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 Posted: Sat Sep 09, 2006 6:04 pm
The point is that I do not even have the luxury of burning that bridge when I get to it.
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Posted: Sat Sep 09, 2006 8:59 pm
My gosh Crow!
I feel so grateful for my parents right about now...they usually support whatever I or my brother want to try. They've always been interested in what I'm interested in, or at least they pretend really well. If I get this crazy idea for a money making scheme, I can try it...with their help.
Whenever I decided I wanted to try a sport or a new hobby, my parents encouragd me, even gave me tips...especially my dad. I swear he knows the basics to succeeding at any sport XD.
You have a point about knowing how to act around the opposite sex Sovi, but then, you will be acting. If a person cannot like you for who you are all the time, they don't deserve to be with you. If you ever thought I was anything but a romaticist...it's not true. XD
Gosh..I just realized how close you are in age to my bro Sovi....he's turning 15 in about...9 days now.
That kid is probably the only reason I don't mind not having offline friends as much. XD
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Posted: Sun Sep 10, 2006 10:20 am
Okay, as before, you do not quite understand. I may be extremely... Sovi online, but I usually have bad habits of being over bearing and rather immature in person.
If I am around more girls then I can learn how to not be like that and actually act like I do online.
I would not like some one who liked me the way I am in actuality.
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Posted: Sun Sep 10, 2006 10:56 am
Isn't that a paradox, in that nearly everyone acts differently in real life compared to their online persona. This is due to the fact that we are a product of our social environment. 3nodding
Perhaps the reason it is difficult to act like your Sovi self in real life is because your social environment is not suited to it, or perhaps your environment maintains the illusion that such a personality is not suited to it. Though in most cases the environment is nothing but an illusion, and perhaps it would be easier that expected to be your Sovi self in real life. I know that I act and speak differently in real life, (and I am a bit more random). But here I believe that I am truer to myself because the online environment is crafted by our hidden...yet utterly true personas.
If you can't tell I'm taking a social psychology course right now. whee
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Posted: Sun Sep 10, 2006 3:29 pm
You more or less summed up everything I have thought about the matter. Thanks.
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Posted: Sun Sep 10, 2006 3:31 pm
Ah! You have a point Crow.
I know I am more the way I wish I could be in real life here, than I am...my life is crazy in the aspect that I've never really learned how to act around my "peers", so I don't.
I hate the fact that I'm called ma'am everywhere I go...the fact that everyone keeps telling me how old I look, the fact that while I hate acting older than I am, I don't know how else to act...so I can't.
Here though...I can talk without any of that getting in the way. I still act older than I am, but I feel normal. XD
Psychology sounds like fun ^^, seems to solve the "why" I'm always loking for. XD
I'm sure you've heard those stories of people you like or hold in high esteem bringing out the best in you, Sovi. Sometimes I wonder if they're only stories...but I don't know. I do know that you can get rid of bad habits if you really want to.
XD I really shouldn't be talking of breaking bad habits when I'm nearly 17 and I still chew my nails, lol.
You don't need some other person's help to change..it just depends on what you really want.
And yeah..I'm probably still missing the point, aren't I? I have a tendency to do that sometimes...miss the point and go off on a completely different tangent.
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Posted: Sun Sep 10, 2006 4:16 pm
SovietSnowball You more or less summed up everything I have thought about the matter. Thanks.
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Posted: Fri Sep 15, 2006 7:58 pm
*Dies laughing* I'm sorry, this is the first time I've managed to get back and look over what what posted. It seems that I've managed it gain..post my thoughts directly after the matter has pretty much closed.
Sorry about that....
Guess what one of the reason I didn't get a chance to hop on the computer the last couple days were? I had to go see the doctor yesterday.
Wonderful, right? This is actually the second time in the past two months I'd say. gonk
Turns out that I just might have asthma...won't know for sure for about a week, but that's what the doctor seems to think my lungs sound like. confused
If you can't tell, I'm not exactly pleased.
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Posted: Tue Sep 19, 2006 6:51 pm
As I always like to say (particularly to taunt people) At least you have lungs to be ******** up! What about those cancer patients? Feeling down for yourself because you have, what? Asthma?
Oh, no! Not trouble breathing!
Be grateful that you CAN breath, you ingrate!
Sometimes I think I really should see a shrink about this...
Sorry, just been gone so long and in dire need of harassing people. "Oh, god" would be the perfect thing to describe my past few weekends with "I am too god damn sober for this!" ranking a close second.
Actually, my brother has asthma. No real biggy for him, just means he has to stay in places he likes. Hope you like places with clean air that are breathable and a great excuse to not have to do too much. He sure does.
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Posted: Tue Sep 19, 2006 7:26 pm
*Dies laughing..again*
Thank you Sovi...you've just made me feel about a million times better actually. I don't understand why....but harrassment from you is actually hilarious in its own way.
So..thank you.
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Posted: Tue Sep 19, 2006 8:36 pm
I just found out my girlfriend was cheating on me. I don't know what else to say. I feel like I just want to rip out my own heart-- my hands are shaking so bad I can barely type this.
I don't know what solace I can find, but I heard it helps just to say it-- just to tell someone else. I need to go take some pills for my tremor, it's getting very
hard to type. I'm not crying, I haven't cried. But I hurt. Alot.
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Posted: Fri Sep 22, 2006 2:55 pm
Sorry to hear that man, unfortunalty I have very little experince in the way of real realtionships so I can't offer much advice that isn't slightly skewed.... confused
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Posted: Fri Sep 22, 2006 9:13 pm
I'm afraid my way of trying making you feel better would be a horribly bad joke...and as always, it would fail miserably. Things like trying to tell you not to OD because we need you alive and breathing to Rp would just be stupid.
If I said I was sorry for you, would you get mad..?
Anything I try to think of saying would only be corny...cliche...something off a bad soap opera script...etc.
I know of a solace...but you won't like it..the idea anyway..not many do...
So, now I say that I feel sorry for you....even if you do get mad.
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Posted: Tue Sep 26, 2006 1:40 pm
Gourou Bandai I just found out my girlfriend was cheating on me. I don't know what else to say. I feel like I just want to rip out my own heart-- my hands are shaking so bad I can barely type this. I don't know what solace I can find, but I heard it helps just to say it-- just to tell someone else. I need to go take some pills for my tremor, it's getting very hard to type. I'm not crying, I haven't cried. But I hurt. Alot. wow the last couple posts were on my birthday in here. Also Gourou it will hurt for a long time, it always hurts to lose the one you love, I've been through that recently as well, she's with the man who was my best friend before. It does help to talk to people and get it off your chest, or listening to music can help too, if you're a physical kind of person train like crazy and hit the heavy bag up, or just get down your thoughts in writing on paper or in a blog. I know it seems terrible right now and it's a very bad cliche but things will get better eventually it just takes a lot of time. If you ever need an open ear you can talk to me, my email is shikiriryu@hotmail.com. I know that we don't know each other very well, but yeah I'm willing it listen and try and help you through things.
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Posted: Thu Sep 28, 2006 10:23 pm
jugh3ad Gourou Bandai I just found out my girlfriend was cheating on me. I don't know what else to say. I feel like I just want to rip out my own heart-- my hands are shaking so bad I can barely type this. I don't know what solace I can find, but I heard it helps just to say it-- just to tell someone else. I need to go take some pills for my tremor, it's getting very hard to type. I'm not crying, I haven't cried. But I hurt. Alot. wow the last couple posts were on my birthday in here. Also Gourou it will hurt for a long time, it always hurts to lose the one you love, I've been through that recently as well, she's with the man who was my best friend before. It does help to talk to people and get it off your chest, or listening to music can help too, if you're a physical kind of person train like crazy and hit the heavy bag up, or just get down your thoughts in writing on paper or in a blog. I know it seems terrible right now and it's a very bad cliche but things will get better eventually it just takes a lot of time. If you ever need an open ear you can talk to me, my email is shikiriryu@hotmail.com. I know that we don't know each other very well, but yeah I'm willing it listen and try and help you through things. Thanks Jug, ugh I'd take you up on the offer if I wasn't so busy >>
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