Acrylic_Duckie
I was raped 10 years ago. I was 14. It was 1-ish AM. I was at a friends house about 3 blocks away from home. I was drunk and walking home. I was walking down the normal streets but it was dark. I was about 2 blocks from home and this guy passed me, walking in the opposite direction. He looked at me, I remember that. I didn't see his face but I saw his eyes. I think he grabbed me fron behind and pulled me into an alley that was right there. He hit me over the head repeatedly until I was almost passed out. He kept his hand over my mouth and shoved dirt and rocks in my mouth to try and keep me quiet. When he was done, he got up and kicked me in the stomach then ran off. I stood up and staggered home. I never told my mother about it, but I did tell the police. Unfortunately, they never found out who did it. Another bad thing happened when I found out I was pregnant from this. At that point I thought my life was over and I attempted suicide. While I was in the hospital, I had a miscarriage. It took me many years of counselling and medication to get over this horrible and tragic experience. The reason this seems so rushed as I type is probably due to the fact that I've talked about this so many times that it comes out faster than it does in my head. But I assure you, the feelings and hurt were real. I'm over it now. But it will always be a part of me.
I've said my bit. Feel free to comment. HOW THE ******** CAN SOME ONE DO THAT TO SOME ONE ELSE??????????????
THAT IS ANOTHER SICK ******** LEAST FROM READING ALL OF YOUR POSTS
I CAN SAFLEY SAY THAT UNDER NO CIRCUMSTANCES WHAT SO EVER AM I GOING TO TRY AND RAPE SOME ONE (I WAS NOT THINKING ABOUT IT BEFORE BUT NOW I AM 9999999999999.4359872569267208675874256872560% SURE I WILL NEVER DO IT)
THE PAIN AND MENTAL ANGUISH YOU GIRLS MUST HAVE IS EMMENCE
OF COURSE GETTING DRUNK AT THE AGE OF 14 AND WALKING HOME ALONE IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT IS NOT RECOMENDED
BUT THAT IS NO WHERE NEAR A PLAUSE EXCUSE FOR WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU
THIS TOPIC IS GETTING ME SO ANGRY
JUST KNOWING THAT PEOPLE OUT THERE CAN DO THIS TO A VUNERABLE GIRL
I DO NOT TIHNK I AM GOING TO COME BACK HERE
I DO HAVE MORE TO SAY
BUT I AM GETTING SO WORKED UP AT THIS I WILL JUST TURN NASTY LATER ON IN THIS POST
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