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 Posted: Mon Aug 20, 2012 11:42 am
Whaaat was wrong with her? She was worrying now, in the back of her head. Had she forced him into this? Did he feel obligated now, or was he really doing this because he wanted to? This was the downside of knowing Mot this long and him always giving way to others’ wants and needs. She couldn’t whole heartedly believe it right now…maybe she had made him feel forced…
But she wasn’t the one who made him put his hand on her waist…or kiss her again…
Her thumb brushed his cheek, and the hand on his chest slid to his shoulder as she kissed him back. Ah…she still needed to know…needed to ask. Wanted to be certain. “Mot…” She breathed against his lips.
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Posted: Mon Aug 20, 2012 11:49 am
The hand on Hel's neck brushed down, grazing her spin and settling on the small of her back. "Hmm..?" Mot murmured back, his lips trailing off and tracing across her jaw.
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Posted: Mon Aug 20, 2012 11:55 am
Gah…distracting.
Hel paused, her breath hitching softly. Was he really doing that? Was she dreaming? She must be dreaming. Had to be dreaming.
“Mot…are you…doing this because you really want to…?” She whispered. “…Not because I had fished for it…? I do not want you to be upset with me later…I do not want you to be disappointed.” Her head tilted a bit. "So...if you do not want this, then it is okay...I will not be mad..."
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Posted: Mon Aug 20, 2012 11:59 am
"It would take a bit more than fishing to get me to do something I do not want." Mot murmured, gently pressing kisses behind her ear. "I'm doing it because I want to.. because you gave me the option."
Mot pulled her in closer, smiling against her skin. Hel needed reassuring, and he'd make sure she felt comfortable. "If I'm not comfortable.. I'll stop. But.. I have no intention of doing so."
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Posted: Mon Aug 20, 2012 12:37 pm
Who was this…bolder Mot? Pressing kisses behind her ear… “Promise me you will stop if you do not feel comfortable, ya? Promise me you will stand firm to your decisions.” She murmured, tilting her head to the side to give him more access.
Her arms moved to wrap tightly around his neck, and before she felt like she could do anything more, she needed to hear him say he’d promise.
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Posted: Mon Aug 20, 2012 12:48 pm
"I promise." He replied firmly. It didn't mean he wasn't nervous, or wouldn't feel unsure. But it did mean that if there was a doubt strong enough to make him want to back out, he would make it known. After all, he'd learned finally that his friends were not mind readers. He himself had to make his stance known, firmly, and clearly.
What he wanted right now was for Hel to know for certain how he felt. How he really felt, without the rules and titles he'd always placed on himself.
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Posted: Mon Aug 20, 2012 1:32 pm
Hel wasn’t sure why she felt so anxious all of a sudden. Had their roles reversed, maybe? Anxiety, excitement. He said he was sure…he seemed really sure…and Hel couldn’t help but laugh softly.
When he said they were really done, it had felt like a death sentence. She had just told herself that there would be no more of this…this attention and affection…so to have it again, and to have more of it without hesitation from Mot…it threw her off. “…Such a change…” She murmured with amusement, trailing a hand up the back of his neck to run through his damp locks now. “You are certain…and now I do not know what to do with myself…such a surprising cowboil you are…” She smiled at him, and leaned in to press a kiss to his forehead, the tip of his nose, to his chin, and then another one to his lips.
“…Mot…?” She murmured against his lips again. “…What is going to happen after this…?”
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Posted: Mon Aug 20, 2012 1:54 pm
Mot's eyes closed as she pressed kisses to his skim, smiling at her comments. He was always changing, at least that's what he thought. Maybe getting a renewed hope for his future was just pushing his confidence a little further than normal. He felt he had purpose, felt a little bit stronger. He wasn't lost anymore, so he didn't feel the need to run or shy away.
"I don't know.." He murmured against her lips. His eyes opened enough to look into hers. "I mean.. we always butt heads but.. we're very different people. I don't know if things will change or remain the same. I just know what I want right now."
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Posted: Mon Aug 20, 2012 2:05 pm
The reaper pulled away a bit and opened her eyes to stare down at him as well.
He was just…surprising her left and right this evening, and at his words, she couldn’t help but actually feel…happy for the first time in a long time. Right at this moment, the world seemed like a bit of a better place, and she laughed, genuinely pleased. “You sound like me, Mot. I should be concerned, ya?” She grinned a bit, and lightly leaned in to head butt him affectionately. She had to feel proud of him…starting to finally stand up for what he wanted now, not getting so caught and hung up on other things.
So who knew what was going to happen in the future…but right now, they were what they were, and that was okay.
“…Alright, Mot…” She murmured, her eyes lidded as she leaned in again. “What do you want right now?”
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Posted: Mon Aug 20, 2012 2:11 pm
"You should be concerned, yes. Maybe I should be too." Mot chuckled with a grin. He had a feeling she had a bit of influence on him, but necessarily a bad one. He still had his own convictions, and would stand by them. But now he had the back bone to do so. Hel helped him with that, as well as his own efforts.
Mot leaned in too, smiling widely. "You." He answered.
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Posted: Mon Aug 20, 2012 2:20 pm
“Ah…but I am not concerned…and I do not think you are either so…Ah!” She shrugged a bit.
How exciting it was to finally hear that from him. A grin pulled at her lips, as she then pressed them against the corner of his. “All those things you were thinking of, Mot…they can happen. Everything you had told me…” She paused for a moment, and then chuckled. “Aww, Mot…if we do this, you can not wear white at your wedding…”
She snickered a bit.
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Posted: Mon Aug 20, 2012 2:22 pm
It was true. He wasn't concerned in the least.
Hel's words made Mot snort, his head dipping to rest on her shoulder. "Oh goodness.. how terrible that would be.." He managed to say in a strained voice, his lips spreading into a grin. "What will mother think?"
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Posted: Mon Aug 20, 2012 2:27 pm
Hel snorted as well once he did, her hand threading to cup the back of his head and massage it.
“She will think that I am a trollop, tainting you before your long walk down the aisle…” The reaper paused for a moment, thinking. “…Mot, I have not even met your mother yet…” She mused. “…If I ever do, may I introduce myself as Hel, keeper of her son’s virginity?”
She tried hard to keep a straight face.
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Posted: Mon Aug 20, 2012 2:34 pm
Mot couldn't hold in his laughter anymore, bursting into giggles. "Hel, you're killing me.." He stammered, his hands grasping Hel in lieu of his own stomach. "Though I do wonder how she would react to that."
He wasn't sure if he was curious enough to want to see it happen, but he could definitely ponder. "I'll leave that decision up to your cruel curiosity."
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Posted: Mon Aug 20, 2012 2:49 pm
She couldn’t help but laugh as well once Mot started giggling. “That is a very dangerous thing to do, Mot…very dangerous. I will bring it up at the dinner table, with all of my charisma ~” Her laughter died down to giggles, and then quieted. She was silent for a moment, just running her fingers through his hair, before she finally spoke up.
“…You know what I want?” One hand moved to tap his cheek, and she pulled back a bit to point at her bosom, grinning a bit. “For you to do what you said you had thoughts about doing…”
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