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 Posted: Sat Aug 05, 2006 4:46 pm
Sunlight does help depression. I don't remember why, but there was an honest to goodness scientific reason for it.
I only have one problem... My parents relationships with each other. My dad is a sci-fi nerd. He has writing groups, science fiction clubs and other things. And most of the time, he leaves without word 1 about anyone's day or anything. Now my mom basically hates everything he's involved in. On more than one occasion my mom and dad have been in heated arguments that make me roll my eyes and flop on my bed to wait for it to be over. After they're done with their arguments, my dad usually comes up and asks me what's wrong. I just say nothing cause I think it's obvious and want to be left alone, but my dad insists on asking. I still say nothing because I don't want to deal with him and wait for him to leave. He usually leaves to the attic where he basically lives now anyway. Then my mom talks with my sisters about what she would lose in my house if they got divorced. I don't want my parents to get divorced. I like having a normal family (mom, dad, siblings) and from what I've heard, boyfriends and girlfriends of parents usually don't work out. I actually do feel a lot better now. *sighs* I hope they can work it out*
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Posted: Sat Aug 05, 2006 5:03 pm
I don't know about the boyfriend and girlfriend thing, I think a lot of people break up fast nowdays but some stick together. I'm not sure if it has anything to do with the people's parent's but It could be like that. And no worries, my new step-dad and mom are like that too, they fight constantly, but then again they also, smoke, drink and curse each other out. But deep down their both really love each other and that's all that matters ^^....sorta...
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Posted: Sat Aug 05, 2006 7:16 pm
Sci-fi nerd? o-o!?! Wow. And I thought my father was wierd. xDD;;;; My father use to be obsessed with teh Food Network and he would make expirmental dinners (which, surprisingly they were awesome.) He would make me lunches in my lunchbox (I don't like school food) and would say "Have a safe day, Sarah" ::pats head:: And I would be like D:< cause thats my morning face. xD;;
Anyways, don't mind my ramble. :3 cause I do like to ramble ˙Д˙!! But I bet it will work out, Max. My parents use to have fights, but they would make up because they love each other, I remember one day when my parents had a ridiculous fight over the salt and pepper (like which is which) & then later on they would hug and kiss, and I remember having that 'yuck' look on my face.
I bet your mom is probably worried that your father has no more time for your family, why won't you guys sit down and talk? Or maybe just tell your father how you feel? That always worked for me whenever I had a problem. :3
I dunno, you don't have to take my advice. @3@;;;;;;;
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Posted: Tue Aug 08, 2006 6:41 pm
Ok. I hate doing this. Seriously. I hate posting my problems online like some stupid little emo kid. Not that people in here are emo, not at all. But I don't like telling people whats wrong, I like to keep it bottled up. But I have to let it out. Maybe this is more like a ramble, a diary or something. I don't know. No one has to give me advice. I guess I just need friends.
Today, my dad came upstairs and said the room was messy. He made it seem like something had just exploded, while in fact I had just cleaned it the day before and therefore it wasn't that messy. He just kept screaming at me, and getting in my face and saying how I was stupid and lazy and a deadbeat. And that he was going to knock some sense into me.
My dad scares me. I hate being around him because he always screams and flips out on me. He makes me feel awful. I hide out in my room all day long until my mom gets home because atleast then he won't yell at me so loudly, because it makes her feel bad.
He says I don't do anything and that I leave trash everywhere, when in fact its himself who doesn't clean up. I'm usually the one who does everyones laundry, cleans the kitchen and the bathrooms. And yet I do 'nothing'. I even get blamed for when my brothers room is messy.
Sorry. I don't mean to complain. I guess I just needed to get it out to people who don't really actually know me.
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Posted: Fri Aug 11, 2006 9:21 pm
"Nothing is true... As I'm sure none of you know, I was hospitalized earlier this year with hallusinations, depression and under anixety, yes, your funny, lovable guild helper is one hell of a messed up chick. I was discharged after...a month and have now been going to two therapy visits a week, and I'm also a member of the Prozac lifestyle, yay happy medication! [/sarcasm]. Everything has been going just peachy up 'till recently, my acid reflux and stomach ulcers have been getting worse and I was hosptialized for a bit. And now my dad's all depressed, my sister is strangely cheerful all the time, bless her sweet innocence. My mother and me have been the only ones holding this shattered familt together and now my dad's threatening divorce/moving/legal action and all that 'fun' stuff. So, again, I'm sorry if I offended anyone on the General earlier and I apoligize to Kyun, Rene and Joy for coming off like a b***h. I feel a little calmer now that I've got that off my chest... Everything is permitted."
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Posted: Fri Aug 11, 2006 9:24 pm
Awww....
I'm really sorry you are having such a tough time. I know what its like being on what I dub "Happy Pills (Prozac, Zoloft...anything like that). It sucks. I'm on a lot if you wanna talk, or just vent. Venting is good.
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Posted: Fri Aug 11, 2006 9:28 pm
sad ismaire.. needs friends to hug her sad
*hugs ismaire*
sometimes it's the cheeriest of people online, who are the ones who are suffering the most in real life
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Posted: Fri Aug 11, 2006 9:28 pm
"Nothing is true... I'm on Melotonine, Fluoxotine, Prozac, Zoloft, Zymbalta, Nexium, and.....Levsin. The doctors say the reason I'm so irritable is because I'm on so much medication...I seriosly take over 15 pills a day, not 'cause I want to, 'cause I HAVE too. It's scary being medicine dependent at thirteen and the doctors have tried to pull me off to avoid further strain on my liver. But, I can't handle it without it, the mental and pysical sympyoms overwhelm me almost as much as the medication side effects.
@Kyun: You're right. I put up a facet on here so I can get away from my problems and real life, but...sometimes even Gaia can cause stress, but, I just try to be the funny one that everyone talks to, come to with problems and who everyone likes being around. Only a few of my closest Gaians friends know the person behind the avatar. Everything is permitted."
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Posted: Fri Aug 11, 2006 9:30 pm
Ismaire, I am sorry what your going through. I just hate it when people start taking off thier pain on other things. Over react about something that is not at all relaited. I do it all the time. That is why I have grown to dislike it because I relieze how much it starts to hurt and affect others. I hope you get healthier!! And just keep your chin up. I know that may be hard with depression. But trust me. If I can be happy than you can. It would be nice if you would stay in Ria. It helped me through alot of troubles and just having someone to talk to about random silly things always makes me smile. Trust me, I have had a very unusual life with many trials.
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Posted: Fri Aug 11, 2006 9:32 pm
"Nothing is true... @Kyun: You're right. I put up a facet on here so I can get away from my problems and real life, but...sometimes even Gaia can cause stress, but, I just try to be the funny one that everyone talks to, come to with problems and who everyone likes being around. Only a few of my closest Gaians friends know the person behind the avatar.
@Rene: I'm truely sorry for acting like I did and, I thank you. ^^; Everything is permitted."
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Posted: Fri Aug 11, 2006 9:35 pm
i really hope u get better ismaire sad
EDIT:um... i feel horrible and evil for pointing this out... but um prozac and fluoxetine are the same thing, no? ><
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Posted: Fri Aug 11, 2006 9:41 pm
"Nothing is true... Not always Kyun.
I'm taking a special version of Prozac that's for physical call and Fluxeotine is for the mental portion. Everything is permitted."
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Posted: Fri Aug 11, 2006 9:59 pm
I saw on the general thread that ur gonna stay heart
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Posted: Fri Aug 11, 2006 10:01 pm
Advice: Always take candy from strangers they have the best kind.
NOTE CONTENTS BELOW ARE NOT FOR THE EYES OF PEOPLE WHO GET EASILY OFFENDED
Rant: Ihate stupid ******** people who ask stupid questions that make me want to bash their head in wit a ******** bat while i make them eat their own blood and throwup..seriously if the ******** person explains soemthin how stupid are you to ask a question about what the person just explained.
And those damn goth kids, wtf you are not gothic. You want to see a real goth come to my house and ill string you up like a puppet and cut your flesh off, dont worry ill make you watch. Lose the damn metalica and cof shirts they dont make you gothic or metal, stop wearing black you depresed little cammle ******** bible huggers. Goth is not all this blshit about wearing black being alone and worshiping satan you stereotypical c**k juggalers.
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