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Posted: Mon Mar 26, 2012 7:53 pm
It was a bit of a relief to know he perhaps wasn't as alone as he thought he was in the unusualness of it all. Though he very much would favour the non-verbal to the excessively verbal. Shared embarrassment was less devastating anyway, made him smirk
"Yeah. If the world does end, at least I'll go out completely stable in my head. I can't afford to be distracted by anything if there's like..huge fights coming. End of the world is a ******** downer. Hopefully it's after I get paid though cause I've got so much s**t I want to buy." it made it less terrifying just to joke about it flippantly.
And then he raised a brow. "Really? You think so?" Apparently some things just went over his head, that or he intentionally let them. "Cause I've been thinking about getting another one for a while now. Got a lot of space on my back." he gestured with his thumb at the wall.
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Posted: Mon Mar 26, 2012 8:10 pm
"Yeah, there's a couple of things I want to get done before the end of the world," Jordan agreed. "Next weekend off I get, I'm finding somewhere with a beach that's got sun and spend a day just doing absolutely nothing. Nothing at all. Just getting warm." He grinned. "Rather do that before the apocalypse."
He lifted an eyebrow. "Well," he said, "I was just being a smartass, but hell, why not? What would you get? I've been sort of thinking about one."
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Posted: Mon Mar 26, 2012 8:20 pm
"I'm still a little ******** baby apparently." he griped. "I don't get leave to go off island. Can't get anything. I get to spend my time here for however long it takes till I can get clearance." He spent just a moment trying hard /not/ to imagine the other man sunbathing and decided it wasn't a hugely successful effort. "I couldn't go to a beach anyway. I'd end up like a ******** lobster. I burn. Badly. Don't want to face the apocalypse all peely and stuff."
Clearly he was pretty passionate about tattoos however as the subject made him grin. "I'd totally get a big ******** sun emblem on my back. So even without my jacket and s**t people know just what I am. Figure its fitting since I've pretty much dedicated myself to this s**t till I die anyway, and it'd match my other tatts. Need to get new barbells and s**t as well for piercings." He might have objected vehemently to male grooming and elaborate clothes, but apparently accessorizing didn't fall under that heading.
"No chance though till I get paid. And get leave."
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Posted: Mon Mar 26, 2012 8:29 pm
"When I was a kid my hair used to get almost white in the summer from spending so much time outside," Jordan said, a little wistfully. "I burn once a year and then I'm good the rest of the summer. You're so pale, though, I'm not surprised you burn bad."
"That sounds pretty cool," he said, trying to imagine it. He eyed Rep curiously. "Hurt a lot? I mean, I thought my industrial stung a bit, but my pain tolerance is pretty good these days." He absentmindedly touched his earring, considering. "Well, after the world ends you can look up a good shop to get it done, huh?"
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Posted: Mon Mar 26, 2012 8:51 pm
"Yep. Curse of the freckles, don't tan just ******** /burn/." Rep sighed. "Was why I was so leery of coming to an island. Shouldn't have worried though with this fog, hardly seen a bit of sunlight since I got here." It was like Scotland but muggier, he felt. " At least if we ever get stuck at some cold wet, depressing ******** place I'll be perfectly adapted for survival."
His attention on tattoos, he looked down "Well. The chest ones hurt a lot I guess." he followed the line of one of the tattoos from his chest out to his shoulder with a finger "Shoulder and arms and s**t not so much. Anywhere you don't have like.. muscle padding hurts like ********. Never really bothered me though, I've always had pretty high pain tolerance. Its more like.. a thrill I guess? Than a thing I can't stand. Its just an adrenaline rush, like bungee jumping or fighting or whatever."
"I love industrials." he added, leaning over to get a better look, though again with that caution, in case being anywhere near people's personal space set them off. "Got my ears done before I'd heard about them, so just had two old school ones before I came here. Tracey insisted on making the whole thing ******** symmetrical though." He twirled the hoop earrings in the top of his ear that were the axe's de-summoned form. "So probably a good thing I didn't. He'd have ruined the look of the thing."
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Posted: Tue Mar 27, 2012 8:45 am
"I miss the sun." Jordan looked wistful. "Used to it now, but it's nothing like where I grew up." A moment of dissonance; he realized abruptly that he hadn't said like home. He'd changed so much. It was almost unsettling to think of it.
"Hurts more over bone?" He vaguely recalled having read that somewhere. "Makes sense, I guess, less soft tissue to absorb the vibration. Bones have a lot of nerve endings." He shrugged one shoulder. "More pain, more adrenaline and endorphins."
He pushed his hair out of the way so Rep could see the piercing more clearly. "Got this a couple of years ago when I started college. One of my friends went off on this whole thing about identity changes and symbolism and stuff, but it wasn't anything like that. I just liked the look of it and my aunt didn't want me to get piercings while I was living in her house." He laughed. "The hoops look good on you."
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Posted: Tue Mar 27, 2012 9:11 am
"Very little sun back home, but I still miss it sometimes, it wasn't too bad in the ******** short summers we had. I remember my rents used to take us up to like, loch lomond and s**t. And could go swimming in the water. Pier diving and stuff like that." He smirked remembering. "Man. I swear, if I could go back and do that again sometime I totally ******** would. Stopped doing all that when I started drinking and hanging around with my mates."
Oh god. Was that a compliment? He swore to /god/ he would punch himself if the blush came back over that. It did anyway. Ignore it and power onwards he told himself.
"You think? My mates just used to make fun of them, earrings weren't really "in" any more when I got them. Was borderline girly. Was worth the stick I took though for them." He glanced back to the earring, still subtly leaning in Jordan's direction, propped up with his hand on the bed. "So part rebellion, part looking good. I approve, it works." Oh good god, he thought. He didn't just say that. "I mean, piercings almost always look good man." And saved.
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Posted: Tue Mar 27, 2012 11:37 am
"Yeah? Most of my friends did some kind of sport or hobby," Jordan said. "Pretty competitive. Some of the guys I surfed with were stoners, but I didn't hang with them much. Way to perpetuate a stereotype, and I had other stuff to do."
He laughed. "Hard for earrings to look girly on a big guy," he said. He drew one knee up, propping his foot on the bed and resting his elbow on it. "Thanks," he said, smiling. "Gotta say I don't like the subdermal stuff some people do, though. Really not my kind of thing. Surface piercing, depends on where and what, really."
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Posted: Tue Mar 27, 2012 11:50 am
"I was never into competitive sports really. A lot of the guys played football but I was always quite frankly pretty s**t at it. Surfing sounds like it might have been nice though, I like water. Used to smoke weed a bit too, mostly when I was younger...stopped that s**t so fast though when I first started seeing the ******** shadows. Thought it was making me crazy." he had to laugh, it was probably pretty convenient that he had.
"Wasn't always built like this though. I was pretty ******** weedy as a teenager, grew too fast too quick, ended up lanky then /stopped/ growing. ******** go figure. Took a lot of effort to get here." He gestured at himself. "And even then can't compete with the big ******** like Robert and Leon."
At the mention of various types of piercings, he gave Jordan a very deer in the headlights sort of look. "Er. Yeah. A lot of people aren't keen on exotic stuff. I'm not a fan of subdermal, gets too ******** infected and s**t. Looks gross too. I have..err. Ten piercings, all told. Four in my ears, one.." he looked down at his chest, no ******** way was he ever saying the word n****e. It was there, that was clear enough. He waved a hand vaguely. "And five somewhere else."
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Posted: Tue Mar 27, 2012 12:25 pm
"Eh, I was never much good at surfing. Spent more time off the board than on. But I liked it," Jordan said. "I was on track team in high school, did some climbing, hiking, mostly the kind of sports that didn't involve throwing a ball through some kind of goal." He laughed. "I never had anything I could blame the shadows on, and Andy could see 'em too, so I knew they weren't drugs."
"Hah, I was still a beanpole when I got here," he admitted. "Daily weights and swinging Ferros around took care of that, though. Robert and Leon, they're just like that. Still kind of surprised sometimes that Robert listens to me. I'd hate to be on his s**t list."
He wondered briefly why Rep was looking so skittish, but the last sentence answered that question. He blinked several times, and could feel himself blushing. So that's what Jerry meant about - It was a good thing that he had a brain-to-mouth filter, really. His stream of consciousness could have gotten him in a lot of trouble right now. He tried not to visualize. "Oh, er. That's pretty unusual," he said after a moment.
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Posted: Tue Mar 27, 2012 12:51 pm
"For me the shadows were always just like.. they made me feel I was losing control. Losing my ******** mind, tried blaming it on all sorts of things, nothing helped. Alcohol made it easier to ignore though." he shrugged. "But I never spoke about them with anyone. I didn't talk to anyone about anything much pre-island. Still don't talk to most people about anything."
At the mention of build, Rep looked Jordan over with an arched brow. "Yeah, its certainly done you proud. But I ******** agree. Robert's a guy I don't really want to mess with directly." Leon was another matter, he'd mess with him regardless.
As the conversation turned to the piercings though and then lapsed into a few moments of silence he had to cover his face with a hand. He refused to so much as look over at the other man as he assumed he'd likely figure out /where/ Rep actually meant. God, he had no idea why he didn't just flat out lie about it in the first place. Fuuck. And "unusual" in this context had to mean "Oh my god what is wrong with you you ******** weirdo". He was sure of it. He shrugged and pulled his hand away, trying to look flippant. "Eh.. I guess. We all make ..unusual decisions now and then I figure. Just some maybe just a little bit more ******** weird than others. Its not as bad as it sounds I swear."
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Posted: Tue Mar 27, 2012 1:06 pm
"I didn't talk much about them. Andy did sometimes, but he quit after a couple of times getting sent to the shrink for it. Dad always got pissed when we talked about it, too. So I just kind of tried to ignore it as much as possible, and keep everyone's attention off Andy so he didn't have to explain when he got weird." Andy had learned not to talk about it to anyone else after a while, and Jordan hadn't ever liked to talk about it in the first place, so it had ended up something that lay just under the surface, always ready to erupt. Jordan wondered, now, if he had kept in contact with Before, would that have changed? Would they have eventually broken the silence about the shadowy things, if only between themselves?
It was a moot point now; dwelling on the past was only going to depress him again. "Robert and I went through the testing in the same group," he said. "He was my backup. Still is." It was why Robert had been the first person he thought of to call for help on the external mission, and why Robert had arrived promptly. Got your back, bro.
He smirked a little at the sudden defensive tone, still blushing, but having regained some of his equilibrium. "By unusual I hope you don't mean drunken. That'd be a hell of a surprise to wake up to after a night out."
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Posted: Tue Mar 27, 2012 1:15 pm
"Nah. Sadly I wasn't drunk, I can't even blame it on that. The place wouldn't do piercings if you were drunk. Probably cost them a ******** mint in lost sales as a result. Was just a weird ******** decision." He grinned, not sure why he found trying to explain this so hilarious, suppressing the urge to laugh. It had been serious at the time but seemed absurd to him now, sitting where he was. "String of unsatisfying relationships. I was in a funny mood."
It was probably way more than Jordan ever wanted to know, he figured but he was too tired to care. And besides, for the first time in weeks he was relaxed and happy.
"Don't tell me you've never done anything a bit stupid on a whim."
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Posted: Tue Mar 27, 2012 1:28 pm
"Probably, but also probably covered their asses about getting sued," Jordan pointed out, and grinned. "Hell of a funny mood, man. That's great."
"I'd be lying if I said that." He laughed. "Usually nothing too permanent, s**t like climbing a tree over the edge of a cliff, going looking for snakes, illegal fireworks. One of my friends set a fire once doing that, but he never got caught and it got put out right away. Good thing, too. Grass fires are serious stuff in summer when there hasn't been rain since February."
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Posted: Tue Mar 27, 2012 1:38 pm
Rep laughed out loud, though not in a malicious way at all. "Yeah, those things sound pretty ********' dangerous. I was never daring like that. Most of the s**t I did was either done drunk, like falling asleep in the back of a van and ending up in ******** France, or just a spontaneous thing like the piercings. I tend to do weird s**t when I feel down. Helps me feel better. I'd never go within a ******** mile of a snake though." he shivered, things with scales tended to make his skin crawl. Especially the no legged sort.
"Sometimes its nice to go do something ******** random. Partially why the lack of shore leave here drives me mental. I mean. I feel like a ******** little rat in a cage in this dorm, and lets face it, there's not much you can like ******** /do/ in a dorm. I've played solitaire for hours, I have built a ******** masterpiece house of cards. But that's only entertaining so long."
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