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 Posted: Wed Jan 22, 2014 11:05 pm
Alex lay down and tucked himself against Luka's side, fingers running through the taller man's hair. "I'm glad you told me, because I was never gonna figure it out on my own." Not when he had been sure that there wasn't anyone who saw him that way, that everyone saw a good ******** first and a person never.
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Posted: Thu Jan 23, 2014 9:01 am
"Oh ye of little faith... You would have figured something out. Or someone would have eventually shoved you in the right direction." Luka said as he wraped an arm around Alex.
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Posted: Thu Jan 23, 2014 9:46 am
"Oh ye of way too much faith," Alex laughed, shaking his head. "God, I love you, and it feels so good to say that."
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Posted: Thu Jan 23, 2014 1:24 pm
"Complete trust or confidence in someone or something. That is what faith is, and mine was not misplaced." He hugged Alex close, wrapping the blankets around them. "I want you to tell me if I do something you don't like. Don't force yourself to do something just cause I want to do it.
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Posted: Thu Jan 23, 2014 2:11 pm
"Well obviously not since I figured it out eventually," Alex said, comfortably settling in the bundle of blankets with Luka. "Okay, but you have to promise me the same - if I'm ever pushing too hard, tell me to stop."
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Posted: Thu Jan 23, 2014 6:53 pm
"I knew you would eventually... You just needed some space." Luka nodded, running his fingers over Alex's neck. "You got it."
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Posted: Thu Jan 23, 2014 8:00 pm
Alex just sighed happily. With all his worry, he had never stopped to consider that being loved would be nice and warm. "Is that offer of your spare bedroom still open? Or possibly just your bedroom, I could do this every night."
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Posted: Thu Jan 23, 2014 8:17 pm
"I told you it was, regardless of how you felt for me. If you were worried I'd try something.." Luka just shook his head. "I have too much respect for you to do that."
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Posted: Fri Jan 24, 2014 8:29 am
"Oh, please, Luka," Alex shook his head. "You trying something was so far off my list of concerns...No. I know you better than that. I had a whole list of reasons I said no and most of them were stupid but boiled down to 'it'd be unfair of me to give you a front-row seat to the s**t I put myself through.'"
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Posted: Fri Jan 24, 2014 11:22 pm
"...I would have stepped in you know.. Not all the time, but for those times where I could tell you were just trying to forget rather then have a good time." He wouldn't have let Alex hurt himself, throw himself away like that. Not with someone he didn't know. "I would have respected your privacy, but I still would have watched out for you."
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Posted: Fri Jan 24, 2014 11:37 pm
"See? Front row seat," Alex said, reaching up to brush Luka's bangs away from his face. Given his recent track record, he was pretty sure Luka would've ended up stepping in more often than not. "Doesn't matter now, though."
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Posted: Sat Jan 25, 2014 5:21 pm
"You know what I mean Alex. You're allowed to have your fun. I just wouldn't have wanted to see you using it just to stop thinking." Luka just shook his head. "Nope.. I'll help you move your things in if you want."
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Posted: Sat Jan 25, 2014 7:41 pm
"I'd like that. I'd like to stay with you. My parents will even approve - they like you." Alex smiled, perhaps the most genuinely happy he'd been for nearly a month.
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Posted: Sat Jan 25, 2014 7:44 pm
"It's not your parents I worry about. It's your sister." Luka cringed. Despite their height difference, Lila scared the hell out of the taller man. And he had no doubt that the violet haired girl could kick his a** if he should do something to upset Alex.
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Posted: Sat Jan 25, 2014 7:59 pm
"That is a completely fair and reasonable worry, Lila is terrifying." Alex said. "I saw her threaten to break a dude's hand once because he put it on her and she didn't want him to. I'm also pretty sure three or four guys never called me back because she terrified the s**t out of them. But as long as I'm happy and you don't appear to be hurting me, she'll be fine."
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