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"Yes I regret eating the hot dog and watermelon" Than he realized this wasn't what the other was talking about "I...I don't know... wait you liked me for a long time? Like how long?!"" his face was about to turn red but he calmed his self down before it was to obvious, he looked at the other putting down his food so he could really think about everything the other man was saying. 'even know he want's to keep me... his officer training is really showing...' he thought than closed his eyes for a moment a long pause flowing over the room. "I'm sorry I said I hated you I can see now how badly that hurt you... Sven... but I don't know what I want So please bare with me while i figure it out!"

"Till than I promise to stay with you. That is if you wan't me around." he smiled a bit trying to lighten the mood of the other, he wanted to see him smile or relaxed again. He got up out of the chair slowly trying not to re open his wounds and walked over to Sven wrapping his arms around the others neck placing his forehead on top of the mans head " Thank you for saving me... and for coming after me. It means more to me than you know."

Zeraki was very impulsive and seeing this side to the man so lax in his arms he couldn't help but kiss the top of the others head. "If i did die you would had been curseing at my grave calling me a idiot." he was joking but than again part of him thought it was true, in reality he could had stopped them but he didn't.

"..." Zeraki paused. "Maybe I shouldn't be hugging you in only underwear."He let the other go and walked away from the table leaving him there. he did say he could borrow some clothes.

He went upstairs to look for some clothes to wear but didn't find anything that could fit him. Sven was taler and built wider than him, if he wore any of it, it could basically be considered a very short and possibly skimpy night gown. He sighed putting on one of Sven's black buttoned shirts, with the sleeves being rather to long with the bottom of the shirt just covering were his underwear ended.

There was no way he could wear the others pants so he looked around for a pair of shorts, witch again was to big and required a black belt. The shorts were a dark olive color with man pockets.

Zeraki walked back down stares and waited in the door way watching Sven eat. It was pleasant he smiled a bit watching him it was nice spending a day like this, instead of going and getting into fights.

not that he disliked fighting.

If he had something right now he would had thrown it at Sven's face so instead e just glared daggers at the man eventually turning his head like a i don't give a crap kind of look. He needed to wear something since his clothes were ruined "I'll go out and buy more clothes i guess today... You should go to work right."

He was feeling a little guilty that the workaholic sadist was missing work because he screwed up. yesterday. but he didn't want to be a burden as well as a guest. He couldn't even tell the other he loved him because of his pride... love. was this even love? He had so many questions going threw his head.

"Thats not what i meant (bleebing) old man! " he stomped his foot in protest but than turned his back on the other not wanting to deal with the other. he stood like that for a bit but sighed. "I can't just use your clothes there to big even the underwear are to big in the croch." he said walking to the front door finding his shoes he had lind up. He picked them up and sat down putting them on. He seemed determined to go out.

"What do you think some one going to (bleep) me? I'd kick there a** first. An when did I become your property!" He seemed completely fine and energetic and short tempered as normal. He sighed this guy was treating him like a kid. He couldn't believe it.

He reached for the handle of the door and looked down his blood was still there and it had dried on the front of the door. He stared at it, unable to move. Zeraki started shaking as the images flashed by in his mind the knife tearing threw his gut, than he noticed the knife. He felt like he couldn't breathe, he couldn't breathe it wasn't his imagination. His breath got stuck in his throat.

He started hyper ventilating he couldn't breath everything was getting blury. Than he fell to his knees than collapsing to the ground. He still couldn't breathe he felt so help less. He never felt this way before.

He could barely see but he felt his self get lifted up into Svens arms and saw the mans face, feeliing his self laying in bed he would look at the other wearily watching him call and look so worried. His breathing was still heavy and he felt like his lungs were being crushed, it was so painful that he barely noticed the other climb into bed with him.

When Sven started petting his hair his breathing calmed down and relaxed better and he wrapped his arms around the others body. ". . ." he tried to speak but he couldn't it was to hard right now to. How ever if he could he would had said thank you and the look in his eyes showed it.

He felt safer with the other around. He had no idea what happened though.

"I didn't know what it was, or why i couldn't breathe just all i know is that I felt you after." he blushed and looked away "Look what you got me doing, saying uncool things." Zeraki liftied his self up and grabbed onto Svens shirt running a hand up his chest cupping the side of the others face. This man just kept saving him. Zeraki would never utter those words but he looked at him with love in his eyes.

He quickly looked away and got out of the bed "You just want to see me naked, thats the only reason your offering to help me in the bath."