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Why the hell did I get myself elected student government senator???? We don't discuss any of the motions of the floor. At all. We started the year with 30K in the treasury, now we are down to 11K. 11K in four months! If they would stop doling it out like it grows on trees they wouldn't be complaining that we are running out of money. And whenever I or the few others that have study govnerment and politics try to get them to do things the right way, we get told to shut up. It's useless to be a senator if I can't make a difference. My idea for a clinic/first aid center was the first thing thrown out the window. They're more concerned with renovating the feracking weight room then the fact that our colllege has no first aid center! We're in Florida, people get bitten by bugs all the time. We have aligators! I've tripped and skinned my knee and no one could help me. UGH. wahmbulance scream

You know what grinds my gears? Besides my opening statement being related to a Family guy episode as a bad joke, is when people are too scared to commit. I've had it up to here, not just in this guild, but everywhere else, when people have the audacity to lay their nutsack on the chopping block, but when it looks like the axe is about to come down, they hide behind excuses to prevent them from being proven wrong.

I get tired of these assholes debating with me in class about how I'm a crazy lunatic, some rampant, rediculus person because I think that people should get over 9/11, instead of dwelling on the past and crying for the dead. I'm sick and tired of these insults coming my way for my brashness, and my words being twisted about how "I don't think its important", despite when I specifically stated that "its been five years, lets try to move on".

I'm fed up with people getting angry for me because I like ballistics, and the fact I'm a great shot. Its like they think i'm a murderer for saying the word "gun" and not referring to a movie or video game, but to use it in real life.

I get real short nerved when people take me for a liar, a braggart, a ******** son-of-a-b***h who tells fantastic tales to make him seem more importnat and trying to fit in with the social groove. Guess what? I don't get stupid when I'm drunk, I have used thermite before, and most of all, I have been to russia and all the other damn places I've said i've been. I do have to damn well go through not one, but two state departments to get my damned birth certificate, and its not accepted by half the states out there because it is an international one. I am not making these things up, and I don't give a damn if you believe me or not. But don't ******** walk around and tell every person that I lie about all the facts of my life so when I walk by they whisper in each others ear the slanderous words about how "he's emo" or "he's just mad because he can't fit in".

I grow weary of foolish people who seek to talk back to me about how I lie, cheat, and steal, but then taunt me by implying these things, but won't go in the open. State your opinion. But for god's sake, if you're not going to complete a thought, have the courteousy to at least keep it to yourself. Why the hell are you talking to me about how its "immoral" to own a sword, even if you are a practicioner of the martial arts, if you don't have the guts to say I'm evil? You denounce every person who owns one, but when I rebutt with "So I'm evil?" You say "well, no, I wouldn't say that."

Guess what? you just did! Now that you're caught in your opinion, at least stick by it, or at least alter it to make something worthy of acceptance.

Perhaps what really burns my buns is this english course I'm taking. Its women and minority literature. I'm not really too hot on the subject, because I am a white male. I've read shelly, I've read douglass. Guess what? THey're not gods/godessess! But when reading poems, for fourty-five minutes straight, that involve a clearly negative slant about males, do not preach to me they're not stereotyping. Especially when they specifically label all men as "perverted masturbating freaks who would rather ******** than think".

Just because there's swearwords in there and its a woman pissed off at one man does not make it any different. Don't tell me it is you stupid b***h, I know what it means. I've been labeled a slaveowner before, despite being ony a third generation american. If some black dude has the goddamn right to walk up to me with a holier-than-thou attitude and generalize me, I've got the right to call that ******** a goddamn racist. I don't ******** expect to have a complaint leveled at me and get called into the minority rights and welfare office and have to submit a bleeding letter or apology when I spoke the truth. They'd believe some New Orleans ghetto ignoramous over me, because your american history points to some four hundred year period which ended a century and a half ago being wrong, when I wasn't even a part of it.

I get tired of holding my toungue at people, and I am infuriated by those who think they have to hold theirs for fear of retribution. At least be honest with me, and allow me to be honest with you. If that's too damn much to ask, then you can go screw yourself. But I'll be damned if I'm going to listen to someone tell me I'm wrong, but when they are forced to be blunt, they act as if they have something to lose all of a sudden. Either speak your mind, or don't. I'm a ******** hypocrite, i know it. But don't try to play these political games with me, and then back off at the first sign of trouble. If you're a democrat, lie to my face and stick with your lie. If you're caught, just tell me you were lying; don't give me a horse and bull line to correct yourself.

I have quite a capacity for comprehending another's point of view, even if I don't share it. but dont' make s**t up because you failed at converting me to your beliefs.

Why do people critisize me without undue evidence? Someone *ahem* Not saying who *ahem* is STILL skeptical of my strategies, just because he's seen what I've done in the past.

Now granted, judging actions in the past is usually a good way of judging the future. However, I know that in this instance at least, my strategy is nowhere near as flawed as it normally is. Any nutbrain could see that.

Why don't people just read stuff, instead of assuming? Saves us all a lot of pixels in ranting. Hey, I'll admit, I'm not perfect. But I've had enough. Either say something and tell me what the $#@!'s the deal, or don't say s**t at all.

I'm done...

In any case, I have another rant. I was marching in Mardi Gras this weekend, and despite the wanton hordes of drunk people (who ISN'T drunk at Mardi Gras, honestly?), I didn't get one bead.

Normally, the bands get free beads from the crowd, especially from the uber-drunk ones to the ones who stand out. Not only did I not get a single bead, I didn't even get female attention! Gah! So depressing.. crying All I got was a gaggle of seventh graders googling over me. Friday better be better.

Dear admins of Gaia itself,

Do something about all the lag here allready! gonk

Damn service charges. It would have been cheaper to buy the tickets the day of the show rather than put up with all the charges ticketmaster insists billing me because I want to plan ahead. When it says $20 dollars per ticket I expect to pay roughly $60 dollars (plus tax) for three tickets. Not $85 freaking dollars! Pure bollocks if you ask me.

Dood, cAn i plz hav a (Insert item here)? Thta w0u1d roxorz!!!!

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Sorry CW. Couldn't help myself.

Thats why it good to let it out and then be able to laugh about with others.

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I'm sick of being the one put on a leash when I'm not the one responsible for ******** conflicts. I'm sick of seeing people that break basic RP rules get away scott free while I'm shunned and demoted by people that are supposed to enforce the rules of the RP.

I try to avoid breaking the anti-munch project, I try and call out violations when I see them. You know what thats called! BEING A GOOD SAMARITAN!!!! I try to warn people when they have mad a fatal error so that they can correct it. I've been leanient in this reguard, there have been three points in the Battle of Abregado Rae where I could have destroyed major NPC or Property of a Player.

1. Was when DA parked her ship above the base where every capital ship in orbit could blow it out of the sky. I warned her, bombed it, but then didn't make an issue when she didn't acknowledge the vessel being attacked. It's DA after all.

2. Was when PaulTheWolf's AI launched its attack, I could have back-hacked the ship and sent it spiraling into the hanger ceiling. Instead I just had my character laugh it off.

3. I warned PaulTheWolf to move his brand new frigate to a place where my Sector Fleet didn't destroy it in 5 seconds. He hasn't changed it but I let him off the hook to avoid further conflict.

Then HE INSISTS that HIS AI TRASHED THE BASE'S DATABANKS DESPITE THE PRESENCE OF A CHARACTER THAT SPECIALIZES IN CYBERWARFARE. I'd already made adjustments so that there wasn't any actionable intelligence in the data she obtained, except for a couple traceable accounting files everything else was already to old to be useful or clouded with code words for other seperate operations that would make them difficult or impossible to expose.

He ignores that I'd already given him what he wanted, a lack of actionable information for the Empire to use against the GLF. He just wants to throw his AI in my face and that PISSES ME OFF. It's an I'm better then you mentality, and its just a ******** AI!

To top it all off CW doesn't seem impartial anymore, it's like she's out to get me. stellar: sit in a corner. stellar: shut up. stellar: you get the data but its like a gaia puzzle. stellar: write I will communicate with others 100 times.

Every one of her decisions leans to benefit her allies in the RP. She immediately says I'm the one in trouble. I didn't break any off the rules! Not one! So get off me!