"Of course! Growth within would amplify this body. How peculiar. This was not expected." The words came from Glee's mouth, but the voice was not exactly right. She blinked, looked embarrassed, and said in a more normal tone, "Um, yes."
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Posted: Mon Jun 20, 2005 9:47 am
Riven also blinked. "Was that, um, the Earthkeeper?" he asked, not entirely sure how to react to this.
He loved Ghlyssa; he wasn't entirely sure about the Earthkeeper, even if they were similar... but they were also different, as that sentence proved. Not to mention it was SO weird to him to think of being more than one thing at once...
"Yes. That was her. Well, us." Ghlyssa grimaced bemusedly. "She doesn't usually do that... but... maybe it is the baby." She patted her stomach carefully. "Wow."
Riven looked even more perplexed. "But... it's not supposed to be magical." He paled, suddenly. "Did something wrong happen? Is the baby... the baby Fa'e?"
"I... I..." Ghlyssa blinked at Riven in horror. "Oh no. No, that couldn't be. If it was..." She stared down at her stomach. "You can't be! I mean..."
She struggled for explanation. "That wasn't what she--or I--was thinking. But..."
Riven turned away from Ghlyssa, then back towards her, feeling very confused. It wasn't Ghlyssa's fault if the baby was... but then it was Kamiki's fault, wasn't it? And he didn't want that to be her fault... he didn't want to be as angry at her as such a mistake would require.
"It CAN'T be Fa'e," he pleaded. "I HAVE to become an Ancient, I can't lose any more of who I am, I just CAN'T..."
"But... even if it was Fa'e, would that make me stronger?" This new worry on her mind, Ghlyssa put out this vague argument. She wrung her hands. "I... I can't... what would happen to the Earthkeeper now if... How could we TELL if the baby's Fa'e? Riven..." She blinked at him, rather tearfully.
Riven thought hard.
"... Anen. Anen would know - he helped me figure out when Chaos was... doing some things. He would know! We have to go talk to him." He grabbed her hand.
Anen. She'd met Anen. Once. Ghlyssa nodded. "All right. He'd really know that? Do you know where he lives? Could we get there soon or would we have to... Oh, please, you can't really be Fa'e," she told the baby, distressed.
"I know where he lives, yeah..."
Then Riven deflated. "But he's gone - I saw it on the noteboard at Fa'e HQ the other day when I went in to see, um, if there were any babies so I could practice. He's gone for a whole WEEK." He looked distressed, as if he could practically feel magic getting sucked out of him. "What are we going to dooooo?"
Gone. Well, that was just...
Ghlyssa drooped. "Another week couldn't really hurt, could it?" This wasn't supposed to happen... if this baby was Fa'e, this whole mess was going to be her fault, since it had been her idea, and... oh dear oh dear... "If... if Anen would know, and he's not around, then I guess we'll have to wait for Anen to come back. And... then we'll ask him as soon as he gets back, and then we'll decide what to do, if it is Fa'e."
She had no idea what it was even possible to do in that situation. The more she thought about this the more worrying it was.
Riven sighed and flopped to the ground, laying back into the grass as though he was going to make a snow (or grass) angel in it. "I guess." He looked up at the leaves above, trying to make himself calm down. "And if... if it is Fa'e... we'll just... I don't know. Talk to Airi or something," he mumbled. "But it's not your fault, love..."
Ghlyssa sat down beside Riven, twisting her fingers together. "But it was my idea," she whispered unhappily. "Airi would have to know what to do, though, if anyone does."
"It's... it's okay." He smiled at her. "What's done is done, right? We'll worry about it if we know for sure. And our house IS almost done, too, and that's good?"
Actually, he was planning on worrying a lot, and loudly, as soon as he got home, but Glee didn't need to know that.
"Are you sure?" Ghlyssa looked nervously at him. "I mean... if..." She shook herself. "I guess I should try not to worry too much... it won't help..."
"No, it won't help... and if the baby is Fa'e, then well... we can guard the little one well, and teach them and help them because we know what it's like to be Fa'e." He reached for her hand and patted it gently as he sat up. "We'll have to find a Guardian, though..."
They wouldn't be able to keep the baby, and they'd lose... gods. Riven shook his head. "But we don't know, so we shouldn't worry a lot yet, right? It's not good balance..."
She nodded. "I suppose it isn't. It's hard not to worry, though, now that we've thought of this..." Ghlyssa wrapped her arms around herself, over the swell of the baby. "Please don't be Fa'e," she whispered.
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Posted: Mon Jun 20, 2005 9:48 am
April 8th, 2005 Riven: Seeking the Answer
Riven fretted as he floated around the Glade, through bare doorframes and occasionally through the largest of the empty windows.
This was driving him crazy. Sometimes he was sure it was stupid, the baby couldn't POSSIBLY be Fa'e, they couldn't do such a thing on accident... and then sometimes he felt like he could sense his very nature draining away.
"I just CAN'T wait for Anen to come back, I'll go nuts," he muttered to his companion. Dillin was riding on his shoulder, the little kiri offering chirps and chrts in all the right places, despite not really understanding what was going on. But he offered a semblance of comfort, and that was what Riven really needed right now... not his Guardian's constant reassurance, not Biome's calm platitudes. Just... little sounds when appropriate.
And little paws in his hair, patting at the beads. He laughed as Dillin's tail tickled him under the chin, unintentionally. "What do you think?"
"Chrt?" The kiri cocked his head and leapt up atop Riven's head. "Chttchrt, chrr... cht?"
He sighed. "If only there was somebody else who could sense it... Anen feels fate-lines, or something. Who else could know? Shina, maybe, but she's... I don't even know." A pang, there - where was Shina, anyway? He wanted to show her and Rei and Hoshi the baby, especially. Would Hoshi give the baby a star, perhaps? It would be so empty without Shina there. He hoped she was okay. Maybe he could scry out in that star again, as he had for Ghlyssa...
Star. Spirit Realm.
"Ssala!" he said aloud, suddenly. "Ssala might know! Shi has oracle gifts, right? And shi was able to identify souls, right? Right?"
"Cht!" Dillin said enthusiastically, jumping down onto Riven's shoulder and running in a tiny circle, claws clinging to Riven's cloak.
"I'll ask Glee tomorrow," Riven said, firmly. "We'll go to the Spirit Realm and see what Ssala knows."
Feeling relieved at having at least a path to follow, if not answers, Riven drifted slowly out of the Glade.
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Posted: Mon Jun 20, 2005 9:54 am
April 9th, 2005 Session: Of Spirits and Souls
Riven carefully fussed over Ghlyssa. "Are you comfortable? Is the baby okay?" He'd never taken somebody pregnant to the Spirit Realm before, and he wanted to make sure everything would be just fine. He was sure it wasn't DANGEROUS... he just wasn't entirely sure it would work.
The trees seemed interested in the goings-on. Riven hoped they wouldn't be annoyed at not growing any more today. Still, he hoped their affinity would strengthen Ghlyssa. He sat down on the grass next to her and leaned against a tree trunk, coiling his tail lightly around her ankle "Are you okay?"
Ghlyssa smiled and nodded, her hands over her stomach. She looked a bit pale and raccoon-eyed after a night or two of restless, worried sleep. "I'm fine, and so is the baby. Really, Riven." She leaned against him and kissed him soothingly. "You really think Ssala will know?"
"I sure hope so." He sighed. "Souls... do things in the Spirit Realm. They... you can see them, get closer to them sort of." How could he explain it? How could he possibly describe the endless sea of souls that the Spirit Realm had inadvertantly become before...
Before... before what, exactly? He still wasn't sure, but whatever it was had culminated in his first death.
Riven shook away that memory and smiled at Ghlyssa. "Are you ready?" The crystal globe that the spirit Fa'e used as a homing beacon sat in front of them, glinting quietly in the grass.
"I'm ready." She nodded, a hopeful smile still plastered to her face. Ghlyssa fingered her necklace thoughtfully. She didn't really understand the nature of the Spirit Realm, to be truthful, and she knew she didn't understand it, but she was content to let Riven take care of the intricacies of it.
"Okay. Just hold on," Riven said, and leaned forward to lay both hands on the cool surface of the globe. Closing his eyes, he felt along the connection that lay deep in the crystal... it went sort of upwards, and sort of inwards.
He reached out for Ghlyssa, and found her, then reached further. There was a bond there, soft but sure, and he took careful hold of the tiny spark on the other end. Hello baby, he thought, and pulled.
After the familiar tingling wash subsided, he opened his eyes to the soft misty world of the Spirit Realm, and the already approaching swirl of happy hyvaren. He turned to Ghlyssa...
And stared.
Next to her, connected to her by a thread, was a barely-visible shape that had no concrete form, and made no sound.... and felt like the baby-spark.
"Baby," he managed, pointing at it.
Ghlyssa stared, too. "That's... that's our baby?" She glanced reflexively down at her stomach, at Riven, and back at the spark.
What a strange feeling it was, to see the soul of your unborn child this way.
"I..." She stammered a bit, then managed, "it's pretty already."
"I think-" and then Riven was interrupted as the crowd of hyvaren swept around them both, singing joyously in high-piched voices. Ssala followed them, grinning like an indulgent parent.
"They are happy to see you, my lord, as am I," the spirit-snake said, curling lightly in the air. "And my lady," he added. "Are you well?"
"Pretty well," Riven said, reaching out one hand to rub against Ssala's fur. "And we think, um, that," and he pointed at the odd shifting haze, "is the soul of the baby?"
Ssala bowed hir head to it. "A pleasure to meet you," shi said, solemnly.
The haze made no reply.
Ghlyssa giggled, amused by the hyvaren. Her gaze followed them around a bit before she managed to turn back to Ssala. "It is the baby? Really? Is it supposed to look like that?" she added, slightly worried. "Or maybe not a lot of pregnant women come here..."
She gestured to the thread that seemed to link her with the haze. "Although I honestly can't think what else it would be."
"It is an as-yet unfinished soul, bonded to you and bonded to lord Riven, my lady," Ssala said, politely. "If it is not your child, than what else could it be?"
"Ssala... we were wondering," Riven said, uncomfortably. The seer turned around to look at him immediately. "The baby is... well, should be... human. So that we don't lose our natures. I have to remain the guardian of the Barrier, of the Spirit Realm."
"That you do," Ssala agreed, unruffled.
"But... well, we were kind of worried... about the baby maybe accidentally being Fa'e, being something reborn, like us, that would... make that impossible."
Ssala immediately turned around and gave the haze a long, hard look. "I should bite it in half if it were that," shi said, after a moment. "But I won't," shi added. "Not... unless..." And shi left the sentence hanging, but didn't stop half-glaring at the 'baby'.
Ghlyssa fidgeted under the urge to get between Ssala and the baby spark. "We don't know if it is," she protested. "But... but... well, my powers have been... different. Stronger. And the baby might have something to do with that, and..." She twiddled her fingers together, and shook her head vehemently.
"Can you tell?" Riven said, finally, pleading in his voice.
Ssala's sternness relented, some. "I will look at the soul," shi said. "I will not harm it unless you bid me do so."
The spirit-snake drifted on an unseen wind towards the haze, and coiled around it in an intricate, swift dance. "A bond... a spirit, yes, and soul too, building, building, calling out to both, yes..." shi muttered in the toneless voice that shi used while hir Oracle powers were in operation.
Riven waited with bated breath.
Ghlyssa nibbled on a finger nervously, trying to reassure herself. If Ssala said shi wasn't going to harm the baby, then shi wouldn't, right? Yes, of course.
It was worrying nonetheless.
Bid Ssala to harm it? The mere thought gave Glee shudders. If the baby was Fa'e, then... then surely it would have to be done. She wasn't sure she could make herself do that. And it would have been her fault it had had to be done in the first place.
Ssala snapped out of hir oracular trance with a full-body shudder, hir eyes focusing blearly as hir motion slowed and then stopped.
"Well?" Riven asked, eyes wide.
"It draws from you both, but the connections do not touch your innermost selves," Ssala said. "And it has no reaching outward as you both bear, no longing for a bond to one other than family," shi added.
"The Guardian bond? It doesn't have one?" Relief washed through Riven like a flood. "It can't be Fa'e. It can't be, without that." He beamed at Ghlyssa and the 'baby'.
Ghlyssa exhaled, looking so relieved she might cry. "It's human. It's really human? Oh, thank goodness. Thank goodness. I couldn't have... I couldn't have beared..." She stammered herself into a contented fluster, and just beamed at the hazy spark.
Ssala curled up to Ghlyssa. "I am glad, too. Such sacrifices are hard, my lady. Do not think I would not have wept for the child," shi said.
Still, there was no wavering in hir voice. Riven realized that Ssala probably would have killed the baby had it been Fa'e... and that, horrible as it was, there would have been a terrible balance in that act. Clearly the protection of Creation warranted the death of a single soul...
... but it was so cold...
Riven shivered, then grinned. It was human. They didn't have to think about it. "Did you see anything else, my friend?"
"My lord asked me to see but one thing," Ssala chided him.
"So I did."
A few creatures had gathered by this point; some of them stepped forward. A syreut nosed the 'baby', huge, sail-like ears perked in curiosity.
Ghlyssa watched the syreut with wary curiousity, and wondered about how vulnerable a half-formed soul might be. Or, for that matter, how dangerous a syreut might be. She hugged herself.
It would have been right, yes. She couldn't even imagine what would have happened if half of the Earthkeeper's power had simply... gone into another soul. Ugh. Horrible thoughts.
And even so, Ghlyssa could hardly go out into the world and coax every single seed into maturity. Even if it was practical, it was hardly right. Not everything grew. Not everything was meant to grow. She may want it to, but she couldn't.
This child, though, would grow. She would see to that, now that that worry was lifted from her.
"What's it doing?" she asked finally, gesturing to the syreut.
"Looking," Riven laughed, at ease. "Nothing here will hurt you... nothing on this side of the Barrier, anyway." He shot a look at the pearly-gray wall in the distance, but didn't feel any of the tell-tale phantom pains on his skin that would indicate surface cracking. The healing he'd done on his last visit continued to hold. "Um, we probably shouldn't go any closer, though," he added.
The syreut stepped back and fanned its ears at the 'baby', making the haze rock back and forth a little bit. Apparently satisfied, it stepped back - and a small group of kyrei swam forward, flat tails making eddies in the mist. They reached out to encircle the haze with their strange, long fingers, golden eyes glinting. "It grrrrrrows," one of them said, turning its head so that its gaze fixed on Ghlyssa. "Little soul-liiiing."
"It's supposed to grow," Ghlyssa said, tilting her head. She had an intense feeling of being completely out of her depth, here. Not knowing what anything here was, what or why or how.
Riven smoothly stepped in between the waiting spirit-creatures and Ghlyssa. "I'll bring them back later," he said, "but the baby isn't even born yet, not properly."
"Born? What issss born?" one of the liros hissed at him, red feathers flaring.
"Born is... created. Come into being. Beginning."
"But we can see it, so surely it has begun?" a syreut fluted.
"It isn't finished yet," Riven said, giving Ssala a pleading look, but the oracle only smiled. "Anyway, we should go."
"Souls tip the balance," said one of the kyrei, knowledge glinting deep in its golden eyes. Riven knew it was seeing the endless sea of lost souls.
"So we're going," Riven said. "We'll come back when the baby is born."
"Come sooner, lord," a karmadoi grunted. "The Barrier will need tending."
"I will." He turned to Ssala. "May we go? You don't need me now?"
"Not yet. It is still a strong healing." Ssala turned a slow, lazy loop in the air. "Soon, but not this time."
"Thank you." He quickly put one arm around Ghlyssa. "We'll come back," he again promised the waiting creatures. "Are you ready, again?" he asked Glee.
Ghlyssa nodded. "I'm ready whenever you're ready." She glanced hesitantly, protectively at the haze, and smiled nervously at the crowd of spirit-creatures. She gave a little wave.
One of the kyrei clapped long-fingered hands at Ghlyssa. "We will see you soon, laaaady," it said, unblinking. "Lady lady lady."
"Farewell," Riven said, and in one smooth motion every creature went into a bow. The spirit Fa'e turned beet red, and grabbed Ghlyssa's arm. "Let's go."
"Farewell, lord," Ssala said, from behind them. Shi was laughing.
Riven had enough time to turn and shoot hir a look before grabbing hold of the link back to the Glade, pushing Ghlyssa and the baby down it, then following to where her body rested against a tree.
Ghlyssa gave herself a little shake, and flexed her wings to try to get some feeling back into them. As nice as the spirit-realm was, it unnerved her slightly. She leaned over and kissed Riven before she said anything, and pensively put her hands over the baby.
How strange. It had been a real, solid reminder that there was Something Alive in there. It was such a bizarre notion she could hardly believe it some days, but there definitely was something in there. Her stomach attested, after all.
"Thank you for asking Ssala," she said quietly.
"I'm so glad," Riven said, floating upward and then bending down to lift her gently to her feet. "So glad the baby is... what we always thought. I wonder why it does that to the magic, though? Odd... but good." He kissed her again once she was up, and wrapped one insubstantial wing around her shoulder. "It is a nice place," he added. "I love it here, but there... there is home. An ancient home."
Ghlyssa hefted herself to her feet, clinging to Riven's hand as she did so. "I can understand that. The Earthkeeper's realm is always going to be home for me, no matter what else happens. I mean... well, half of me is always there, in a way." She screwed up her face slightly.
"I'd like to see that place too, someday - but not now," Riven said, with a smile. "Shall we go tell our Guardians the good news?"
Ghlyssa stifled a giggle. "We should probably go do that before they worry anymore." She wrapped her arm around Riven and sighed happily. "But I'm so glad we don't have to worry about that. I wasn't getting a lot of sleep..." She grinned up at him. "Besides, it's starting to get late... I'm getting a bit cold."
Snuggling into him, Glee led Riven away.
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Posted: Mon Jun 20, 2005 9:56 am
April 19th, 2005 Ghlyssa: Motherhood
"It's looking nice, Glee." Sunny nodded approvingly at the house-in-progress. "It's cozy. You're doing good work."
Ghlyssa beamed with pleasure. "We have a little ways to go, yet... we have to do the windows... and the door... things like that... we need some glass. And a door."
"That's easily taken care of, I suppose." Sunny grinned. "Quick trip to the hardware store. Inside doors you might just want to go with bead curtains. It's easier. But that's my opinion and you should probably talk it over with Riven. Besides, it's well known I have a ridiculous fondness for bead curtains." She laughed.
They sat down outside the house, leaning against the woven wall in the sun. "It's a good place," Glee said.
"I know. I can feel it." Sunny's eyes were shut but she was still grinning. "And I don't mean I feel it magically, like you probably do. I just mean... it's very obviously alive. You and Riven should be proud."
Ghlyssa nodded, blushing a darker green.
For a moment, neither moved nor spoke, simply drinking in the stillness and the sun. Glee fidgeted uncomfortably. "Sunny?"
"Mm?"
"What's it like being a mother?"
Sunny peered at Ghlyssa through the corner of her eye. "That's an awfully loaded question, you know that?"
"It's just..." Ghlyssa waved her hands vaguely. "I want this, more than anything, and I'm really happy, but I'm really scared, too."
"That's the way I felt when I was egg-heavy," Sunny laughed. "As far as I knew, no dragon had ever tried to have a kid when she was living as a human. I was very scared, and Ray was so angry at me."
"But you did it anyway."
"Yeah. I don't regret anything." Sunny folded her hands. "Glee, it's not easy, but you know that."
"Yes," Glee admitted.
"Bronnie drives me nuts, sometimes, and she's going through a rough bit at the moment, so we've been fighting some... fighting loudly... which I'm sure you've heard." She coughed. "Some aspects of adolescence transcend the boundaries of species. But if I had to go back and choose again, I would go through that mess in the clinic in a heartbeat. It seemed like I spent ages with that egg, talking to it, singing to it, took the thing everywhere... Ray made me this little carrier for it," Sunny laughed. "And I was so impatient."
"I guess I'm starting to feel a little impatient, too," Ghlyssa said doubtfully. She put a hand on the bulge.
Sunny rolled over and poked at Glee's stomach. "Hey, you in there. Yeah, you. This is your Auntie Sunny. And I'm telling you that you better go easy on your mum, there. She's a first-timer. But she'll be a good mother. I know she will."
Ghlyssa giggled as Sunny settled herself back. "You really think I'll be a good mother?"
"I do."
"...I wish my mom was here," Ghlyssa said after a moment.
Sunny squeezed Glee's shoulder. "I know."
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Posted: Mon Jun 20, 2005 10:10 am
April 26th, 2005 Session: Housewarming
Sosiqui beamed at all the activity. The workmen they'd hired seemed unsurprised by the request for several of them to hold the window-glass and doorframes in place at the same time - they seemed used to magical means of house-building. Some of them were probably magic-users themselves. It took all kinds, here in Gaia. "Almost time to pack up the boxes for them to move, I guess," she whispered to Sunny, who had come along with her whole family for the house's grand finale.
Riven peered anxiously around, hovering around Ghlyssa protectively as the workmen got into position. Many of them were expertly carrying sheets of window-glass; the rest held sturdy doorframes.
Sosiqui paced around and critiqued the window placement until one of the workmen said "Lady, we know what we're doing," in an aggrieved tone.
"Sorry, sorry," Sosiqui muttered, and retreated back to Riven and Glee. "They're ready. Just hold it right there and keep them steady," she called to the workmen, raising her voice, before turning back to Ghlyssa. "Okay, dear, I think you can finish it up now."
Riven fluffed one misty wing over Ghlyssa's shoulders. "Ready?"
Sunny nodded back at Sosiqui, grinning. "I know. It's going to be so strange to not have Glee around..." She twisted her mouth thoughtfully, and, trying to negate her feelings, tossed off casually, "My tomatoes will suffer, I guess."
Even Ray looked a little depressed, if it came to that; he was standing to one side with Bronnie, both of them watching with varying degrees of interest.
Ghlyssa nodded at Riven. "I'm ready." Faintly unnerved by the crowd of workmen, she hunched her wings tight against her back, tapped her fingers together. "I think. Mostly. Okay, yes." She laughed nervously. She curled her hand over the baby, and sighed. "I really do hope this is going to work..."
"Of course it will work, and then it will be done," Riven said, reaching down to place his hand atop hers. He grinned reassuringly at her.
"Hey, if you're going to do something, do it, willya?" one of the workers called out, only to earn a stern look from the foreman, who looked apologetically at the two Fa'e.
"Their arms can't hold forever. Please, do... whatever you're going to do."
"Okay, Glee," Sosiqui said cheerfully. "Do your stuff."
"Oh. Sorry. Sorry," Glee said hastily, and closed her eyes.
The trees began to shift almost immediately, the wood creeping over the edges of the glass and the doors, absorbing them as a tree that grows too close to a wire fence will absorb the wire, or as wood will grow around a nail. The trees did so obediently, if somewhat reluctantly, while above, their branches spread out for the benefit of the new spring leaves.
Bronwen watched this with her mouth slightly agape.
Ghlyssa drew in her breath and opened her eyes to look around and inspect the new state of the house. "Um, Did it work okay?" It would have been really bad if some poor worker ended up with his hand inside the tree...
This train of thought was derailed quickly, however; Glee stared down at her stomach. "It kicked me," she said blankly.
The workers had stepped back neatly from the tree as the branches grabbed hold of the doorframes and window-glass - they didn't seem particularly startled, either. "She a dryad? We had one of them last week," one of the workmen asked as he tapped the new branchy windowsill.
"None of your business," Sosiqui retorted.
"Is that all you need?" the foreman cut in smoothly, and the Guardians went over to discuss payment and funds.
Riven beamed and floated over to the house as the workmen dispersed. "Look! Look at it, it's a real house, it really is! You did it!" He moved to pick up Ghlyssa, then got a funny expression on his face after managing to get her barely off the ground. "Um."
"That was so cool," Bronnie yelled out.
Ghlyssa began to giggle. "I'm getting sort of... um... sort of fat, I guess. The baby's getting bigger... and it keeps kicking me." She blinks down at it. "It's gotten all excited." She shrugged and hugged Riven, slightly awkwardly.
Riven grinned at Bronnie - and Five, as the little black mage was standing shyly behind the now older-seeming girl. He hadn't quite known what to make of his playmate growing up, but she was still his friend, right? "Do you want to go inside and look around? Come on, Glee, let's go in our house."
"You have to carry her over the threshold," Sosiqui said impishly, coming up behind them. The workmen were walking back to their trucks on the main road, all business apparently finished with.
Riven winced slightly in her direction. "Really?"
"Yep. It's tradition." She smirked at both of them.
Riven sighed. "Okay." He floated forward and opened the door first - it was blue - and then went back to Ghlyssa. "Er... up you go!"
If he'd had legs, he would have been staggering, but Riven made it through the door without knocking Glee's head on the doorframe.
Ghlyssa clung to Riven, her mouth open. "Um..."
Sunny sniggered behind her hand. "That applies to pregnant women, too, does it? Oh my."
"Ah. You can put me down, now, Riven," Glee said, vaguely alarmed.
Riven put Ghlyssa down awkwardly, looking sheepish. "You're heavy," he said, surprised.
"Riven!" Sosiqui yelped. "You never criticize a lady's weight!"
"But... but... she is," Riven said, looking utterly confused.
Sosiqui sighed. "You... bah."
Five peeked shyly around the doorframe, one hand on his hat. "Can we come in?" he asked, quietly.
"Oh, yeah, come in, come in," Riven said, gesturing to everyone. The front door was wide open and they stood in the 'living room' - a large room with wide windows and a high branch-twined ceiling. A thick carpet of living moss covered the floor.
The little black mage came in, immediately kneeling down to prod the carpet with interest. "It's all alive, Bronnie," he called out to her.
"But I am heavy. It's me and the baby," Ghlyssa protested quietly.
Sunny laughed and rolled her eyes. "Oh, but it's so nice in here, though. Cozy and..." She sought for the word.
"Green," Ray supplied, grinning. Sunny shot him a look.
Bronnie got down on the mossy carpet, too. "It's so neat," she said quietly. "This is the most awesome thing ever. I want to live in a house like this, where it's all alive."
"You'll have the freshest air in all Gaia in here, with all these plants," Sosiqui said, watching Five pat the carpet gently, as though it was a cat. "Well! You're all done. Now all you have to do is move..."
She looked down for a second and bit her lip. "... and then you'll be here, right?"
"Right," Riven said, happily. "And the baby...?"
"I don't know when that will show up. In its own time, I suspect. Have you thought about names yet?"
Riven blanked. "Names?"
Sosiqui sighed. "Yes. It doesn't COME with one like you did. You get to name it."
"Huh..." The Fa'e looked thoughtful. "We have to talk about that later," he told Ghlyssa.
Ghlyssa tilted her head, eyes widening. "We're going to have to. We can't call it just 'Baby' for ever."
Sunny shifts uncomfortably. "Yeah. Well, thrift store furniture is always fun, I suppose... your friend's still willing to loan us the truck, Ray?"
"Yeah, of course."
"Furniture... and some blankets," Riven said abruptly. "Knitted ones. I like those."
"How surprisingly domestic," Sosiqui said, bemused.
"And Dillin and Biome will come to live here too. It will be fun, really." He beamed at Ghlyssa.
"It's not all fun, you know. I did make you read those books... but a lot of it is learning as you go. Like teaching the baby to swim by throwing it in the water."
Riven looked confused. "We're gonna throw it in the stream?"
"... no..."
Ghlyssa blinked. "Do babies float or sink? I mean..." Flustered, she blushed. "That's not what I meant. At all." She patted her stomach protectively.
"It's an expression..." Sunny sighed, though she was visibly on the verge of laughter.
"Well," Sosiqui said, straightening up, "I guess I'll go stop by the Forge. I need to make sure the magical appliances will be ready, now that we have the house finished... come on, Five."
Five stood up after giving the moss one last pat. "Can we come play later?" he asked Riven and Glee.
"Maybe," Riven said with a smile.
Sosiqui took Five's hand and led him out the door. "I'll see you at home tonight, Riven," she called back. "Have fun."
"Yeah, Bronnie, come away and leave the lovebirds," Sunny laughed. Bronwen straightened and sighed, following her mother away.
Ray paused in the door. "Good luck, guys," he said, and headed out.
Ghlyssa waved after them, and leaned against Riven. "This is really crazy, but really good. This is actually a house now, and we can almost live in it, and... and... and everything."
Riven smiled and fluffed a wing over her shoulders. "Do the trees like it? The windows don't hurt them, right?" Overhead, a confused bird twittered and flew out the open door.
"... and a name. We need a name." He frowned.
"They're not really happy about it, but it doesn't hurt them, and they say they don't mind too much." Ghlyssa watched the bird, bemused.
"A name." She pursed her lips. "I don't know. I hadn't even thought about that, there's been so much else going on. Is just making something up allowed?"
"Well..." Riven thought about this. "A name is important," he said, finally. "We should think about it a lot. The baby will have that name all the time... and I guess we should think of a boy name and a girl name too. They should be good names."
Something scratched at the doorframe, and a moment later Biome entered, the twin dragon-gizmohs curling up appreciatively on the mossy floor, watching Riven and Ghlyssa with unblinking golden eyes.
"A girl name and a boy name, yes..."
Ghlyssa blinked at Biome. "Is that... is that Biome? You told me he... they... evolved..."
Somehow, twin dragons isn't quite as unnerving to her as twin metal things.
"Yeah, that's Biome," Riven said, a bit startled that she didn't already know - but then, how could she know without him telling her? "They'll live here too, right?"
"A good name isis very important," Biome chimed in. "You shouldshould think hard."
Riven thought. "Um. Well... what are good names? We could name a baby after you? Little Glee?"
"That would be confusing, though," Ghlyssa objected. "You'd yell 'Glee,' and then we'd both come." She tapped her finger against her lips thoughtfully. "But maybe we could name the baby after someone else?"
"After who?" Riven wrinkled his nose. "A nice person?"
"Well, I hope so." Ghlyssa blinked. "I wouldn't want to name the baby after someone who wasn't a nice person..."
She scratched her head.
"Um. Hm," Riven mused.
"A name is aa powerful thing," Biome interjected again. "A name should honor the childchild, honor the namesake."
"After someone really special, then... um." Riven wrinkled his nose. "If we named the baby after a Guardian, then it'd be confusing again," he sighed.
"Who else is there, then?" Ghlyssa slowly lowered herself down to sit at the base of the wall. "Ooof. I need to sit. But someone important. And nice."
Riven curled up on the ground next to her, twining his tail lightly around one of her ankles. "Who is important... hm..."
"If we were to replicate, we would namename the offspring after our creator," Biome said, helpfully.
"Creator... hmm. First..." Riven thought about that. "Airi, maybe? She's... really important."
"Name the baby after Airi?" Ghlyssa reflected upon this, snuggling into Riven. "I like that idea. Could we call the baby Airi even if it's a boy, though?"
"Um." Riven wasn't really clear with how all this names-being-for-boys thing worked. Sometimes names he had only seen girls used showed up attached to boys, like had happened with one of his Guardian's video-games. And sometimes it went the other way... and some names were okay for both...
"I heard a name that's kind of like Airi, sort of. Erin? Airi-in? There's a boy name that sounds the same, too, only it's spelled weird."
"Airi with a N on the end?" Ghlyssa asked. "I like the way that sounds... but I think Erin can be a girl's name and a boy's name, too."
"Um, let me write that down so we don't forget it." Riven fumbled a piece of paper out of the small pouch he kept in his sash for such things, and produced a pen as well. "Um..." He wrinkled his nose and laboriously wrote the name down.
He held up the piece of paper. "Airyn."
Ghlyssa looked. "That looks good. I like that. Airyn." She looked down at her stomach. "I think you're Airyn, now. I hope you like that name..."
She sighed a little. "I wish my mom was here, Riven. I sort of wish she could know she was going to be a grandma."
"Maybe she does know," Riven said with a soft smile and a shrug. "I've seen souls that used to live... be alive down here, I mean. Rei would set them free and Shina would guide them... to where they were supposed to be. And they weren't just like sheep or something. They were still alive. They had Creation in them."
Ghlyssa fidgeted. "I really like the name Airyn.... but I was sort of thinking... if maybe... well, if the baby's a girl, we could name her Svrellia, after my mom... only if you wanted to, though. Some people have two names, I suppose. But only if you want to."
Riven blinked, then grinned at her and fluffed one wing around her. "I don't mind. I like it. And what if it's a boy baby?"
"Airyn Svrellia, if it's a girl... and... um... I dunno if it's a boy." Ghlyssa thought. "You should decide on a second name if it's a boy. It would be more fair that way."
"Me? Uh... okay... er..." Riven thought. Who was important, who had done something...
Old memories tickled at his mind until he found the one that felt right. Riven smiled.
"Gabriel," he said, firmly.
"Airyn Svrellia, or Airyn Gabriel." Ghlyssa tried them, and smiled. "I like it. Both of them are good names." She leaned over and kissed Riven. "This is getting to be so exciting."
"It is," Riven said, returning the kiss and then tilting his head back so that he could see the ceiling. Leaves grew on the underside of the branch-entwined roof, too, waving gently on the breeze from the open front door. "All we need is furniture and the magic things, and... and a baby." He rested one hand on Ghlyssa's stomach and grinned. "I bet it'll have cute freckles like you."
Ghlyssa blushed. "Maybe," she said. "Maybe it'll have purple swirly marks like you. It could look like... like a lot of things." She pursed her lips thoughtfully.
Riven laughed. "Maybe. Maybe it will have flowers, like you... there's so many things it could be. Little Airyn. Ah!" Riven jumped. "It moved!"
"Mm-hm." Ghlyssa smiled. "It does that. I think maybe it means it likes those names?"
She yawned, growing sleep from the warm sun and from the exertion needed to finish up the house. She snuggled into Riven drowsily, and yawned again.
Sleep was definitely on the horizon.
Riven smiled and re-arranged his wings to drape over her - insubstantial as they were, he liked the gesture - and snuggled in.
Maybe sleep was a good idea. It was warm, and comfortable, and the drone of insects and outside birdsong was so nice...
The spirit Fa'e leaned lightly against Ghlyssa and let his eyes drift closed as well.
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Posted: Mon Jun 20, 2005 10:10 am
Kamiki ((Its that time!!
You can RP the birth out at your convienance.
Luckily for Glee, the birth went very smooth and (relatively) painless. I guess being the Earth Mother has its perks?
Labour lasted 2 hours, and the baby, a small little girl, weights just over 4lbs! She's tiny! But exetremely healthy as far as you can tell :3 Ten fingers, ten toes, and a beautiful soft expression.))
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Posted: Mon Jun 20, 2005 10:14 am
April 26th, 2005 Session: Birth!
Ghlyssa stirred and woke as a shudder of pain washed through her. She let out a small cry.
She was stiff and a bit cold, with Riven still curled against her, but this pain could not be explained away by that. It didn't even feel like the baby itself, but...
Oh. Oh, no.
"Riven!"
"Hmmm?" Riven was still drowsy, and he blinked as he opened his eyes and realized they were in the now-finished house. It was getting dark, too. "Oh. I guess we'd better go home, huh?"
"Yes, but... but..." Ghlyssa gestured frantically. "Riven, um... I think I just had a... a... what is it called... a contraction." It wasn't supposed to happen like this! It was supposed to be until they had furniture in the house, and were settled in, and were ready! Another wave of pain gripped her; she inhaled sharply, and waited for it to pass.
"I think... I think the baby's ready to be born," she said, rather fearfully.
"A con-what?" Riven was about to wrinkle his nose in disdain at the strange word when the rest of Ghlyssa's words hit him. "It WHAT?!"
There was a soft scratching noise as Biome uncoiled from their curled-up position. "Is somethingsomething wrong?"
"B-baby!" Riven burst out, flailing at the Fandangle, then turned back to Ghlyssa. "What should we DO?"
"I-I-I-I," Ghlyssa began. What was it they were supposed to do? It was a little hard to remember; she was getting a bit excited. "I think we need to get some place safe and clean. Like a hospital or something. That's what we're supposed to do." She twisted her fingers in her hair. "Safe. And clean. And comfortable. Some place that's not here!"
She groaned a little as another contraction went through her.
"Um. Okay," Riven managed, flustered. "Should I pick you up or something?" He wasn't sure what he'd DO with Ghlyssa once he managed to get her off the ground.
"We will gogo fetch them," Biome said, and leapt forward with such speed that their claws turned up furrows in the floor.
"Don't pick me up. Maybe just help me up." Ghlyssa struggled to get up, not quite making it. "We're sort of out of the way, here... where would the best place to go be, anyway? And who's Biome gone to get?" she wondered.
"I don't know. Um." Riven quickly tried to help Ghlyssa get up. "Does it hurt?" he asked, timidly.
Ghlyssa struggled to stand and clung to Riven. "Yes, a little," she admitted. "Sunny said it would, but..." She shuddered as she had another contraction. "It's different to know something's going to hurt and have it actually hurt. I'm okay," she added hastily.
"Um." Riven attempted to deal with all of this. "Well, er, let's go... that way. Yeah. There's people that way." He gestured vaguely at the front door and awkwardly helped Ghlyssa walk.
"Okay. That sounds like a good idea." Ghlyssa nodded. She leaned on Riven heavily, little vinelets growing around his arm, but managed to go forward, despite her fear and the pain of contractions.
Riven resisted the urge to phase out at the touch of the little vines - they bothered him, somehow. They weren't normal, but letting Ghlyssa fall over just because he was startled was a very bad idea. "Um. It's okay," he managed, though he felt things were very much NOT okay.
There was a sudden rattling noise, then, and Biome reappeared through the underbrush just as they made it through the front door. "Theythey come," the Fandangle said, just as faint calls of "Riven? Ghlyssa?" reached their ears.
"Is that... Is that Sosiqui?" Relief flooded through Ghlyssa. "Biome went... to get Sosiqui, and probably Sunny, too..." She took a deep breath. "Oh, I'm so glad. I'm not really sure what I'm supposed to do."
Sure enough, a minute later Sosiqui skidded to a stop, nearly slipping on the grass, and leaned against a tree to catch her breath. "What's going on?" she managed between gasping breaths.
"Glee thinks the baby's going to come," Riven said frantically, feeling that with his Guardian here, he could finally give in to the panic.
"WHAT?!" Sosiqui's eyes widened. "Already? It's only been like a month! No, wait, maybe that's normal... argh... only half of Biome showed up. Where'd the other half go, Sunny?"
"Yesyes."
"Well, where is she?!" Sosiqui stared at the darkening horizon. "She's HAD a baby!"
Riven realized that his Guardian was going to be little help on the calmness front.
"I guess she's not here yet," Ghlyssa whimpered.
"I'm here, I'm here!" Sunny came breaking through the brush like an angry bear. "What's going on?"
"Sunny!" Glee gestured frantically with her free hand. "I think I'm having... those contractions things we talked about, and they're bad, and that means that the baby's coming, right?"
Sunny blinked and stared for a moment. "... yes. Yes, yes, oh fire and ash, what..." She inhaled. "... why is everyone standing around? We have to get to hospital or something, don't we?"
"Hospital!" Sosiqui snapped her fingers. "Yes, hospital... what hospital? Where? I don't have a car..."
Riven watched his Guardian panic with vague, detatched amusement, then turned his attention back to Ghlyssa. "They're here, and it will be okay," he said, firmly.
"Gaia General, I assumed. Can we get there in time? Oh, I hope so. Glee, did this just start a bit ago?"
"Not too long ago," Ghlyssa answered.
"Then we probably have time. Aie." Sunny wrung her hands. "Transportation. That's what we need. Transportation. Walking's right out of the question. No car. Maybe we could call a cab... er. I don't have a phone."
"Phone!" Sosiqui snapped her fingers again, fumbled her S-Tone out of her pocket, and turned it on. "Here, you call them, I can't remember the number," she muttered, shoving the phone at Sunny.
Riven squeezed Ghlyssa's hand encouragingly. "See? It will be okay." Really.
Sunny made a face as she tried to remember, stared blankly at the unfamiliar phone layout, then dialed as quickly as she dared. "Hi! Okay, we're going to need a cab for four people, and one of them's in labour, so it'll have to be quick."
Ghlyssa took a long and shuddering inward breath. "It'll be okay," she repeated, managing to loosen her death grip on Riven's arm, at least a little.
"They're on their way," Sunny reported, handing the S-tone back to Sosi.
"Do you need to sit down again?" Riven said, urgently. "Or something? Can I do anything useful?" He felt better now that people who knew what they were doing were here - and now that there was somebody more panicky than he was.
Sosiqui took the phone back and started pacing back and forth. "Why aren't they here yet?!" she burst out after a minute. Riven sighed.
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Posted: Mon Jun 20, 2005 10:19 am
"Just be here," Ghlyssa said firmly. "But... I think I should sit down until they get here..." She cringed under another contraction.
Sunny stared at Sosi, perplexed. "I just called them. We're a bit far out, is all. Oh, fire and ash and holy boneyards... I know there's some sort of timing you're supposed to with contractions but for the life of me I don't know what it is. Why can't you people lay eggs?!"
"You're supposed to breath.... llamas or something. Yeah! Do this, Glee." Sosiqui did a terrible impression of the typical hoo-hoo-hee-hee breathing that pregnant women always did on TV.
Riven gave her a funny look. "And how is that going to help?" He carefully helped Ghlyssa sit down. Was it his imagination, or was the grass around her growing more? The greenery she finally sat down on looked thicker than the surrounding foliage.
"Llamas?" Ghlyssa blinked. She eased herself back on the grass, and tried the breathing, imitating it badly. "Um. What's that supposed to do, exactly?"
Sunny shrugged, on the lookout for the cab. "I think--no. That's not them."
".... it's supposed to help! I don't know!" Sosiqui said, pacing some more. "I've never been pregnant and, lord willing, I never WILL be! Argh!"
"Calm down," Riven said, managing a wry grin in his Guardian's direction.
"Hey hey hey. Is that it?" Sosiqui pointed at a vehicle. "OYYY! OY OY OY!" she called out, jumping up and down and waving both arms.
"Eggs! Seriously! It makes more practical sense." Sunny peered through the trees, shading her eyes. "It is them. Come on! Over here!"
Ghlyssa's brow furrowed. "... I'm going to have to get up again," she said, rather weakly. She struggled to her feet.
The cab rolled in, and Sunny made a wild rush to fling the back door open. "Hi! That was fast, good job, we gotta get out of here quick! Come on."
The cab driver stared at her evenly, this not being his first woman-in-labour-and-company.
Riven quickly helped Ghlyssa get up and steered her towards the cab. "Here, get in and sit down... it'll be fine."
Once she was settled, he phased through and into the middle seat next to her. "Riven, don't DO that," Sosiqui muttered, settling herself into the last back seat, leaving the front for Sunny. "Um... to the hospital, stat!" She gestured imperiously.
"Mom, please... just be quiet," Riven said, aggreived.
To his credit, the cab driver only hesitated a moment after Riven phased out and back; if you drive a cab in Gaia, you get used to seeing strange things and strange people. He hit the gas and drove off, leaving Sunny still scrambling to buckle her seatbelt.
Ghlyssa took a deep breath as she shivered through another contraction. "Almost there almost there almost there oh please," she mumbled.
Sunny twisted in the seat, alarmed.
Fortunately, Barton wasn't too far - it was only a few minutes before the cab pulled up in front of the small hospital there. Sosiqui catapulted out the door even as Riven began fussing over Glee again.
"She'shavingababydosomething!" she gasped to the receptionist, pointing wildly out the front door.
Sunny paid the driver, with a generous tip, since she was too harried to figure out what was an appropriate amount. She hurtled after everyone else, trying not to drop her belongings.
Ghlyssa was breathing hard, but beginning to relax. They were in a hospital, which was where you were supposed to be, and everything was going to be all right! Right?
The receptionist took one look at Ghlyssa and called for a wheeled bed.
Riven tightened his grip on Ghlyssa as a nurse and an aide came towards them with a wheeled bed. He didn't like this place - it was too sterile and cold for his tastes. Maybe the forest would have been better? He gave the aide a glare and helped Ghlyssa into the bed himself, patting her stomach reassuringly. "It'll be okay."
"Of course it will be," Sosiqui said, too brightly. "Oh gods, I'm going to be a grandmother. What the hell?!"
"I'm going to be... what... a great-aunt? I don't even know." Sunny laughed weakly.
"I'll be okay," Ghlyssa said, her voice very soft. "I'm hardly the first person to ever do this." She looked pale and scared, but she squeezed Riven's hand.
Riven hovered anxiously alongside the bed as the nurse and aide wheeled it towards the large elevator that went up to the maternity ward - fortunately, he'd brought his long cloak with him to the house because of the workmen. He'd put it on before coming into the hospital, obscuring the fact that he lacked certain things like legs. "Are you okay?" he asked, every few seconds.
"Are you the father?" the nurse asked.
"Um. Yes?" Riven managed.
"Have you been coming in for pre-natal care? Do you have a doctor here?"
"Dr. Kamiki at the GMFC was seing them," Sosiqui put in helpfully.
"And you are...?"
"His mother." Sosiqui folded her arms and gave the nurse a look, daring her to disbelive that this young woman was the mother of this obviously adult purple man.
The nurse simply raised one eyebrow slightly. "I see." More notes were made on the ever-present clipboard.
"And you?" The nurse turned to Sunny.
Sunny gestured to Glee. "I'm her... er.. foster aunt?" The nurse frowned. "I am--was--whatever--her legal guardian, though, so don't you give me anything about family-only, don't you dare."
The nurse made a few notes. "Very well."
"I'm really okay," Ghlyssa tried to say, and was caught in another contraction. She groaned.
The nurse carefully felt around Ghlyssa's stomach, and rattled off a string of medical terms that Riven didn't understand. As soon as everyone was in the large-sized elevator, the aide pushed the appropriate button and up they went - and when the doors opened they were in a surprisingly pleasant place. The walls were painted with pastel colors and the occasional smiling animal, and off to the side of the elevator was...
"Ohhhh," Riven breathed out, seeing the neat line of bassinets behind plate-glass, and the families and friends of the babies within eagerly talking and pointing and cooing. "Baby. A real baby."
He felt dizzy as the nurse guided them and the bed down the hall and into a small room. It was fully dark outside now, but the room was high enough up that they could see the lightless countryside over Barton Town's walls, and some of the stars in the sky.
Ghlyssa stared around her with a sort of frightened awe. So many people, so much confusing running around. "Soon? It'll be soon?"
"Should be very soon," said the doctor as she came into the room, all smiles. She took the clipboard from the nurse and looked over it. "Everything looks fine, and you're fully dilated. No complications expected. This baby's ready for the world."
Riven squeezed Ghlyssa's hand tightly as the aide quietly left the room, closing the door as he did so. Once the bustle of the hall was closed away, it seemed more calm and pleasant. Maybe it wasn't so bad after all... even if it did smell like disinfectant.
He glanced over at his Guardian; Sosiqui beamed at him. "Maybe we weren't quite ready, but you two will be fine," she reassured him. She seemed to have calmed down at least.
Riven took a deep breath. "I'm here, Ghlyssa."
The doctor was soon towelling off the new baby; she wrapped her in a soft cloth and laid her into Ghlyssa's arms. "It's a girl," she announced, "and she seems quite healthy. We'll do a checkup when everyone's a little more rested."
Ghlyssa hardly heard the doctor. She was sweaty and exhausted, but it was over, now, and here was this lovely little baby in her arms, wrinkly-faced and beautiful, to her view of things.
"... It's Airyn," she said, half laughing, and looked up at Riven.
Riven beamed at the baby - how the baby got here had been kind of scary and kind of icky, but the baby herself... wow. Wow.
"Hi, Airyn," he whispered, lightly running one finger down her arm. "Look, she has blue eyes like you... and markings like me."
"I'm a GRANDMOTHER," Sosiqui blubbered from somewhere behind them.
"She looks like both of us," Ghlyssa agreed, all smiles. She was completely out of words; there didn't seem to be anything to say. She leaned over and kissed Riven, then bent to kiss Airyn on the forehead. "Airyn Svrellia. I'm so glad you're here, Airyn."
Sunny stifled a laugh and patted Sosi on the arm. "There, there. You'll get used to it."
"She's so TINY." Riven beamed at Airyn. She blinked wide blue eyes at him, then made a little whiny sound. "Oh. Um. Does she want something?"
"Probably food," the nurse said, coming back in the room. "Congratulations. Will you fill out the paperwork?"
"I'll do that," Sosiqui said quickly, standing up. If Riven did it, the baby's name would be Airin Sivrela or something.
Riven silently thanked Sosiqui before turning back to Ghlyssa and Airyn. "Are you happy now, love?" he whispered to Ghlyssa.
"I'm very happy. I'm so happy." Ghlyssa ran a finger along the top of Airyn's head. Airyn stared blankly back and made another hungry, gurgling noise. "I have you, and I have Airyn, and we have a house, and... and... everything's just so perfect."
Sunny grinned weakly. She flopped down in a chair in the corner, the adrenaline rush starting to fade.
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Posted: Mon Jun 20, 2005 10:20 am
May 2nd, 2005 Riven: Visit to the ClinicRiven today I took airyn to the doctur for her checkups but she was dong just fine sed the doctur. the interesting partg was before hand. i toook her to the klinc early becaus miss sundragn said that they had other babies ther eosmetimes and airyn shoudl emet other babys. so I didi and she did, and i saw silver too and also nyoka thogh they dont' have babys at the gmfc. theyr guardiens have babies there t hough. and i met a nice man junyi who had a nice baby luna who was older than airyn was. but airyn kept trying to hit luna!! very mean, airyn! but I think she was just curios. doesn't now it's bad yet mabye? maybe mister junyi will bring luna over to play again. i shod ask sometime.
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