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Posted: Wed Sep 20, 2006 9:56 am

Yvette got home finally from a date with her boyfriend, whom was slowly moving to the city where they all lived. Her boyfriend had come over a few times, he was a sciencetist in genetics. He was found of Peaseblossom and often got her little gifts. "Peaseblossom I got you a gift from Navi, he got you one of the Plant Pets, that his friend is devolping. Her name is Bluma."

Peaseblossom heard Yvette downstairs putting a bookmark in her Romeo and Julliet book and slowly moving downstairs having Titania in arms, "You got me a what mum?"

Yvette smiled setting pretty wrapped box with holes in it, "It's a Tree Baby by formal name, but Navi said it's basicly a plant pet. It's really adorable. I picked it out from a row. I thought you'd just adore it. He says it's a little present for you."

Peaseblossom slowly went over to the table putting Titania in her side pocket, " A Tree Baby, is it like a robot like me?"

Yvette shook her head, "No it's a real tree only a pet. It moves around and everything. It's a tiny baby now, so you have to treat it like a baby."

Peaseblossom looked at her with a look of shock and confusion on her face, "A tree.. that is a baby...?"

Yvette nodded grinning, "It's adorable just open the box okay, it might be sleeping."

Peaseblossom looked at the box opening it slowly setting the lid to the side inside was a thin layer of dirt and then a small lump of pink and lavender moosh. It had these hole like eyes and this weird spout thing out of it's head.

She slowly reached inside, "Bluma.. I'm Peaseblossom. I guess I'm your owner"

Bluma slugged away quickly going to the corner her cute smile in a frown. Peaseblossom looked at her a bit after a minute seeing how cute she was. "Thanks Mum for Bluma, I really like her."

"No problem Sweety, Navi told me how we need to sent up a little enviorment for her to stay in at night, but that's about it." Yvette smiled happily at Peaseblossom she enjoyed seeing her so happy.

Peaseblossom reached her hand out slowly petting Bluma talking softly, "Bluma, it's okay I'm not going to hurt you. Did Yvette torture you somehow. I bet you didn't like being inside this dark box did you." Peaseblossom took her hand out carring the box upstairs, "Thanks mom, I'll put her in my room, maybe tomorrow you and me can make stuff for her."

Yvette grinned following Peaseblossom, "No problem I wanna see what you do with her, how is that Romeo and Julliet book going?"

"It's going fine, I'm glad I went and talked to Doc about it. So what do we feed Bluma."

"Plant stuff, like fertalizer, but he said how just taking it outside making sure it kept from drying out and it'll make it's own food."

"Ah okay, I'll take it with me then, you know Darasis has a fairy sister. You should invite them all over sometime. It'd be nice to have people over, I wish I had someone to play with."

"I know I'm trying to find more friends around here, but the town is just so tiny."

Peaseblossom went into her room taking Blum out of the box and setting her on the floor playing with her and rubbing her back. Bluma made funny noises some high pitched, other like a soft low tone moaning sound, and a strange one that sounded like mud being smooshed down by your shoes.

Peaseblossom and Yvette talked a bit about how their days where, and about Navi. Yvette had been asking more questions about how peaseblossom felt about her life now, and how she felt about Navi. Peaseblossom was getting the feeling that everythign was leading up to something big. She had heard Yvette and Navi talking a few nights ago about him moving there, but Navi wasn't sure about going to the next level. Peaseblossom really didn't understand any of it, and it just confused her so she tried not to spend to much time pondering on it.

Posted: Wed Oct 18, 2006 9:36 am

Journal Entry 7
October 18, 2006

Life seems so different now, my childhood seems like a blur. I know this is because my mom thought she didn't have to feed me. I knew something was wrong, but she never listened. I want to hang out around town with the other kids, but mom wants me to stay home. It's starting to get so annoying. I always see the other kids walking around with their parents, and I feel so alone. It's like I'm a prisonor in my own home, well I am. Titania and Bluma are the only company I have. I'm growing found of the blob Bluma. Navi gave her to me... I think it's a her. I think I'll go talk to Doc sometime if he isn't busy about my dream.

In my dream I was with a boy, I could never really see his face journal. That was the most frustrating part when I woke up. I wanted to know who I'd fall in love with. I felt so different in the dream, when he kissed me in my dream I got all fuzzy feeling and hot. We were in this forest type world, only everything was painted. It was so strange.

I guess I should really start from the beginning, so here it goes. I went to sleep and after a few moments I opened my eyes again. Only I was int he painted dream forest, oh and we were by a lake I remember. The boy was next to me he chuckled smilling at me. I was so confused, I think it showed in my dream. Because the boy leaned over closer to me wispering, "Peaseblossom what's wrong you look like you've never seen me."

"Well who are you?" I asked, I was so confused.

"I'm the love of your life, and you're the love of my life." He replied in a mocking but loving tone. He got up and pulled me up with him.

The boy looked at me for a minute then said, " You want to walk around with me and just talk. I know you want to talk more, before the realtionships goes on any farther."

I don't think I said anything in my dream because the boy just held my hand and just started walking with me. He didn't say anythign for a while, there were all these flowers in the dream. Flowers I've never even seen or could imagine before. I can't really tell you want it felt like to hold someone hand. I just know that it felt so good. I was so happy and relaxed. I think in my dream I walked really close to him and laid my head on his shoulder.

When he finally did start talking, we didn't really talk about anythign in particular. Just really random subjects. He asked me about what I wanted to do with my life, I didn't really have a reply. See Journal I don't know what I want to do, all I know is that I love to learn, but I love shakespear even more.

I think I said that exact thing in my dream, now that I think about it. Next he kissed my head smiling saying something like, "I know you love those books so much, I wish I could make your life just like them. I want to make you happy peaseblossom. I love you."

He said that more or less, but it doesn't matter. I feel so warm and fuzzy again, I wish the boy really exsisted. I want so much for my life to be a happy fairy tale. Where a boy loves me and I love him. We could be together, even if it was forbidden. I don't care, I mean neither of us would be stupid enough to kill ourselves so forbidden would even work.

Gah, listen to me journal! I'm whining about love and romance. It'll never happen to me. No one could love a robot, with nothing to offer but old stories.

I'll just keep this dream close to my heart, and amuse myself with it.

I should continue, the dream was so long, but I know wasn't asleep for very long at all.

We were walking under all these willows and trees that hung low with flowers on their branches. We talked about what it felt like for me to be a robot, he always just was so happy with me. No matter what I was. He just kept saying how I was perfect for him.

I'm trying to remember the rest of the dream so badly, but all my brain can focus on is the kiss.

It was so perfect journal, you could never write something more romantic.

Anways, we walked around for a long time talking about what we wanted to do in our lives. Talked about my mom, about doc, about everyone. Then at the end.

We came out of this willow forest out by this cliff above the lake. I was so amazed at the beauty of this painted world which seemed so natural to me. He wrapped his arms around me and wispered something in my ear, that i'm trying to so hard to remember. I think it was something like , "You like the view peaseblossom? This is like my secret place, but now it's our secret place."

Then I turned around, there was a slight breeze so it blew the hair out of my face. I just smiled at him happily, then it happened.

He pulled me closer tightning his grip around me. He pressed his lips against mine. I remember I put one of my hands on his cheek and the other on his shoulder. We just stayed like that forever it seemed like. Froze in time. My dream going around us, it was so perfect journal.

Then after the longest time we pulled away, and he went to say something. Then I woke up.

A horrid ending to the perfect dream. Right after the climax too! Didn't let me see the ending. I'm almost as upset about that as not knowing who this guy is!

I think I might sneek out soon, and just walk around town. It's not fair that Yvette has a boyfriend, yet I'm all stuck up here in the house. What she afraid of! I'm a robot not like I can die.

crying It's horrid how dreams work, woke up right after the best part! I wanted to see the ending damn it.

Well I have to go, before I go on ranting about this over and over again.

Bluma is doing something weird in the dirt. She's like on her back zoned out on the ceiling making thise funny groaning sqeeling noises like an old door. It's so funny her fat tummy is all spread out on the dirt. It's great. I love her so much.

Oh and Yvette said I might have another pet!

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Posted: Sat Oct 21, 2006 2:14 pm

Yvette sat on the couch curled up under a blanket sipping on herbal cranberry tea. "Project Runway" her favorite show was on, and it was her quiet time. Even though she'd always talk throughout the show about what she thought aobut it. She'd be one of those perfect commentary people for parades or something.

Peaseblossom always watched the show with her mom, she enjoyed seeing the outfits and drama unfold. That was one aspect she loved about her mother, was her creativity.

Bluma sat on Peaseblossoms lap with her eyes shut happily. The lamp was on next to them so she was sun bathing. She was in heaven getting her back rubbed by her human, having the wonderful 90 wat light bulb light shower on her lavendar skin. Yup this was as good as it gets for a mutated plant thing. 3nodding

Peaseblossom had a rythmatic pattern to petting to Bluma so she didn't have to really think about it. She held Titania in her free arm, lately she had become more attached to Titania than she had been before. It was most likely due to the fact that Titania could now fly and follow her around. She was hoping she could also speak to Titania and have her take notes or something. It would be perfect for her to simply have Titania record all of Peaseblossoms favorite quotes in shakespears books.

Everything was as normal until the Navi walked into the house, completely unexpected. This made Peaseblossom jump, but Yvette just smiled happily. Clearly Yvette had given him a key without informing Peaseblossom. Peaseblossom was kinda erked by this, I mean what right did Yvette have giving keys off to her boyfriend. When Peaseblosom couldn't even go out of the house by herself. Sure Yvette was like 27 or something, but still Peaseblossom could take care of herself!

Navi went over to Yvette sitting by her and Peaseblossom,
Hey Peaseblossom what's up? I see you are getting attached to Bluma. Is everythign okay with her."

Peaseblossom just watched the t.v show, "Yea peachey keen. What are you doing here?" She asked her teeth grinding together, the negitive feelings starting to boil up inside her.

"Well I came here to spend the night, I'm going to see how it works out, with me working in the lab. I might move in eventually how does that sound?" Navi said in a tone that would make you think he had expected this not to come as a shock to Peaseblossom, but he was oh so wrong.

"WHAT! Move in, you can't move in! MOTHER! This is so not fair, what right do you have letting him move in with us! I can't even go outside to play with the other kids. Yet you say yourself to be such a "trusting" and "no pycho" mother! You treat me more like a prisonor than a child." Peaseblossom jumped up from the couch the rage inside her just bursting out. Bluma almost feel out, but Peaseblossom quickly snatched her up craddling her. Titania floating over her shoulder.

Yvette looked at Peaseblossom in completely disbelief not even knowing what to do by this sudden and new behavoir in Peaseblossom.

Navi sighed standing up slowly he touched Peaseblossoms cheeck gently, "You know I would really enjoy talking to the man that created you. You almost seem like a human. Peaseblossom, that is the reason Yvette is so afraid to let you go. You aren't human, you are a robot. You can easily be broken. Thankfully, we can simply put you back together, so I will try and calm her fears."

Peaseblossom just looked at him for a moment her body feeling nothing. It was like a delayed reaction, the words had to set in. Once they did, hell broke loose. Like the saying goes, hell hath no rath like a woman in scorn. Surpisingly it was not Peaseblossom whom burst this time.

Yvette shot up from her spot ont he couch slamming her tea on the side table, bits spilling over the edges. "NAVI, do not talk to her like that! She is my child! She has emtions and that is all I need, Don't you ever so much as think of her breaking!"

Navi turned around slightly looking behind him at the woman he loved the rage and pain in her face. It instantly tookt he color from his face with guilt. Knowing what he had done. The rage and pain was not of today, but of years past. Unfortunatlly the hidden truths that had long been kept secret from Peaseblossom were now starting to back fire.

"How about everyone doesn't talk about me as if I'm not even IN THE ROOM! I hate you both, I hate you Yvette. I hate being like this." Peaseblossom walked out of the room, barracating herself in her room. She was so angry not even shakespear could calm her. She didn't understand anything anymore. She felt so alone and unwanted. Her mind was stuck on the fact that Navi did have a point, she wasn't human. That meaning her dream of falling in love with a boy would never come true. How could anyone love a machine?

~*~
Later that night Yvette and Navi were getting ready for bed. Yvette combing her hair, Navi just watching her the guilt still fresh in him.

"Yvette I'm sorry I brought it up again. I'm sorry, I was trying to make it better," Navi said softly to her reaching over to touch her back, but she pulled away.

"Stop talking about it, I don't want to talk about him anymore. You know that. Just stop trying to convince me this is strange, that she's just a machine," Yvette trying to distract herself with the brushing of her hair.

"Well it isn't, I mean I understand making A.I for helpful reasons. Just not as children for people to buy and raise. It's not natural. I just wish you would think about other options, adoption, we could try and have another child."

Yvette stopped combing her hair just curling up on the bed, "I don't want to have another baby.I need to be a mother Navi, and not have to tellt he child they have another mother to wonder about and love."

Navi moved over kissing her cheek wrapping his arms around Yvette, "Hunny, what's wrong with having another baby. Why don't you want to move back in with me."

Yvette started to cry curling up even more, "I can't live in the city anymore I told you. I like this comunity. We've gone over this a hundred times, if we had another baby, I couldn't just erase sam from our family. I just want to have a family, that he isn't a part of.... Navi how could anyone have done that to our baby." She broke down sobbing hidding her face in Navi's shoulder.

He sighed just holding her. He had gotten over the death of their son a long time ago. They had been highschool sweet hearts, so marriage and family were only natural. Everything was normal, until they both stated going to work again. They had to leave their year old son Sam with a baby sitter, no one knew it but she had problems. One day Sam was having a hard time letting go of mom and dad, so he kept crying. The baby sitter not able to "handle" it. Just kept hitting him against the floor, until he didn't cry anymore.

Navi and Yvette had been completely broken after the incident five years before. Yvette had been pampered growing up, so she didn't know how to move on and let go of something. She was use to people fixing them for her. Navi had too been pampered by his family, but he had a strange family, so from a young age had learned to fed for himself. Which was why he had now moved on, and just wanted to help Yvette pick up her pieces.

Hopefully Peaseblossom would be their glue to bring a family together. So far she had done wonders helping Yvette, and hopefully this would be the brake down to finally let go of everything.

Navi just held Yvette as she sobbed, like he always had. Just letting her talk her feelings out, comforting her.

Posted: Sat Oct 21, 2006 2:16 pm

Journal Entry 8
October 20, 2006

Halloween is coming up, I'm hoping miss controlative will let me go to the events in the lab. I'm hoping I can talk to the one girl again, she seemed so nice. Her fairy sister, was really amusing, I'd want to introduce her to Bluma.

Today was bad. There really isn't much to say, I mean I'm just a robot.

I'm starting to think journal my dream I had before will never come true. I think I should lay off the Shakespear, and focus on reality.

I'm going to talk to Doc soon about my dream, I also have to remember to as him about Titania. I need to find out if she can do anythign special now. I remember him saying she was something new or something. I don't know, I was too high off my wonderful dream to pay attention. mrgreen

Well it's getting late. I should go to bed, Navi is spending the night rolleyes I should get a container for all my joy. rolleyes

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Posted: Sun Nov 19, 2006 8:51 am

Journal Entry 9
Novermber 19, 2006

The event was nice, but mom left after a while. I was so annoyed. I didn't really get to talk to anyone. confused I have these lines of Shakespear stuck in my head, mom got annoyed cause at lunch I was talking with a funny accent. I didn't notice it though. I'm at the libary right now, I'm so bored. I'm hoping someone comes. I'm able to teach Titania commands and stuff, it's really cool.

Posted: Mon Jun 04, 2007 7:12 am

It's distinctly disconcerting to wake up with no idea what's just happened, kind of like a hangover without the fun of getting drunk. As it were, Peaseblossom's circuits feel fuzzy as she first wakes up, but quickly right themselves. The world seems to take a greater clarity than ever before, like everything is being observed and keenly understood. Peaseblossom's thoughts move lightning-fast, almost to the point of spiraling out of control.

Physically, she has grown to a height somewhere in the lower five foot range, and her hair has become longer. There is also the curious adjustment of her physical shape. It has become more womanly.

While her old clothes might fit, there is a box outside her bedroom door containing a beautiful gown.

Titania is nowhere to be found, but there is a strange small blue butterfly mark on Peaseblossom's chest, somewhere around her heart. Almost as if the nanotech from the doll has integrated itself into the girl.

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