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Posted: Thu Mar 13, 2014 3:51 pm
"If I was gay," he huffed irritably. He reached out to finally grab his mug and swish the contents and take a sip. Back to the safety of denial.
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Posted: Thu Mar 13, 2014 3:55 pm
"You know it's possible to be attracted to both men and women, right?" Jordan pointed out mildly.
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Posted: Thu Mar 13, 2014 4:05 pm
Al froze up, in the process of drinking coffee. The liquid found its way down the incorrect pipe and suddenly was coughing, sputtering, and gasping for breath. He shook his head 'no' the entire time before raspilly scolding, "No, that's just ridiculous."
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Posted: Thu Mar 13, 2014 4:14 pm
"It's called bisexuality," Jordan said, and calmly took another sip of his coffee. "You may have seen the term before. Possibly on the Internet."
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Posted: Thu Mar 13, 2014 4:24 pm
Al shook his head 'no' more violently. "I don't go on those kind of websites man, what sort of pervert do you think I am?"
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Posted: Thu Mar 13, 2014 4:35 pm
"The sort of pervert who knew what kind of websites I might be referring to."
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Posted: Thu Mar 13, 2014 4:38 pm
"I'm just assuming!" He erupted with a wail of protest.
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Posted: Thu Mar 13, 2014 4:39 pm
Jordan started laughing. "I could very well be talking about Wikipedia. What kind of websites are you thinking of?"
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Posted: Thu Mar 13, 2014 4:46 pm
"I don't know! Fetish s**t maybe. Can we not talk about this? I'm having enough problems as it is without being some even weirder thing than I thought." His coffee was going unloved. He sat his drink back down to cross his arms defensively.
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Posted: Thu Mar 13, 2014 4:52 pm
"I'm just saying that it's not anywhere near as abnormal as you think," Jordan said, sobering. "Deciding that you're okay or not okay with who you're attracted to, be that women or men, that's up to you."
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Posted: Thu Mar 13, 2014 4:58 pm
"Maybe," he grunted and eased his arms. "Still, I really like him and - well. I admit it, I am curious. Rep is never going to let it happen though."
He turned his gaze on Jordan, "is he?"
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Posted: Thu Mar 13, 2014 5:01 pm
Jordan sighed, the corners of his mouth turning down. "He's not likely to be happy if he hears that, no," he answered. "I'm not going to lie to you on that account. I don't think it's wrong or abnormal, but he has problems with the idea that he may never work out."
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Posted: Thu Mar 13, 2014 5:07 pm
"I do not know what to do," Al sounded a bit weaker now. Defeated. "I don't want to lose anyone. Not Rep, not him, not you, not... me."
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Posted: Thu Mar 13, 2014 5:12 pm
Jordan nodded, his eyes going sympathetic. "Take some time," he advised gently, "and decide what you think about yourself, what you're okay with for you, and then after that you can figure out what you're going to do about that."
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Posted: Thu Mar 13, 2014 5:20 pm
"I know what I want," he felt this needed to be made clear. "I'm just aware of what I could lose in the process." He shook his head very gently. "I don't want to if I have to lose him."
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