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 Posted: Thu May 18, 2006 12:45 am
Cyndir sighed and ran fingers through his red-tinted locks.
"So, Ren-kun is being persistant? That's...that's not like him. He's not one to go flinging the L-word around without meaning...Or at least not with a straight face."
Cyndir tapped his chin thoughtfully, leaning an elbow on the side of his guitar.
"Jezz-san...how do you feel about Ren? You obviously have something going through your head, if you're asking me about it..."
He wasn't sure he should tell her outright...If Renji was pursuing her with determination...He looked up at Jezz. If there was nothing else about Cyndir, he was honest. His dual-colored eyes sought hers.
"Jezz-san...you have my word that will not say anything to him."
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Posted: Thu May 18, 2006 12:59 am
Jezz felt her breath stop for a moment. How did she feel about him? She hadn't really even thought about that. Shed been too wrapped up in protecting herself.
"You really wont...say anything to him?" she asked looked up a little surprised.
When she saw his confirmation she sighed and chewed on her lip slightly.
"Well...." her fingers fumbled with each other as she brought forth what she wanted to stay past and buried
"Before..." she sighed giving up "Before I came to Midori...about three months ago...I had a boyfriend. Jason. He's just like the type of guy you'd find at Midori. Typical grade a "deliquant". He was as bad as they could get, and hot as hell. Crazy about me too. And before I knew it....I actually fell in love with the guy. Everything was... well hot and heavy...I mean we were talking about running away together and everything. People told me about his reputation, about him being a player and all this stuff, but i wouldn't listen. He always told me i was the only one for him...." she gave a half hearted chuckle "I had one friend in school. We did everything together, We shared everything.....apparently that was more true than I thought. I was living with Jason in his apartment and I came home...." her eyes darkened slightly "There in our bed...." she shook her head not being able to force the words out "I didn't listen to what others told me, I didn't listen to anyone but him. Everyone said that I was the only one, I was the only girl for jason, the only best friend for Mia, the only the only. I swore that i would never letmyself become an only girl again....But...Renji just keeps pushing....and I don't want to tell him...hell i feel stupid and weak stupid for not listening and weak for not being able to take the blow that he was doing all that behind my back...Renji just keeps telling me and pushing and telling me....and i can't tell him...and i can't be with him...but..." she carried off softly "I just can't" swallowing she took a breath and closed her eyes. Hell if this night got any more emotional she was going to pass out in Cyn's room, what would the rumours bring from that, they just kept comin, she wouldn't be surprised.
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Posted: Thu May 18, 2006 1:18 am
Cyndir listened attentively. He felt his heart go out to her, and his eyes clouded with emotion. Slowly, Cyndir set aside his guitar, and rose from his seat at the desk. He stepped carefully over the clutter on his floor, and sat down on the bed beside Jezz.
"Jezz-san..." he began, putting a hand gently on her shoulder. Cyndir hadn't expected this, from the first time he met the fiery girl. He remembered her towing Renji down the hall by his tie. Was this the same Jezz? "Jezz-san, can I tell you a little something?"
He rubbed her shoulders soothingly. "You know, Renji had some of his own heartbreaks...girls and guys alike. But...no one likes to be alone....I know Ren-kun better...heck..." and his mind instantly recalled how Renji always seemed to know that Cyndir liked guys as well. "I know Renji better than I know myself...He would never cheat on anyone. He knows how that sort of thing feels, ne? No one likes to be alone. No one ever likes to have to pick up the pieces when their heart has been torn to shreds. Ren has a temper, but he isn't cruel."
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Posted: Thu May 18, 2006 1:24 am
"Everyones excuse for cheating is...it just happened...and....Renji is used to casual flings, how do i know hes going to just be able to drop that let alone prove to not be the manwhore everyone says he is....."
She shifted uncomfortably and realised that she wasn't in fact uncomfortable, that it was almost comforting in itself to tell Cyndir everything. "He already knows about my anemia" s**t "Well now you do too, And I sound weak enough as it is, wanting to protect yourself isn't something bad...and more than anything I'm scared of hurting him. I mean...what if i say ok...and everythings fine, and i start acting like this again, or something else comes up. I always hurt those that get close to me, whos to say that i dont end up hurting him? I don't think i could live with myself let alone this school knowing that hes in pieces because of me....it seems like he will go through less pain with me saying no than letting him get even more attached and something happening down the line...."
===>Jezz's room
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Posted: Thu May 18, 2006 1:46 am
Cyndir chuckled, and gave Jezz a quick hug.
"Oi, Jezz-san...you don't know Renji so well." he said, standing up. "But maybe if you just give him a chance, ne?"
He pulled Jezz to her feet. "Come on, Jezz-san, let's get you to your room, before curfew. And don't worry about me saying a word to anyone, ne? I'm not Miko-chan."
He lead her out the door. "Just remember what I told you...No one likes to be alone. It eats you from the inside out, ne?"
===> Girls Dorms
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Posted: Sat May 20, 2006 11:07 pm
Cyndir closed his door and leaned heavily against the solid structure, letting his breathing return to normal. He had winded himself, trying to avoid another shock. Finally, he headed over to his bed, quite exhausted, and slipped out of his clothes. He let all but his boxers fall to the floor, and collapsed heavily onto the mattress, too tired to even put on his pajamas. He rolled over to face the wall and pulled the comforter up to his chin. Surprisingly, his mind snapped awake as soon as he hit the pillow. His mind returned to the day's events, and a heated blush came to his cheeks as he relived the encounter with Sanzo. His eyes closed and he replayed each and every moment in his mind. It had been one of the most incredible experiences he'd ever had.
I love you...
He snuggled further under the covers, a smile on his face, as he finally began to drift to sleep.
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Posted: Sun May 21, 2006 3:10 pm
=======> from Boys Dorm Hall
When Sanzo turned from the door, his eyes grew wide at the sight of Cyndir's room. He refocused, managing the courage to walk through the wasteland that was the floor. At least he knew Cyndir wasn't on drugs or anything, otherwise he may risk a needle shooting through his soft sole slippers.
As he reached the bed he stopped and looked down on Cyndir. He couldn't hold back the smile fixed on his face. 'Awww....Why are you so damn cute'. He could feel something tug at his heart strings looking at Cyndir curled up in the blanket, sound asleep.
Sanzo sat down gently on the bed, slowly sagging the mattress as not to shock Cyndir awake. He leaned in slowly and applied a kiss to the boys cheek just below his ear. "Cyn-kun....wake up....I'm here Cyn-kun...." Sanzo applied another kiss to the boys cheek, "....I love you Cyn-kun."
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Posted: Sun May 21, 2006 4:29 pm
Cyndir smiled in his sleep, and a soft sigh escaped his lips. He burrowed further into the comforting warmth of pillows and blankets, not wanting to be pulled from pleasant dreams. His window faced west, so it was still fairly dark in his room. He mumbled something unintelligble as he pulled the blankets up further, nearly covering his face so that only his mop of sleep-tangled red hair was visible.
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Posted: Sun May 21, 2006 5:17 pm
When Cyndir pulled the blanket over his head Sanzo realized this would be more work than he thought. "Cyn-kun....Cyn-kun...wake up...assembly soon Cyn-kun..." Sanzo was lightly shaking Cyndir's covered body to no avail.
"I didn't want to do this Cyn-kun, but guess I have to." Sanzo stood up and grabbed a handfull of the blanket. With a sharp tug, he snatched the blanket off of Cyndeir, revealing the boy stripped down to his boxers. Sanzo froze for a minute, half surprised to see nearly as much of Cyndir as he had the day before.
He smiled and blushed as he pushed the dirty thoughts from his head. "Oi, rise and shine sleepyhead, the world has to start before ten today Cyn-kun."
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Posted: Sun May 21, 2006 5:31 pm
Cyndir curled into a ball with a shiver as the covers were yanked away. One hand blindly fumbled around, looking for the blanket to pull back over his head. When he couldn't find them, he slowly began to wake.
"I'm not Renji..." he murmered sleepily, pulling a pillow over his head instead. Slowly, it dawned on him that he was unusually cold. He pulled the pillow away and blinked a few times in the shadows. He glanced at Sanzo, and a sleepy smile spread across his lips. But then his eyes went wide as his mind slowly came into focus. He blushed bright crimson, and sat bolt-upright, with a cry grabbing both pillows with him and hiding behind him.
"Sanzo-kun!" he cried. "I-I-I wasn't...I mean..."
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Posted: Sun May 21, 2006 5:53 pm
"Cyn...Cyn...calm down. It's fine, I knew you were sleeping." Sanzo sat down on the bed next to Cyndir and wrapped an arm around the boys shoulders. "I didn't want to wake you up ike that, but it's been almost a half hour, the assembly is at seven you know." Sanzo pointed to the clock showing Cyndir it was already six thirty.
"I was hoping we could go to breakfast, but we don't have much time now." Sanzo kissed Cyndir on the forehead and ruffled his hair. "Come on, get dressed. I'll wait right here for you."
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Posted: Sun May 21, 2006 7:07 pm
Cyndir blushed brightly and hid his face against Sanzo's chest as he put an arm over his shoulders. He tried to force back his embarassment...After all, Sanzo had seen more of him the day before. But that consideration brought more color to his cheeks, and a bashful smile to his lips. He was glad his face was hidden from Sanzo's view.
"H-hai, I'll be back in a minute..." he stuttered, grabbing his rumpled pants from yesterday and dashing into the bathroom, nearly tripping on a jar of paint in the process.
He closed the door behind him, and dropped his pants on the floor, then ran the water until it was freezing-cold to the touch and splashed some on his face, scrubbing vigorously, until he was fairly sure his face was no longer pink with embarassment but with cold instead. Then he pulled on his pants and brushed his teeth, and finally went back out into his main room. He smiled at Sanzo, then, as he turned to his piles of laundry to find a clean shirt. He kicked at one pile, as he buckled his belt.
"Looks like I'm doing laundry this weekend..." he said, grinning sheepishly.
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Posted: Sun May 21, 2006 8:14 pm
"Heh, looks like you need to. I'll help you if you like, as much as I can anyway." Sanzo smiled at Cyndir as he watched the shirtless boy search for a shirt to wear.
"And then, when my back is better, we're cleaning this place up some." Sanzo scanned the floor of the room, " I want to walk through here barefoot Cyn-kun. And I'll make sure you keep it that way."
Sanzo gave Cyndir a wink and a smile as he sat on the bed.
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Posted: Sun May 21, 2006 9:09 pm
Cyndir chuckled, kicking again at the pile again.
"Clean? This place? I'd be better off throwing everything out the window and starting afresh!" he said, making a face as he found a passably clean shirt. He pulled the shirt on, buttoning it up, and hiding the tribal-design tattoo. He picked up a bottle off his dresser and splashed a bit of cologne on. Normally he couldn't be bothered, but he prefered not to smell like dirty laundry.
He chuckled again and flopped down on the bedside next to Sanzo. He felt so much more at ease in the other boy's presence, after the events of the day before. He leaned against Sanzo for a minute and looked up at him, a playful smile on his face. After a second or two, he reached up with one hand, and brought the taller boy close for a kiss.
"I guess we better get going, ne? I wonder what the assembly is going to be about..." he said, standing up and stretching.
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Posted: Sun May 21, 2006 9:43 pm
Sanzo smiled as Cyndir pulled away from the kiss. It made him happy for Cyndir to just kiss him at random. "Sure, let's get going." Sanzo stood up while Cyndir was stretching and wrapped himself around the smaller boy. He pressed his lips against Cyndir's and put a hand on the small of his back, pulling him closer to his chest.
"I love you Cyn-kun." Sanzo released Cyndir and made his way to the door. "Well get the lead out that cute little a** of yours, it's time to go. Isn't Renji supposed to be coming with us?" Sanzo turned back to Cyndir and winked before he turned the knob and walked into the hallway.
========> Boys Dorm Hall
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