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 Posted: Mon Jan 22, 2007 3:50 pm
anike6 because he saved my life... and no matter if he dissappeared, he used to talk to me regardless. and it's killing me because i don't have anyone... i only have one friend left from before high school for real.... and it kills me every day to know that i've lost the one i loved and held closest to me. he said he'd always help me if i asked... and this weekend i asked and asked, and got nothing. idk what i'm doing anymore what was wrong this weekend? maybe i could help you out instead.
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Posted: Tue Jan 23, 2007 4:02 pm
well i haven't been eating a lot lately because i haven't been hungry and i can hardly stomache anything... i mean i know i need meat but i can't stomache chicken and that's about all i have available to me right now... an that only things i can really stomache are sweet foods and fruit juice, and those have no nutritional value whatsoever but it's the only stuff i can eat in large doses. so, this weekend i had a really hard time because I have guard all day saturday and i didn't eat breakfast beforehand and then one of the guard moms went and got us donughts and coffee and after that my stomache felt better but i got so dizzy by linch that i was lying on my side and thought the ceiling was the floor and truly believed that everyone was walking upside down... and i couldn't stomache any of the chicken my mom bought us for lunch... and after that i was just miserable because my "friend" who moved had promised on friday that he'd call me... and he didn't so i was upset about that, and then i found out the i'd been dropped lower on his myspace friends than the woman who stole him... so i was hurt more and at the show i did ok, but the guard as a whole did bad and i was sad about that.
and then sunday i couldn't move until 2 pm and when i finally could i could feel all my bruises... i have bruises on bruises and one of them is big blackish green and has a hugeass cut on it from where i dropped my sabre and it stabbed me... and i could hardly move and any time i moved my head in any not straight up direction, i'd get dizzy... and i felt nautious and then when i went to bed early and i couldn't sleep because i was having such major temperature issues that i was almost crying, i would be freezing without my blanket an the moment i put it on, i'd start burning up to the point where i couldn't breathe... i didn't get to sleep until 4 am and hen had to go to school...
and last night i could hardly sleep either... and i feel bad again because the other day i texted him and said that he's a lair and now i feel really really bad about that and i wish he'd just call me even though I know he hates talking on the phone... the thing i miss the most is just talking to him at all hours of the night, even if all we were talking about is music or if he's just playing a videogame and not paying attention to me... i just miss that... I miss having my best friend with me all the time... and it just hurts that he won't answer his phone, or call me back... cry beacue al i have right now is guard and i'm totally stressed about everything in my life...
i just with i could talk to him
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Posted: Tue Jan 23, 2007 6:22 pm
well why do you worry so much about his "woman" i mean if hes happy with her then shouldnt he be happy as well? and as for the thing about just having guard you have to have more then just that i mean you have friends right? you seem like you wouldnt be a loner. and calling people liars isnt all that nice to do. and if you only drink fruit juice why dont you drink healthy fruit juice at least you will get some nutrtion from that. and maybe you dont like chicken thats why you dont want to eat it. but all in all it sounds like your depressed that would explain quite a few of the things thats going on. what i would suggest is talk to some of your other friends other then this all important guy maybe they could help you out wtih your problems better then he could.
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Posted: Wed Jan 24, 2007 11:07 am
anike6 chippymunk I agree with grandkinglink.... just because someone moves doesn't mean that they never want to talk to you anymore. Maybe there were reasons behind why they didn't talk to you or respond to you. you shouldn't jump to conclusions about things like that when you don't have all the facts. and if your friend does have someone around him that he likes why would it matter to you anike6? If you friends happy why does it matter?? no offence, and i know this is a guild forum, but YOU specifically "chippymunk", s t a y o u t o f m y i s s u e s because no offence, but i only tolerate you because i don't want to deal with the mess that would come if i were to actually tell you how i feel about you, ok? so just please for your safety and sanity, don't try to "help" me. well no offence anike6 but when you post here people have the right to say what they want. so you can just stop already with this poor me deal your trying to play. and if you have a problem with me then just say so already. but i didn't steal anyone from you. just cuz he liked being around me doesn't mean that had to do with me. him not talking to you or spending time with you has nothing to do with me. i never told him he couldn't hang out with his friends or talk to them. i always let him do whatever he wanted. it was his choice not to talk to anyone or wanna deal with anything from his friends. so stop blamming other people. and stop being so mean to me when its got nothing to do with me. just cuz he chose to be with me doesn't mean you have to be such a pain. just cuz he's happy with someone doesn't mean he deserves to be treated this way by someone who calles themself his friend. and maybe the other reason he doesn't pick up his phone is maybe its called a job.... he's probably working when you call him so get over it. and i'll post what ever i want here i'm allowed to. i'm not going anywhere anike6 so deal with it.
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Posted: Wed Jan 24, 2007 12:12 pm
chippymunk anike6 chippymunk I agree with grandkinglink.... just because someone moves doesn't mean that they never want to talk to you anymore. Maybe there were reasons behind why they didn't talk to you or respond to you. you shouldn't jump to conclusions about things like that when you don't have all the facts. and if your friend does have someone around him that he likes why would it matter to you anike6? If you friends happy why does it matter?? no offence, and i know this is a guild forum, but YOU specifically "chippymunk", s t a y o u t o f m y i s s u e s because no offence, but i only tolerate you because i don't want to deal with the mess that would come if i were to actually tell you how i feel about you, ok? so just please for your safety and sanity, don't try to "help" me. well no offence anike6 but when you post here people have the right to say what they want. so you can just stop already with this poor me deal your trying to play. and if you have a problem with me then just say so already. but i didn't steal anyone from you. just cuz he liked being around me doesn't mean that had to do with me. him not talking to you or spending time with you has nothing to do with me. i never told him he couldn't hang out with his friends or talk to them. i always let him do whatever he wanted. it was his choice not to talk to anyone or wanna deal with anything from his friends. so stop blamming other people. and stop being so mean to me when its got nothing to do with me. just cuz he chose to be with me doesn't mean you have to be such a pain. just cuz he's happy with someone doesn't mean he deserves to be treated this way by someone who calles themself his friend. and maybe the other reason he doesn't pick up his phone is maybe its called a job.... he's probably working when you call him so get over it. and i'll post what ever i want here i'm allowed to. i'm not going anywhere anike6 so deal with it. i'm not telling you not to post or any f that crap, i'm asking you to just NOT "advise" me on stuff, i mean yeah it's a public forum but you don't HAVE to resopnd to people, you can merely ignore me. look, i know it's not the nicest thing to say but your personality makes me angry, that's why i get so pissed off so easily when i'm near you. and i understand that maybe my beef with you may be unfounded, but that's what i was lead to believe so i'm going with my instincts. and right now you're just adding to the stress that's been driving me crazy for the past two weeks... because the s**t i'm already dealing with (which *shocked look* heas absolutely nothing to do with you, who would have thunk?) is putting me on the edge of a break down. look, i know i'm not nice to you, but i'm asking you to PLEASE just stay out of my s**t right now before i go crazy. just stop please.
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Posted: Wed Jan 24, 2007 12:17 pm
grandkinglink well why do you worry so much about his "woman" i mean if hes happy with her then shouldnt he be happy as well? and as for the thing about just having guard you have to have more then just that i mean you have friends right? you seem like you wouldnt be a loner. and calling people liars isnt all that nice to do. and if you only drink fruit juice why dont you drink healthy fruit juice at least you will get some nutrtion from that. and maybe you dont like chicken thats why you dont want to eat it. but all in all it sounds like your depressed that would explain quite a few of the things thats going on. what i would suggest is talk to some of your other friends other then this all important guy maybe they could help you out wtih your problems better then he could. whether i have friends or not is entirely beside the point, my point is i can't talk to them, i never have enough time alone with them, or they don't know something that i try to make refrence to and i have to explain that and then run out of time, the only one i want to talk to is the one that's never there, and that hurts so bad
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Posted: Wed Jan 24, 2007 1:10 pm
anike6 grandkinglink well why do you worry so much about his "woman" i mean if hes happy with her then shouldnt he be happy as well? and as for the thing about just having guard you have to have more then just that i mean you have friends right? you seem like you wouldnt be a loner. and calling people liars isnt all that nice to do. and if you only drink fruit juice why dont you drink healthy fruit juice at least you will get some nutrtion from that. and maybe you dont like chicken thats why you dont want to eat it. but all in all it sounds like your depressed that would explain quite a few of the things thats going on. what i would suggest is talk to some of your other friends other then this all important guy maybe they could help you out wtih your problems better then he could. whether i have friends or not is entirely beside the point, my point is i can't talk to them, i never have enough time alone with them, or they don't know something that i try to make refrence to and i have to explain that and then run out of time, the only one i want to talk to is the one that's never there, and that hurts so bad sometimes friends arent always going to be around i know that may seem harsh and all but still i mean there have to be other friends that your closer to then just that one
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Posted: Wed Jan 24, 2007 2:34 pm
anike6 chippymunk anike6 chippymunk I agree with grandkinglink.... just because someone moves doesn't mean that they never want to talk to you anymore. Maybe there were reasons behind why they didn't talk to you or respond to you. you shouldn't jump to conclusions about things like that when you don't have all the facts. and if your friend does have someone around him that he likes why would it matter to you anike6? If you friends happy why does it matter?? no offence, and i know this is a guild forum, but YOU specifically "chippymunk", s t a y o u t o f m y i s s u e s because no offence, but i only tolerate you because i don't want to deal with the mess that would come if i were to actually tell you how i feel about you, ok? so just please for your safety and sanity, don't try to "help" me. well no offence anike6 but when you post here people have the right to say what they want. so you can just stop already with this poor me deal your trying to play. and if you have a problem with me then just say so already. but i didn't steal anyone from you. just cuz he liked being around me doesn't mean that had to do with me. him not talking to you or spending time with you has nothing to do with me. i never told him he couldn't hang out with his friends or talk to them. i always let him do whatever he wanted. it was his choice not to talk to anyone or wanna deal with anything from his friends. so stop blamming other people. and stop being so mean to me when its got nothing to do with me. just cuz he chose to be with me doesn't mean you have to be such a pain. just cuz he's happy with someone doesn't mean he deserves to be treated this way by someone who calles themself his friend. and maybe the other reason he doesn't pick up his phone is maybe its called a job.... he's probably working when you call him so get over it. and i'll post what ever i want here i'm allowed to. i'm not going anywhere anike6 so deal with it. i'm not telling you not to post or any f that crap, i'm asking you to just NOT "advise" me on stuff, i mean yeah it's a public forum but you don't HAVE to resopnd to people, you can merely ignore me. look, i know it's not the nicest thing to say but your personality makes me angry, that's why i get so pissed off so easily when i'm near you. and i understand that maybe my beef with you may be unfounded, but that's what i was lead to believe so i'm going with my instincts. and right now you're just adding to the stress that's been driving me crazy for the past two weeks... because the s**t i'm already dealing with (which *shocked look* heas absolutely nothing to do with you, who would have thunk?) is putting me on the edge of a break down. look, i know i'm not nice to you, but i'm asking you to PLEASE just stay out of my s**t right now before i go crazy. just stop please. fine. i won't post anything on your issues anymore.
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Posted: Wed Jan 24, 2007 2:42 pm
Friendship
I have two best friends and one of them told me what they think of the other, I told the other 'cuz I thought she said "But you can tell her" So I told her, and then they both go tin a fight and they both hate me!! >.<
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Posted: Wed Jan 24, 2007 2:47 pm
jenko59 FriendshipI have two best friends and one of them told me what they think of the other, I told the other 'cuz I thought she said "But you can tell her" So I told her, and then they both go tin a fight and they both hate me!! >.< don't do anything they have to work their issues with each other out alone
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Posted: Wed Jan 24, 2007 2:49 pm
Shouldn't family be added to that list?
FAMILY
Today was take your child to work day, my dad clealrly said that "You don't have to come" when I get home froms school he gives me a call and starts cursing at me and yelling at me
And asks me why I didn't come to work with him, then I said "You said I didn't have to"
He's like "What kind of a son are you? I hate you! I ******** hate you, you a*****e"
It doesn't make it any better than i'm bi, if he found out he might hit me >.<
He says not to tell my mom, or else...
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Posted: Wed Jan 24, 2007 2:50 pm
grandkinglink anike6 grandkinglink well why do you worry so much about his "woman" i mean if hes happy with her then shouldnt he be happy as well? and as for the thing about just having guard you have to have more then just that i mean you have friends right? you seem like you wouldnt be a loner. and calling people liars isnt all that nice to do. and if you only drink fruit juice why dont you drink healthy fruit juice at least you will get some nutrtion from that. and maybe you dont like chicken thats why you dont want to eat it. but all in all it sounds like your depressed that would explain quite a few of the things thats going on. what i would suggest is talk to some of your other friends other then this all important guy maybe they could help you out wtih your problems better then he could. whether i have friends or not is entirely beside the point, my point is i can't talk to them, i never have enough time alone with them, or they don't know something that i try to make refrence to and i have to explain that and then run out of time, the only one i want to talk to is the one that's never there, and that hurts so bad sometimes friends arent always going to be around i know that may seem harsh and all but still i mean there have to be other friends that your closer to then just that one so in your absolutely honest opinion, should i give up on this friend?
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Posted: Wed Jan 24, 2007 2:55 pm
jenko59 Shouldn't family be added to that list? FAMILYToday was take your child to work day, my dad clealrly said that "You don't have to come" when I get home froms school he gives me a call and starts cursing at me and yelling at me
And asks me why I didn't come to work with him, then I said "You said I didn't have to"
He's like "What kind of a son are you? I hate you! I ******** hate you, you a*****e"
It doesn't make it any better than i'm bi, if he found out he might hit me >.<
He says not to tell my mom, or else...well, one: your dad has serious rage issues... and two: a lot of times people say things like "you don't have to" or "it's not all that important" but they actually want you there... so it may have been one of those things, and i would say you tell your mother in private, and see what she does...
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Posted: Wed Jan 24, 2007 4:46 pm
anike6 grandkinglink anike6 grandkinglink well why do you worry so much about his "woman" i mean if hes happy with her then shouldnt he be happy as well? and as for the thing about just having guard you have to have more then just that i mean you have friends right? you seem like you wouldnt be a loner. and calling people liars isnt all that nice to do. and if you only drink fruit juice why dont you drink healthy fruit juice at least you will get some nutrtion from that. and maybe you dont like chicken thats why you dont want to eat it. but all in all it sounds like your depressed that would explain quite a few of the things thats going on. what i would suggest is talk to some of your other friends other then this all important guy maybe they could help you out wtih your problems better then he could. whether i have friends or not is entirely beside the point, my point is i can't talk to them, i never have enough time alone with them, or they don't know something that i try to make refrence to and i have to explain that and then run out of time, the only one i want to talk to is the one that's never there, and that hurts so bad sometimes friends arent always going to be around i know that may seem harsh and all but still i mean there have to be other friends that your closer to then just that one so in your absolutely honest opinion, should i give up on this friend? no i dont say give up on him entirely just go on the back burner for awhile then things should settle down dont worry he will start talking to you again sooner or later i hope
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Posted: Wed Jan 24, 2007 4:46 pm
I'm afraid to, I think i've lost 10 pounds since then, my moms barey home is teh thing, she works more than he does and he's kind of a heavy drinker, so I think that clarifies it, and if he gets fired he'll have to stay home with me all day..I really don't want that
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