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 Posted: Mon Sep 20, 2004 7:12 pm
Ezeikial Axle_the_Red wow thats an awesome poem...but why are/were you frustrated? i was talking to my ex last night, and i know that some of the process of getting over the situation is to just talk to her, and she's going through an aweful lot with her cousin who she is extremely attached too, and shes been kinda taking it out on everyone else, well anyways she said that she wanted to stay friends with me, that she treasured our friendship a lot, well she hasnt exactly shown to prove that, and ive had friends after friends, that just put me on the back burner that only want to do something with me when its conveneint for them, and i hate that, and to me it seemed like thats what she was doing, sooo i wanted to push the issue a bit to just see what all was going on, but then she said how she thinks she may have lost all contact with her cousin, because they got into in over the phone, and then she was telling me how she is not where she needs to be with God, and that right now she just needs to self-examine herself, but of course i dont find this out until emotions are running high on my side (yeah im a real emotional guy, thats what happens when you live with women all your life, you get sensative sweatdrop blaugh ) and then we got off the phone abruptly, so i had all this pent up emotions running high, so i taped up my fists and went outside to go romp on my punching bag, and 5 minutes later i hit the bag so hard as it was swinging back toward me that i broke it, the 6in mounting screw came out, so yeah after that i came back inside and started writing whatever came to mind, and thats what i got heh iknow how exes can be...ive got an ex (girlfriend lol...not married) and that was quite the emotional parade...im sensitive too (my dad usually isnt home, but my sister and mom are) so i know how ya feel...i hope it works out for you!
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Posted: Mon Sep 20, 2004 7:35 pm
blaugh *glomps Ezeikial and Axel* blaugh
Sensative guys rock!
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Posted: Tue Sep 21, 2004 7:23 am
Axle_the_Red Ezeikial Axle_the_Red wow thats an awesome poem...but why are/were you frustrated? i was talking to my ex last night, and i know that some of the process of getting over the situation is to just talk to her, and she's going through an aweful lot with her cousin who she is extremely attached too, and shes been kinda taking it out on everyone else, well anyways she said that she wanted to stay friends with me, that she treasured our friendship a lot, well she hasnt exactly shown to prove that, and ive had friends after friends, that just put me on the back burner that only want to do something with me when its conveneint for them, and i hate that, and to me it seemed like thats what she was doing, sooo i wanted to push the issue a bit to just see what all was going on, but then she said how she thinks she may have lost all contact with her cousin, because they got into in over the phone, and then she was telling me how she is not where she needs to be with God, and that right now she just needs to self-examine herself, but of course i dont find this out until emotions are running high on my side (yeah im a real emotional guy, thats what happens when you live with women all your life, you get sensative sweatdrop blaugh ) and then we got off the phone abruptly, so i had all this pent up emotions running high, so i taped up my fists and went outside to go romp on my punching bag, and 5 minutes later i hit the bag so hard as it was swinging back toward me that i broke it, the 6in mounting screw came out, so yeah after that i came back inside and started writing whatever came to mind, and thats what i got heh iknow how exes can be...ive got an ex (girlfriend lol...not married) and that was quite the emotional parade...im sensitive too (my dad usually isnt home, but my sister and mom are) so i know how ya feel...i hope it works out for you! well my mom and dad got divorced when i was 6, so ive lived with my mom and my sisters all my life, and then we lived with my aunt and her family for a couple of years, so yeah thats why im sensitive. i know things will work out, just need time to take its course and take its toll thats all sweatdrop
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Posted: Tue Sep 21, 2004 7:26 am
LittleKuroNeku blaugh *glomps Ezeikial and Axel* blaugh Sensative guys rock! wish more girls i know had that attititude, cuz most of the girls i know would rather date your typical jerk, dunno why, i never ask, since i went to a small private school, i had known all of the girls in my class since 7th grade, and none of them had never liked me, so yeah i dunno maybe theres something about me that they dont like, who knows, i dont care, its their loss, eh that part of my life is over and done with, time has passed
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Posted: Tue Sep 21, 2004 10:29 am
LittleKuroNeku blaugh *glomps Ezeikial and Axel* blaugh Sensative guys rock! I totally agree!!! I just can't stand it when you're going thru a really hard time, then you try to talk with your b/f and all he wants to do is make out. scream I'm not that kind of person anyways, so that completely annoys the LIFE out of me! stressed I tend to wait for the guys to come to me cuz the ones I rush to are more often then not jerks who don't care about what I'm going thru. mad I mean, the person you're dating should be your #1 fan and always be willing to help you. If you're not dating with the intention of marriage, then what's the point at all in dating? (This is one of my more sensitive subjects, in case you couldn't tell. sweatdrop ) I love having the ability to choose who I should marry, but sometimes I swear my parents would just pick my mate out for me. eek (Shocking, isn't it?) It'd save me a lot of time and heartache. Y'know what I mean?
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Posted: Tue Sep 21, 2004 10:54 am
Ezeikial ok heres that song i promised, i wrote it today, so umm yeah, you can figure out why when you read it... Sewn LipsSo many things i wish to say, to you you asked me how i was, if i was ok i want to tell you so bad, to make this pain go away But my words of pain, hide behind these sewn lips of mine, words to say how much i miss you, and how much i cry at times wishing that you never left and praying that one day you will still be mine I stay up everynight, praying that you'll be all right putting angels over you, that you wont lose sight of the One above, inside i'm falling so low if only i could tell you, how much i love you so but these sewn lips wont let me go The torture it brings, to hear of your life without me a soul with no voice, will never scream to tell you that i hurt inside, to tell you that i dont feel alive these sewn lips of mine, wont ever let me say how i truly feel inside By Isaac ****** 9/16/04 copyrights to Skies of Zion umm yeah i think you guys get the drift of things, man i wish i didnt feel this, tell me what you think This is one of the most beautiful poems I have ever read! I was supposed to read this today, it is exactaly how I have been feeling for almost 2 years now. The passion behind this is clear and I know just how you feel. "Blessed are you who are poor, for yours is the kingdom of God. Blessed are you who hunger now, for you will be satisfied. Blessed are you who weep now, for you will laugh. Blessed are you when men hate you, when they exclude you and insult you and reject your name as evil, because of the Son of Man. Rejoice in that day and leap for joy, because great is your reward in heaven. For that is how their fathers treated the prophets. Luke 6:20-23
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Posted: Tue Sep 21, 2004 1:48 pm
Annalise29 Ezeikial ok heres that song i promised, i wrote it today, so umm yeah, you can figure out why when you read it... Sewn LipsSo many things i wish to say, to you you asked me how i was, if i was ok i want to tell you so bad, to make this pain go away But my words of pain, hide behind these sewn lips of mine, words to say how much i miss you, and how much i cry at times wishing that you never left and praying that one day you will still be mine I stay up everynight, praying that you'll be all right putting angels over you, that you wont lose sight of the One above, inside i'm falling so low if only i could tell you, how much i love you so but these sewn lips wont let me go The torture it brings, to hear of your life without me a soul with no voice, will never scream to tell you that i hurt inside, to tell you that i dont feel alive these sewn lips of mine, wont ever let me say how i truly feel inside By Isaac ****** 9/16/04 copyrights to Skies of Zion umm yeah i think you guys get the drift of things, man i wish i didnt feel this, tell me what you think This is one of the most beautiful poems I have ever read! I was supposed to read this today, it is exactaly how I have been feeling for almost 2 years now. The passion behind this is clear and I know just how you feel. "Blessed are you who are poor, for yours is the kingdom of God. Blessed are you who hunger now, for you will be satisfied. Blessed are you who weep now, for you will laugh. Blessed are you when men hate you, when they exclude you and insult you and reject your name as evil, because of the Son of Man. Rejoice in that day and leap for joy, because great is your reward in heaven. For that is how their fathers treated the prophets. Luke 6:20-23 im sorry that you have been feeling that way, i know that i sure as hell dont like it, and i would never wish this pain i am feeling upon anyone else, so sorry to hear that you could relate, but thank you tho on the compliment, and im glad this was posted, cuz obviously it was for you
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Posted: Tue Sep 21, 2004 3:31 pm
Eden-Ophelia LittleKuroNeku blaugh *glomps Ezeikial and Axel* blaugh Sensative guys rock! I totally agree!!! I just can't stand it when you're going thru a really hard time, then you try to talk with your b/f and all he wants to do is make out. scream I'm not that kind of person anyways, so that completely annoys the LIFE out of me! stressed I tend to wait for the guys to come to me cuz the ones I rush to are more often then not jerks who don't care about what I'm going thru. mad I mean, the person you're dating should be your #1 fan and always be willing to help you. If you're not dating with the intention of marriage, then what's the point at all in dating? (This is one of my more sensitive subjects, in case you couldn't tell. sweatdrop ) I love having the ability to choose who I should marry, but sometimes I swear my parents would just pick my mate out for me. eek (Shocking, isn't it?) It'd save me a lot of time and heartache. Y'know what I mean? Haha! I totally agree with you! You date to find a life mate, and best freinds make the best husbands. 3nodding This is one of the reasons why I have made a commitment to myself, and to God that I won't date untill I finish college. It just saves me from so much heartache. I watch my freinds go thru all the junk that goes with dating and breaking up and I think that its just not worth it. Yes, I might be missing out on something, but I feel that this is the right decision for me and my life. I really dunno why girls are attracted to the "bad boys." sweatdrop It's just, kindof, there. Stupid hormones. stare
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Posted: Tue Sep 21, 2004 4:22 pm
wow. i didnt know that females existed who actually ENJOY senstive guys!
SCARY! eek
it annoys me to no end...hey! its a jerk guy! LETS GO HANG ALL OVER HIM!
urgh...of course...the girls i end up liking A)have red hair (thats not my point lol razz ) and B) are complete jerks/ditzes.../shallow.
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Posted: Tue Sep 21, 2004 6:23 pm
Axle_the_Red wow. i didnt know that females existed who actually ENJOY senstive guys! SCARY! eek it annoys me to no end...hey! its a jerk guy! LETS GO HANG ALL OVER HIM! urgh...of course...the girls i end up liking A)have red hair (thats not my point lol razz ) and B) are complete jerks/ditzes.../shallow. lol where do you think they got the phrase "Nice Guys Finish Last"???
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Posted: Wed Sep 22, 2004 2:11 pm
heh i know...
but thinking of it that way doesnt quite help all that much...
sweatdrop
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Posted: Wed Sep 22, 2004 6:43 pm
Axle_the_Red heh i know... but thinking of it that way doesnt quite help all that much... sweatdrop no it doesnt crying
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Posted: Fri Sep 24, 2004 11:00 pm
Continue to Try
I saw you walk away, I saw you turn away
I see the pain, I saw you get hurt today
Please don’t walk away, Please don’t turn away
Please don’t turn away, from me
Please don’t go down that road, please stay
Please let me hold you in my arms
I saw you crying today, I saw you running away
Away from your problems, away from your worries
I saw you crying tonight, I’m here to tell you
It’s all right
Why would you hide? Why would you lie?
I only mean to help, I wont let you die
Don’t ever give up
Just continue to try
By Isaac ******
12/16/03
Copy Rights to Skies of Zion
i wrote this song as the perspective of God talking to us, i sang it for my mom last Christmas, plus it was 2 days before my birthday, its a really pretty song, i have music for it as well
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Posted: Fri Sep 24, 2004 11:25 pm
Ezeikial Continue to TryI saw you walk away, I saw you turn away I see the pain, I saw you get hurt today Please don’t walk away, Please don’t turn away Please don’t turn away, from me Please don’t go down that road, please stay Please let me hold you in my arms I saw you crying today, I saw you running away Away from your problems, away from your worries I saw you crying tonight, I’m here to tell you It’s all right Why would you hide? Why would you lie? I only mean to help, I wont let you die Don’t ever give up Just continue to try By Isaac ****** 12/16/03 Copy Rights to Skies of Zion i wrote this song as the perspective of God talking to us, i sang it for my mom last Christmas, plus it was 2 days before my birthday, its a really pretty song, i have music for it as well You really have a gift, and it's such a positive way to express your feelings. Just with we could all hear it!
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Posted: Fri Sep 24, 2004 11:30 pm
Annalise29 Ezeikial Continue to TryI saw you walk away, I saw you turn away I see the pain, I saw you get hurt today Please don’t walk away, Please don’t turn away Please don’t turn away, from me Please don’t go down that road, please stay Please let me hold you in my arms I saw you crying today, I saw you running away Away from your problems, away from your worries I saw you crying tonight, I’m here to tell you It’s all right Why would you hide? Why would you lie? I only mean to help, I wont let you die Don’t ever give up Just continue to try By Isaac ****** 12/16/03 Copy Rights to Skies of Zion i wrote this song as the perspective of God talking to us, i sang it for my mom last Christmas, plus it was 2 days before my birthday, its a really pretty song, i have music for it as well You really have a gift, and it's such a positive way to express your feelings. Just with we could all hear it! thanx, once me and my band get things up, i'll have the MP3 so you guys can listen mmk 3nodding wink
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