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Oh my ******** god.. is there such thing as a natural death for you people?

Interesting, though, since in most beliefs that I've come to learn much about, reincarnation goes hand in hand with that old "if you die of something terrible, etc., your soul will haunt (insert place/person/person's children) for all eternity (or until some frantic young pretty girl accidentally finds you, saves your soul, and gets a boob shot filmed in the process..).

I probably, if I lived before, died of something natural. I was not who I am now, but my soul would have likely carried on what I learned, and yes, might possibly cause me to be in some ways how I am today. More likely, my past and lifestyle have caused this, but whatever.. let's go with it.

If it was something more dramatic, and something that surely would be revealed in my dreams, I must have been a knight or some sort of ******** hero that climbed a massive castle tower to save my life love, and was viciously torn apart by demonic entities.

I dream of finding people dead in small villages and buildings, then come across a few survivors, and try to save them from the man who wears the red suit. He follows me in a lot of dreams. Stinks like burnt matches, and he never hurts me, but he always kills them all. Infront of me. In horrible and vivid, torturous ******** dramatic. God.
*lights a smoke and stares sullenly at the rain filled sky*