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i have this crush on this really hawt gurl *drools*
she sits next to me in math, but shes a homophobic gonk

See I have a problem. I kinda like this one guy from school, however I saw some people that I had met a couple of weeks ago. Right when I met the one guy, I noticed just a little something... He is such a sweetheart, and he thinks I'm cute and I dont get that very often sadly. It sucks, because I'm even more confused than before and dont know what to do. I suppose I'll just feel everything out for a little bit and then make a decision.

I have a crush on a certain girl who I've known for four years, but have never been uber-close to. She's pretty, she's perfect in so many ways (remember I'm infatuated here), I get that woozy feeling when I sit next to her or when she touches me for whatever reason... She's so cool - she's a vegan, she's an artist, she has awesome clothes, she's intelligent and sensible, she really likes faeries, she subscribes to the cute poking-people type behavior, and is cute, and she's nice to everyone. I hear she's bi, but she has a boyfriend, and everyone will move in different directions to college in five months anyway.

I'm not sure when I started liking her, if I liked her from the beginning or what. I think I probably liked her three years ago. But according to a friend of mine, she thought I liked girls before I knew I did. neutral She must be very good at reading people... That or I'm horribly obvious in ways I continue to be unaware of.

I crushed hard on a girl I met almost a year ago. We met through our parents, who work together, and I had been talking to her for a couple of hours in her room when she told me she was bi. Now, I had been sitting there quivery for some time, seriously quivering, and part of it was for another reason. But when she told me that, it just kind of hit, really effing hard, that I liked her, and subsequently, that I liked girls. I spent a week in a serious anxious-happy-infatuated-freaked-etc. daze. I remember waking up the day after, or maybe the day after that, and it was sunny and warm and I was quivering (my body was seriously quivering) in such a happy way. Unfortunately, I didn't exchange any email or AIM or anything with the girl, so I haven't seen or talked to her since, and I probably won't ever again. I think she was one of those people who you only meet briefly, for several hours or a week or a few minutes, and yet is entirely memorable and significant in how they affect you.

Oh, but wait... I'm adding another one.
A friend of mine, called Nick, for some reason, he has such an appeal, and I can't help but like him. He's a punk.. he has the mohawk.. the skinny legs... the heavily studded jacket... the plaid pants... the anti racism t-shirt... the lot. I have no idea why, but I think he's really cute. I consider us to be really similar o.O
But yeah. He has a girlfriend though /o.o

I think you should... After all this is the internet. You can do whatever you want (almost). blaugh

Hmmm.... This is bad. I've got two roommates. Christopher and Melissa. They're dating each other, but what I wouldn't give to be with either one. Or even both. Every day, it's like I'm being punched in the gut. It's not like I could say anything, either. I'm the girl they both come to with their problems, whether it be about their relationships or just life in general. Things would change if I ever said anything, so I say nothing. After all, it's just a crush, it'll go away eventually, right?

I don't know if "crush" is really the right word; I wouldn't say that I'm infatuated enough to call it a crush, but there's a girl in my Crime and Deviance lecture that I find very attractive. She's a slightly bigger Asian girl with awesome spikey hair; I think her name's Anne. She's very friendly, has a great smile, and loves to argue. heart

There's a guy that I serve fairly regularily at Starbucks too; He's one of those young business types, but, my God, is he hot! I don't know him, I'm pretty sure he's married (if the ring is any indication.) And, we probably have nothing in common-- God, I want him! xd

i wonder why wink your pics might give that away

oy, you wrestle? ive heard enough of wrestling since i graduated from high school. i graduated from the number one school in wrestling in michigan, and with the top ranked wrestler in the nation. i heard nothing but wrestling since i went there[/offtopic]