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Sai sighed and lifted Kibou into his arms, holding the boy while they kissed. when he finally broke away he put the teen back downa nd knelt. "i wont do it here, not in the shower. but let's finish washing and get dried and then-if you still want to..." he swallowed and closed his eyes. "but first we have to talk. it's not ok for someone my age and someone your age to have sex, Kibou. you are young and it make it seem like i am forcing you and i don't want that. that's why we need to talk, ok? but first how about you try to do the same thing i did with the shampoo, but using the conditioner." he grabbed the bottle and held it out to the boy.

Sai smiled, "when you care for someone, age shouldn't matter, but everyone else wont see it that way. because i am older i would be held responceable." he smiled, and shook hsi head, "no, we don't have to do anything more." he stepped out and got a towel wrapped around his waist before holding one out to Kibou, "just have to dry off"

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Sai looked over at the boy, "a talk about what happened in the shower. i lost ocntrol and touched you like that and i shouldn't have because you are under 18 and it's illegal." he head to his bedroom and got out clothes for himself and the smallest outfit he could find for the boy. "here, wear these for now. we'll get you some new clothes tomorrow." he sat down and braided his hair back so it was out of the way. "Kibou, i don't want to be like the men who hurt you before. that's why i shouldn't touch you like i did before and i apologize."

Sai blushed red at the boy's word, but he couldn't help but slip his arms around him as well. "i-think you need a little more time to figure out if what you feel is love or gratitude. just because i am the one who saved you from there doesn;t mean that you automatically love me. these things take time, ok?" he smiled and getly kissed the top of Kibou's head, "that doesn't mean that we can't hug or touch or things like that. if you want to, then we will." he kissed the side of Kibou's neck this time, "now, let's get dressed, ok?"

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Sai nodded, "yes, i didn't think you did, but i have some things you can wear and tomorrow we will get you some proper clothing, ok?" he smiled and got up to go to his walk in closet. he had a pair of pants that had belonged to a friend's son and had been forgotten when they were visiting and would fit Kibou. he finally found them and brought a shirt that was tight on him out along with a pair of underwear. "i know these will be big, but we'll have to bear with it for now." he smiled and walked back to the closet to get his normal loose and comfortable clothing he wore when at home. he dressed quickly and went back into the bedroom, "you ate resently, but would you like something else to eat?"

Sai smiled and gently stroked the boy's hair, "of course you can. you needn't ask permission." he carefully pulled the blankets and sheets down on his bed, "climb on in. do you want me to stay with you for a little while? i know that it can be strange staying in a new place for the first couple of days."

Sai couldn't help but softly laugh at the boy's reaction to the bed and he gently stroked his hair back, "i'll lay down if you want me to." he lifted the sheets and slid into the bed, laying down close to, but not against the other. "i'm a little tired, i just might fall asleep too. would that be ok, Kibou?" he wondered at the circus master. had the man never once tried to just speak to the boy? how could such a sweet little Kibou have been treated to force him to act out the way he had while within his cage?

Sai had dozed off whent he boy's cried woke him and he sat up to see what was happening. no one else was in the room which meant that Kibou was having a bad dream. Sai gently put a hand on the other's shoulder and shook him, "Kibou, it's just a dream. you need to wake up now, Kiki. can you wake up for me? i'm right here."