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 Posted: Mon Oct 16, 2006 10:17 pm
Rahu stayed silent as he prowled on lookign for Zira. it seemed things where now a totaly mess mostly from his actions but right now with his emotions locked up agian he didn't care but just wanted to talk to Zira. he had alot of explaining to do to her and was not really lookign forward to it. catching her scent as he contiuned looking for her, he picked up his pace to catch up to her.
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Posted: Mon Oct 16, 2006 10:37 pm
Zira heard hoof beats not far behind her she took a deep breath and caught Rahu's scent she turned to face his direction. She was surprised that he had already finished with Aruna.
"Im over her if your looking for me, Rahu." Zira was somewhat calm right now but her voice was still in a low tone from her confusion versus the sweeter vioce she normal gave to Rahu.
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Posted: Mon Oct 16, 2006 10:44 pm
" don't worry she wont be around ever again." was all Rahu respond with in a flat tone of voice verus the normal tone he used. walking over he laid down near her on his side and gave a small grunt as he did. " but it seems to me we do need to talk."
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Posted: Mon Oct 16, 2006 11:35 pm
Zira tilted her head while looking down at him. She suddenly felt bad it was her fault that anything bad had happened between Aruna and Rahu.
She slowly layed down in front of him and gave him a worried look.
"Im sorry, once I found out she was your friend I shouldnt have acted the way I did..." Zira didnt want to mention the fact that she had figured out that Aruna was his past love.
"You dont have to talk, you know Im fine with whatever you feel like telling me."
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Posted: Mon Oct 16, 2006 11:56 pm
" don't worry about it, she's no longer a problem now and wont be no longer." was all he sadi in responce right then then went silent a moment before asking. " what are your feelings on what happened?" going silent again he didn't look at her but contiuned to look at the ground.
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Posted: Tue Oct 17, 2006 12:08 am
Zira stared at Rahu not sure what to think about the way he was acting. It was so odd and not like him at all.
" My feelings?.....I think I shouldnt have been so territorial once I found out...she was your ..past lover." She felt like she should tell the truth about everything.
"I have been worried of late that you still loved her and when I finaly mate her I almost gave up hope. I think that's why I got mad so quickly, I cant compare to a mare like her.......I was also upset because she knew me and knew that I have feelings for you and I did not even know her name. I wanted to chase her off more for the fact that I hated her for being closer to you than me, Im sorry............Dont act so cold Rahu, you defended her from my rage, you have to care about her abit at least."
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Posted: Tue Oct 17, 2006 12:18 am
Rahu listened to her than gave a snort. " i only stepped in cause i didn't want ether of you fighting. its my fault for never telling you about her. theres no need to worry about that mare no more, she is nothing to me as of now." he said a bit more bitterly then intended when he spoke his last words.
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Posted: Tue Oct 17, 2006 12:32 am
Zira looked to the ground figuring he had locked himself away again.
She felt abit stupid for some reason, but more than anything she blamed herself for what was happening. That was just the way she was taught anything that went wrong she blamed it on herself because her mother would blame everything on Zira. Her next thought was she had ruined there friendship but had she ruined more than that. Was Rahu now just going to settle for Zira, because Aruna was gone?
"....oh..I...umm." Zira wasnt sure what to say and she worried that he was mad at her and wouldnt admit it.
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Posted: Tue Oct 17, 2006 12:40 am
" is somethign wrong? if you want to say something, you can." Rahu wasn't mad at her, he was actualy mad at himself for what happened and he locked himself up inside yet again like he use to be. laying there silent, and not moving he listened for her responce.
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Posted: Tue Oct 17, 2006 12:52 am
"...Just I dont beleave any of this was your fault it was mine...I dont even know why you bother with a foolish mare like myself ...Im not good enough for you. I only cause trouble the snake bite and now Aruna. I wouldnt blame you if you were mad at me for the way I acted. You've locked yourself away again, you trusted me and I let you down." Zira stared at her hoof and sighed.
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Posted: Tue Oct 17, 2006 1:03 am
Rahu suddenly got up and still he looked at the ground. " no its not your fault and i not mad at you in anyway. the snake bite was an accedent and the thign that happen just earlyer was my fault. and you didn't let me down, i mayself let me down and so did that so called mare i use to know." he just stood there now looking at the ground not knowing what else he could possibly saw now.
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Posted: Tue Oct 17, 2006 1:12 am
Rahu's sudden movment made Zira jump abit her eyes widening for a moment before she calmed and looked up at him.
"It wasnt your fault Rahu, I shouldnt have been rude to her....What happened after I left?" After she asked she worried she shouldnt have. Zira wondered how Rahu would react to what she said.
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Posted: Tue Oct 17, 2006 1:19 am
Rahu tensed up as she asked what happened after she had walked off. " her and i argued and are no longer friends or anything to each other. as i said before it was my fault, not yours." he said in responce in a flat tone though he was tensed up.
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Posted: Tue Oct 17, 2006 1:42 am
"Im sorry Rahu I cant agree on the fact that it was your fault." Zira stood up but didnt make eye contact with Rahu.
"I feel like Ive ruined something....."
Zira didnt know what else to say she stood there staring at the ground.
She wanted to do something to comfort him in some way but he seemed so distant and untouchable right now, like back before they got abit closer to each other. It felt as if it was back to square one but she hoped atleast it was only a temperary state.
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Posted: Tue Oct 17, 2006 2:00 am
Rahu shook his head slightly. " well i still ahve to disagree with you there. i ruined what was between me and her not you." he then went silent again before speaking again but this time when he spoke he looked at her. " i think i better take time alone and take the time to think things threw."
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