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 Posted: Mon Jul 24, 2006 4:32 pm
well you could always go out an activiely search for it.
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Posted: Mon Jul 24, 2006 4:42 pm
*sigh* it's really complicated why i don't do that....
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Posted: Mon Jul 24, 2006 4:44 pm
ive time to listen. and ill understand
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Posted: Mon Jul 24, 2006 4:58 pm
well, one thing is that i'm a very timid person about love in the first place... y'know, to tell you the truth, that may be the first time i posted that. hmmmm..... okay, then there's the fact that i am probably too paranoid to believe that anyone would even like me in any way more than a friend.... and the only other thing i'm going to say is that i've already enough emotional pain in my heart before someone could actually break it... so i'm probably basically scared too.
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Posted: Mon Jul 24, 2006 5:02 pm
why do you have enough emotional pain?
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Posted: Mon Jul 24, 2006 5:15 pm
depression and more... i've also lived a life of bullying and harassment... isn't it just great? rolleyes
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Posted: Mon Jul 24, 2006 5:16 pm
why would people bully you and harrass you? you seem to be a very lovable person.
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Posted: Mon Jul 24, 2006 5:25 pm
i wasn't in the past... i've changed a lot, then there's the, may i remind you, immature peers who know nothing (or next to it...) *shrug*
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Posted: Mon Jul 24, 2006 5:27 pm
ah. why do they make fun of you? physique? mental prowess?
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Posted: Mon Jul 24, 2006 5:42 pm
lol, i used to be a brat, and now with depression and i'm still called a loner, though i'm not anymore. it's the way people think "oh, she doesn't have any friends, she must not be worth anything," that they can't get to know me... little do they know is that i have many friends, but few really good friends that actually show it...
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Posted: Mon Jul 24, 2006 6:55 pm
thats always fun. im sorry that that is whats going on with you.
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Posted: Mon Jul 24, 2006 7:15 pm
yeah, i've grown tough skin becouse of it though, so it's not all that bad anymore for me.
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Posted: Mon Jul 24, 2006 7:16 pm
all i can say is dont harden your heart though.
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Posted: Mon Jul 24, 2006 7:18 pm
see...now i just feel bad. cuz even tho im like, the biggst loser around. i have great friends. and most ppl like me even tho i can hear/see myself saying/doing obnoxious things all the time. i guess it all depends on the ppl surrounding yu. cry thats a horrible realization.
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Posted: Mon Jul 24, 2006 7:19 pm
i think my heart is too brittle to soften or harden...
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