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 Posted: Tue May 10, 2005 4:06 pm
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a p p r o v e d
01.05.05 - Log 01 - Prologue..
This new Island isn't much like anything I've ever seen. I'm not sure whether or not to regret leaving Jhoto - the island of past desires and regrets. To say that it was a decision I fully cannot comprehend - it's not exactly the right words strung together. It would be ignorance ot say such things - and I suppose it's not entire precise to even start on such topics, without a iron-clad statement, thesis.
I have to admit I have grown emotionally attached to my old team - now released and roaming the lands of Jhoto Island. I can assume that my self-appraisal that 'it was the best' is simply a small self-esteem issue, trying to justify the actions I took. However - this does leave oppurtunity for a new team - to rebuild on an Island were pokemon aren't separated by worlds and uniforms.
My current team is a bit under-stocked - I'm completely dependant on Lugia's power to save me in case any battles. My new Cyndaquil can't cut anything for s**t. Though the darkness growing inside of him is comforting in an almost perceptive foretelling of matching personalities.
I journey to give me -
until you found power
I thought we were always us -
us forever this fire forever.
Introductions were never a strong point. Introductiosn are so useless - things were always about the middle. About the process - everyone skips the beginning anyways. We always want the middle, the story -
I journey through forest and concrete -
I never stop never sleep without you far -
sweet fire coming through
i didn't feel you slip away into the night -
to hunt the crown and the glory
But I saw it all,
How could i have let you slip right from these arms that hunt for you?
And I wonder what will happen - and what I can build with my time here.
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Posted: Tue May 10, 2005 5:42 pm
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Posted: Tue May 10, 2005 5:49 pm
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09.05.05 - Log 03 - Cyndaquil..
I cannot lie and say it hasn't been a while since I have written in here. My days are uneventful - and if not for Epilogue magically being able to speak, why I have came across the likely conclusion that my sanity would've been brought upon the boughts of lonliness. Though, do not get me wrong and assume that simply a bit of isolation would drive me mad - but company of course, is due and preferred. But being on such an isolated island, one can only refer to bad daytime T.V shows.
But I digress, I suppose.
Through another stumbling I've found yet another hidden auction coming from the lab on what seems to be - the forbidden hill. Constantly surrounded dark clouds, bouts of thunder and lightning flashing mere previews of the film tucked away in abandoned projectors. There's a piercing voice - and I see only one or more people seated and flailing their money in their ir.
I know it does no good.
This one is mine - I need that dark mark embedded in his skin. Embedded in his personality. There is something so amazing there, and I want it for me and me alone.
I throw items worth it's weight squared in gold.
The auction ends - the pokemon is mine and mine alone.
Cyndaquil will be the first dark addition to my team -
And what happens, well, we'll just have to find out.
Even the rats know the troubles gonna come
To the edge of the city see the little guys run
I hear spring is nice in Canada
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Posted: Sat May 14, 2005 6:13 pm
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10.05.05 - Log 04 - Cyndaquil's First Encounter..
Despite me trying to find these reoccurance of days in times that were supposed to be forgotten. Of 365 days rearing it's ugly head in my face. This constant need to rebuild broke bridges, to lazy to build - to tired to mend. The strains of my memory is deteorating. The setting of this day is even vague to me at this point - thought gut feeling is compensating, saying that probably the day was like any other day. Where the sun would beam, the sky was painted in a fresh coat of blue. The texture of the clouds staining white, spreading.
With only two pokemon, it was easy to keep track and let them all out at various points - to ride with Epilogue in the sky, to let Solituded roam around the bottom. Even with such a huge snout, he managed to poke himself into some trobule. Despite his anti-social behaviour, he sure knew how to piss pokemon off.
Mental note, training tatic?
Depsite this, he managed to make encounters with the first of his species - his own kind. Though being the only dark ( - purposefully and strategically done, might I add - ) it was to be destined a horrible interaction.
There was one, slightly orange cyndaquil that managed to leave a mark besides the dark brand embedded in his thigh.
I wonder if this is anything really at all - for I don't understand the language of Pokemon, and Epilogue was to high to translate for me.
Here comes the rain again
Falling from the stars
Drenched in my pain again
Becoming who we are -
Solitude It was no surprise when my Trainer left me to roam. She was already playing favorites - with that monsterous bird. Duely noted, yes he is a legendary and even I and all Pokemon are aware of that, keeping up to check with that sort of team member is near impossible. But, I like the silence. It's so comforting in itself really - through desolation. You can hear the world in it's agony - through it's silence. You can hear yourself, and your guts spilling out for everyone to see - but no one cares. There is so much that can only be seen alone, there is so much to do - But when you see groups of flames, multicolored like your own - it was a natural reaction to grow curious. To murk around shadows - there but not, there. There was a blue one, a normal one - one orange. They were all missing the mark on their leg - they were all missing the memories of the lab. Does that separate me? Does it make me better? Through power, purely - I am sure there is some side effect from the dark place on the damp hill, whose only knowledge of weather were eerie nights and thunderstorms. The orange one, Lucifer if I can recall, had this arrogance to him that clearly rivaled my own. However, lacked the necessary personality of anti-social behavior to balance such a trait. While pride is something I have yet to find folly with - to determine whether it's a positive or negative aspect, there is only one thing I know: Once you're on my bad side, the side I detest and hate - well, there will be no crossing.
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Posted: Mon May 16, 2005 7:16 pm
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21.05.05 - Log 05 - Quilava..
It's been a while since anything eventful has happened. Most of the mere nothingness that is experienced is just training routines and fights with that one guy Kai's pokemon.
While all life on the island has been eerily still - it's nothing important enough to actually log for that manner, so I'm left with empty thoughts filling this empty pokedex. It may just be another mere confirmation of my silent and anti-social behavior - or maybe just memory loss. There isn't much that is eventful, and with that noted I feel that nothing should be recorded. If I do, ever lose this someday, I want my life to be eventful and amazing - to be commended and looked up upon. It should be something people are looking for - people are striving to be like.
Again, I stumble upon this tangent.
The strange event that actually makes me waste my time to log would be something strange happening to Solitude. He's form was molded - as light blinded me before I can see the butterfly emerge from it's ugly cacoon.
There was that robotic noise from my pokedex again -
And there it was.
A Quilava. END
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Posted: Mon May 23, 2005 12:27 am
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 21.05.05 - Log 05 - Quilvila?
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Posted: Sat May 28, 2005 3:22 pm
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27.05.05 - Log 06 - End of the World?
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Posted: Thu Jun 09, 2005 4:17 pm
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27.05.05 - Log 07- Solitude..isn't so Solitudal?xIntoxicatedXTCx (( clutches her hat. My schutnstaffel hat D:! XD well...who said Lucifer's mate had to be female..EH EH EH )) ::solitude rubs up on Lucifer:: Solitude: ...that wasn't me. Hakuo0000 [[ But I like the hat! True, very true.] Inner Lucifer: *Rubs up agianst Solitude.* Lucifer: *Runs from the scary pokemon.* xIntoxicatedXTCx ((..Oh man you so know you want those two to get together >D >D))
Solitude: ::smirks, completely going against his lonely nature and chases Lucifer:: Hakuo0000 [ Mabye... >D ]
Lucifer: *Turns around and sees Solitude.* ... *Trips over a small rock.* xIntoxicatedXTCx Solitude store at the fallen lucifer, his head blocking the sun from Lucifer's view. The same evil smirk was still apparent, his red eyes glinting from the covered shadows.
Solitude was directly over Lucifer now..just staring. Hakuo0000 Lucifer looked right into Solitude's red eyes. He was a bit scared, wonderng what the evil pokemon would do to him.
He didn't move he, just like Solitude, exept he was standing, layed there staring. xIntoxicatedXTCx (( homg, I wonder who would be on top...Lucifer is the higher level..but Solitude is dark...::thinks thinks::....yes..yes this is so wrong. I'll..just continue...RP-ing..now))
Solitude sniffed the grass around the light pokemon, before stepping aside to give him a chance to upright himself. He kept his eyes close though, a feeling he wasn't sure of why. Hakuo0000 [ I think Solitude, because I went inactive, so Solitude would be on top...XD;;;]
Lucifer lifted his body ans was on his four feet agian. He kept on looking at Solitdude, he was feeling something odd... He sniffed the air, trying to see what Solitude smelt like. He didn't dare go right by Solitude and smell him. xIntoxicatedXTCx (( well he is DARK >D ))
Solitude watched the other pokemon sniff him, he quirked his eyes. Before cautiously, sniffing the other pokemon in return. He was very confused, as he never really had these...feelings before.
He knew lucifer for a while, and was intriguned at his strength... Hakuo0000 [The auction pokemon are awsome!]
Lucifer stared at Solitude sniff him. A small grin formed on his face, he started to like these new feelings he was feeling. He walked closer to Solitude and stared at him longer. He went and rubbed agians Solitude then took a huge step back, wondering if the Quilava would kill him. xIntoxicatedXTCx (( homg the secret neo talk! ))
Solitude started to stalk around, feeling a bit...bad, against his usually feelings for running off the Quilava that rubbed up against him. It was the first pokemon that he allowed to get close to him, let alone his trainer and Epilogue, as he stalked around the grass.
His trainer eyed him oddly, he was sure not adjusted to this feeling of...longing?
Toxi eyed her huge legendary smirking evilly next to her. His eyes held something she didn't trust, as it was the look she had as often as he did. She spit something out near his feet before calmly speaking.
"Alright, spit it out."
"Your other pokemon has a crush."
Epilogue spoke with pride, and a bit of cynical humour behind it as well.
They stared at eachother a bit, even though no one showed more than a smirk, it was enough to express their humour acknowledgement with one and another. Hakuo0000 [ Mooow. ]
Lucifer was sitting down, his back to a small tree. He sighed as he stood up straight, or as good as a Quilava could stnd. He thought back to his envounter with Solitude and sighed agian. He missed the dark pokemon being by him.
Kai lifted his glasses as he looked at his pokemon. He wasn't use to Lucifer feeling all sad and down. He looked at his depressed pokemon,
"What's wrong with you...?"
Lucifer didn't answe, but he scrathed the ground looking at his trainer. He paused for a second, before he ran off. xIntoxicatedXTCx Solitude looked up and noticed a blur of green and orange fur fly by, along with a flame as well. Ignoring the cackles that came from his 'friends', he ran towards it, as fast as his four legs will carry him.
Somehow, he hoped he would catch him. Hakuo0000 Lucifer stopped running when he heard feet come by him. He looked up in the air, and saw a blur of grey and another color, with flames run by. He smiled as he ran toward the blur.
He hoped he would find Solitude. xIntoxicatedXTCx (( oooOoo solitude and lucifer sittin in a tree! ))
Solitude finally caught up to the Quilava that abruptly stopped, panting a bit, before retreating back and bowing his head down in embarrasment.
He shifted his eyes towards the ground, before rubbing his head against the others neck, closing his eyes and soaking up the feeling of the warm fur against his.
He stepped back, bowed his head down again, before cuatiously looking up at the other pokemon's reaction. Hakuo0000 [ How cute! ]
Lucifer's face turned a bit red, when he finally relized what Solitude had done. He smiled, wondering while the other Quilava put his head down.
He looked at Solitude and walked over to him, hoping he wouldn't run. He closed his eyes as he closed his eyes. He did the same in return, he rubbed his head agianst Solitude's neck.
He smiled as he took in the warm felling. xIntoxicatedXTCx Solitude opened his eyes at the other pokemon rubbing against him, and for a second he felt..complete. He continued the same motion, a moment of affection as he rubbed his head back against the other Quilava.
And, for some reason, he thoguht it..was right.
Their heads motioned together, a moment of gentleness, a moment where they were distracted by everything around them.
It was a cycle, the two put together, and they were completele. Whole. Hakuo0000 [ They grow up so fast...]
Lucifer opened his eyes as he saw the other Quilava rub agianst him. He smilled, he felt so happy, he never felt this happy before. He stopped rubbing agianst Solitude for a moment, so he could stare at him.
He smiled as he opened his mouth slightly. He went up to the other Quilava's face, and licked the side of his face.
He stoped, then went back to rubbing agianst the other Quilava. xIntoxicatedXTCx Solitude felt the other pokemon lick his fur, feeling the butterflies errupt from their cocoon in his stomach.
He was a bit nervous, but he didn't care.
He licked the other Quilava as well, before continuing to rub against him in the best way of affection that he could manage.
Toxi walked up to the other pokemon's trainer, watching him stand aside with another pokemon. Lugia slowly followed, the ground shaking at his steps.
Exhaling the smoke from her cigarette, she looked at him, preparing a conversation.
"Mm.." she says. Hakuo0000 [ Pokemon love, the cutest out there...]
Lucifer felt the other pokemon lick his fur. He was over happy, he hought the Quilava might burn him alive.
He was a bit nervous, but tht didn't stop him from rubbing up agianst Solitude agian.
His whole stomech felt like it exploded as he countinued to rub agianst the other pokemon.
Kai looked over to see a girl and a Lugia. Amharos looked over to the Lugia, he didn't like that pokemon, for it was the only one that beat him in battle, beside Nina.
Kai looked at the girl who was enjoying her cigarette.
"You know those things can kill you." He said pointing at the cigarette. xIntoxicatedXTCx Solitude continued to rub against him, before coming up with idle chit chat.
"training much?" he asked.
Toxi threw out the cigarette to the side, before responding.
"Yes, in some moronic way we are all dieing."
Epilogue smirked at chaos, a grin of content and superiority apparent. He let it fade though, falling back into his calm nature once again.
"Ahh. Our pokemon are quite..content with one and another..aren't they?"
(( gah, I must volunteer for an hour..I'll be back soon hopefully! )) Hakuo0000 [ Well I'll be here, seeing as I have nothing to do... Cool new Pokemon.]
Lucifer kept on rubbing agianst him, before he heard Solitude speak.
" I've been training here and there, you?"
Kai took off his glasses before responding to Toxi.
"Yeah I guess we are all dieing."
Chaos smirked, but stopped, he knew the Lugia could take him out, but he still wanted to at least try to fight. Before he let his bold nature take over he just reamined calm.
" Yeah I guess they are." xIntoxicatedXTCx Solitude smirked a bit before pausing. He was content, happy. Here was a pokemon willing to be strong, and, let alone his own type.
it was...very contentful.
Epilogue stood his ground, reading the other pokemon's thoughts.
"Your mad you didn't win."
"I'm a legendary."
He laid down his neck gracefully, trying to keep things at peace rather than te latter.
Toxi raised an eyebrow at the response. He seemed quiet and reserved, something she didn't mind, and actually preferred. Hakuo0000 Lucifer just looked at Solitude. He was happy to finally have somebody he could be around. A pokemon that was like him. He felt happy.
He was confortable.
Chaos looked at Epilogue, he didn't ask for the pokemon to read his thoughts.
"Who asked you to read my mind?"
"And so what if I'm mad?"
Kai closed his eyes as he looked at the two pokemon. He didn't want them to fight, he didn't wat to lose his pokemon this fast.
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Posted: Sun Jun 19, 2005 11:31 pm
Start > Logs > Entry 8
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27.05.05 - Log 08- Gastly?
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Posted: Mon Jun 27, 2005 9:45 am
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27.05.05 - Log 09- Pranks
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Posted: Sun Jul 17, 2005 12:25 am
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27.05.05 - Log 10- Scyther
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Posted: Tue Oct 18, 2005 8:40 am
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 16.07.05 - Log 11- Mewtwo
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Posted: Tue Oct 18, 2005 8:41 am
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14.09.05 - Log 12- Lucifer + Solitude
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Posted: Tue Oct 18, 2005 8:42 am
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18.09.05 - Log 13- Typhlosion
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Posted: Fri Apr 07, 2006 1:37 am
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18.09.05 - Log 14 - Return to the Island?
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