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Posted: Wed Oct 04, 2006 10:10 pm
*sigh* lucky... I have yet to feel that sweet love. At least, where they love you back...
I do think I'm in love with someone. I've had these steady, romantic, wonderful feelings towards him for just over 5 years. He's a wonderful guy; nice to me, intelligent, funny, sweet, and has this odd way of remembering things (he told me the other day how we met the first day of school, on the bus. I don't remember that!)
He, however, has a girlfriend. And feels nothing more for me than friendship. Granted, I haven't told him (fear of rejection, being too young), but he thinks its preposterous that anyone (sooo many little kids) think we're going out.
I've been really sad, lately. I have such strong feelings for him, and the day before he decided to go steady with the other girl (who I don't want to hurt; she's my friend!) I decided to tell him, finally. But I doubt I ever will be able to, now.
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Posted: Tue Oct 10, 2006 9:06 pm
aukima Okay can i ask for some advice please? Hopefully this makes scence to someone. I want to fall in love, I know i do,..but i'm scared of it. Scared of going out on a whim and dating someone neutral that doesn't sound stupid does it? No, not at all. I used to be like that, desperate to fall in love and know what it feels like. And the I did fall in love. With my best friend. Who is still in love with their ex-girlfriend. It's very painful seeing her so desperate to get back with xxx. But there is not much I can do about it. Except be there for her, which I am.
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Posted: Thu Oct 12, 2006 4:53 am
aukima Okay can i ask for some advice please? Hopefully this makes scence to someone. I want to fall in love, I know i do,..but i'm scared of it. Scared of going out on a whim and dating someone neutral that doesn't sound stupid does it? when you go out with someone there is a chance you will hurt I have this theory...... so bear with me lol 4laugh when you fall in love with someone it opens up a whole new level of feelings you can hurt more than you ever have before but you can also feel better than you ever have the good part makes love worth the pain.......am i making sense at all? lol
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Posted: Sat Oct 28, 2006 7:36 am
howtheundeadweep aukima Okay can i ask for some advice please? Hopefully this makes scence to someone. I want to fall in love, I know i do,..but i'm scared of it. Scared of going out on a whim and dating someone neutral that doesn't sound stupid does it? when you go out with someone there is a chance you will hurt I have this theory...... so bear with me lol 4laugh when you fall in love with someone it opens up a whole new level of feelings you can hurt more than you ever have before but you can also feel better than you ever have the good part makes love worth the pain.......am i making sense at all? lol Yea I get that..damn that's good advice.I know someone who's afraid to love. Or..at least I think she is... confused
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Posted: Sat Oct 28, 2006 7:37 am
Ah.I went to a dance last night.And I brought a girl this rose.But it went horribly wrong! gonk T.T
I'm gonna go be emu some where.. emo
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Posted: Thu Nov 09, 2006 5:41 pm
Dewdew *jealous* I want to fall in love. I believe this is part of my obsession with anything remotely romantic, the lack of it in my life. Well good for you. Your post made me go *squee* So you go girl! Me too!
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Posted: Tue Nov 14, 2006 2:47 pm
Real life love suck most of the time sweatdrop
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Posted: Mon Dec 18, 2006 9:52 am
Your boyfriend is sooooooooo sweet if he has the courage to say that to someone...i.e you! awww, this actually made me say awww!!!
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