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 Posted: Mon Aug 06, 2012 10:15 pm
GreenGummy10  Nyaaa~ Thank you. Hehe~ cat_redface
♪ɢяɛɛиɢʋммʏ10™ :nuzzles you, purring.: Cuteling.
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Posted: Mon Aug 06, 2012 10:17 pm
Chieftain Twilight Ryukurai52 Chieftain Twilight Ryukurai52 Chieftain Twilight emotion_hug emotion_hug emotion_hug emotion_hug emotion_hug emotion_hug emotion_hug emotion_yatta hugs make everything better. and Ryu, they just try to make you go to those things to "fix" you.... make you complacent and "part of the picture".... essentially, it's brainwashing. but yeh. I took a walk. I'm calm now. this mess is done with. here's hoping for more fun, loving, friendly Duremism. lol, there's also my memory problems though....can't remember a good portion of my life....sometimes I cant remember something five seconds after its told to me.... glad you calmed down :hugs more.: yeh. sometimes a long walk is all I realy need. and, I can see that being a problem...I hate memory loss, it always makes me paranoid. yeah....but somehow I don't think a psychologist will help with that....I can't even reflect on myself most of the time....if at all....I was without emotion period for years....and I never want to go back to that.... apathy i sthe worst.... I hated my experience with it... that's why hugs are important! emotion_hug But it was weird....you can ask anyone I went to high school with....it was like i felt nothing...not even hot or cold. I was told that my nerve endings must've been dead cause I was wearing a miniskirt and a tank top while it was snowing.....and i wasn't cold. But once my emotions started coming back i started feeling hot and cold again....and that sucked.....
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Posted: Mon Aug 06, 2012 10:17 pm
I really hope you don't have to deal with it again. smile Chieftain Twilight I guess I'm just paranoid... but I've always hated society, strict rules and oppression, and felt like big establishments were generally tyrannical by nature. I'm an Anarchist. I have my moments. and I agree with you in a sense. But I don't think that was the case there, I think it was more just the messed up healthcare system thinking that everyone on this planet needs mental help. We always 'need help' I think it's just a part of being human and phases we go through.
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Posted: Mon Aug 06, 2012 10:21 pm
Starlit_Murder123 I really hope you don't have to deal with it again. smile Chieftain Twilight I guess I'm just paranoid... but I've always hated society, strict rules and oppression, and felt like big establishments were generally tyrannical by nature. I'm an Anarchist. I have my moments. and I agree with you in a sense. But I don't think that was the case there, I think it was more just the messed up healthcare system thinking that everyone on this planet needs mental help. We always 'need help' I think it's just a part of being human and phases we go through. trust me, I hope so as well.... wanna know something freaky.... for five years i was 135 pounds...no matter how much I ate i was 135 pounds, and no matter how much i exercised, i was 135 pounds....whether I barely ate anything and exercised a ton or i ate a ton and barely exercised, i was 135 pounds. then, all of a sudden....when I check my weight three months later, I'm 120 pounds....now i'm 117.... wtf is with the sudden weight loss? And its yet another thing my doctor didn't seem to care about....
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Posted: Mon Aug 06, 2012 10:23 pm
Starlit_Murder123 I really hope you don't have to deal with it again. smile Chieftain Twilight I guess I'm just paranoid... but I've always hated society, strict rules and oppression, and felt like big establishments were generally tyrannical by nature. I'm an Anarchist. I have my moments. and I agree with you in a sense. But I don't think that was the case there, I think it was more just the messed up healthcare system thinking that everyone on this planet needs mental help. We always 'need help' I think it's just a part of being human and phases we go through. indeed. part of my point, I think. just I'm more extreme about it. xd
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Posted: Mon Aug 06, 2012 10:25 pm
Ryukurai52 Chieftain Twilight Ryukurai52 Chieftain Twilight Ryukurai52 Chieftain Twilight emotion_hug emotion_hug emotion_hug emotion_hug emotion_hug emotion_hug emotion_hug emotion_yatta hugs make everything better. and Ryu, they just try to make you go to those things to "fix" you.... make you complacent and "part of the picture".... essentially, it's brainwashing. but yeh. I took a walk. I'm calm now. this mess is done with. here's hoping for more fun, loving, friendly Duremism. lol, there's also my memory problems though....can't remember a good portion of my life....sometimes I cant remember something five seconds after its told to me.... glad you calmed down :hugs more.: yeh. sometimes a long walk is all I realy need. and, I can see that being a problem...I hate memory loss, it always makes me paranoid. yeah....but somehow I don't think a psychologist will help with that....I can't even reflect on myself most of the time....if at all....I was without emotion period for years....and I never want to go back to that.... apathy i sthe worst.... I hated my experience with it... that's why hugs are important! emotion_hug But it was weird....you can ask anyone I went to high school with....it was like i felt nothing...not even hot or cold. I was told that my nerve endings must've been dead cause I was wearing a miniskirt and a tank top while it was snowing.....and i wasn't cold. But once my emotions started coming back i started feeling hot and cold again....and that sucked..... I know exactly what you mean. I've been in that state of mind, twice in my life.
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Posted: Mon Aug 06, 2012 10:26 pm
Ryukurai52 Starlit_Murder123 I really hope you don't have to deal with it again. smile Chieftain Twilight I guess I'm just paranoid... but I've always hated society, strict rules and oppression, and felt like big establishments were generally tyrannical by nature. I'm an Anarchist. I have my moments. and I agree with you in a sense. But I don't think that was the case there, I think it was more just the messed up healthcare system thinking that everyone on this planet needs mental help. We always 'need help' I think it's just a part of being human and phases we go through. trust me, I hope so as well.... wanna know something freaky.... for five years i was 135 pounds...no matter how much I ate i was 135 pounds, and no matter how much i exercised, i was 135 pounds....whether I barely ate anything and exercised a ton or i ate a ton and barely exercised, i was 135 pounds. then, all of a sudden....when I check my weight three months later, I'm 120 pounds....now i'm 117.... wtf is with the sudden weight loss? And its yet another thing my doctor didn't seem to care about.... Yea.. :/ Lucky. It seems like I gain weight even when I eat healthier and swim often. I'm working on it...and with college and walking and all it'll be much better.. But I wish I didn't have to deal with that. As long as you remain healthy and eating, I don't think you should worry..but if you start feeling sick you should ask about it. Or if it continues much more. Keep eating regularly, that's a given.
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Posted: Mon Aug 06, 2012 10:29 pm
Chieftain Twilight Ryukurai52 Chieftain Twilight Ryukurai52 Chieftain Twilight :hugs more.: yeh. sometimes a long walk is all I realy need. and, I can see that being a problem...I hate memory loss, it always makes me paranoid. yeah....but somehow I don't think a psychologist will help with that....I can't even reflect on myself most of the time....if at all....I was without emotion period for years....and I never want to go back to that.... apathy i sthe worst.... I hated my experience with it... that's why hugs are important! emotion_hug But it was weird....you can ask anyone I went to high school with....it was like i felt nothing...not even hot or cold. I was told that my nerve endings must've been dead cause I was wearing a miniskirt and a tank top while it was snowing.....and i wasn't cold. But once my emotions started coming back i started feeling hot and cold again....and that sucked..... I know exactly what you mean. I've been in that state of mind, twice in my life. but i have no idea how i got like that....i just did....do you know how you got like that?
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Posted: Mon Aug 06, 2012 10:29 pm
*Purrs* Nyaaa~ -3-
♪ɢяɛɛиɢʋммʏ10™
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Posted: Mon Aug 06, 2012 10:29 pm
Starlit_Murder123 Ryukurai52 Starlit_Murder123 I really hope you don't have to deal with it again. smile Chieftain Twilight I guess I'm just paranoid... but I've always hated society, strict rules and oppression, and felt like big establishments were generally tyrannical by nature. I'm an Anarchist. I have my moments. and I agree with you in a sense. But I don't think that was the case there, I think it was more just the messed up healthcare system thinking that everyone on this planet needs mental help. We always 'need help' I think it's just a part of being human and phases we go through. trust me, I hope so as well.... wanna know something freaky.... for five years i was 135 pounds...no matter how much I ate i was 135 pounds, and no matter how much i exercised, i was 135 pounds....whether I barely ate anything and exercised a ton or i ate a ton and barely exercised, i was 135 pounds. then, all of a sudden....when I check my weight three months later, I'm 120 pounds....now i'm 117.... wtf is with the sudden weight loss? And its yet another thing my doctor didn't seem to care about.... Yea.. :/ Lucky. It seems like I gain weight even when I eat healthier and swim often. I'm working on it...and with college and walking and all it'll be much better.. But I wish I didn't have to deal with that. As long as you remain healthy and eating, I don't think you should worry..but if you start feeling sick you should ask about it. Or if it continues much more. Keep eating regularly, that's a given. Thing is....the three latest pounds were from eating regularly...and even stuff like eating carrots for snacks.....
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Posted: Mon Aug 06, 2012 10:31 pm
GreenGummy10 *Purrs* Nyaaa~ -3-
♪ɢяɛɛиɢʋммʏ10™ never hesitate to ask me for any affections. ^_^ they come for free. :scratches under your chin.:
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Posted: Mon Aug 06, 2012 10:33 pm
Ryukurai52 Chieftain Twilight Ryukurai52 Chieftain Twilight Ryukurai52 Chieftain Twilight :hugs more.: yeh. sometimes a long walk is all I realy need. and, I can see that being a problem...I hate memory loss, it always makes me paranoid. yeah....but somehow I don't think a psychologist will help with that....I can't even reflect on myself most of the time....if at all....I was without emotion period for years....and I never want to go back to that.... apathy i sthe worst.... I hated my experience with it... that's why hugs are important! emotion_hug But it was weird....you can ask anyone I went to high school with....it was like i felt nothing...not even hot or cold. I was told that my nerve endings must've been dead cause I was wearing a miniskirt and a tank top while it was snowing.....and i wasn't cold. But once my emotions started coming back i started feeling hot and cold again....and that sucked..... I know exactly what you mean. I've been in that state of mind, twice in my life. but i have no idea how i got like that....i just did....do you know how you got like that? can't realy remember anymore, now that I think about it.... I spent so long just being sure that I don't ever get back to that again. I'd much rather feel every emotion passionately than not feel them...
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Posted: Mon Aug 06, 2012 10:34 pm
Ryukurai52 Starlit_Murder123 Ryukurai52 Starlit_Murder123 I really hope you don't have to deal with it again. smile Chieftain Twilight I guess I'm just paranoid... but I've always hated society, strict rules and oppression, and felt like big establishments were generally tyrannical by nature. I'm an Anarchist. I have my moments. and I agree with you in a sense. But I don't think that was the case there, I think it was more just the messed up healthcare system thinking that everyone on this planet needs mental help. We always 'need help' I think it's just a part of being human and phases we go through. trust me, I hope so as well.... wanna know something freaky.... for five years i was 135 pounds...no matter how much I ate i was 135 pounds, and no matter how much i exercised, i was 135 pounds....whether I barely ate anything and exercised a ton or i ate a ton and barely exercised, i was 135 pounds. then, all of a sudden....when I check my weight three months later, I'm 120 pounds....now i'm 117.... wtf is with the sudden weight loss? And its yet another thing my doctor didn't seem to care about.... Yea.. :/ Lucky. It seems like I gain weight even when I eat healthier and swim often. I'm working on it...and with college and walking and all it'll be much better.. But I wish I didn't have to deal with that. As long as you remain healthy and eating, I don't think you should worry..but if you start feeling sick you should ask about it. Or if it continues much more. Keep eating regularly, that's a given. Thing is....the three latest pounds were from eating regularly...and even stuff like eating carrots for snacks..... Well, have you started eating even more healthy lately? Maybe your body's metabolism has sped up because of more regular eating or better eating....or maybe you've been exercising more? I hope it's not anything to worry about.
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Posted: Mon Aug 06, 2012 10:36 pm
Chieftain Twilight can't realy remember anymore, now that I think about it.... I spent so long just being sure that I don't ever get back to that again. I'd much rather feel every emotion passionately than not feel them... Trust me, I know Starlit_Murder123 Well, have you started eating even more healthy lately? Maybe your body's metabolism has sped up because of more regular eating or better eating....or maybe you've been exercising more? I hope it's not anything to worry about. The fifteen pounds was when I was in Jersey and ate one meal a day....maybe two....because there was never anything to eat.
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Posted: Mon Aug 06, 2012 10:38 pm
Hehe~ Okay then ^^
♪ɢяɛɛиɢʋммʏ10™
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