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Posted: Sat Dec 05, 2020 8:13 am
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Posted: Sat Dec 05, 2020 8:53 am
   Rammie watched him. He didn't seem bothered by it...but it was eating Rammie up inside. Ripping into her heart. The shadowy tendrils felt like they were ripping her insides. His words twisted in her mind. It felt like she was drowning. Normally she would hug Hedgie when things got this bad, but he was a person now...She couldn't just hug a person, you had to ask them, and she didn't want to ask him.
Then suddenly, her head would snap up. He called her cute, her face would become bright red, and she would start playing with her blue hair. No one had called her a pretty lady before. Normally when they saw her hole, people would be quiet. She had been called cute before, but never pretty...Her face was still very red, as she was looking down.
Rammie didn't know how to react to being called pretty. She almost didn't hear Alestor when he mentioned that he liked something called toad in a hole. She would take her scroll out of her pocket, and send a message to Nibbie. Asking if she could get stuff for Yorkshire pudding, and sausages. Rammie would eat anything, though Nibbie might not like that..."So you don't need to eat when you are a stuffed animal?" She was trying to get her mind off of being called pretty...she wasn't pretty...she was just a mess of a person... tab ✿. tab 𝗣𝗢𝗦𝗧 𝗖𝗢𝗨𝗡𝗧: # 0 39 posts made tab ✿. tab 𝗟𝗢𝗖𝗔𝗧𝗜𝗢𝗡: Team ARS tab ✿. tab 𝗖𝗢𝗠𝗣𝗔𝗡𝗬: Alestor tab ✿. tab 𝗢𝗢𝗖: tab ✿. tab 𝗣𝗥𝗢𝗙𝗜𝗟𝗘: Rammie
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Posted: Sat Dec 05, 2020 9:30 am
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Posted: Wed Dec 09, 2020 4:06 am
   Rammie's face was still red from calling her pretty. She had asked him if he ate...of course he didn't eat...Rammie had never fed him over the time that he was with her. At least not with food. She never had heard his thoughts. He didn't even explain how he became a stuffed animal. She would give a laugh when he made his jokes.
Then he would ask her how school was going. Not even Nibbie had asked that yet. Actually, she probably wouldn't have answered Nibbie truthfully..."Well, we are learning a lot...but there is a lot of pressure from the other demons..." She would then pause. "You know what I am right? I know you were at the camp with us, and you have seen Nibbie and I change slightly, but did we ever explain it while I was holding you?" She would then continue, cutting off her tangent..."Ora wants to see me become a good healer for the upcoming war, but I think I just want to help everyone. I don't know...I know I look more human if you ignore the hole....at least more human than Nibbie...and Narx scares me...and told me that I wasn't worth fixing...I just don't know..." The girl did feel some relief saying it out loud. She was ashamed though. She was supposed to stand with her kind, but she was fine with all faunus...
"I know I'm still broken...I don't ever think I'll be fixed Hedgie...I still can't sleep through the night...I just..." Tears would flow out of her face. How was she going to sleep tonight, or any other night? She had always held him, since she woke up. She didn't want to go down the drain again, she didn't want to be lost. "I'm sorry, I just keep thinking of myself, when I don't even know why you were covered in blood..." the tears would flow from her more heavily. tab ✿. tab 𝗣𝗢𝗦𝗧 𝗖𝗢𝗨𝗡𝗧: # 0 39 posts made tab ✿. tab 𝗟𝗢𝗖𝗔𝗧𝗜𝗢𝗡: Team ARS tab ✿. tab 𝗖𝗢𝗠𝗣𝗔𝗡𝗬: Alestor tab ✿. tab 𝗢𝗢𝗖: tab ✿. tab 𝗣𝗥𝗢𝗙𝗜𝗟𝗘: Rammie
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Posted: Sat Dec 12, 2020 5:53 am
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Posted: Wed Dec 16, 2020 12:31 am
   Rammie's tears still flowed down her face, her eyes even getting a little dull. "I'm only speaking the truth...I'm..." She chocked on her words. Then she was wrapped in his arms. He did it to her, she didn't even have to ask. Instantly, her eyes brightened once more. She would hug him, almost at her full strength. She instantly felt better, why was that?
She finally heard what he said "I did lose my will for a long time...Do you remember when I first got you? We were in a tent together, just staring at the side. I had no voice...I couldn't speak much, I just kept hugging you, saying your name...You helped me become myself again...and I...can never thank you for that...without you in my arms though..." She would trail off, burying her face into his chest.
Rammie would let him go when he wanted to be let go. She wouldn't hold him against his will. "Wait..." She would do math from history class. It seemed to take her a little bit. "You were there during the fall of Atlas...Where Vale lost contact with Atlas..." She would hug Alestor again. She didn't know how he would react. He talked about his brother...but Atlas could be a smoldering husk for all they knew... "I can buy a new bed tomorrow...and dresser...I shouldn't have done that...I was...upset..." tab ✿. tab 𝗣𝗢𝗦𝗧 𝗖𝗢𝗨𝗡𝗧: # 0 41 posts made tab ✿. tab 𝗟𝗢𝗖𝗔𝗧𝗜𝗢𝗡: Team ARS tab ✿. tab 𝗖𝗢𝗠𝗣𝗔𝗡𝗬: Alestor tab ✿. tab 𝗢𝗢𝗖: tab ✿. tab 𝗣𝗥𝗢𝗙𝗜𝗟𝗘: Rammie
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Posted: Sat Dec 19, 2020 9:36 am
   ↯ 𝙋𝒐𝒔𝒕 𝘾𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒕 ✺ 10 ░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░ ↯ 𝙎𝒐𝒖𝒍 𝙁𝒓𝒂𝒈𝒎𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒔 ✺ 12/12 x ↯ 𝙎𝒆𝒎𝒃𝒍𝒂𝒏𝒄𝒆 ✺ Legion/not active ↯ 𝙎𝒊𝒍𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝘾𝒂𝒓𝒅 𝘾𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒕 ✺ 52/52 x ↯ 𝘽𝒍𝒂𝒄𝒌 𝘾𝒂𝒓𝒅 𝘾𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒕 ↻ 5/5 ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Had his body not been so resilient and numb to pain Rammies full strength hug might have knocked him out, he definitely thought he felt his lungs squeezing through his rib cage abit. Even so seeing he was able to help her calm down even if just a little was more then enough for him.” Of course I remember in a way it was my first memory after waking up...”
It truly had not occurred to him that he was out that long nor did he ever think much about what became of Atlas, not until he actually was told about its potential fate. Deep down in the back of his mind Alestor knew that an attack that size...something that bad that planned out... It really was hard to hear. Speaking became impossible his throat tightened abit yet his face remained calm to calm. Processing a moment Alestor would have fallen back into his chair had it not been for Rammie suddenly hugging him. Feeling the same sensation of arms wrapping around him snapped him out of his own head, it felt familiar warm safe. “ I...H..how long was.....how long was It that it fell...please tell me” He held off these thoughts till now, he didn’t want to think about it again. He lost the chance to have parents, he lost the life he was meant to live not only once but now twice. His prison wasn’t becoming a doll he accepted that as a fact of his life but accepting that he would eventually wake up into a unknown future happy or sad. His prison was the reality that he would eventually lose those he loved over and over again. “ tsk tsk that’s no good you shouldn’t look like that eheheheh...” The voices in his head again started to speak up telling him how he should act and how if he didn’t control those emotions of his who knows he might accidentally activate that nasty curse of his. Frozen in fear he began to shake, moments passed and a voice cut through the noise bring Alestor back out from his own head. It wasn’t even anything profound but just hearing her voice calmed him down enough, looking down at the top of Rammies head he finally noticed that she was rather short compared to him. “ ... eheh.. well that’s fine and dandy but...well talking about that seems we are at a impasse it seems ...where should I sleep?” For now he just wanted to distract himself from dealing with the reality his family..his past was once again gone, if it was then he needed to look toward the future a future that was unclear right now. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ ↯ 𝙊𝙊𝘾 ✺ text 
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Posted: Tue Dec 22, 2020 6:06 pm
   Rammie kept hugging him. She felt him try to falter back into the chair. She would keep him standing. Was this partly selfish? Yes, she already missed her toy in her arms, but he was a person. His voice seemed to get higher pitched when he asked how long it had been. Rammie would look into his red eyes with her blue eyes. "We lost contact with Atlas 6 years ago...I've only owned you for 5 years though..." She would finally let him sit. It wasn't fair if he wanted to sit. She wouldn't let him fall down.
He seemed to immediately ask where he was sleeping. "Oh, ummm, probably in Fran's old bed...I guess tonight...I'm sleeping with Nibbie..." She would look at her own bed, a mess of a place. Maybe she could sleep with the Money Llama... "Oh, that's right, he has no money of his own..." She would think before going over to the Llama that she had on the floor. She would dust off the wood dust, and reach into the back of the creature. She would pull out 40 lien and hand it to Alestor. "it's not a lot, but at least tomorrow when you get up, you can get breakfast if you want..." It wasn't a lot at all, but it was enough for food at least. Rammie was always worried about not having enough money, so she hid some in some of the stuffed animals, not all, but some of them... tab ✿. tab 𝗣𝗢𝗦𝗧 𝗖𝗢𝗨𝗡𝗧: # 0 41 posts made tab ✿. tab 𝗟𝗢𝗖𝗔𝗧𝗜𝗢𝗡: Team ARS tab ✿. tab 𝗖𝗢𝗠𝗣𝗔𝗡𝗬: Alestor tab ✿. tab 𝗢𝗢𝗖: tab ✿. tab 𝗣𝗥𝗢𝗙𝗜𝗟𝗘: Rammie
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Posted: Mon Dec 28, 2020 9:13 pm
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Posted: Wed Dec 30, 2020 1:16 am
   Rammie would see that Alestor's face turned white when she came back with the slightly fluffy money. She would tilt her head a little. "Oh...Fran wasn't here for very long...she was only here for the first few days, and then she had to go home. I think she said something about someone being sick..." She had to think back. She would watch as he would put the money in his pocket.
He would then say that he was going to wash the dishes. Rammie would bump him away from teh sink. "It's my job to clean...and I have a way I like it...So rest, I'll clean up.." Rammie was peculiar on how she liked things cleaned. Being strapped to her back while she cleaned would remind him that she did the cleaning every morning. tab ✿. tab 𝗣𝗢𝗦𝗧 𝗖𝗢𝗨𝗡𝗧: # 0 41 posts made tab ✿. tab 𝗟𝗢𝗖𝗔𝗧𝗜𝗢𝗡: Team ARS tab ✿. tab 𝗖𝗢𝗠𝗣𝗔𝗡𝗬: Alestor tab ✿. tab 𝗢𝗢𝗖: tab ✿. tab 𝗣𝗥𝗢𝗙𝗜𝗟𝗘: Rammie
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Posted: Thu Jan 07, 2021 3:49 pm
   ↯ 𝙋𝒐𝒔𝒕 𝘾𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒕 ✺ 12 ░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░ ↯ 𝙎𝒐𝒖𝒍 𝙁𝒓𝒂𝒈𝒎𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒔 ✺ 12/12 x ↯ 𝙎𝒆𝒎𝒃𝒍𝒂𝒏𝒄𝒆 ✺ Legion/not active ↯ 𝙎𝒊𝒍𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝘾𝒂𝒓𝒅 𝘾𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒕 ✺ 52/52 x ↯ 𝘽𝒍𝒂𝒄𝒌 𝘾𝒂𝒓𝒅 𝘾𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒕 ↻ 5/5 ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ As quickly as he started was as quickly as Rammie took over for him, Seemed there really was not much he could do around here. He felt abit ashamed that she was so insistent but then.again he just needrd to find something to keep his mind busy.".... Eheheh ok ok you got me beat Lady Rammie ill just go rest for now thank you for your hard work today". Giving a small wave Alestor excused himself from the kitchen making his way to his new bed. He did find it strange the sister wasnt around yet but ar the moment he couldnt seem to focus anymore. Being conscious five years with no rest even as a doll left the boy mentally exhausted and unable to bear it anymore he nearly passed out in the hall. By some miracle Alestor managed to find his bed, plopping down the wolf fanus almost immediately passed out the moment his body hit the sheets. He didnt dream or more like he couldn't dream that evening. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ ↯ 𝙊𝙊𝘾 ✺ text 
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Posted: Thu Jul 15, 2021 8:41 pm
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Posted: Sat Jul 24, 2021 10:46 am
   ↯ 𝙋𝒐𝒔𝒕 𝘾𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒕 ✺ 28 ░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░ ↯ 𝙎𝒐𝒖𝒍 𝙁𝒓𝒂𝒈𝒎𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒔 ✺ 12/12 x ↯ 𝙎𝒆𝒎𝒃𝒍𝒂𝒏𝒄𝒆 ✺ Legion/not active ↯ 𝙎𝒊𝒍𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝘾𝒂𝒓𝒅 𝘾𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒕 ✺ 52/52 x ↯ 𝘽𝒍𝒂𝒄𝒌 𝘾𝒂𝒓𝒅 𝘾𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒕 ↻ 5/5 ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Sitting on the couch since they had gotten back not only due to his own predicament. Right now he couldn’t seem to even get a second glance from Rammie, the shock from Nibbie seemed to hit the sister hard. He had not seen Rammie act so Distraught. “ ara..Hey…wait….uh..hmmmm..ehhhh dear me.” Letting out a sigh he simply went back to watching her pace around unable to do anything but think on the situation with a calm and logical mindset.” We may need to I list help…or at the very least inform the school of the current situation….then again…” leaning forward resting his elbows on his knees to let his head rest on the palms of his hands. The biggest questions was why take nibbie in the first place and what did they expect from this. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ ↯ 𝙊𝙊𝘾 ✺ text 
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Posted: Tue Jul 27, 2021 4:26 pm
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Posted: Thu Oct 07, 2021 12:29 am
   ↯ 𝙋𝒐𝒔𝒕 𝘾𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒕 ✺ 29 ░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░ ↯ 𝙎𝒐𝒖𝒍 𝙁𝒓𝒂𝒈𝒎𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒔 ✺ 12/12 x ↯ 𝙎𝒆𝒎𝒃𝒍𝒂𝒏𝒄𝒆 ✺ Legion/not active ↯ 𝙎𝒊𝒍𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝘾𝒂𝒓𝒅 𝘾𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒕 ✺ 52/52 x ↯ 𝘽𝒍𝒂𝒄𝒌 𝘾𝒂𝒓𝒅 𝘾𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒕 ↻ 5/5 ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ For the longest time while Rammie paced around Alestor was left to his own devices sitting in the room with the nervous Rammie, at some point listening to her footsteps over and over as his gazes was focused on the floor. One minute…5 minutes time passed normally yet at this moment his ears soon lost Rammies footsteps instead replaced with the low hissing sound of a tv left on static, the next sense to get distorted was his sight. Or so he thought. The floor twisted and contorted itself. “ Not even able to keep yourself together hmm…my your even more of a doll now then you..wErE A$ @ £###//..” The voicemail was distorted in his mind yet even through the static he could recognize this voice. Gritting his teeth at the voice comments he couldn’t really deny that ever since he came back Alestor felt so thing about him was off. “ …..Hedgie…why did you leave. “ A second voice also very familiar to him echoed clearly in his mind nearly bringing the man to tears “ No…I di..dint I’m….” Suddenly his words cut off, the pressure around his throat tightened was he being chocked no wait yes….” Tch what a waste old friend you really need to pull your self together eheheh fragments ain’t worth much…oh times up.” a cold chill tan down Alestor spine as the new voice that popped in his head. I know we need help.. Rammie who had spoken up pulled Alestor back from his own mental hell. The tension he felt suddenly left as if it was never there to begin with… how long will this happen…what was happening to him… unable to make sense of it he did the only thing that he could thing of to deal with the voices in his head…. And that was to ignore it and focus on taking care of the poor lass. Taking several deep breaths Alestor composed himself putting on a gentle smile, this was the appropriate expression right? His brother did teach him in stressful events like this one needed to keep their witts about them or it would only lead to misfortune. “ Rammie…..” she seemed to not hear him as she went on about not knowing what to do next…” Rammie….” Still on her tangent she mentioned to reasons why she would get kidnapped…Clearly He wasn’t able to pull her out of this state by simply talking it out. If he was a doll…no tat wasn’t a real solution, standing up from his seat Alestor walked over to the poor girl who was driving herself in a panic over things neither of them could control. Leaning down Alestor would wrap his arms around the crying child “ I won’t let that happen dear Rammie please… Have faith that we will find her and we will get her back…” He did his best to keep a straight face in front of her otherwise how could she even begin to believe in him or his words, even if he wasn’t able to comfort her like he was able to as a doll this truly was all he could do for her. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ ↯ 𝙊𝙊𝘾 ✺ text 
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