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PostPosted: Thu Sep 06, 2012 11:30 pm


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His mind was in and odd state at the moment but he was steered away form thinking of anything...that is until the male reached out and touched him...making his rage calm down a bit. His rage was what kept such thoughts away and now slightly clam flashes of the past appeared. While Azra stood by he window taking in fresh air, Walter had snapped. His fists balled up as he watched some of his past unfold. It went from a moment of his mother being beat, then flashed to his sister being raped and the last part was himself being beat. His jaw clenched and that sudden rage that was building up burst. It would probably shock the poor boy as Walter stood up and literally flipped the coffee table, watching it go crashing into the television. Instead of breaking more things he had turned and walked into his bedroom where he slammed the door shut, locked it and stayed in there. Who knew what he was doing in there. Either calming himself or possibly trying another attempt of suicide. Hell, if killing himself meant stopping him from remembering such things then it was something he was willing to do.
PostPosted: Thu Sep 06, 2012 11:35 pm


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Azra jumped at the sudden crash, turning quickly to see Walter storm off to his bedroom and lock himself in. Had he done something wrong? He didn't mean to! He couldn't even call he males name seeing as he had yet to even tell him! Azra moved forward cautiously, getting close to the door and knocked lightly. "Hey....are you alright?"he called gently through the door, worry clear in the boys soft voice.Had he triggered something he shouldn't have? Cause it definitely had to be his fault "I'm sorry if i did something wrong, please come out" He stressed, his own voice pleading for the other to listen.

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PostPosted: Thu Sep 06, 2012 11:44 pm


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No. It wouldn't go away. He couldn't stop flashes of the past from coming into his mind. It was slowly driving him mad and his anger rose more and more. He was ready to blow any moment as he grabbed his hair with both hands and pressed his palms against his head to try and stop the voices and the images. Mommy loves you was one thing he heard and the next thing he saw was her bloody beaten body. That alone made him almost stop bleeding. He stumbled about for a bit as he found himself in front of the mirror on his dresser. Quickly he dug his hand into the drawer and pulled out a pocket knife and drawing out the blade he stared at it for a moment. He glanced into the mirror and saw the man he never wanted to see again. He turned away but he suddenly felt an immense pain on both arms. The blade in his hand fell to the floor and blood already began to drip on the floor. He had cut all the way from the crease of his arms down to his wrists...and they were deep cuts. Yes, he already felt weak and the more he bled out the more weak he became until he fell onto his knee's. The good thing was that all the images and voices had faded and the world became dull, a pool of blood already collecting underneath him.
PostPosted: Thu Sep 06, 2012 11:55 pm


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Azra shuffled a bit when he heard a bit of noise, but the panic set in as soon as he caught the horrible scent of blood that seeped through the crack under the door. In an instant he had himself pressed against the door, using all his body weight and the strength of his wings to literally knock the door off it's hinges, which nearly sent him spiraling into the room, though he caught himself quickly and his gaze found the male in an instant. Within a few steps he had fallen to his own knees in the pool of blood and completely engulfed Walter in his brilliant white wings, the ends of his feathers staining with blood. The warmth of healing flooded out of Azra and into Walter, sealing up the deep gashes in his arms as tears sprung to his eyes. "Don't do that" He choked, a soft sob escaping him as Walters pain seeped into him. That was the price to pay for such a deep wound, he'd lose tons of energy and feel some of Walters pain, taking it into himself. "dont you dare. Your life is precious, you were born for a reason, never do that again!" He rambled on, pain lacing his own words until he finally felt that last strain of energy leave him and collapsed against Walters, tears falling from his silvery eyes and exhaustion clear on the boys features. He couldn't even think straight now and his arms hurt immensely. Why someone would willingly do that to themselves...was beyond him, but it had happened and here he was covered in another mans blood.

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PostPosted: Fri Sep 07, 2012 12:01 am


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Walter was ready. He was ready to die and leave this forsaken world once and for all. Sadly though the blood flowing down his arms had stopped and the cuts had healed though he hardly realized that Azra was there doing this to him. He had lost a lot of blood and was ready to pass out any moment but he managed to stay conscious but only for a bit. The last thing he really did was let out a frustrated sigh and finally fell flat on his face, out like a light.
PostPosted: Fri Sep 07, 2012 12:08 am


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Azra simple passed out along with the other male, his wings spread over the both of them almost like a blanket. Although Azra had passed out due to the pain he took from the other, which had been quite severe... Quite a bit of time passed before the boy stirred, and when he moved he instantly felt pain jolt in his arms. They'd be sore for a while, but at least he had stopped Walter from dying... The gray haired boy pushed himself up slowly, wincing as dried and wet blood cracked and stuck to him, his wings half covered in the blood which....well had mostly been soaked up by his white feathers. He hunched over Walter, staring blankly at the male for a moment before he gave him a soft shake "Wake up..." He muttered softly, almost breathlessly to be honest. He still felt exhausted, but how could he not after using so much energy to repair those wounds!

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PostPosted: Fri Sep 07, 2012 12:13 am


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Oh, Walter was awake alright and he wasn't no where happy. His eyes slowly cracked open and he glanced up at the boy again with a cold and empty expression. He stood up and stumbled for a moment. Even though he too was weak he forced Azra to his feet and basically dragged the poor boy out of the room and to the front door. Ruthlessly he simply pushed him to the door and muttered in a harsh cold tone, "Get out." He then turned to go back into his room but muttered, "No one said to save me. I don't want someone to try and stop me from dying. If I want to die let me die."
PostPosted: Fri Sep 07, 2012 12:18 am


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Azra didn't really struggle, though he made no move to leave the apartment either. "I'm not going anywhere. For one you need someone to make sure you stay alive and two, i'm soaked in your blood, exhausted, feeling the pain from your wounds so once again. No. I'm staying right here where i can keep an eye on you." He stated sternly, refusing to lose his resolve. It was settled in his mind that this was what he was meant to do, God must have sent him to this man because....he was suffering and needed someone to save him. "I swear to you that i'll save you from all this torment" He stated boldly, not caring if he was to be mocked, ignored, hit...it didn't matter. "But i won't let you die." he added gently, his tone taking on the sound it had held before. Worry, sorrow, fear..... He didn't want to have to do this again, but if it meant he was saving a life.......well then so be it. "Whats your name? You still haven't told me..." He murmured, not sure if he'd actually get an answer or not, but it was worth a try.

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PostPosted: Fri Sep 07, 2012 3:57 am


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How annoying. Walter was too tired to really even express his irritation and simply walked over to the couch and laid there, staring up at the ceiling. He sighed heavily and now began to wounder what the hell he was doing. He refused to believe in God again after what had happened, he refused to show any emotion other than anger, hatred and sorrow because he felt like that was his punishment for letting all those bad things happen. "Walter," he finally replied but it was almost a whisper. He even hated uttering that name.
PostPosted: Fri Sep 07, 2012 5:00 pm


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Azra stood there for a while, before he walked over to walter, kinda looking like a lost puppy. "Walter....can i use your shower?" He voiced, starting to feel very uncomfortable "And maybe borrow some pants?" He added, knowing that if he asked for a shirt it would get ruined thanks to his wings....he'd have to come up with something to replace his current bloodstained shirt... but that didn't really matter to him right now. He was caked in blood and literally exhausted, which likely showed from the way his wings drooped and his sluggish movements. He wanted to nap, but getting this blood off was his first priority.

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PostPosted: Fri Sep 07, 2012 5:16 pm


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Walter answered both questions with a simple shrug of his shoulders before laying on his side, his face facing the back of the couch while his back faced the other male and the broken television. He didn't have much money to go out and buy a new one so that pretty much sucked for him. So, he simply laid there silently playing back the recent events and from time to time even he considered himself stupid for trying to kill himself. He was slightly having one of those moments though he didn't regret it.
PostPosted: Fri Sep 07, 2012 5:22 pm


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Azra frowned a bit but simply wandered off to find himself pants and then somehow maneuver himself into the shower where he first washed his wings, then the rest of himself until he could no longer smell any hint of blood. After that he dried himself off as best he could, his feathers dripping a little bit so he simply shook them for a moment until they were dryer and slipped the clean pants on. Once he was done he wandered back out to see Walter still on the couch and wandered over, sitting down in front of the couch. "You should shower.....Your still covered in blood" He crooned, trying to get some kind of response. Water was still dripping from his hair, but he didn't really care anyways. "And you should drink some water to hydrate yourself, and take vitamins and....." He trailed off, suddenly realizing that he was probably getting a bit annoying "Just...please care for yourself a bit better" He pleaded, before getting to his feet and turning away to look around the room....what was he supposed to do? Clean up? He guessed that was the best action right now so he simply set to work on moving the table which wasn't too damaged and collecting pieces of the tv screen, careful not to cut himself.

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PostPosted: Fri Sep 07, 2012 10:54 pm


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Again Walter lay there silently and motionless. Just in one single day this dude manage to send Walter into a spiral where he was being forced to see the past again. He didn't say anything as he suddenly sat up and simply went into his room. There, Azra could hear the shower turn on which indicated that Walter was indeed taking a shower though he really just stood under the water still wearing his clothes...It was obvious he was completely out of it, lost in his own mind, struggling to get out.
PostPosted: Sat Sep 08, 2012 7:03 pm


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Azra knew that the water started far too fast for the male to have actually removed his clothing and sighed, wandering back to Walters room and into the bathroom. "Walter, you're going to make yourself sick" He muttered as he reached to touch the handle...though an idea came to mind and instead of turning it off he ended up turning the cold water up, making it instantly icy. Perhaps that would snap the male out of lala land, cold water was always good for a wake up call. plus it was impossible to try and deal with someone who just ignored you and wandered about like a zombie. "Morning sunshine" He muttered under his breath, hoping the cold water would be a good solution. He didn't even mind if the male got mad at him, actually he'd prefer it!

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PostPosted: Sat Sep 08, 2012 7:17 pm


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Ice cold water did slightly snap Walter out of it since he drew in a quick breath and blinked slightly but it didn't take him long to fall back into that 'zombie' status again, in fact Walter reached out and turned the handle the other way, the water becoming cold, then warm, then hot, then scolding hot. No denying it burned like a mother ******** but it was a way to annoy the s**t out of Azra for trying to snap him out of the trance he was in. Then again deep down in his twisted little soul he was actually enjoying the fact that someone was trying to stop him from killing himself and from being this type of person. His childish acts were in a way of him crying out for help.
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